WHENGrantcameinatnoon,Mrs。McLanemethimatthedoorwithatendersmileonherface。
“Where’sHoward,Grant?“
“Idon’tknow,“herepliedinatonethatimplied“Idon’tcare。“
Thedimeyescloudedwithquicktears。
“Ain’tyouseenhim?“
“Notsincenineo’clock。“
“Whered’youthinkheis?“
“ItellyehIdon’tknow。He’lltakecareofhimself;don’tworry。“
Heflungoffhishatandplungedintothewashbasin。Hisshirtwaswetwithsweatandcoveredwithdustofthehayandfragmentsofleaves。Hesplashedhisburningfacewiththewater,payingnofurtherattentiontohismother。Shespokeagain,verygently,inreproof:
“Grant,whydoyoustandoutagainstHowardso?“
“Idon’tstandoutagainsthim,“herepliedharshly,pausingwiththetowelinhishands。Hiseyeswerehardandpiercing。“Butifheexpectsmetogushoverhiscomingback,he’sfooled,that’sall。
He’sleftustopaddleourowncanoeallthiswhile,and,sofarasI’mconcerned,hecanleaveusalonehereafter。Helookedoutforhisprecioushidemightywell,andnowhecomesbackheretoplaybiggunandpatusonthehead。Idon’tproposetolethimcomethatoverme。“
Mrs。McLaneknewtoowellthetemperofhersontosayanymore,butsheinquiredaboutHowardoftheoldhiredman。
“Hewentoffdownthevalley。He’n’Granthads’mwords,andhepulledoutdowntowardtheoldfarm。That’sthelastIseeof’im。“
LauratookHoward’spartatthetable。“Pityyoucan’tbedecent,“
shesaid,brutallydirectasusuaL“YoutreatHowardasifhewasa-a-Ido’knowwhat。“
“wrnyouletmealone?“
“No,Iwon’t。IfyouthinkI’mgoingtosetbyan’agreetoyourbullyraggin’him,you’remistaken。It’sashame!You’remad’causehe’ssucceededandyouain’t。Heain’ttoblameforhisbrains。IfyouandI’dhadany,we’d’a’succeeded,too。Itain’tourfaultanditain’this;sowhat’stheuse?“
TherewasalookcameintoGrant’sfacethatthewifeknew。Itmeantbitterandterriblesilence。Heatehisdinnerwithoutanotherword。
Itwasbeginningtocloudup。Athin,whitish,’all-pervasivevaporwhichmeantrainwasdimmingthesky,andbeforcedhishandstotheirutmostduringtheafternooninordertogetmostofthedownhayinbeforetheraincame。HewaspitchinghayupintothebarnwhenHowardcamebyjustbeforeoneo’clock。
Itwaswindlessthere。Thesunfellthroughthewhitemistwithundiminishedfury,andthefragranthaysentupabreaththatwashotasanovendraught。Grantwasapowerfulman,andtherewassomethingmajesticinhisactionasherolledthehugeflakesofhaythroughthedoor。Thesweatpouredfromhisfacelikerain,andhewasforcedtodrawhisdrippingsleeveacrosshisfacetoclearawaytheblindingsweatthatpouredintohiseyes。
Howardstoodandlookedathiminsilence,rememberinghowoftenhehadworkedthereinthatfurnaceheat,hismusclesquivering,coldchillsrunningoverhisflesh,redshadowsdancingbeforehiseyes。
Hismothermethimatthedooranxiously,butsmiledasshesawhispleasantfaceandcheerfuleyes。
“You’realittlelate,m’son。“
Howardspentmostoftheafternoonsittingwithhismotherontheporch,orunderthetrees,lyingsprawledoutlikeaboy,restingattimeswithsweetforgetfulnessofthewholeworld,butfeelingadullpainwheneverherememberedthestern,silentmanpitchinghayinthehotsunonthetorridsideofthebarn。
Hismotherdidnotsayanythingaboutthequarrel;shefearedtoreopenit。Shetalkedmainlyofoldtimesinagentlemonotoneofreminiscence,whilehelistened,lookingupintoherpatientface。
Theheatslowlylessenedasthesunsankdowntowardtheduncloudsrisinglikeamoredistantandmajesticlineofmountainsbeyondthewesternhills。Thesoundofcowbellscameirregularlytotheear,andthevoicesandsoundsofthehayingfieldshadajocund,thrillingeffectontheearofthecitydweller。
Hewasverytender。Everythingconspiredtomakehimsimple,direct,andhonest。
“Mother,ifyou’llonlyforgivemeforstayingawaysolong,I’llsurelycometoseeyoueverysummer。“
Shehadnothingtoforgive。Shewassogladtohavehimthereatherfeet-hergreat,handsome,successfulboy!Shecouldonlylovehimandenjoyhimeverymomentofthepreciousdays。IfGrantwouldonlyreconcilehimselftoHoward!Thatwasthegreatthorninherflesh。
Howardtoldherhowhehadsucceeded。
“Itwasluck,Mother。FirstImetCooke,andheintroducedmetoJakeSaulsmanofChicago。JakeaskedmetogotoNewYorkwithhim,and-Idon’tknowwhy-tookafancytomesomeway。HeintroducedmetoalotofthefellowsinNewYork,andtheyallhelpedmealong。Ididnothingtomeritit。Everybodyhelpsme。
Anybodycansucceedinthatway。“
Thedotingmotherthoughtitnotatallstrangethattheyallhelpedhim。
AtthesuppertableGrantwasgloomilysilent,ignoringHowardcompletely。Mrs。McLanesatandgrievedsilently,notdaringtosayawordinprotest。LauraandthebabytriedtoamuseHoward,andundercoveroftheirtalkthemealwaseaten。
TheboyfascinatedHoward。He“sawedwood“witharapidityanduninterruptednesswhichgavealarm。Hehadtheairofcoalingupforalongvoyage。
“Atthatage,“Howardthought,“Imusthavegrippedmyknifeinmyrighthandso,andpouredmyteaintomysaucerso。Imusthavebutteredandbitintoahugesliceofbreadjustso,andchewedatitwithasmackingsoundinjustthatway。Imusthavegonetothelengthofscoopinguphoneywithmyknifeblade。“
Itwasmagically,mysticallybeautifuloverallthissqualorandtoilandbitterness,fromfivetillseven-amovinghour。Againthefallingsunstreamedinbroadbannersacrossthevalleys;againthebluemistlayfardownthecouleeovertheriver;thecattlecalledfromthehillsinthemoistening,sonorousair;thebellscameinapleasanttangleofsound;theairpulsedwiththedeepeningchorusofkatydidsandothernocturnalsingers。
Sweetanddeepastheveryspringsofhislifewasallthistothesouloftheelderbrother;butinthemidstofit,theyoungerman,inill-smellingclothesandgreatbootsthatchafedhisfeet,wentouttomilkthe。cows-onwhoselegsthefliesandmosquitoesswarmed,bloatedwithblood-tositbythehotsideofthecowandbelashedwithhertallasshetriedfranticallytokeepthesavageinsectsfromeatingherraw。
“Thepoetwhowritesofmilkingthecowsdoesitfromthehammock,lookingon,“HowardsoliloquizedashewatchedtheoldmanLewisracingaroundthefilthyyardafteroneoftheyoungheifersthathadkickedoverthepailinheragonywiththefliesandwasunwillingtostandstillandbeeatenalive。
“So,so!youbeast!“roaredtheoldmanashefinallycorneredtheshrinking,nearlyfranticcreature。
“Don’tyouwanttolookatthegarden?“askedMrs。McLaneofHoward;andtheywentoutamongthevegetablesandberries。
Thebeeswerecominghomeheavilyladenandcrawlingslowlyintothehives。Thelevel,redlightstreamedthroughthetrees,blazedalongthegrass,andlightedafewold-fashionedflowersintoredai~dgoldflame。Itwasbeautiful,andHowardlookedatitthroughhishalf-shuteyesasthepaintersdo,andturnedawaywithasighatthesoundofblowswherethewetandgrimymenwereassailingthefranticcows。
“There’sWesleywithyourtrunk,“Mrs。McLanesaid,recallinghimtohimself。
Wesleyhelpedhimcarrythetrunkinandwavedoffthanks。
“Oh,that’sallright,“hesaid;andHowardknewtheWesternmantoowelltopressthematterofpay。
Ashewentinanhourlaterandstoodbythetrunk,thedullachecamebackintohisheart。Howhehadfailed!Itseemedlikeabittermockerynowtoshowhisgifts。
Granthadcomeinfromhiswork,andwithhisfeetreleasedfromhischafingboots,inhiswetshirtandmilk-splashedoveralls,satatthekitchentablereadinganewspaperwhichheheldclosetoasmallkerosenelamp。Hepaidnoattentiontoanyone。Hisattitude,Curiouslylikehisfather’s,wasperfectlydefinitetoHoward。Itmeantthatfromthattimeforwardthereweretobenowordsofanysortbetweenthem。Itmeantthattheywerenolongerbrothers,notevenacquaintances。“Howinexorablethatface!“thoughtHoward。
Heturnedsickwithdisgustanddespair,andwouldhaveclosedhistrunkwithoutshowinganyofthepresents,onlyforthechildishexpectancyofhismotherandLaura。
“Here’ssomethingforyou,Mother,“hesaid,assumingacheerfulvoiceashetookafoldoffinesilkfromthetrunkandhelditup。
“AllthewayfromParis。“
Helaiditonhismother’slapandstoopedandkissedher,andthenturnedhastilyawaytohidethetearsthatcametohisowneyesashesawherkeenpleasure。
“Andhere’saparasolforLaura。Idon’tknowhowIcametohavethatinhere。Andhere’sGeneralGrant’sautobiographyforhisnamesake,“hesaidwithaneffortatcarelessness,andwaitedtohearGrantrise。
“Grant,won’tyoucomein?“askedhismotherquiveringly。
Grantdidnotreplynormove。Lauratookthehandsomevolumesoutandlaidthembesidehimonthetable。Hesimplypushedthemtoonesideandwentonwithhisreading。
AgainthathorribleangerswepthotasflameoverHoward。Hecouldhavecursedhim。HishandsshookashehandedoutotherpresentstohismotherandLauraandthebaby。Hetriedtojoke。
“Ididn’tknowhowoldthebabywas,soshe’llhavetogrowtosomeofthesethings。“
Butthepleasurewasallgoneforhimandfortherest。Hisheartswelledalmosttoafeelingofpainashelookedathismother。
Thereshesatwiththepresentsinherlap。Theshiningsilkcametoolateforher。Itthrewintoappallingreliefherage,herpoverty,herwork-wearyframe。“MyGod!“healmostcriedaloud,“howlittleitwouldhavetakentolightenherlife!“
Uponthismoment,whenitseemedasifhecouldendurenomore,camethesmoothvoiceofWilliamMcTurg:
“Hello,folkses!“
“Hello,UncleBill!Comein。“
“That’swhatwecamefor,“laughedawoman’svoice。
“Isthatyou,Rose?“askedLaura。
“It’sme-Rose,“repliedthelaughinggirlasshebouncedintotheroomandgreetedeverybodyinabreathlesssortofway。
“Youdon’tmeanlittleRosy?“
“BigRosynow,“saidWilliam。
Howardlookedatthehandsomegirlandsmiled,sayinginanasalsortoftone,“Wal,wal!Rosy,howyou’vegrowedsinceIsawyeh!“
“Oh,lookatallthispurpleandfinelinen!AmIleftout?“
Rosewasalargegirloftwenty-fiveorthereabouts,andwascalledanoldmaid。Sheradiatedgoodnaturefromeverylineofherbuxomself。Herblackeyeswerefullofdrollery,andshewasonthebestoftermswithHowardatonce。Shehadbeenateacher,butthatdidnotpreventherfromassumingapeculiardirectnessofspeech。Ofcoursetheytalkedaboutoldfriends。
“Where’sRachel?“Howardinquired。Hersmilefadedaway。
“ShelliemarriedOrrinMcllvaine。They’rewayoutinDakota。
Shellie’shavin’ahardrowofstumps。“
Therewasalittlesilence。
“AndTommy?“
“GoneWest。MostalltheboyshavegoneWest。That’sthereasonthere’ssomanyoldmaids。“
“Youdon’tmeantosay-“
“Idon’tneedtosay-I’manoldmaid。Lotsofthegirlsare。“
“Itdon’tpaytomarrythesedays。“
“Areyoumarried?“
“Notyet。“Hiseyeslightedupagaininahumorousway。
“Notyet!That’sgood!That’sthewayoldmaidsalltalk。“
“Youdon’tmeantotellmethatnoyoungfellowcomesprowlingaround-“
“Oh,ayoungDutchrnanorNorwegianonceinawhile。Nobodythatcounts。Factis,we’regettinglikeBoston-fourwomentooneman;andwhenyouconsiderthatwe’regettingmoreparticulareachyear,theoutlookis-well,it’sdreadful!“
“Itcertainlyis。“