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  WHENGrantcameinatnoon,Mrs。McLanemethimatthedoorwithatendersmileonherface。

  “Where’sHoward,Grant?“

  “Idon’tknow,“herepliedinatonethatimplied“Idon’tcare。“

  Thedimeyescloudedwithquicktears。

  “Ain’tyouseenhim?“

  “Notsincenineo’clock。“

  “Whered’youthinkheis?“

  “ItellyehIdon’tknow。He’lltakecareofhimself;don’tworry。“

  Heflungoffhishatandplungedintothewashbasin。Hisshirtwaswetwithsweatandcoveredwithdustofthehayandfragmentsofleaves。Hesplashedhisburningfacewiththewater,payingnofurtherattentiontohismother。Shespokeagain,verygently,inreproof:

  “Grant,whydoyoustandoutagainstHowardso?“

  “Idon’tstandoutagainsthim,“herepliedharshly,pausingwiththetowelinhishands。Hiseyeswerehardandpiercing。“Butifheexpectsmetogushoverhiscomingback,he’sfooled,that’sall。

  He’sleftustopaddleourowncanoeallthiswhile,and,sofarasI’mconcerned,hecanleaveusalonehereafter。Helookedoutforhisprecioushidemightywell,andnowhecomesbackheretoplaybiggunandpatusonthehead。Idon’tproposetolethimcomethatoverme。“

  Mrs。McLaneknewtoowellthetemperofhersontosayanymore,butsheinquiredaboutHowardoftheoldhiredman。

  “Hewentoffdownthevalley。He’n’Granthads’mwords,andhepulledoutdowntowardtheoldfarm。That’sthelastIseeof’im。“

  LauratookHoward’spartatthetable。“Pityyoucan’tbedecent,“

  shesaid,brutallydirectasusuaL“YoutreatHowardasifhewasa-a-Ido’knowwhat。“

  “wrnyouletmealone?“

  “No,Iwon’t。IfyouthinkI’mgoingtosetbyan’agreetoyourbullyraggin’him,you’remistaken。It’sashame!You’remad’causehe’ssucceededandyouain’t。Heain’ttoblameforhisbrains。IfyouandI’dhadany,we’d’a’succeeded,too。Itain’tourfaultanditain’this;sowhat’stheuse?“

  TherewasalookcameintoGrant’sfacethatthewifeknew。Itmeantbitterandterriblesilence。Heatehisdinnerwithoutanotherword。

  Itwasbeginningtocloudup。Athin,whitish,’all-pervasivevaporwhichmeantrainwasdimmingthesky,andbeforcedhishandstotheirutmostduringtheafternooninordertogetmostofthedownhayinbeforetheraincame。HewaspitchinghayupintothebarnwhenHowardcamebyjustbeforeoneo’clock。

  Itwaswindlessthere。Thesunfellthroughthewhitemistwithundiminishedfury,andthefragranthaysentupabreaththatwashotasanovendraught。Grantwasapowerfulman,andtherewassomethingmajesticinhisactionasherolledthehugeflakesofhaythroughthedoor。Thesweatpouredfromhisfacelikerain,andhewasforcedtodrawhisdrippingsleeveacrosshisfacetoclearawaytheblindingsweatthatpouredintohiseyes。

  Howardstoodandlookedathiminsilence,rememberinghowoftenhehadworkedthereinthatfurnaceheat,hismusclesquivering,coldchillsrunningoverhisflesh,redshadowsdancingbeforehiseyes。

  Hismothermethimatthedooranxiously,butsmiledasshesawhispleasantfaceandcheerfuleyes。

  “You’realittlelate,m’son。“

  Howardspentmostoftheafternoonsittingwithhismotherontheporch,orunderthetrees,lyingsprawledoutlikeaboy,restingattimeswithsweetforgetfulnessofthewholeworld,butfeelingadullpainwheneverherememberedthestern,silentmanpitchinghayinthehotsunonthetorridsideofthebarn。

  Hismotherdidnotsayanythingaboutthequarrel;shefearedtoreopenit。Shetalkedmainlyofoldtimesinagentlemonotoneofreminiscence,whilehelistened,lookingupintoherpatientface。

  Theheatslowlylessenedasthesunsankdowntowardtheduncloudsrisinglikeamoredistantandmajesticlineofmountainsbeyondthewesternhills。Thesoundofcowbellscameirregularlytotheear,andthevoicesandsoundsofthehayingfieldshadajocund,thrillingeffectontheearofthecitydweller。

  Hewasverytender。Everythingconspiredtomakehimsimple,direct,andhonest。

  “Mother,ifyou’llonlyforgivemeforstayingawaysolong,I’llsurelycometoseeyoueverysummer。“

  Shehadnothingtoforgive。Shewassogladtohavehimthereatherfeet-hergreat,handsome,successfulboy!Shecouldonlylovehimandenjoyhimeverymomentofthepreciousdays。IfGrantwouldonlyreconcilehimselftoHoward!Thatwasthegreatthorninherflesh。

  Howardtoldherhowhehadsucceeded。

  “Itwasluck,Mother。FirstImetCooke,andheintroducedmetoJakeSaulsmanofChicago。JakeaskedmetogotoNewYorkwithhim,and-Idon’tknowwhy-tookafancytomesomeway。HeintroducedmetoalotofthefellowsinNewYork,andtheyallhelpedmealong。Ididnothingtomeritit。Everybodyhelpsme。

  Anybodycansucceedinthatway。“

  Thedotingmotherthoughtitnotatallstrangethattheyallhelpedhim。

  AtthesuppertableGrantwasgloomilysilent,ignoringHowardcompletely。Mrs。McLanesatandgrievedsilently,notdaringtosayawordinprotest。LauraandthebabytriedtoamuseHoward,andundercoveroftheirtalkthemealwaseaten。

  TheboyfascinatedHoward。He“sawedwood“witharapidityanduninterruptednesswhichgavealarm。Hehadtheairofcoalingupforalongvoyage。

  “Atthatage,“Howardthought,“Imusthavegrippedmyknifeinmyrighthandso,andpouredmyteaintomysaucerso。Imusthavebutteredandbitintoahugesliceofbreadjustso,andchewedatitwithasmackingsoundinjustthatway。Imusthavegonetothelengthofscoopinguphoneywithmyknifeblade。“

  Itwasmagically,mysticallybeautifuloverallthissqualorandtoilandbitterness,fromfivetillseven-amovinghour。Againthefallingsunstreamedinbroadbannersacrossthevalleys;againthebluemistlayfardownthecouleeovertheriver;thecattlecalledfromthehillsinthemoistening,sonorousair;thebellscameinapleasanttangleofsound;theairpulsedwiththedeepeningchorusofkatydidsandothernocturnalsingers。

  Sweetanddeepastheveryspringsofhislifewasallthistothesouloftheelderbrother;butinthemidstofit,theyoungerman,inill-smellingclothesandgreatbootsthatchafedhisfeet,wentouttomilkthe。cows-onwhoselegsthefliesandmosquitoesswarmed,bloatedwithblood-tositbythehotsideofthecowandbelashedwithhertallasshetriedfranticallytokeepthesavageinsectsfromeatingherraw。

  “Thepoetwhowritesofmilkingthecowsdoesitfromthehammock,lookingon,“HowardsoliloquizedashewatchedtheoldmanLewisracingaroundthefilthyyardafteroneoftheyoungheifersthathadkickedoverthepailinheragonywiththefliesandwasunwillingtostandstillandbeeatenalive。

  “So,so!youbeast!“roaredtheoldmanashefinallycorneredtheshrinking,nearlyfranticcreature。

  “Don’tyouwanttolookatthegarden?“askedMrs。McLaneofHoward;andtheywentoutamongthevegetablesandberries。

  Thebeeswerecominghomeheavilyladenandcrawlingslowlyintothehives。Thelevel,redlightstreamedthroughthetrees,blazedalongthegrass,andlightedafewold-fashionedflowersintoredai~dgoldflame。Itwasbeautiful,andHowardlookedatitthroughhishalf-shuteyesasthepaintersdo,andturnedawaywithasighatthesoundofblowswherethewetandgrimymenwereassailingthefranticcows。

  “There’sWesleywithyourtrunk,“Mrs。McLanesaid,recallinghimtohimself。

  Wesleyhelpedhimcarrythetrunkinandwavedoffthanks。

  “Oh,that’sallright,“hesaid;andHowardknewtheWesternmantoowelltopressthematterofpay。

  Ashewentinanhourlaterandstoodbythetrunk,thedullachecamebackintohisheart。Howhehadfailed!Itseemedlikeabittermockerynowtoshowhisgifts。

  Granthadcomeinfromhiswork,andwithhisfeetreleasedfromhischafingboots,inhiswetshirtandmilk-splashedoveralls,satatthekitchentablereadinganewspaperwhichheheldclosetoasmallkerosenelamp。Hepaidnoattentiontoanyone。Hisattitude,Curiouslylikehisfather’s,wasperfectlydefinitetoHoward。Itmeantthatfromthattimeforwardthereweretobenowordsofanysortbetweenthem。Itmeantthattheywerenolongerbrothers,notevenacquaintances。“Howinexorablethatface!“thoughtHoward。

  Heturnedsickwithdisgustanddespair,andwouldhaveclosedhistrunkwithoutshowinganyofthepresents,onlyforthechildishexpectancyofhismotherandLaura。

  “Here’ssomethingforyou,Mother,“hesaid,assumingacheerfulvoiceashetookafoldoffinesilkfromthetrunkandhelditup。

  “AllthewayfromParis。“

  Helaiditonhismother’slapandstoopedandkissedher,andthenturnedhastilyawaytohidethetearsthatcametohisowneyesashesawherkeenpleasure。

  “Andhere’saparasolforLaura。Idon’tknowhowIcametohavethatinhere。Andhere’sGeneralGrant’sautobiographyforhisnamesake,“hesaidwithaneffortatcarelessness,andwaitedtohearGrantrise。

  “Grant,won’tyoucomein?“askedhismotherquiveringly。

  Grantdidnotreplynormove。Lauratookthehandsomevolumesoutandlaidthembesidehimonthetable。Hesimplypushedthemtoonesideandwentonwithhisreading。

  AgainthathorribleangerswepthotasflameoverHoward。Hecouldhavecursedhim。HishandsshookashehandedoutotherpresentstohismotherandLauraandthebaby。Hetriedtojoke。

  “Ididn’tknowhowoldthebabywas,soshe’llhavetogrowtosomeofthesethings。“

  Butthepleasurewasallgoneforhimandfortherest。Hisheartswelledalmosttoafeelingofpainashelookedathismother。

  Thereshesatwiththepresentsinherlap。Theshiningsilkcametoolateforher。Itthrewintoappallingreliefherage,herpoverty,herwork-wearyframe。“MyGod!“healmostcriedaloud,“howlittleitwouldhavetakentolightenherlife!“

  Uponthismoment,whenitseemedasifhecouldendurenomore,camethesmoothvoiceofWilliamMcTurg:

  “Hello,folkses!“

  “Hello,UncleBill!Comein。“

  “That’swhatwecamefor,“laughedawoman’svoice。

  “Isthatyou,Rose?“askedLaura。

  “It’sme-Rose,“repliedthelaughinggirlasshebouncedintotheroomandgreetedeverybodyinabreathlesssortofway。

  “Youdon’tmeanlittleRosy?“

  “BigRosynow,“saidWilliam。

  Howardlookedatthehandsomegirlandsmiled,sayinginanasalsortoftone,“Wal,wal!Rosy,howyou’vegrowedsinceIsawyeh!“

  “Oh,lookatallthispurpleandfinelinen!AmIleftout?“

  Rosewasalargegirloftwenty-fiveorthereabouts,andwascalledanoldmaid。Sheradiatedgoodnaturefromeverylineofherbuxomself。Herblackeyeswerefullofdrollery,andshewasonthebestoftermswithHowardatonce。Shehadbeenateacher,butthatdidnotpreventherfromassumingapeculiardirectnessofspeech。Ofcoursetheytalkedaboutoldfriends。

  “Where’sRachel?“Howardinquired。Hersmilefadedaway。

  “ShelliemarriedOrrinMcllvaine。They’rewayoutinDakota。

  Shellie’shavin’ahardrowofstumps。“

  Therewasalittlesilence。

  “AndTommy?“

  “GoneWest。MostalltheboyshavegoneWest。That’sthereasonthere’ssomanyoldmaids。“

  “Youdon’tmeantosay-“

  “Idon’tneedtosay-I’manoldmaid。Lotsofthegirlsare。“

  “Itdon’tpaytomarrythesedays。“

  “Areyoumarried?“

  “Notyet。“Hiseyeslightedupagaininahumorousway。

  “Notyet!That’sgood!That’sthewayoldmaidsalltalk。“

  “Youdon’tmeantotellmethatnoyoungfellowcomesprowlingaround-“

  “Oh,ayoungDutchrnanorNorwegianonceinawhile。Nobodythatcounts。Factis,we’regettinglikeBoston-fourwomentooneman;andwhenyouconsiderthatwe’regettingmoreparticulareachyear,theoutlookis-well,it’sdreadful!“

  “Itcertainlyis。“

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