“Ineversawhertaketoanyonesoquick,“Laurasmiled。Howardnoticedherinparticularforthefirsttime。Shehadonacleancalicodressandaginghamapron,andshelookedstrongandfreshandhandsome。Herheadwasintellectual,hereyesfullofpower。
Sheseemedanxioustoremovetheimpressionofherunpleasantlooksandwordsthenightbefore。Indeed,itwouldhavebeenhardtoresistHoward’ssunnygoodnature。
Thebabylaughedandcrowed。Theoldmothercouldnottakeherdimeyesoffthefaceofherson,butsatsmilingathimasheateandrattledon。Whenherosefromthetableatlast,aftereatingheartilyandpraisingitall,hesaidwithasmile:
“Well,nowI’lljusttelephonedowntotheexpressandhavemytrunkbroughtup。I’vegotafewlittlethingsinthereyou’llenjoyseeing。Butthisfellow,“indicatingthebaby,“Ididn’ttakeintoaccount。Butnevermind;UncleHowardmakethatallright。“
“Youain’tgoin’tolayitupaginGrant,beyou,myson?“Mrs。
McLanefalteredastheywentoutintothebestroom。
“Ofcoursenot!Hedidn’tmeanit。Now,can’tyousendworddownandhavemytrunkbroughtup?OrshallIhavetowalkdown?“
“IguessI’llseesomebodygoin’down,“saidLaura。
“Allright。Nowforthehayfield,“hesmiledandwentoutintothegloriousmorning。
Thecirclinghillsthesame,yetnotthesameasatnight。Acooler,tenderer,moresubduedcloakofcoloru~onthem。Fardownthevalleyacool,deep,impalpable,bluemistlay,underwhichonedivinedtheriverIan,underitselmsandbasswoodsandwildgrapevines。Ontheshavenslopesofthehillscattleandsheepwerefeeding,theircriesandbellscomingtotheearwithasweetsuggestiveness。Therewassomethingimmemorialinthesunnyslopesdottedwithredandbrownandgraycattle。
Walkingtowardthehaymakers,Howardfeltatwingeofpainanddistrust。Wouldheignoreitallandsmile-
Hestoppedshort。HehadnotseenGrantsmileinsolong-hecouldn’tquiteseehimsmiling。Hehadbeencoldandbitterforyears。Whenhecameuptothem,Grantwaspitchingon;theoldmanwasloading,andtheboywasrakingafter。
“Goodmorning,“Howardcriedcheerily。Theoldmannodded,theboystared。Grantgrowledsomething,with-outlookingup。These“finical“thingsofsayinggoodmorningandgoodnightarenotmuchpracticedinsuchhomesasGrantMcLane’s。
“Needsomehelp?I’mreadytotakeahand。Gotonmyregimentalsthismorning。“
Grantlookedathimamoment。
“Youlooklikeit。“
“Gimmeaholdonthatfork,andI’llshowyou。I’mnotsosoftasI
look,nowyoubet。“
HelaidholdupontheforkinGrant’shands,whor~leaseditsullenlyandstoodbacksneering。Howardstrucktheforkintothepileintheoldway,threwhislefthandtotheendofthepolishedhandle,broughtitdownintothehollowofhisthigh,andlaidouthisstrengthtillthehandlebentlikeabow。“Oopsherises!“hecalledlaughingly,asthewholepilebeganslowlytorise,andfinallyrolleduponthehighload。
“Oh,Iain’tforgothowtodoit,“helaughedashelookedaroundattheboy,whowasstudyingthejacketandhatwithadevouringgaze。
Grantwasstudyinghimtoo,butnotinadmiration。
“Ishouldn’tsayyouhad,“saidtheoldman,tuggingattheforkful。
’Mightyfunnytocomeouthereanddoalittleofthis。Butifyouhadtocomehereanddoitallthewhile,youwouldn’tlooksowhiteandsoftinthehands,“Grantsaidastheymovedontoanotherpile。“Givemethatfork。You’llbespoilingyourfineclothes。“
“Oh,thesedon’tmatter。They’remadeforthiskindofthing。“
“Oh,arethey?IguessI’lldressinthatkindofarig。Whatdidthatshirtcost?Ineedone。“
“Sixdollarsapair;butthenit’sold。“
“Andthempants,“hepursued;“theycostsixdollars,too,didn’tthey?“
Howard’sfacedarkened。Hesawhisbrother’spurpose。Heresentedit。“Theycostfifteendollars,ifyouwanttoknow,andtheshoescostsix-fifty。Thisringonmycravatcostsixtydollars,andthesuitIhadonlastnightcosteighty-five。MysuitsaremadebyBreckstein,onFifthAvenueandTwentiethStreet,ifyouwanttopatronizehim,“heendedbrutally,spurredonbythesneerinhisbrother’seyes。“I’llintroduceyou。“
“Goodidea,“saidGrantwithaforced,mockingsmile。“Ineedjustsuchagetupforhayingandcornplowing。SingularIneverthoughtofit。Nowmypantscosteighty-fivecents,s’pendersfifteen,hattwenty,shoesone-fifty;stockin’sIdon’tbotherabout。“
Hehadhisbrotheratadisadvantage,andhegrewfluentandcausticashewenton,almostchangingplaceswithHoward,whotooktherakeoutoftheboy’shandsandfollowed,rakingupthescatterings。
“Singularwefellersherearediscontentedandmulish,am’tit?
Singularwedon’tbelieveyourletterswhenyouwrite,sayin’,’Ijustaboutmakealiveofit’?Singularwethinkthecountry’sgoin’tohell,wefellers,inatwodollarsuit,wadin’aroundinthemudorsweatin’aroundinthehayfield,whileyoufellerslayaroundNewYorkandsmokeandweargoodclothesandtoadytomillionaires?“
Howardthrewdowntherakeandfoldedhisarms。’MyGod!you’reenoughtomakeamanforgetthesamemotherboreus!“
“Iguessitwouldn’ttakemuchtomakeyouforgetthat。Youain’tputmuchthoughtonmenorherfortenyears。“
Theoldmancackled,theboygrinned,andHoward,sickandweakwithangerandsorrow,turnedawayandwalkeddowntowardthebrook。Hehadtriedoncemoretogetnearhisbrotherandhadfailed。OGod!howmiserably,pitiably!Thehotbloodgushedalloverhimashethoughtoftheshameanddisgraceofit。
He,amanassociatingwithpoets,artists,soughtafterbybrilliantwomen,accustomedtodeferenceevenfromsuchpeople,tobesneeredat,outfaced,shamed,shovedaside,byamaninastainedhickoryshirtandpatchedoveralls,andthatmanhisbrother!Helaydownonthebrightgrass,withthesheepallaroundhim,andwrithedandgroanedwiththeagonyanddespairofit。
Andworstofall,underneathitwasaconsciousnessthatGrantwasrightindistrustinghim。Hehadneglectedhim;hehadsaid,“I
guessthey’regettingalongallright。“HehadputthembehindhimwhentheinvitationtospendsummerontheMediterraneanorintheAdirondackscame。
“WhatcanIdo?WhatcanIdo?“hegroaned。
Thesheepnibbledthegrassnearhim,thejayscalledpertly,“Shame,shame,“aquailpipedsomewhereonthehillside,andthebrooksungasoft,soothingmelodythattookawayatlastthesharpedgeofhispain,andhesatupandgazeddownthevalley,brightwiththesunandapparentlyfilledwithhappyandprosperouspeople。
Suddenlyathoughtseizedhim。Hestoodupsosuddenlythesheepfledinaffright。Heleapedthebrook,crossedtheflat,andbegansearchinginthebushesonthehillside。“Hurrah!“hesaidwithasmile。
Hehadfoundanoldroadwhichheusedtotravelwhenaboy-aroadthatskirtedtheedgeofthevalley,nowgrownuptobrush,butstillpassableforfootmen。Asheranlightlyalongdownthebeautifulpath,underoaksandhickories,pastmassesofpoisonivy,underhanginggrapevines,throughclumpsofsplendidhazelnutbushesloadedwithgreatsticky,rough,greenburrs,hisheartthrewoffpartofitsload。
Howitallcamebacktohim!Howmanydays,whenUpTheCoulee73
theautumnsunburnedthefrostoffthebushes,hadhegatheredhazelnutsherewithhisboyandgirlfriends-HughandShelleyMcTurg,RomeSawyer,OrrinMcIlvaine,andtherest!Whathadbecomeofthemall?Howhehadforgottenthem!
Thisthoughtstoppedhimagain,andhefellintoadeepmuse,leaningagainstanoaktreeandgazingintothevastflecklessspaceabove。Thethrilling,inscrutablemysteryoflifefelluponhimlikeablindinglight。Whywashelivinginthecrushandthunderandmentalunrestofagreatcity,whilehiscompanions,seeminglyhisequal,inpowers,weremilkingcows,makingbutter,andgrowingcornandwheatinthesilenceanddrearmonotonyofthefarm?
Hisboyishsweethearts!Theirnamescamebacktohisearnowwithadull,sweetsoundasoffaintbells。Hesawtheirfaces,theirpinksunbonnetstippedbackupontheirnecks,theirbrownanklesflyingwiththeswiftactionofthescurryingpartridge。Hiseyessoftened;hetookoffhishat。Thesoundofthewindandtheleavesmovedhimalmosttotears。
Awoodpeckergaveashrill,high-keyed,sustainedcry,“Ki,ki,ki!“
andhestartedfromhisreverie,thedapplesofsunandshadefallinguponhislithefigureashehurriedondownthepath。
Hecameatlasttoafieldofcornthattantotheverywallofalargeweather-beatenhouse,thesightofwhichmadehisbreathingquicker。Itwastheplacewherehewasborn。Themysteryofhislifebeganthere。Inthebranchesofthosepoplarandhickorytreeshehadswungandsungintherushingbreeze,fearlessasasquirrelHerewasthebrookwhere,likealargerKildee,hewithGranthadwadedaftercrawfish,orhadstolenuponsomewarytrout,rough-cutpoleinhand。
Seeingsomeoneinthegarden,hewentdownalongthecornrowthroughtherustlingranksofgreenleaves。Anoldwomanwaspickingberries,asquatandshapelessfigure。
“Goodmorning,“hecalledcheerily。
“Morgen,“shesaid,looklngupathimwithastartledandveryredface。ShewasGermanineverylineofherbody。
“IchbinHerrMcLane,“hesaidafterapause。
“So?“sherepliedwithaquestioninginflection。
“Yah;ichbinHerrGrant’sbruder。“
“Ach,So!“shesaidwithadownwardinflection。“IchnospickInglish。NospickInglis。“
“Ichbindurstig,“hesaid。Leavingherpans,shewentwithhimtothehouse,whichwaswhathewantedtosee。
“Ichbinhiergeboren。“
“Ach,so!“Sherecognizedthelittlebitofsentiment,andsaidsomesentencesmGermanwhosegeneralmeaningwassympathy。
Shetookhimtothecoolcellarwherethespringhadbeentrainedtoruninto’atankcontainingpansofcreamandmilk,shegavehimacooldraughtfromalargetincup,andthenathisrequesttheywentupstairs。Thehousewasthesame,butsomehowseemedcoldandempty。Itwascleanandsweet,butithadsolittleevidenceofbeinglivedin。Theoldpart,whichwasbuiltoflogs,wasusedasbestroom,andmodeledafterthebestroomsoftheneighboringYankeehomes,onlyitwasemptier,withoutthecabinetorganandtheragcarpetandthechromoes。
Theoldfireplacewasbrickedupandplastered-thefireplacebesidewhichinthefar-offdayshehadlainonwinternights,tohearhisunclestelltalesofhunting,ortohearthemplaytheviolin,greatdreaminggiantsthattheywere。
Theoldwomanwentoutandlefthimsittingthere,thecenterofaswarmofmemoriescomingandgoinglikesomanyghostlybirdsandbutterflies。
Acuriousheartacheandlistlessness,anervelessmoodcameonhim。Whatwasitworth,anyhow-success?Struggle,strife,tramplingonsomeoneelse。Hisplaycrowdingoutsomeotherpoorfellow’shope。Thehawkeatsthepartridge,thepartridgeeatsthefliesandbugs,thebugseateachother,andthehawk,whenheinhisturnisshotbyman。So,intheworldofbusiness,thelifeofonemanseemedtohimtobedrawnfromthelifeofanotherman,eachsuccesstospringfromotherfailures。
Hewaslikeamanfromwhomallmotiveshadbeenwithdrawn。
Hewassick,sicktotheheart。Oh,tobeaboyagain!Anignorantbaby,pleasedwithablockandstring,withnoknowledgeandnocareofthegreatun-known!Tolayhisheadagainonhismother’sbosomandrest!Towatchtheflamesonthehearth!
Whynot?Wasnotthattheverythingtodo?Tobuybacktheoldfarm?Itwouldcripplehimalittleforthenextseason,buthecoulddoit。Thinkofit!Toseehismotherbackintheoldhome,withthefireplacerestored,theoldfurnitureinthesittingroomaroundher,andfinenewthingsintheparlor!
Hisspiritsroseagain。Grantcouldn’tstandoutwhenhebroughttohimadeedofthefarm。Surelyhisdebtwouldbecanceledwhenhehadseenthemallbackinthewideoldkitchen。Hebegantoplanandtodream。Hewenttothewindowsandlookedoutontheyardtoseehowmuchithadchanged。
He’dbuildanewbarnandbuythemanewcarriage。Hisheartglowedagain,andhislipssoftenedintotheirusualfemininegrace-lipsalittlefullandfallingeasilyintocurves。
TheoldGermanwomancameinatlength,bringingsomecakesandabowlofmilk,smilingbroadlyandhospitablyasshewaddledforward。
“Ach!Goot!“hesaid,smackinghislipsoverthepleasantdraught。
“Woistihregootmann?“heinquired,readyforbusiness。