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  “Ineversawhertaketoanyonesoquick,“Laurasmiled。Howardnoticedherinparticularforthefirsttime。Shehadonacleancalicodressandaginghamapron,andshelookedstrongandfreshandhandsome。Herheadwasintellectual,hereyesfullofpower。

  Sheseemedanxioustoremovetheimpressionofherunpleasantlooksandwordsthenightbefore。Indeed,itwouldhavebeenhardtoresistHoward’ssunnygoodnature。

  Thebabylaughedandcrowed。Theoldmothercouldnottakeherdimeyesoffthefaceofherson,butsatsmilingathimasheateandrattledon。Whenherosefromthetableatlast,aftereatingheartilyandpraisingitall,hesaidwithasmile:

  “Well,nowI’lljusttelephonedowntotheexpressandhavemytrunkbroughtup。I’vegotafewlittlethingsinthereyou’llenjoyseeing。Butthisfellow,“indicatingthebaby,“Ididn’ttakeintoaccount。Butnevermind;UncleHowardmakethatallright。“

  “Youain’tgoin’tolayitupaginGrant,beyou,myson?“Mrs。

  McLanefalteredastheywentoutintothebestroom。

  “Ofcoursenot!Hedidn’tmeanit。Now,can’tyousendworddownandhavemytrunkbroughtup?OrshallIhavetowalkdown?“

  “IguessI’llseesomebodygoin’down,“saidLaura。

  “Allright。Nowforthehayfield,“hesmiledandwentoutintothegloriousmorning。

  Thecirclinghillsthesame,yetnotthesameasatnight。Acooler,tenderer,moresubduedcloakofcoloru~onthem。Fardownthevalleyacool,deep,impalpable,bluemistlay,underwhichonedivinedtheriverIan,underitselmsandbasswoodsandwildgrapevines。Ontheshavenslopesofthehillscattleandsheepwerefeeding,theircriesandbellscomingtotheearwithasweetsuggestiveness。Therewassomethingimmemorialinthesunnyslopesdottedwithredandbrownandgraycattle。

  Walkingtowardthehaymakers,Howardfeltatwingeofpainanddistrust。Wouldheignoreitallandsmile-

  Hestoppedshort。HehadnotseenGrantsmileinsolong-hecouldn’tquiteseehimsmiling。Hehadbeencoldandbitterforyears。Whenhecameuptothem,Grantwaspitchingon;theoldmanwasloading,andtheboywasrakingafter。

  “Goodmorning,“Howardcriedcheerily。Theoldmannodded,theboystared。Grantgrowledsomething,with-outlookingup。These“finical“thingsofsayinggoodmorningandgoodnightarenotmuchpracticedinsuchhomesasGrantMcLane’s。

  “Needsomehelp?I’mreadytotakeahand。Gotonmyregimentalsthismorning。“

  Grantlookedathimamoment。

  “Youlooklikeit。“

  “Gimmeaholdonthatfork,andI’llshowyou。I’mnotsosoftasI

  look,nowyoubet。“

  HelaidholdupontheforkinGrant’shands,whor~leaseditsullenlyandstoodbacksneering。Howardstrucktheforkintothepileintheoldway,threwhislefthandtotheendofthepolishedhandle,broughtitdownintothehollowofhisthigh,andlaidouthisstrengthtillthehandlebentlikeabow。“Oopsherises!“hecalledlaughingly,asthewholepilebeganslowlytorise,andfinallyrolleduponthehighload。

  “Oh,Iain’tforgothowtodoit,“helaughedashelookedaroundattheboy,whowasstudyingthejacketandhatwithadevouringgaze。

  Grantwasstudyinghimtoo,butnotinadmiration。

  “Ishouldn’tsayyouhad,“saidtheoldman,tuggingattheforkful。

  ’Mightyfunnytocomeouthereanddoalittleofthis。Butifyouhadtocomehereanddoitallthewhile,youwouldn’tlooksowhiteandsoftinthehands,“Grantsaidastheymovedontoanotherpile。“Givemethatfork。You’llbespoilingyourfineclothes。“

  “Oh,thesedon’tmatter。They’remadeforthiskindofthing。“

  “Oh,arethey?IguessI’lldressinthatkindofarig。Whatdidthatshirtcost?Ineedone。“

  “Sixdollarsapair;butthenit’sold。“

  “Andthempants,“hepursued;“theycostsixdollars,too,didn’tthey?“

  Howard’sfacedarkened。Hesawhisbrother’spurpose。Heresentedit。“Theycostfifteendollars,ifyouwanttoknow,andtheshoescostsix-fifty。Thisringonmycravatcostsixtydollars,andthesuitIhadonlastnightcosteighty-five。MysuitsaremadebyBreckstein,onFifthAvenueandTwentiethStreet,ifyouwanttopatronizehim,“heendedbrutally,spurredonbythesneerinhisbrother’seyes。“I’llintroduceyou。“

  “Goodidea,“saidGrantwithaforced,mockingsmile。“Ineedjustsuchagetupforhayingandcornplowing。SingularIneverthoughtofit。Nowmypantscosteighty-fivecents,s’pendersfifteen,hattwenty,shoesone-fifty;stockin’sIdon’tbotherabout。“

  Hehadhisbrotheratadisadvantage,andhegrewfluentandcausticashewenton,almostchangingplaceswithHoward,whotooktherakeoutoftheboy’shandsandfollowed,rakingupthescatterings。

  “Singularwefellersherearediscontentedandmulish,am’tit?

  Singularwedon’tbelieveyourletterswhenyouwrite,sayin’,’Ijustaboutmakealiveofit’?Singularwethinkthecountry’sgoin’tohell,wefellers,inatwodollarsuit,wadin’aroundinthemudorsweatin’aroundinthehayfield,whileyoufellerslayaroundNewYorkandsmokeandweargoodclothesandtoadytomillionaires?“

  Howardthrewdowntherakeandfoldedhisarms。’MyGod!you’reenoughtomakeamanforgetthesamemotherboreus!“

  “Iguessitwouldn’ttakemuchtomakeyouforgetthat。Youain’tputmuchthoughtonmenorherfortenyears。“

  Theoldmancackled,theboygrinned,andHoward,sickandweakwithangerandsorrow,turnedawayandwalkeddowntowardthebrook。Hehadtriedoncemoretogetnearhisbrotherandhadfailed。OGod!howmiserably,pitiably!Thehotbloodgushedalloverhimashethoughtoftheshameanddisgraceofit。

  He,amanassociatingwithpoets,artists,soughtafterbybrilliantwomen,accustomedtodeferenceevenfromsuchpeople,tobesneeredat,outfaced,shamed,shovedaside,byamaninastainedhickoryshirtandpatchedoveralls,andthatmanhisbrother!Helaydownonthebrightgrass,withthesheepallaroundhim,andwrithedandgroanedwiththeagonyanddespairofit。

  Andworstofall,underneathitwasaconsciousnessthatGrantwasrightindistrustinghim。Hehadneglectedhim;hehadsaid,“I

  guessthey’regettingalongallright。“HehadputthembehindhimwhentheinvitationtospendsummerontheMediterraneanorintheAdirondackscame。

  “WhatcanIdo?WhatcanIdo?“hegroaned。

  Thesheepnibbledthegrassnearhim,thejayscalledpertly,“Shame,shame,“aquailpipedsomewhereonthehillside,andthebrooksungasoft,soothingmelodythattookawayatlastthesharpedgeofhispain,andhesatupandgazeddownthevalley,brightwiththesunandapparentlyfilledwithhappyandprosperouspeople。

  Suddenlyathoughtseizedhim。Hestoodupsosuddenlythesheepfledinaffright。Heleapedthebrook,crossedtheflat,andbegansearchinginthebushesonthehillside。“Hurrah!“hesaidwithasmile。

  Hehadfoundanoldroadwhichheusedtotravelwhenaboy-aroadthatskirtedtheedgeofthevalley,nowgrownuptobrush,butstillpassableforfootmen。Asheranlightlyalongdownthebeautifulpath,underoaksandhickories,pastmassesofpoisonivy,underhanginggrapevines,throughclumpsofsplendidhazelnutbushesloadedwithgreatsticky,rough,greenburrs,hisheartthrewoffpartofitsload。

  Howitallcamebacktohim!Howmanydays,whenUpTheCoulee73

  theautumnsunburnedthefrostoffthebushes,hadhegatheredhazelnutsherewithhisboyandgirlfriends-HughandShelleyMcTurg,RomeSawyer,OrrinMcIlvaine,andtherest!Whathadbecomeofthemall?Howhehadforgottenthem!

  Thisthoughtstoppedhimagain,andhefellintoadeepmuse,leaningagainstanoaktreeandgazingintothevastflecklessspaceabove。Thethrilling,inscrutablemysteryoflifefelluponhimlikeablindinglight。Whywashelivinginthecrushandthunderandmentalunrestofagreatcity,whilehiscompanions,seeminglyhisequal,inpowers,weremilkingcows,makingbutter,andgrowingcornandwheatinthesilenceanddrearmonotonyofthefarm?

  Hisboyishsweethearts!Theirnamescamebacktohisearnowwithadull,sweetsoundasoffaintbells。Hesawtheirfaces,theirpinksunbonnetstippedbackupontheirnecks,theirbrownanklesflyingwiththeswiftactionofthescurryingpartridge。Hiseyessoftened;hetookoffhishat。Thesoundofthewindandtheleavesmovedhimalmosttotears。

  Awoodpeckergaveashrill,high-keyed,sustainedcry,“Ki,ki,ki!“

  andhestartedfromhisreverie,thedapplesofsunandshadefallinguponhislithefigureashehurriedondownthepath。

  Hecameatlasttoafieldofcornthattantotheverywallofalargeweather-beatenhouse,thesightofwhichmadehisbreathingquicker。Itwastheplacewherehewasborn。Themysteryofhislifebeganthere。Inthebranchesofthosepoplarandhickorytreeshehadswungandsungintherushingbreeze,fearlessasasquirrelHerewasthebrookwhere,likealargerKildee,hewithGranthadwadedaftercrawfish,orhadstolenuponsomewarytrout,rough-cutpoleinhand。

  Seeingsomeoneinthegarden,hewentdownalongthecornrowthroughtherustlingranksofgreenleaves。Anoldwomanwaspickingberries,asquatandshapelessfigure。

  “Goodmorning,“hecalledcheerily。

  “Morgen,“shesaid,looklngupathimwithastartledandveryredface。ShewasGermanineverylineofherbody。

  “IchbinHerrMcLane,“hesaidafterapause。

  “So?“sherepliedwithaquestioninginflection。

  “Yah;ichbinHerrGrant’sbruder。“

  “Ach,So!“shesaidwithadownwardinflection。“IchnospickInglish。NospickInglis。“

  “Ichbindurstig,“hesaid。Leavingherpans,shewentwithhimtothehouse,whichwaswhathewantedtosee。

  “Ichbinhiergeboren。“

  “Ach,so!“Sherecognizedthelittlebitofsentiment,andsaidsomesentencesmGermanwhosegeneralmeaningwassympathy。

  Shetookhimtothecoolcellarwherethespringhadbeentrainedtoruninto’atankcontainingpansofcreamandmilk,shegavehimacooldraughtfromalargetincup,andthenathisrequesttheywentupstairs。Thehousewasthesame,butsomehowseemedcoldandempty。Itwascleanandsweet,butithadsolittleevidenceofbeinglivedin。Theoldpart,whichwasbuiltoflogs,wasusedasbestroom,andmodeledafterthebestroomsoftheneighboringYankeehomes,onlyitwasemptier,withoutthecabinetorganandtheragcarpetandthechromoes。

  Theoldfireplacewasbrickedupandplastered-thefireplacebesidewhichinthefar-offdayshehadlainonwinternights,tohearhisunclestelltalesofhunting,ortohearthemplaytheviolin,greatdreaminggiantsthattheywere。

  Theoldwomanwentoutandlefthimsittingthere,thecenterofaswarmofmemoriescomingandgoinglikesomanyghostlybirdsandbutterflies。

  Acuriousheartacheandlistlessness,anervelessmoodcameonhim。Whatwasitworth,anyhow-success?Struggle,strife,tramplingonsomeoneelse。Hisplaycrowdingoutsomeotherpoorfellow’shope。Thehawkeatsthepartridge,thepartridgeeatsthefliesandbugs,thebugseateachother,andthehawk,whenheinhisturnisshotbyman。So,intheworldofbusiness,thelifeofonemanseemedtohimtobedrawnfromthelifeofanotherman,eachsuccesstospringfromotherfailures。

  Hewaslikeamanfromwhomallmotiveshadbeenwithdrawn。

  Hewassick,sicktotheheart。Oh,tobeaboyagain!Anignorantbaby,pleasedwithablockandstring,withnoknowledgeandnocareofthegreatun-known!Tolayhisheadagainonhismother’sbosomandrest!Towatchtheflamesonthehearth!

  Whynot?Wasnotthattheverythingtodo?Tobuybacktheoldfarm?Itwouldcripplehimalittleforthenextseason,buthecoulddoit。Thinkofit!Toseehismotherbackintheoldhome,withthefireplacerestored,theoldfurnitureinthesittingroomaroundher,andfinenewthingsintheparlor!

  Hisspiritsroseagain。Grantcouldn’tstandoutwhenhebroughttohimadeedofthefarm。Surelyhisdebtwouldbecanceledwhenhehadseenthemallbackinthewideoldkitchen。Hebegantoplanandtodream。Hewenttothewindowsandlookedoutontheyardtoseehowmuchithadchanged。

  He’dbuildanewbarnandbuythemanewcarriage。Hisheartglowedagain,andhislipssoftenedintotheirusualfemininegrace-lipsalittlefullandfallingeasilyintocurves。

  TheoldGermanwomancameinatlength,bringingsomecakesandabowlofmilk,smilingbroadlyandhospitablyasshewaddledforward。

  “Ach!Goot!“hesaid,smackinghislipsoverthepleasantdraught。

  “Woistihregootmann?“heinquired,readyforbusiness。

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