“Areyoumarried,Howard?“
“No,Mother;andthereain’tanyexcuseforme-notabit,“hesaid,droppingbackintohercolloquialisms。“I’mashamedwhenIthinkofhowlongit’sbeensinceIsawyou。Icouldhavecome。“
“Itdon’tmatternow,“sheinterruptedgently。“It’sthewaythingsgo。Ourboysgrowupandleaveus。“
“Well,comeintosupper,“saidGrant’sungraciousvoicefromthedoorway。“Come,Mother。“
Mrs。McLanemovedwithdifficulty。Howardsprangtoheraid,andleaningonhisarmshewentthroughthelittlesittingroom,whichwasunlighted,outintothekitchen,wherethesuppertablestoodnearthecookstove。
“How,thisismywife,“saidGrantinacold,peculiartone。
Howardbowedtowardaremarkablyhandsomeyoungwoman,onwhoseforeheadwasascowl,whichdidnotchangeasshelookedathimandtheoldlady。
“Setdown,anywhere,“wastheyoungwoman’scordialinvitation。
Howardsatdownnexttohismother,andfacingthewife,whohadasmall,fretfulchildinherarms。AtHoward’sleftwastheoldman,Lewis。Thesupperwasspreaduponagay-coloredoilcloth,andconsistedofapanofmilk,setinthemidst,withbowlsateachplate。Besidethepanwasadipperandalargeplateofbread,andatoneendofthetablewasadishoffinehoney。
Aboyofaboutfourteenleaneduponthetable,hisbentshouldersmakinghimlooklikeanoldman。Hishickoryshirt,likethatofGrant,wasstillwetwithsweat,anddiscoloredhereandtherewithgrease,orgreenfromgrass。Hishair,freshlywetandcombed,wassmoothedawayfromhisface,andshoneinthelightofthekerosenelamp。Asheate,hestaredatHoward,asifhewouldmakeaninventoryofeachthreadofthevisitor’sclothing。
“DidIlooklikethatathisage?“thoughtHoward。
“Youseewelivejestaboutthesame’sever,“saidGrantastheybeganeating,speakingwithagrim,almostchallenginginflection。
Thetwobrothersstudiedeachothercuriously,astheytalkedofneighborhoodscenes。Howardseemedincrediblyelegantandhandsometothemall,withhisrich,softclothing,hisspotlesslinen,andhisexquisiteenunciationandeaseofspeech。Hehadalwaysbeen“smooth-spoken,“andhehadbecome“elegantlypersuasive,“ashisfriendssaidofhim,anditwasalargefactorinhissuccess。
Everydetailofthekitchen,theheat,thefliesbuzzingaloft,thepoorfurniture,thedressofthepeople-allsmotehimlikethelashofawirewhip。Hisbrotherwasamanofgreatcharacter。Hecouldseethatnow。Hisdeep-set,grayeyesandruggedfaceshowedatthirtyamanofgreatnaturalability。HehadmoreoftheScotchinhisfacethanHoward,andhelookedmucholder。
Hewasdressed,liketheoldmanandtheboy,inacheckedshirtwithoutvest。Hissuspenders,oncegay-colored,hadgivenmostoftheircolortohisshirt,andhadmarkedirregularbroadbandsofpinkandbrownandgreenoverhisshoulders。Hishairwasuncombed,merelypushedawayfromhisface。Heworeamustacheonly,thoughhisfacewascoveredwithaweek’sgrowthofbeard。Hisfacewasrathergauntandwasbrownasleather。
Howardcouldnoteatmuch。Hewasdisturbedbyhismother’sstrangesilenceandoppression,andsickenedbythelong-drawngaspswith。whichtheoldmanatehisbreadandmilk,andbythewaytheboyate。Hehadhisknifegrippedtightlyinhisfist,knucklesup,andwasscoopinghoneyuponhisbread。
Thebaby,havingceasedtobeafraid,wascurious,gazingsilentlyatthestranger。
“Hello,littleone!Comeandseeyouruncle。Eh?’Course’ewill,“
cooedHowardintheattempttoescapethedepressingatmosphere。
Thelittleonelistenedtohisinflectionsasakittendoes,andatlastlifteditsarmsinsignofsurrender。
Themother’sfaceclearedupalittle。“Ideclare,shewantstogotoyou。“
“’Courseshedoes。DogsandkittensalwayscometomewhenIcall’em。Whyshouldn’tmyownniececome?“
Hetookthelittleoneandbeganwalkingupanddownthekitchenwithher,whileshepulledathisbeardandnose。“Ioughttohaveyou,mylady,inmynewcomedy。You’dbringdownthehouse。“
“Youdon’tmeantosayyouputbabiesonthestage,Howard,“saidhismotherinsurprise。
“Oh,yes。Domesticcomedymusthaveababythesedays。“
“Well,that’sanotherwayofmakin’alivin’,sure,“saidGrant。Thebabyhadclearedtheatmospherealittle。“Is’poseyoufellersmakeapileofmoney。“
“Sometimeswemakeathousandaweek;oftenerwedon’t。“
“Athousanddollars!“Theyallstared。
“Athousanddollarssometimes,andthenloseitallthenextweekinanothertown。Thedramaticbusinessisagooddeallikegambling-youtakeyourchances。“
“Iwishyouweren’tinit,Howard。Idon’tliketohavemyson-“
“IwishIwasinsomethin’thatpaidbetter’nfarmin’。AnythingunderGod’sheavensisbetter’nfarmin’,“saidGrant。
“No,Iain’tlaidupmuch,“Howardwenton,asifexplainingwhyhehadn’thelpedthem。“Costsmeagooddealtolive,andIneedabouttenthousanddollarslee-waytoworkon。I’vemadeagoodliving,butI-Iain’tmadeanymoney。“
Grantlookedathim,darklymeditative。
Howardwenton:
“How’dyecometoselltheoldfarm?Iwasinhopes-“
“How’dwecometosellit?“saidGrantwithterriblebitterness。
“Wehadsomethingonitthatdidn’tleaveanythingtosell。Youprobablydon’trememberanythingaboutit,buttherewasamortgageonitthateatusupinjustfouryearsbythealmanac。
’MostkilledMothertoleaveit。Wewrotetoyouformoney,butI
don’ts’poseyourememberthat。“
“No,youdidn’t。“
“Yes,Idid。“
“Whenwasit?Idon’t-why,it’s-Ineverreceivedit。ItmusthavebeenthatsummerIwentwithRobMannmgtoEurope。“Howardputthebabydownandfacedhisbrother。“Why,Grant,youdidn’tthinkIrefusedtohelp?“
“Well,itlockedthatway。Weneverheardawordfromyehallsummer,andwheny’didwrite,itwasallaboutyerself’nplays’nthingswedidn’tknowanythingabout。IsworetoGodI’dneverwritetoyouagain,andIwon’t。“
“But,goodheavens!Inevergotit。“
“Supposeyoudidn’t。YoumightofknownwewerepoorasJob’soff-ox。Everybodyisthatearnsaliving。Wefellersonthefarmhavetoearnalivin’forourselvesandyoufellersthatdon’twork。I
don’tblameyeh。I’ddoitifIcould。“
“Grant,don’ttalkso!Howarddidn’trealize-“
“ItellyehIdon’tblame’im。OnlyIdon’twanthimtocomethebrotherlybusinessoverme,afterlivin’ashehas-that’sall。“Therewasabitteraccusationintheman’svoice。
Howardleapedtohisfeet,hisfacetwitching。“ByGod,I’llgobacktomorrowmorning!“hethreatened。
“Go,an’bedamned!Idon’tcarewhatyehdo,“Grantgrowled,risingandgoingout。
“Boys,“calledthemother,piteously,“it’sterribletoseeyouquarrel。“
“ButI’mnottoblame,Mother,“criedHowardinasicknessthatmadehimwhiteaschalk。“Themanisasavage。Icamehometohelpyouall,nottoquarrel。“
“Grant’sgotoneo’hisfitson,“saidtheyoungwife,speakingforthefirsttime。“Don’tpayanyattentiontohim。He’llbeallrightinthemorning。“
“Ifitwasn’tforyou,Mother,I’dleavenowandneverseethatsavageagain。“
Helashedhimselfupanddownintheroom,inhorribledisgustandhateofhisbrotherandofthishomeinhisheart。Herememberedhistenderanticipationsofthehomecomingwithakindofself-pityanddisgust。Thiswashisgreeting!
Hewenttobed,totossaboutonthehard,straw-filledmattressinthestuffylittlebestroom。Tossing,writhingunderthebludgeoningofhisbrother’saccusinginflections,adozentimeshesaid,withahalf-articulatesnarl:
“Hecangotohell!I’llnottrytodoanythingmoreforhim。Idon’tcareifheismybrother;hehasnorighttojumponmelikethat。
Onthenightofmyreturn,too。MyGod!heisabrute,asavage!“
Hethoughtofthepresentsinhistrunkandvalisewhichhecouldn’tshowtohimthatnight,afterwhathadbeensaid。Hehadintendedtohavesuchahappyeveningofit,suchatenderreunion!Itwastobesobrightandcheery!
Inthemidstofhiscursings,hishotindignation,wouldcomevisionsofhimselfinhisownmodestrooms。Heseemedtobeyawningandstretchinginhisbeautifulbed,thesunshiningin,hisbooks,foils,picturesaroundhim,tosaygoodmorningandtempthimtorise,whilethesquatlittleclockonthemantelstruckelevenwarningly。
Hecouldseetheolivewalls,theuniquecopper-and-crimsonarabesquefriezehisownselection,andthedelicatedraperies;anopengratefullofglowingcoals,totempertheseawinds;andinthemidstofit,betweenalandscapebyEnnekingandanIndianinacanoeinacanyon,byBrush,hesawasomberlandscapebyamastergreaterthanMillet,amelancholysubject,treatedwithpitilessfidelity。
Afarminthevalley!Overthemountainssweptjagged,gray,angry,sprawlingclouds,sendingafreezing,thindrizzleofrain,astheypassed,uponamanfollowingaplow。Thehorseshadasullenandwearylook,andtheirmanesandtailsstreamedsidewiseintheblast。Theplowmancladinaraggedgraycoat,withuncouth,muddybootsuponhisfeet,walkedwithhisheadinclinedt~wardthesleet,toshieldhisfacefromthecoldandstingofit。Thesoilrolledaway,blackandstickyandwithadullsheenuponit。
Nearby,aboywithtearsonhischeekswaswatchingcattle,adogseatednear,hisbacktothegale。
Ashelookedatthispicture,hisheartsoftened。Helookeddownatthesleeveofhissoftandfleecynightshirt,athiswhite,roundedarm,muscularyetfineasawoman’s,andwhenhelookedforthepictureitwasgone。Thencameagaintheassertiveodorofstagnantair,ladenwithcamphor;hefeltthespringlessbedunderhim,andcaughtdimlyafewsoap-advertisinglithographsonthewalls。Hethoughtofhisbrother,inhisstillmorein-hospitablebedroom,disturbedbythechild,condemnedtoriseatfiveo’clockandbeginanotherday’spitilesslabor。Hisheartshrankandquivered,andthetearsstartedtohiseyes。
“Iforgivehim,poorfellow!He’snottoblame。“
II
HEwoke,however,withadull,languidpulseandanoppressivemelancholyonhisheart。Helookedaroundthelittleroom,cleanenough,butoh,howpoor!howbarren!Coldplasterwalls,acheapwashstand,awashsetofthreepieces,withabluebandaroundeach;thewindows,rectangular,andfittedwithfantasticgreenshades。
Outsidehecouldhearthebeeshumming。Chickensweremerrilymovingabout。Cowbellsfaruptheroadweresoundingirregularly。
Ajaycamebyandyelledaninsolentreveille,andHowardsatup。
Hecouldhearnothinginthehousebuttherattleofpansonthebacksideofthekitchen。Helookedathiswatchandsawitwashalf-pastseven。Hisbrotherwasinthefieldbythistime,aftermilking,curryingthehorses,andeatingbreakfast-hadbeenatworktwohoursandahalf。
Hedressedhimselfhurriedlyinanegligeshirtwithawindsorscad,light-colored,serviceabletrouserswithabelt,russetshoes,andatennishat-aknockaboutcostume,heconsidered。Hismother,goodsoul,thoughtitaspecialsuitputonforherbenefitandadmireditthroughherglasses。
Hekissedherwithabrightsmile,noddedatLauratheyoungwife,andtossedthebaby,allinabreath,andwiththemanner,ashehimselfsaw,ofthereturnedcaptaininthewardramasoftheday。
“Beentobreakfast?“Hefrownedreproachfully。“Whydidn’tyoucallme?Iwantedtogetup,justasIusedto,atsunrise。“
“Wethoughtyouwastired,andsowedidn’t-“
“Tired!JustwaittillyouseemehelpGrantpitchhayorsomething。Hasn’tfinishedhishaying,hashe?“
’No,Iguessnot。Hewilltodayifitdon’trainagain。“
“Well,breakfastisallready-Howard,“saidLaura,hesitatingalittleonhisname-
“Good!Iamreadyforit。Baconandeggs,asI’majay!JustwhatI
waswanting。Iwassayingtomyself。’Nowifthey’llonlygetbaconandeggsandhotbiscuitsandhoney-’Oh,say,mother,Iheardthebeeshummingthismorning;samenoisetheyusedtomakewhenI
wasaboy,exactly。mustbethesamebees。Hey,youyoungrascal!
comehereandhavesomebreakfastwithyouruncle。“