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  “Areyoumarried,Howard?“

  “No,Mother;andthereain’tanyexcuseforme-notabit,“hesaid,droppingbackintohercolloquialisms。“I’mashamedwhenIthinkofhowlongit’sbeensinceIsawyou。Icouldhavecome。“

  “Itdon’tmatternow,“sheinterruptedgently。“It’sthewaythingsgo。Ourboysgrowupandleaveus。“

  “Well,comeintosupper,“saidGrant’sungraciousvoicefromthedoorway。“Come,Mother。“

  Mrs。McLanemovedwithdifficulty。Howardsprangtoheraid,andleaningonhisarmshewentthroughthelittlesittingroom,whichwasunlighted,outintothekitchen,wherethesuppertablestoodnearthecookstove。

  “How,thisismywife,“saidGrantinacold,peculiartone。

  Howardbowedtowardaremarkablyhandsomeyoungwoman,onwhoseforeheadwasascowl,whichdidnotchangeasshelookedathimandtheoldlady。

  “Setdown,anywhere,“wastheyoungwoman’scordialinvitation。

  Howardsatdownnexttohismother,andfacingthewife,whohadasmall,fretfulchildinherarms。AtHoward’sleftwastheoldman,Lewis。Thesupperwasspreaduponagay-coloredoilcloth,andconsistedofapanofmilk,setinthemidst,withbowlsateachplate。Besidethepanwasadipperandalargeplateofbread,andatoneendofthetablewasadishoffinehoney。

  Aboyofaboutfourteenleaneduponthetable,hisbentshouldersmakinghimlooklikeanoldman。Hishickoryshirt,likethatofGrant,wasstillwetwithsweat,anddiscoloredhereandtherewithgrease,orgreenfromgrass。Hishair,freshlywetandcombed,wassmoothedawayfromhisface,andshoneinthelightofthekerosenelamp。Asheate,hestaredatHoward,asifhewouldmakeaninventoryofeachthreadofthevisitor’sclothing。

  “DidIlooklikethatathisage?“thoughtHoward。

  “Youseewelivejestaboutthesame’sever,“saidGrantastheybeganeating,speakingwithagrim,almostchallenginginflection。

  Thetwobrothersstudiedeachothercuriously,astheytalkedofneighborhoodscenes。Howardseemedincrediblyelegantandhandsometothemall,withhisrich,softclothing,hisspotlesslinen,andhisexquisiteenunciationandeaseofspeech。Hehadalwaysbeen“smooth-spoken,“andhehadbecome“elegantlypersuasive,“ashisfriendssaidofhim,anditwasalargefactorinhissuccess。

  Everydetailofthekitchen,theheat,thefliesbuzzingaloft,thepoorfurniture,thedressofthepeople-allsmotehimlikethelashofawirewhip。Hisbrotherwasamanofgreatcharacter。Hecouldseethatnow。Hisdeep-set,grayeyesandruggedfaceshowedatthirtyamanofgreatnaturalability。HehadmoreoftheScotchinhisfacethanHoward,andhelookedmucholder。

  Hewasdressed,liketheoldmanandtheboy,inacheckedshirtwithoutvest。Hissuspenders,oncegay-colored,hadgivenmostoftheircolortohisshirt,andhadmarkedirregularbroadbandsofpinkandbrownandgreenoverhisshoulders。Hishairwasuncombed,merelypushedawayfromhisface。Heworeamustacheonly,thoughhisfacewascoveredwithaweek’sgrowthofbeard。Hisfacewasrathergauntandwasbrownasleather。

  Howardcouldnoteatmuch。Hewasdisturbedbyhismother’sstrangesilenceandoppression,andsickenedbythelong-drawngaspswith。whichtheoldmanatehisbreadandmilk,andbythewaytheboyate。Hehadhisknifegrippedtightlyinhisfist,knucklesup,andwasscoopinghoneyuponhisbread。

  Thebaby,havingceasedtobeafraid,wascurious,gazingsilentlyatthestranger。

  “Hello,littleone!Comeandseeyouruncle。Eh?’Course’ewill,“

  cooedHowardintheattempttoescapethedepressingatmosphere。

  Thelittleonelistenedtohisinflectionsasakittendoes,andatlastlifteditsarmsinsignofsurrender。

  Themother’sfaceclearedupalittle。“Ideclare,shewantstogotoyou。“

  “’Courseshedoes。DogsandkittensalwayscometomewhenIcall’em。Whyshouldn’tmyownniececome?“

  Hetookthelittleoneandbeganwalkingupanddownthekitchenwithher,whileshepulledathisbeardandnose。“Ioughttohaveyou,mylady,inmynewcomedy。You’dbringdownthehouse。“

  “Youdon’tmeantosayyouputbabiesonthestage,Howard,“saidhismotherinsurprise。

  “Oh,yes。Domesticcomedymusthaveababythesedays。“

  “Well,that’sanotherwayofmakin’alivin’,sure,“saidGrant。Thebabyhadclearedtheatmospherealittle。“Is’poseyoufellersmakeapileofmoney。“

  “Sometimeswemakeathousandaweek;oftenerwedon’t。“

  “Athousanddollars!“Theyallstared。

  “Athousanddollarssometimes,andthenloseitallthenextweekinanothertown。Thedramaticbusinessisagooddeallikegambling-youtakeyourchances。“

  “Iwishyouweren’tinit,Howard。Idon’tliketohavemyson-“

  “IwishIwasinsomethin’thatpaidbetter’nfarmin’。AnythingunderGod’sheavensisbetter’nfarmin’,“saidGrant。

  “No,Iain’tlaidupmuch,“Howardwenton,asifexplainingwhyhehadn’thelpedthem。“Costsmeagooddealtolive,andIneedabouttenthousanddollarslee-waytoworkon。I’vemadeagoodliving,butI-Iain’tmadeanymoney。“

  Grantlookedathim,darklymeditative。

  Howardwenton:

  “How’dyecometoselltheoldfarm?Iwasinhopes-“

  “How’dwecometosellit?“saidGrantwithterriblebitterness。

  “Wehadsomethingonitthatdidn’tleaveanythingtosell。Youprobablydon’trememberanythingaboutit,buttherewasamortgageonitthateatusupinjustfouryearsbythealmanac。

  ’MostkilledMothertoleaveit。Wewrotetoyouformoney,butI

  don’ts’poseyourememberthat。“

  “No,youdidn’t。“

  “Yes,Idid。“

  “Whenwasit?Idon’t-why,it’s-Ineverreceivedit。ItmusthavebeenthatsummerIwentwithRobMannmgtoEurope。“Howardputthebabydownandfacedhisbrother。“Why,Grant,youdidn’tthinkIrefusedtohelp?“

  “Well,itlockedthatway。Weneverheardawordfromyehallsummer,andwheny’didwrite,itwasallaboutyerself’nplays’nthingswedidn’tknowanythingabout。IsworetoGodI’dneverwritetoyouagain,andIwon’t。“

  “But,goodheavens!Inevergotit。“

  “Supposeyoudidn’t。YoumightofknownwewerepoorasJob’soff-ox。Everybodyisthatearnsaliving。Wefellersonthefarmhavetoearnalivin’forourselvesandyoufellersthatdon’twork。I

  don’tblameyeh。I’ddoitifIcould。“

  “Grant,don’ttalkso!Howarddidn’trealize-“

  “ItellyehIdon’tblame’im。OnlyIdon’twanthimtocomethebrotherlybusinessoverme,afterlivin’ashehas-that’sall。“Therewasabitteraccusationintheman’svoice。

  Howardleapedtohisfeet,hisfacetwitching。“ByGod,I’llgobacktomorrowmorning!“hethreatened。

  “Go,an’bedamned!Idon’tcarewhatyehdo,“Grantgrowled,risingandgoingout。

  “Boys,“calledthemother,piteously,“it’sterribletoseeyouquarrel。“

  “ButI’mnottoblame,Mother,“criedHowardinasicknessthatmadehimwhiteaschalk。“Themanisasavage。Icamehometohelpyouall,nottoquarrel。“

  “Grant’sgotoneo’hisfitson,“saidtheyoungwife,speakingforthefirsttime。“Don’tpayanyattentiontohim。He’llbeallrightinthemorning。“

  “Ifitwasn’tforyou,Mother,I’dleavenowandneverseethatsavageagain。“

  Helashedhimselfupanddownintheroom,inhorribledisgustandhateofhisbrotherandofthishomeinhisheart。Herememberedhistenderanticipationsofthehomecomingwithakindofself-pityanddisgust。Thiswashisgreeting!

  Hewenttobed,totossaboutonthehard,straw-filledmattressinthestuffylittlebestroom。Tossing,writhingunderthebludgeoningofhisbrother’saccusinginflections,adozentimeshesaid,withahalf-articulatesnarl:

  “Hecangotohell!I’llnottrytodoanythingmoreforhim。Idon’tcareifheismybrother;hehasnorighttojumponmelikethat。

  Onthenightofmyreturn,too。MyGod!heisabrute,asavage!“

  Hethoughtofthepresentsinhistrunkandvalisewhichhecouldn’tshowtohimthatnight,afterwhathadbeensaid。Hehadintendedtohavesuchahappyeveningofit,suchatenderreunion!Itwastobesobrightandcheery!

  Inthemidstofhiscursings,hishotindignation,wouldcomevisionsofhimselfinhisownmodestrooms。Heseemedtobeyawningandstretchinginhisbeautifulbed,thesunshiningin,hisbooks,foils,picturesaroundhim,tosaygoodmorningandtempthimtorise,whilethesquatlittleclockonthemantelstruckelevenwarningly。

  Hecouldseetheolivewalls,theuniquecopper-and-crimsonarabesquefriezehisownselection,andthedelicatedraperies;anopengratefullofglowingcoals,totempertheseawinds;andinthemidstofit,betweenalandscapebyEnnekingandanIndianinacanoeinacanyon,byBrush,hesawasomberlandscapebyamastergreaterthanMillet,amelancholysubject,treatedwithpitilessfidelity。

  Afarminthevalley!Overthemountainssweptjagged,gray,angry,sprawlingclouds,sendingafreezing,thindrizzleofrain,astheypassed,uponamanfollowingaplow。Thehorseshadasullenandwearylook,andtheirmanesandtailsstreamedsidewiseintheblast。Theplowmancladinaraggedgraycoat,withuncouth,muddybootsuponhisfeet,walkedwithhisheadinclinedt~wardthesleet,toshieldhisfacefromthecoldandstingofit。Thesoilrolledaway,blackandstickyandwithadullsheenuponit。

  Nearby,aboywithtearsonhischeekswaswatchingcattle,adogseatednear,hisbacktothegale。

  Ashelookedatthispicture,hisheartsoftened。Helookeddownatthesleeveofhissoftandfleecynightshirt,athiswhite,roundedarm,muscularyetfineasawoman’s,andwhenhelookedforthepictureitwasgone。Thencameagaintheassertiveodorofstagnantair,ladenwithcamphor;hefeltthespringlessbedunderhim,andcaughtdimlyafewsoap-advertisinglithographsonthewalls。Hethoughtofhisbrother,inhisstillmorein-hospitablebedroom,disturbedbythechild,condemnedtoriseatfiveo’clockandbeginanotherday’spitilesslabor。Hisheartshrankandquivered,andthetearsstartedtohiseyes。

  “Iforgivehim,poorfellow!He’snottoblame。“

  II

  HEwoke,however,withadull,languidpulseandanoppressivemelancholyonhisheart。Helookedaroundthelittleroom,cleanenough,butoh,howpoor!howbarren!Coldplasterwalls,acheapwashstand,awashsetofthreepieces,withabluebandaroundeach;thewindows,rectangular,andfittedwithfantasticgreenshades。

  Outsidehecouldhearthebeeshumming。Chickensweremerrilymovingabout。Cowbellsfaruptheroadweresoundingirregularly。

  Ajaycamebyandyelledaninsolentreveille,andHowardsatup。

  Hecouldhearnothinginthehousebuttherattleofpansonthebacksideofthekitchen。Helookedathiswatchandsawitwashalf-pastseven。Hisbrotherwasinthefieldbythistime,aftermilking,curryingthehorses,andeatingbreakfast-hadbeenatworktwohoursandahalf。

  Hedressedhimselfhurriedlyinanegligeshirtwithawindsorscad,light-colored,serviceabletrouserswithabelt,russetshoes,andatennishat-aknockaboutcostume,heconsidered。Hismother,goodsoul,thoughtitaspecialsuitputonforherbenefitandadmireditthroughherglasses。

  Hekissedherwithabrightsmile,noddedatLauratheyoungwife,andtossedthebaby,allinabreath,andwiththemanner,ashehimselfsaw,ofthereturnedcaptaininthewardramasoftheday。

  “Beentobreakfast?“Hefrownedreproachfully。“Whydidn’tyoucallme?Iwantedtogetup,justasIusedto,atsunrise。“

  “Wethoughtyouwastired,andsowedidn’t-“

  “Tired!JustwaittillyouseemehelpGrantpitchhayorsomething。Hasn’tfinishedhishaying,hashe?“

  ’No,Iguessnot。Hewilltodayifitdon’trainagain。“

  “Well,breakfastisallready-Howard,“saidLaura,hesitatingalittleonhisname-

  “Good!Iamreadyforit。Baconandeggs,asI’majay!JustwhatI

  waswanting。Iwassayingtomyself。’Nowifthey’llonlygetbaconandeggsandhotbiscuitsandhoney-’Oh,say,mother,Iheardthebeeshummingthismorning;samenoisetheyusedtomakewhenI

  wasaboy,exactly。mustbethesamebees。Hey,youyoungrascal!

  comehereandhavesomebreakfastwithyouruncle。“

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