Itwasteno’clockasheclimbedagainintothebuggyandstartedhisteamonaswifttrotdowntheroad。Whatwouldshethink?Hesawhernowwithtearfuleyesandpoutinglips。Shewassittingatthewindow,withhatandgloveson;theresthadgone,andshewaswaitingforhim。
Butshe’dknowsomethinghadhappened,becausehehadpromisedtobethereateight。Hehadtoldherwhatteamhe’dhave。HehadforgottenatthismomentthedoubtanddistrusthehadgivenheronMonday。She’dknowhe’dsurelycome。
Buttherewasnosmilingortearfulfacewatchingatthewindowashecamedownthelaneatatearingpaceandturnedintotheyard。
Thehousewassilentandthecurtainsdown。Thesilencesentachilltohisheart。Somethingroseupinhisthroattochokehim。
“Agnes!“hecalled。“Hello!I’mhereatlast!“
Therewasnoreply。Ashesatthere,theparthehadplayedonMondaycamebacktohim。Shemaybesick!hethoughtwithacoldthrilloffear。
Anoldmancamearoundthecornerofthehousewithapotatoforkinhishands,histeethdisplayedinagrin。
“Sheain’there。She’sgone。“
“Gone!“
“Yes-more’nanhourago。“
“Who’dshegowith?“
“EdKinney,“saidtheoldfellowwithamaliciousgrin。“Iguessyourgooseiscooked。“
Willlashedthehorsesintoarunandswungroundtheyardandoutofthegate。Hisfacewaswhiteasadeadman’s,andhisteethweresetlikeavise。Heglaredstraightahead。Theteamranwildly,steadilyhomeward,whiletheirdriverguidedthemunconsciously。
Hedidnotseethem。Hismindwasfilledwithatempestofrages,despairs,andshames。
Thatridehewillneverforget。Inithethrewawayallhisplans。
Hegaveuphisyear’sschooling。Hegaveuphislawaspirations。Hedesertedhisbrotherandhisfriends。Inthedizzyingwhirlofpassionshehadonlyoneclearidea-togetaway,togoWest,togetawayfromthesneersandlaughterofhisneighbors,andtomakehersufferbyitall。
Hedroveintotheyard,didnotstoptounharnesstheteam,butrushedintothehouseandbeganpackinghistrunk。Hisplanwasformed,whichwastodrivetoCedarvilleandhiresomeonetobringtheteamback。Hehadnothoughtofanythingbuttheshame,theinsultshehadputuponhim。HeractiononMondaytookonthesamelevityitworethen,andexcitedhiminthesameway。HesawherlaughingwithEdoverhisdismay。Hesatdownandwrotealettertoheratlast-aletterthatcamefromtheferocityofthemedievalsavageinhim:
“ItyouwanttogotohellwithEdKinney,youcan。Iwon’tsayaword。That’swherehe’lltakeyou。Youwon’tseemeagain。“
Thishesignedandsealed,andthenhebowedhisheadandweptlikeagirl。Buthistearsdidnotsoftentheeffectoftheletter。Itwentasstraighttoitsmarkashemeantitshould。Ittoreasearedandraggedpathtoaninnocent,happyheart,andbetookasavagepleasureinthethoughtofitasherodeawayonthecarstowardtheSouth。
Thesevenyearslyingbetween188oand1887madeagreatchangeinRockRiverandinTheadjacentfarmingland。SignschangedandfirmswentoutofbusinesswithcharacteristicWesterneaseofshift。Thetreesgrewrapidly,dwarfingThehousesbeneaththem,andcontrastsofnewnessanddecaythickened。
WillfoundThecountrychanged,ashewalkedalongThedustyroadfromRockRivertoward“TheComers。“Thelandscapewasatitsfairestandliberalest,withitsseasofcorndeepgreenandmovingwithamournfulrustle,insharpcontrasttoitsflashingblades;itsgleamingfieldsofbarley,anditswheatalreadymottledwithsoftgoldinThemidstofitspea-green。
ThechangeswereinThehedges,grownhigher,InThegreaterpredominanceofcornfieldsandcattlepastures,butespeciallyinThedestructionofhomes。AshepassedonWillsawThegrassgrowingandcattlefeedingonadozenplaceswherehomeshadoncestood。TheyhadgivenplacetoThelargefarmandThestockraiser。StillThewholescenewasbountifulandverybeautifultoTheeye。
ItwasespeciallygratefultoWill,forhehadspentnearlyallhisyearsofabsenceamongTherocks,treelessswells,andbleakcliffsofTheSouthwest。ThecricketsrisingbeforehisdustyfeetappearedtohimsomethingsweetandsuggestiveandThecattlefeedinginTheclovermovedhimtodeepthought-theyweresopeacefulandslow-motioned。
AshereachedalittlepoppletreebyTheroadside,hestopped,removedhisbroad-brimmedhat,puthiselbowsonThefence,andlookedhungrilyuponThescene。Theskywasdeeplyblue,withonlyhereandthereahuge,heavy,slow-moving,massive,sharplyoutlinedcloudsailinglikeabergoficeinashorelessseaofazure。
Inthefieldsthemenwereharvestingtheripenedoatsandbarley,andThesoundoftheirmachinesclattering,nowlow,nowloud,cametohisears。Fliesbuzzednearhim,andakingbirdclatteredoverhead。Henoticedagain,ashehadmanyatimewhenaboy,thatThesoftenedsoundofThefar-offreaperwasattimesexactlylikeThehumofabluebottleflybuzzingheedlesslyabouthisears。
AslenderandveryhandsomeyoungmanwasshockinggrainnearThefence,workingsodesperatelyhedidnotseeWilluntilgreetedbyhim。Helookedup,repliedtoThegreeting,butkeptontillhehadfinishedhislaststook,thenhecametotheshadeofthetreeandtookoffhishat“Nicedaytositunderatreeandfish。“
Willsmiled。“Ioughttoknowyou,Isuppose;Iusedtolivehereyearsago。“
“Guessnot;wecameinthreeyearsago。“
Theyoungmanwasquick-spokenandverypleasanttolookat。
Willfeltfreerwithhim。
“AreTheKinneysstilllivingoverthere?“Henoddedatagroupoflargebuildings。
“Tomlivesthere。OldmanliveswithEd。TomoustedTheoldmansomeway,nobodyseemstoknowhow,andsoheliveswithEd。“
WillwantedtoaskafterAgnes,buthardlyfeltable。“Is’poseJohnHannanisonhisoldfarm?“
“Yes。Gotagoodcropthisyear。“
WilllookedagainatThefieldsofrustlingwheatoverwhichThecloudsrippled,andsaidwithanairofconviction:“ThislaysoverArizona,deadsure。“
“You’refromArizona,then?“
“Yes-agoodwaysfromit“’Willrepliedinawaythatstoppedfurtherquestion。“Goodluck!“headdedashewalkedondownTheroadtowardThecreek,musing。“Andthespring-Iwonderifthat’sthereyet。I’dlikeadrink。“Thesunseemedhotterthanatnoon,andhewalkedslowly。Atthebridgethatspannedthemeadowbrook,justwhereitwidenedoverasandyford,hepausedagain。Hehungovertherailandlookedattheminnowsswimmingthere。
“Iwonderifthey’reThesameidenticalchapsthatusedtoboilandglittertherewhenIwasaboy-looksso。Menchangefromonegenerationtoanother,butThefishremainThesame。Thesameeternalprocessionoftypes。IsupposeDarwin’udsaytheirenvironmentremainsThesame。“
HehungforalongtimeoverTherailing,thinkingofavastnumberofthings,mostlyvague,flittingthings,lookingintothecleardepthsofthebrook,andlisteningtothedeliciousliquidnoteofablackbirdswingingonthewillow。Redliliesstarredthegrasswithfire,andgoldenrodandchicorygreweverywhere;purpleandorangeandyellow-greentheprevailingtints。
Suddenlyawatersnakewriggledacrossthedarkpoolabovetheford,andtheminnowsdisappearedundertheshadowofthebridge。ThenWillsighed,liftedhishead,andwalkedon。Thereseemedtobesomethingpropheticinit,andhedrewalongbreath。
That’sthewayhisplansbrokeandfadedaway。
Humanlifedoesnotmovewiththeregularityofaclock。Inlivingtherearegapsandsilenceswhenthesoulstandsstillinitsflightthroughabysses-andthentherecometimesoftrialandtimesofstrugglewhenwegrowoldwithoutknowingit。Bodyandsoulchangeappallingly。
Sevenyearsofhard,busylifehadmadechangesinWill。
Hisfacehadgrownbold,resolute,andrugged,someofitsdelicacyandallofitsboyishqualitygone。Hisfigurewasstouter,erectasofold,butlessgraceful。Heborehimselflikeamanaccustomedtolookoutforhimselfinallkindsofplaces。Itwasonlyattimesthattherecameintohisdeepeyesapreoccupied,almostsadlookthatshowedkinshipwithhisoldself。
Thislookwasonhisfaceashewalkedtowardtheclumpoftreesontherightoftheroad。
Hereachedthegroveofpoppletreesandmadehiswayatoncetothespring。Whenhesawit,itgavehimashock。Theyhadletitfillupwithleavesanddirt。
Overcomebythememoriesofthepast,heflunghim-selldownonthecoolandshadowybank,andgavehim-selluptothebittersweetreveriesofamanreturningtohisboyhood’shome。Hewasfilledsomehowwithastrangeandpowerfulfeelingofthepassageoftime;withavaguefeelingofthemysteryandelusivenessofhumanlife。Theleaveswhispereditoverhead,thebirdssangitinchoruswiththeinsects,andfarabove,inthemeasurelessspacesofsky,thehawktolditinthesilenceandmajestyofhisflightfromcloudtocloud。
Itwasafeelinghardlytobeexpressedinword~oneofthoseemotionswhosespringsliefarbackinthebrain。Helaysostill,thechipmunkscamecuriouslyuptoABranchRoad35
hisveryfeet,onlytoscurryawaywhenhestirredlikeasleeperinpain。
HehadcuthimselfoffentirelyfromthelifeatTheCorners。HehadsentmoneyhometoJohn,buthadconcealedhisownaddresscarefully。Theenormityofthisfollynowcamebacktohim,rackinghimtillhegroaned。
Heheardthepatteroffeetandthehalf-mumbledmonologueofarunningchild。Herousedupandfacedasmallboy,whostartedbackinterrorlikeawildfawn。Hewasdeeplysurprisedtofindamantherewhereonlyboysandsquirrelsnowcame。Hestuckhisfistinhiseye,andwasbackingawaywhenWillspoke。
“Holdon,sonny!Nobody’shityou。Come,Iain’tgoin’toeatyeh。“
Hetookabitofmoneyfromhispocket。“Comehereandtellmeyourname。Iwanttotalkwithyou。“
Theboycreptuponthedime。
Willsmiled。“YououghttobeaKinney。Whatisyourname?“
“TomathDickinthonKinney。I’mthixandahalf。I’vegotacolt,“
lispedtheyoungsterbreathlesslyashecrepttowardthemoney。
“Oh,youare,eh?Well,now,areyouTom’sboyorEd’s?“
“Tomth’sboy。UncleEdhithgal-“
“Edgotaboy?“
“Yeth,thir-liibaby。AuntAggletthmehold’im“
“Agg!Isthathername?“
“That’swhatUncleEdcallthher。“
Theman’sheadfell,anditwasalongtimebeforeheaskedhisnextquestion。
“Howisshe,anyhow?“
“Purtywell,“pipedtheboywithaprolongationofthelastwordsintoakindofchirp。“She’thbeenthick,though,“headded。
“Beensick?Howlong?“
“Oh,alongtime。Butsheain’tthickabed;she’thawuulpoor,though。Gran’pathaythshe’thpooratharake。“
“Oh,hedoes,eh?“
“Yeth,thir。UncleEdhejawthher,thenshecrieth。“
Will’sangerandremorsebrokeoutinagroaningcurse。“OmyGod!Iseeitall。Thatgreatlunkin’houn’hasmadelifeahellferher。“Thenthatlettercamebacktohismind;hehadneverbeenabletoputitoutofhismind-heneverwouldtillhesawherandaskedherpardon。
“Here,myboy,Iwantyoutotellmesomemore。WheredoesyourAuntAgneslive?“
“Atgran’pa’th。Youknowwheremygran’palivth?“
“Well,youdo。NowIwantyoutotakethislettertoher。Giveittoher。“Hewrotealittlenoteandfoldedit。“Nowdustouto’here。“
Theboyslippedawaythroughthetreeslikearabbit;hislittlebrownfeethardlyrustled。Hewaslikesomelittlewoodanimal。
Leftalone,themanwentbackintoareveriethatlastedtilltheshadowsfellonthethicklittlegrovearoundthespring。Herose~
lastand,takinghisstickinhand,walkedouttothewoodagainandstoodthere,gazingatthesky。Heseemedloathtogofarther。Theskywasfullofflame-coloredcloudsfloatinginayellow-greensea,wherebarsoffaintpinkstreamedbroadlyaway。