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  Itwasteno’clockasheclimbedagainintothebuggyandstartedhisteamonaswifttrotdowntheroad。Whatwouldshethink?Hesawhernowwithtearfuleyesandpoutinglips。Shewassittingatthewindow,withhatandgloveson;theresthadgone,andshewaswaitingforhim。

  Butshe’dknowsomethinghadhappened,becausehehadpromisedtobethereateight。Hehadtoldherwhatteamhe’dhave。HehadforgottenatthismomentthedoubtanddistrusthehadgivenheronMonday。She’dknowhe’dsurelycome。

  Buttherewasnosmilingortearfulfacewatchingatthewindowashecamedownthelaneatatearingpaceandturnedintotheyard。

  Thehousewassilentandthecurtainsdown。Thesilencesentachilltohisheart。Somethingroseupinhisthroattochokehim。

  “Agnes!“hecalled。“Hello!I’mhereatlast!“

  Therewasnoreply。Ashesatthere,theparthehadplayedonMondaycamebacktohim。Shemaybesick!hethoughtwithacoldthrilloffear。

  Anoldmancamearoundthecornerofthehousewithapotatoforkinhishands,histeethdisplayedinagrin。

  “Sheain’there。She’sgone。“

  “Gone!“

  “Yes-more’nanhourago。“

  “Who’dshegowith?“

  “EdKinney,“saidtheoldfellowwithamaliciousgrin。“Iguessyourgooseiscooked。“

  Willlashedthehorsesintoarunandswungroundtheyardandoutofthegate。Hisfacewaswhiteasadeadman’s,andhisteethweresetlikeavise。Heglaredstraightahead。Theteamranwildly,steadilyhomeward,whiletheirdriverguidedthemunconsciously。

  Hedidnotseethem。Hismindwasfilledwithatempestofrages,despairs,andshames。

  Thatridehewillneverforget。Inithethrewawayallhisplans。

  Hegaveuphisyear’sschooling。Hegaveuphislawaspirations。Hedesertedhisbrotherandhisfriends。Inthedizzyingwhirlofpassionshehadonlyoneclearidea-togetaway,togoWest,togetawayfromthesneersandlaughterofhisneighbors,andtomakehersufferbyitall。

  Hedroveintotheyard,didnotstoptounharnesstheteam,butrushedintothehouseandbeganpackinghistrunk。Hisplanwasformed,whichwastodrivetoCedarvilleandhiresomeonetobringtheteamback。Hehadnothoughtofanythingbuttheshame,theinsultshehadputuponhim。HeractiononMondaytookonthesamelevityitworethen,andexcitedhiminthesameway。HesawherlaughingwithEdoverhisdismay。Hesatdownandwrotealettertoheratlast-aletterthatcamefromtheferocityofthemedievalsavageinhim:

  “ItyouwanttogotohellwithEdKinney,youcan。Iwon’tsayaword。That’swherehe’lltakeyou。Youwon’tseemeagain。“

  Thishesignedandsealed,andthenhebowedhisheadandweptlikeagirl。Buthistearsdidnotsoftentheeffectoftheletter。Itwentasstraighttoitsmarkashemeantitshould。Ittoreasearedandraggedpathtoaninnocent,happyheart,andbetookasavagepleasureinthethoughtofitasherodeawayonthecarstowardtheSouth。

  Thesevenyearslyingbetween188oand1887madeagreatchangeinRockRiverandinTheadjacentfarmingland。SignschangedandfirmswentoutofbusinesswithcharacteristicWesterneaseofshift。Thetreesgrewrapidly,dwarfingThehousesbeneaththem,andcontrastsofnewnessanddecaythickened。

  WillfoundThecountrychanged,ashewalkedalongThedustyroadfromRockRivertoward“TheComers。“Thelandscapewasatitsfairestandliberalest,withitsseasofcorndeepgreenandmovingwithamournfulrustle,insharpcontrasttoitsflashingblades;itsgleamingfieldsofbarley,anditswheatalreadymottledwithsoftgoldinThemidstofitspea-green。

  ThechangeswereinThehedges,grownhigher,InThegreaterpredominanceofcornfieldsandcattlepastures,butespeciallyinThedestructionofhomes。AshepassedonWillsawThegrassgrowingandcattlefeedingonadozenplaceswherehomeshadoncestood。TheyhadgivenplacetoThelargefarmandThestockraiser。StillThewholescenewasbountifulandverybeautifultoTheeye。

  ItwasespeciallygratefultoWill,forhehadspentnearlyallhisyearsofabsenceamongTherocks,treelessswells,andbleakcliffsofTheSouthwest。ThecricketsrisingbeforehisdustyfeetappearedtohimsomethingsweetandsuggestiveandThecattlefeedinginTheclovermovedhimtodeepthought-theyweresopeacefulandslow-motioned。

  AshereachedalittlepoppletreebyTheroadside,hestopped,removedhisbroad-brimmedhat,puthiselbowsonThefence,andlookedhungrilyuponThescene。Theskywasdeeplyblue,withonlyhereandthereahuge,heavy,slow-moving,massive,sharplyoutlinedcloudsailinglikeabergoficeinashorelessseaofazure。

  Inthefieldsthemenwereharvestingtheripenedoatsandbarley,andThesoundoftheirmachinesclattering,nowlow,nowloud,cametohisears。Fliesbuzzednearhim,andakingbirdclatteredoverhead。Henoticedagain,ashehadmanyatimewhenaboy,thatThesoftenedsoundofThefar-offreaperwasattimesexactlylikeThehumofabluebottleflybuzzingheedlesslyabouthisears。

  AslenderandveryhandsomeyoungmanwasshockinggrainnearThefence,workingsodesperatelyhedidnotseeWilluntilgreetedbyhim。Helookedup,repliedtoThegreeting,butkeptontillhehadfinishedhislaststook,thenhecametotheshadeofthetreeandtookoffhishat“Nicedaytositunderatreeandfish。“

  Willsmiled。“Ioughttoknowyou,Isuppose;Iusedtolivehereyearsago。“

  “Guessnot;wecameinthreeyearsago。“

  Theyoungmanwasquick-spokenandverypleasanttolookat。

  Willfeltfreerwithhim。

  “AreTheKinneysstilllivingoverthere?“Henoddedatagroupoflargebuildings。

  “Tomlivesthere。OldmanliveswithEd。TomoustedTheoldmansomeway,nobodyseemstoknowhow,andsoheliveswithEd。“

  WillwantedtoaskafterAgnes,buthardlyfeltable。“Is’poseJohnHannanisonhisoldfarm?“

  “Yes。Gotagoodcropthisyear。“

  WilllookedagainatThefieldsofrustlingwheatoverwhichThecloudsrippled,andsaidwithanairofconviction:“ThislaysoverArizona,deadsure。“

  “You’refromArizona,then?“

  “Yes-agoodwaysfromit“’Willrepliedinawaythatstoppedfurtherquestion。“Goodluck!“headdedashewalkedondownTheroadtowardThecreek,musing。“Andthespring-Iwonderifthat’sthereyet。I’dlikeadrink。“Thesunseemedhotterthanatnoon,andhewalkedslowly。Atthebridgethatspannedthemeadowbrook,justwhereitwidenedoverasandyford,hepausedagain。Hehungovertherailandlookedattheminnowsswimmingthere。

  “Iwonderifthey’reThesameidenticalchapsthatusedtoboilandglittertherewhenIwasaboy-looksso。Menchangefromonegenerationtoanother,butThefishremainThesame。Thesameeternalprocessionoftypes。IsupposeDarwin’udsaytheirenvironmentremainsThesame。“

  HehungforalongtimeoverTherailing,thinkingofavastnumberofthings,mostlyvague,flittingthings,lookingintothecleardepthsofthebrook,andlisteningtothedeliciousliquidnoteofablackbirdswingingonthewillow。Redliliesstarredthegrasswithfire,andgoldenrodandchicorygreweverywhere;purpleandorangeandyellow-greentheprevailingtints。

  Suddenlyawatersnakewriggledacrossthedarkpoolabovetheford,andtheminnowsdisappearedundertheshadowofthebridge。ThenWillsighed,liftedhishead,andwalkedon。Thereseemedtobesomethingpropheticinit,andhedrewalongbreath。

  That’sthewayhisplansbrokeandfadedaway。

  Humanlifedoesnotmovewiththeregularityofaclock。Inlivingtherearegapsandsilenceswhenthesoulstandsstillinitsflightthroughabysses-andthentherecometimesoftrialandtimesofstrugglewhenwegrowoldwithoutknowingit。Bodyandsoulchangeappallingly。

  Sevenyearsofhard,busylifehadmadechangesinWill。

  Hisfacehadgrownbold,resolute,andrugged,someofitsdelicacyandallofitsboyishqualitygone。Hisfigurewasstouter,erectasofold,butlessgraceful。Heborehimselflikeamanaccustomedtolookoutforhimselfinallkindsofplaces。Itwasonlyattimesthattherecameintohisdeepeyesapreoccupied,almostsadlookthatshowedkinshipwithhisoldself。

  Thislookwasonhisfaceashewalkedtowardtheclumpoftreesontherightoftheroad。

  Hereachedthegroveofpoppletreesandmadehiswayatoncetothespring。Whenhesawit,itgavehimashock。Theyhadletitfillupwithleavesanddirt。

  Overcomebythememoriesofthepast,heflunghim-selldownonthecoolandshadowybank,andgavehim-selluptothebittersweetreveriesofamanreturningtohisboyhood’shome。Hewasfilledsomehowwithastrangeandpowerfulfeelingofthepassageoftime;withavaguefeelingofthemysteryandelusivenessofhumanlife。Theleaveswhispereditoverhead,thebirdssangitinchoruswiththeinsects,andfarabove,inthemeasurelessspacesofsky,thehawktolditinthesilenceandmajestyofhisflightfromcloudtocloud。

  Itwasafeelinghardlytobeexpressedinword~oneofthoseemotionswhosespringsliefarbackinthebrain。Helaysostill,thechipmunkscamecuriouslyuptoABranchRoad35

  hisveryfeet,onlytoscurryawaywhenhestirredlikeasleeperinpain。

  HehadcuthimselfoffentirelyfromthelifeatTheCorners。HehadsentmoneyhometoJohn,buthadconcealedhisownaddresscarefully。Theenormityofthisfollynowcamebacktohim,rackinghimtillhegroaned。

  Heheardthepatteroffeetandthehalf-mumbledmonologueofarunningchild。Herousedupandfacedasmallboy,whostartedbackinterrorlikeawildfawn。Hewasdeeplysurprisedtofindamantherewhereonlyboysandsquirrelsnowcame。Hestuckhisfistinhiseye,andwasbackingawaywhenWillspoke。

  “Holdon,sonny!Nobody’shityou。Come,Iain’tgoin’toeatyeh。“

  Hetookabitofmoneyfromhispocket。“Comehereandtellmeyourname。Iwanttotalkwithyou。“

  Theboycreptuponthedime。

  Willsmiled。“YououghttobeaKinney。Whatisyourname?“

  “TomathDickinthonKinney。I’mthixandahalf。I’vegotacolt,“

  lispedtheyoungsterbreathlesslyashecrepttowardthemoney。

  “Oh,youare,eh?Well,now,areyouTom’sboyorEd’s?“

  “Tomth’sboy。UncleEdhithgal-“

  “Edgotaboy?“

  “Yeth,thir-liibaby。AuntAggletthmehold’im“

  “Agg!Isthathername?“

  “That’swhatUncleEdcallthher。“

  Theman’sheadfell,anditwasalongtimebeforeheaskedhisnextquestion。

  “Howisshe,anyhow?“

  “Purtywell,“pipedtheboywithaprolongationofthelastwordsintoakindofchirp。“She’thbeenthick,though,“headded。

  “Beensick?Howlong?“

  “Oh,alongtime。Butsheain’tthickabed;she’thawuulpoor,though。Gran’pathaythshe’thpooratharake。“

  “Oh,hedoes,eh?“

  “Yeth,thir。UncleEdhejawthher,thenshecrieth。“

  Will’sangerandremorsebrokeoutinagroaningcurse。“OmyGod!Iseeitall。Thatgreatlunkin’houn’hasmadelifeahellferher。“Thenthatlettercamebacktohismind;hehadneverbeenabletoputitoutofhismind-heneverwouldtillhesawherandaskedherpardon。

  “Here,myboy,Iwantyoutotellmesomemore。WheredoesyourAuntAgneslive?“

  “Atgran’pa’th。Youknowwheremygran’palivth?“

  “Well,youdo。NowIwantyoutotakethislettertoher。Giveittoher。“Hewrotealittlenoteandfoldedit。“Nowdustouto’here。“

  Theboyslippedawaythroughthetreeslikearabbit;hislittlebrownfeethardlyrustled。Hewaslikesomelittlewoodanimal。

  Leftalone,themanwentbackintoareveriethatlastedtilltheshadowsfellonthethicklittlegrovearoundthespring。Herose~

  lastand,takinghisstickinhand,walkedouttothewoodagainandstoodthere,gazingatthesky。Heseemedloathtogofarther。Theskywasfullofflame-coloredcloudsfloatinginayellow-greensea,wherebarsoffaintpinkstreamedbroadlyaway。

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