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  “Saynothing,oralltheblamewillfallonyourmaster。“

  Thenshewenthome,suddenlycalmed,andwithsomethingoftheserenityofonethathadperformedaduty。

  WhenCharles,distractedbythenewsofthedistraint,returnedhome,Emmahadjustgoneout。Hecriedaloud,wept,fainted,butshedidnotreturn。Wherecouldshebe?HesentFelicitetoHomais,toMonsieurTuvache,toLheureux,tothe“Liond’Or,“

  everywhere,andintheintervalsofhisagonyhesawhisreputationdestroyed,theirfortunelost,Berthe’sfutureruined。

  Bywhat?——Notaword!Hewaitedtillsixintheevening。Atlast,unabletobearitanylonger,andfancyingshehadgonetoRouen,hesetoutalongthehighroad,walkedamile,metnoone,againwaited,andreturnedhome。Shehadcomeback。

  “Whatwasthematter?Why?Explaintome。“

  Shesatdownatherwriting-tableandwrotealetter,whichshesealedslowly,addingthedateandthehour。Thenshesaidinasolemntone:

  “Youaretoreaditto-morrow;tillthen,Iprayyou,donotaskmeasinglequestion。No,notone!“

  “But——“

  “Oh,leaveme!“

  Shelaydownfulllengthonherbed。Abittertastethatshefeltinhermouthawakenedher。ShesawCharles,andagainclosedhereyes。

  Shewasstudyingherselfcuriously,toseeifshewerenotsuffering。Butno!nothingasyet。Sheheardthetickingoftheclock,thecracklingofthefire,andCharlesbreathingashestooduprightbyherbed。

  “Ahlitisbutalittlething,death!“shethought。“Ishallfallasleepandallwillbeover。“

  Shedrankamouthfulofwaterandturnedtothewall。Thefrightfultasteofinkcontinued。

  “Iamthirsty;oh!sothirsty,“shesighed。

  “Whatisit?“saidCharles,whowashandingheraglass。

  “Itisnothing!Openthewindow;Iamchoking。“

  Shewasseizedwithasicknesssosuddenthatshehadhardlytimetodrawoutherhandkerchieffromunderthepillow。

  “Takeitaway,“shesaidquickly;“throwitaway。“

  Hespoketoher;shedidnotanswer。Shelaymotionless,afraidthattheslightestmovementmightmakehervomit。Butshefeltanicycoldcreepingfromherfeettoherheart。

  “Ah!itisbeginning,“shemurmured。

  “Whatdidyousay?“

  Sheturnedherheadfromsidetosidewithagentlemovementfullofagony,whileconstantlyopeninghermouthasifsomethingveryheavywereweighinguponhertongue。Ateighto’clockthevomitingbeganagain。

  Charlesnoticedthatatthebottomofthebasintherewasasortofwhitesedimentstickingtothesidesoftheporcelain。

  “Thisisextraordinary——verysingular,“herepeated。

  Butshesaidinafirmvoice,“No,youaremistaken。“

  Thengently,andalmostascaressingher,hepassedhishandoverherstomach。Sheutteredasharpcry。Hefellbackterror-stricken。

  Thenshebegantogroan,faintlyatfirst。Hershoulderswereshakenbyastrongshuddering,andshewasgrowingpalerthanthesheetsinwhichherclenchedfingersburiedthemselves。Herunequalpulsewasnowalmostimperceptible。

  Dropsofsweatoozedfromherbluishface,thatseemedasifrigidintheexhalationsofametallicvapour。Herteethchattered,herdilatedeyeslookedvaguelyabouther,andtoallquestionssherepliedonlywithashakeofthehead;sheevensmiledonceortwice。Gradually,hermoaninggrewlouder;ahollowshriekburstfromher;shepretendedshewasbetterandthatshewouldgetuppresently。Butshewasseizedwithconvulsionsandcriedout——

  “Ah!myGod!Itishorrible!“

  Hethrewhimselfonhiskneesbyherbed。

  “Tellme!whathaveyoueaten?Answer,forheaven’ssake!“

  Andhelookedatherwithatendernessinhiseyessuchasshehadneverseen。

  “Well,there——there!“shesaidinafaintvoice。Heflewtothewriting-table,toreopentheseal,andreadaloud:“Accusenoone。“Hestopped,passedhishandsacrosshiseyes,andreaditoveragain。

  “What!help——help!“

  Hecouldonlykeeprepeatingtheword:“Poisoned!poisoned!“

  FeliciterantoHomais,whoproclaimeditinthemarket-place;

  MadameLefrancoishearditatthe“Liond’Or“;somegotuptogoandtelltheirneighbours,andallnightthevillagewasonthealert。

  Distraught,faltering,reeling,Charleswanderedabouttheroom。

  Heknockedagainstthefurniture,torehishair,andthechemisthadneverbelievedthattherecouldbesoterribleasight。

  HewenthometowritetoMonsieurCanivetandtoDoctorLariviere。Helosthishead,andmademorethanfifteenroughcopies。HippolytewenttoNeufchatel,andJustinsospurredBovary’shorsethatheleftitfounderedandthreepartsdeadbythehillatBois-Guillaume。

  Charlestriedtolookuphismedicaldictionary,butcouldnotreadit;thelinesweredancing。

  “Becalm,“saidthedruggist;“wehaveonlytoadministerapowerfulantidote。Whatisthepoison?“

  Charlesshowedhimtheletter。Itwasarsenic。

  “Verywell,“saidHomais,“wemustmakeananalysis。“

  Forheknewthatincasesofpoisoningananalysismustbemade;

  andtheother,whodidnotunderstand,answered——

  “Oh,doanything!saveher!“

  Thengoingbacktoher,hesankuponthecarpet,andlaytherewithhisheadleaningagainsttheedgeofherbed,sobbing。

  “Don’tcry,“shesaidtohim。“SoonIshallnottroubleyouanymore。“

  “Whywasit?Whodroveyoutoit?“

  Shereplied。“Ithadtobe,mydear!“

  “Weren’tyouhappy?Isitmyfault?IdidallIcould!“

  “Yes,thatistrue——youaregood——you。“

  Andshepassedherhandslowlyoverhishair。Thesweetnessofthissensationdeepenedhissadness;hefelthiswholebeingdissolvingindespairatthethoughtthathemustloseher,justwhenshewasconfessingmoreloveforhimthanever。Andhecouldthinkofnothing;hedidnotknow,hedidnotdare;theurgentneedforsomeimmediateresolutiongavethefinishingstroketotheturmoilofhismind。

  Soshehaddone,shethought,withallthetreachery;andmeanness,andnumberlessdesiresthathadtorturedher。Shehatednoonenow;atwilightdimnesswassettlinguponherthoughts,and,ofallearthlynoises,Emmaheardnonebuttheintermittentlamentationsofthispoorheart,sweetandindistinctliketheechoofasymphonydyingaway。

  “Bringmethechild,“shesaid,raisingherselfonherelbow。

  “Youarenotworse,areyou?“askedCharles。

  “No,no!“

  Thechild,serious,andstillhalf-asleep,wascarriedinontheservant’sarminherlongwhitenightgown,fromwhichherbarefeetpeepedout。Shelookedwonderinglyatthedisorderedroom,andhalf-closedhereyes,dazzledbythecandlesburningonthetable。Theyremindedher,nodoubt,ofthemorningofNewYear’sdayandMid-Lent,whenthusawakenedearlybycandle-lightshecametohermother’sbedtofetchherpresents,forshebegansaying——

  “Butwhereisit,mamma?“Andaseverybodywassilent,“ButI

  can’tseemylittlestocking。“

  Feliciteheldheroverthebedwhileshestillkeptlookingtowardsthemantelpiece。

  “Hasnursetakenit?“sheasked。

  Andatthisname,thatcarriedherbacktothememoryofheradulteriesandhercalamities,MadameBovaryturnedawayherhead,asattheloathingofanotherbittererpoisonthatrosetohermouth。ButBertheremainedperchedonthebed。

  “Oh,howbigyoureyesare,mamma!Howpaleyouare!howhotyouare!“

  Hermotherlookedather。“Iamfrightened!“criedthechild,recoiling。

  Emmatookherhandtokissit;thechildstruggled。

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