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  Theygraduallycametotalkingmorefrequentlyofmattersoutsidetheirlove,andinthelettersthatEmmawrotehimshespokeofflowers,verses,themoonandthestars,naiveresourcesofawaningpassionstrivingtokeepitselfalivebyallexternalaids。Shewasconstantlypromisingherselfaprofoundfelicityonhernextjourney。Thensheconfessedtoherselfthatshefeltnothingextraordinary。Thisdisappointmentquicklygavewaytoanewhope,andEmmareturnedtohimmoreinflamed,moreeagerthanever。Sheundressedbrutally,tearingoffthethinlacesofhercorsetthatnestledaroundherhipslikeaglidingsnake。Shewentontiptoe,barefooted,toseeoncemorethatthedoorwasclosed,then,pale,serious,and,withoutspeaking,withonemovement,shethrewherselfuponhisbreastwithalongshudder。

  Yettherewasuponthatbrowcoveredwithcolddrops,onthosequiveringlips,inthosewildeyes,inthestrainofthosearms,somethingvagueanddrearythatseemedtoLeontoglidebetweenthemsubtlyasiftoseparatethem。

  Hedidnotdaretoquestionher;but,seeinghersoskilled,shemusthavepassed,hethought,througheveryexperienceofsufferingandofpleasure。Whathadoncecharmednowfrightenedhimalittle。Besides,herebelledagainsthisabsorption,dailymoremarked,byherpersonality。HebegrudgedEmmathisconstantvictory。Heevenstrovenottoloveher;then,whenheheardthecreakingofherboots,heturnedcoward,likedrunkardsatthesightofstrongdrinks。

  Shedidnotfail,intruth,tolavishallsortsofattentionsuponhim,fromthedelicaciesoffoodtothecoquettriesofdressandlanguishinglooks。ShebroughtrosestoherbreastfromYonville,whichshethrewintohisface;wasanxiousabouthishealth,gavehimadviceastohisconduct;and,inorderthemoresurelytokeepherholdonhim,hopingperhapsthatheavenwouldtakeherpart,shetiedamedaloftheVirginroundhisneck。Sheinquiredlikeavirtuousmotherabouthiscompanions。Shesaidtohim——

  “Don’tseethem;don’tgoout;thinkonlyofourselves;loveme!“

  Shewouldhavelikedtobeabletowatchoverhislife;andtheideaoccurredtoherofhavinghimfollowedinthestreets。Nearthehoteltherewasalwaysakindofloaferwhoaccostedtravellers,andwhowouldnotrefuse。Butherpriderevoltedatthis。

  “Bah!somuchtheworse。Lethimdeceiveme!Whatdoesitmattertome?AsIfIcaredforhim!“

  Oneday,whentheyhadpartedearlyandshewasreturningalonealongtheboulevard,shesawthewallsofherconvent;thenshesatdownonaformintheshadeoftheelm-trees。Howcalmthattimehadbeen!Howshelongedfortheineffablesentimentsoflovethatshehadtriedtofiguretoherselfoutofbooks!Thefirstmonthofhermarriage,herridesinthewood,theviscountthatwaltzed,andLagardysinging,allrepassedbeforehereyes。

  AndLeonsuddenlyappearedtoherasfaroffastheothers。

  “YetIlovehim,“shesaidtoherself。

  Nomatter!Shewasnothappy——sheneverhadbeen。Whencecamethisinsufficiencyinlife——thisinstantaneousturningtodecayofeverythingonwhichsheleant?Butifthereweresomewhereabeingstrongandbeautiful,avaliantnature,fullatonceofexaltationandrefinement,apoet’sheartinanangel’sform,alyrewithsoundingchordsringingoutelegiacepithalamiatoheaven,why,perchance,shouldshenotfindhim?Ah!howimpossible!Besides,nothingwasworththetroubleofseekingit;

  everythingwasalie。Everysmilehidayawnofboredom,everyjoyacurse,allpleasuresatiety,andthesweetestkissesleftuponyourlipsonlytheunattainabledesireforagreaterdelight。

  Ametallicclangdronedthroughtheair,andfourstrokeswereheardfromtheconvent-clock。Fouro’clock!Anditseemedtoherthatshehadbeenthereonthatformaneternity。Butaninfinityofpassionsmaybecontainedinaminute,likeacrowdinasmallspace。

  Emmalivedallabsorbedinhers,andtroublednomoreaboutmoneymattersthananarchduchess。

  Once,however,awretched-lookingman,rubicundandbald,cametoherhouse,sayinghehadbeensentbyMonsieurVincartofRouen。

  Hetookoutthepinsthatheldtogethertheside-pocketsofhislonggreenovercoat,stuckthemintohissleeve,andpolitelyhandedherapaper。

  Itwasabillforsevenhundredfrancs,signedbyher,andwhichLheureux,inspiteofallhisprofessions,hadpaidawaytoVincart。Shesentherservantforhim。Hecouldnotcome。Thenthestranger,whohadremainedstanding,castingrightandleftcuriousglances,thathisthick,faireyebrowshid,askedwithanaiveair——

  “WhatansweramItotakeMonsieurVincart?“

  “Oh,“saidEmma,“tellhimthatIhaven’tit。Iwillsendnextweek;hemustwait;yes,tillnextweek。“

  Andthefellowwentwithoutanotherword。

  Butthenextdayattwelveo’clockshereceivedasummons,andthesightofthestampedpaper,onwhichappearedseveraltimesinlargeletters,“MaitreHareng,bailiffatBuchy,“sofrightenedherthatsherushedinhothastetothelinendraper’s。

  Shefoundhiminhisshop,doingupaparcel。

  “Yourobedient!“hesaid;“Iamatyourservice。“

  ButLheureux,allthesame,wentonwithhiswork,helpedbyayounggirlofaboutthirteen,somewhathunch-backed,whowasatoncehisclerkandhisservant。

  Then,hisclogsclatteringontheshop-boards,hewentupinfrontofMadameBovarytothefirstdoor,andintroducedherintoanarrowcloset,where,inalargebureauinsapon-wood,laysomeledgers,protectedbyahorizontalpadlockedironbar。Againstthewall,undersomeremnantsofcalico,oneglimpsedasafe,butofsuchdimensionsthatitmustcontainsomethingbesidesbillsandmoney。MonsieurLheureux,infact,wentinforpawnbroking,anditwastherethathehadputMadameBovary’sgoldchain,togetherwiththeearringsofpooroldTellier,who,atlastforcedtosellout,hadboughtameagrestoreofgroceryatQuincampoix,wherehewasdyingofcatarrhamongsthiscandles,thatwerelessyellowthanhisface。

  Lheureuxsatdowninalargecanearm-chair,saying:“Whatnews?“

  “See!“

  Andsheshowedhimthepaper。

  “WellhowcanIhelpit?“

  Thenshegrewangry,remindinghimofthepromisehehadgivennottopayawayherbills。Heacknowledgedit。

  “ButIwaspressedmyself;theknifewasatmyownthroat。“

  “Andwhatwillhappennow?“shewenton。

  “Oh,it’sverysimple;ajudgmentandthenadistraint——that’saboutit!“

  Emmakeptdownadesiretostrikehim,andaskedgentlyiftherewasnowayofquietingMonsieurVincart。

  “Idaresay!QuietVincart!Youdon’tknowhim;he’smoreferociousthananArab!“

  StillMonsieurLheureuxmustinterfere。

  “Well,listen。ItseemstomesofarI’vebeenverygoodtoyou。“

  Andopeningoneofhisledgers,“See,“hesaid。Thenrunningupthepagewithhisfinger,“Let’ssee!let’ssee!August3d,twohundredfrancs;June17th,ahundredandfifty;March23d,forty-six。InApril——“

  Hestopped,asifafraidofmakingsomemistake。

  “NottospeakofthebillssignedbyMonsieurBovary,oneforsevenhundredfrancs,andanotherforthreehundred。Astoyourlittleinstallments,withtheinterest,why,there’snoendto’em;onegetsquitemuddledover’em。I’llhavenothingmoretodowithit。“

  Shewept;sheevencalledhim“hergoodMonsieurLheureux。“Buthealwaysfellbackupon“thatrascalVincart。“Besides,hehadn’tabrassfarthing;noonewaspayinghimnow-a-days;theywereeatinghiscoatoffhisback;apoorshopkeeperlikehimcouldn’tadvancemoney。

  Emmawassilent,andMonsieurLheureux,whowasbitingthefeathersofaquill,nodoubtbecameuneasyathersilence,forhewenton——

  “UnlessoneofthesedaysIhavesomethingcomingin,Imight——“

  “Besides,“saidshe,“assoonasthebalanceofBarneville——“

  “What!“

  AndonhearingthatLangloishadnotyetpaidheseemedmuchsurprised。Theninahoniedvoice——

  “Andweagree,yousay?“

  “Oh!toanythingyoulike。“

  Onthisheclosedhiseyestoreflect,wrotedownafewfigures,anddeclaringitwouldbeverydifficultforhim,thattheaffairwasshady,andthathewasbeingbled,hewroteoutfourbillsfortwohundredandfiftyfrancseach,tofallduemonthbymonth。

  “ProvidedthatVincartwilllistentome!However,it’ssettled。

  Idon’tplaythefool;I’mstraightenough。“

  Nexthecarelesslyshowedherseveralnewgoods,notoneofwhich,however,wasinhisopinionworthyofmadame。

  “WhenIthinkthatthere’sadressatthreepence-halfpennyayard,andwarrantedfastcolours!Andyettheyactuallyswallowit!Ofcourseyouunderstandonedoesn’ttellthemwhatitreallyis!“Hehopedbythisconfessionofdishonestytootherstoquiteconvinceherofhisprobitytoher。

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