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  Oftenherhusband,notingherpallor,askedifshewereunwell。

  “No,“saidEmma。

  “But,“hereplied,“youseemsostrangethisevening。“

  “Oh,it’snothing!nothing!“

  Therewereevendayswhenshehadnosoonercomeinthanshewentuptoherroom;andJustin,happeningtobethere,movedaboutnoiselessly,quickerathelpingherthanthebestofmaids。Heputthematchesready,thecandlestick,abook,arrangedhernightgown,turnedbackthebedclothes。

  “Come!“saidshe,“thatwilldo。Nowyoucango。“

  Forhestoodthere,hishandshangingdownandhiseyeswideopen,asifenmeshedintheinnumerablethreadsofasuddenreverie。

  Thefollowingdaywasfrightful,andthosethatcameafterstillmoreunbearable,becauseofherimpatiencetoonceagainseizeherhappiness;anardentlust,inflamedbytheimagesofpastexperience,andthatburstforthfreelyontheseventhdaybeneathLeon’scaresses。Hisardourswerehiddenbeneathoutburstsofwonderandgratitude。Emmatastedthisloveinadiscreet,absorbedfashion,maintaineditbyalltheartificesofhertenderness,andtrembledalittlelestitshouldbelostlateron。

  Sheoftensaidtohim,withhersweet,melancholyvoice——

  “Ah!youtoo,youwillleaveme!Youwillmarry!Youwillbelikealltheothers。“

  Heasked,“Whatothers?“

  “Why,likeallmen,“shereplied。Thenadded,repulsinghimwithalanguidmovement——

  “Youareallevil!“

  Oneday,astheyweretalkingphilosophicallyofearthlydisillusions,toexperimentonhisjealousy,oryielding,perhaps,toanover-strongneedtopouroutherheart,shetoldhimthatformerly,beforehim,shehadlovedsomeone。

  “Notlikeyou,“shewentonquickly,protestingbytheheadofherchildthat“nothinghadpassedbetweenthem。“

  Theyoungmanbelievedher,butnonethelessquestionedhertofindoutwhathewas。

  “Hewasaship’scaptain,mydear。“

  Wasthisnotpreventinganyinquiry,and,atthesametime,assumingahighergroundthroughthispretendedfascinationexercisedoveramanwhomusthavebeenofwarlikenatureandaccustomedtoreceivehomage?

  Theclerkthenfeltthelowlinessofhisposition;helongedforepaulettes,crosses,titles。Allthatwouldpleaseher——hegatheredthatfromherspendthrifthabits。

  Emmaneverthelessconcealedmanyoftheseextravagantfancies,suchasherwishtohaveabluetilburytodriveintoRouen,drawnbyanEnglishhorseanddrivenbyagroomintop-boots。ItwasJustinwhohadinspiredherwiththiswhim,bybegginghertotakehimintoherserviceasvalet-de-chambre*,andiftheprivationofitdidnotlessenthepleasureofherarrivalateachrendezvous,itcertainlyaugmentedthebitternessofthereturn。

  *Manservant。

  Often,whentheytalkedtogetherofParis,sheendedbymurmuring,“Ah!howhappyweshouldbethere!“

  “Arewenothappy?“gentlyansweredtheyoungmanpassinghishandsoverherhair。

  “Yes,thatistrue,“shesaid。“Iammad。Kissme!“

  Toherhusbandshewasmorecharmingthanever。Shemadehimpistachio-creams,andplayedhimwaltzesafterdinner。SohethoughthimselfthemostfortunateofmenandEmmawaswithoutuneasiness,when,oneeveningsuddenlyhesaid——

  “ItisMademoiselleLempereur,isn’tit,whogivesyoulessons?“

  “Yes。“

  “Well,Isawherjustnow,“Charleswenton,“atMadameLiegeard’s。Ispoketoheraboutyou,andshedoesn’tknowyou。“

  Thiswaslikeathunderclap。However,sherepliedquitenaturally——

  “Ah!nodoubtsheforgotmyname。“

  “Butperhaps,“saidthedoctor,“thereareseveralDemoisellesLempereuratRouenwhoaremusic-mistresses。“

  “Possibly!“Thenquickly——“ButIhavemyreceiptshere。See!“

  Andshewenttothewriting-table,ransackedallthedrawers,rummagedthepapers,andatlastlostherheadsocompletelythatCharlesearnestlybeggedhernottotakesomuchtroubleaboutthosewretchedreceipts。

  “Oh,Iwillfindthem,“shesaid。

  And,infact,onthefollowingFriday,asCharleswasputtingononeofhisbootsinthedarkcabinetwherehisclotheswerekept,hefeltapieceofpaperbetweentheleatherandhissock。Hetookitoutandread——

  “Received,forthreemonths’lessonsandseveralpiecesofmusic,thesumofsixty-threefrancs——FelicieLempereur,professorofmusic。“

  “Howthedevildiditgetintomyboots?“

  “Itmust,“shereplied,“havefallenfromtheoldboxofbillsthatisontheedgeoftheshelf。“

  >Fromthatmomentherexistencewasbutonelongtissueoflies,inwhichsheenvelopedherloveasinveilstohideit。Itwasawant,amania,apleasurecarriedtosuchanextentthatifshesaidshehadthedaybeforewalkedontherightsideofaroad,onemightknowshehadtakentheleft。

  Onemorning,whenshehadgone,asusual,ratherlightlyclothed,itsuddenlybegantosnow,andasCharleswaswatchingtheweatherfromthewindow,hecaughtsightofMonsieurBournisieninthechaiseofMonsieurTuvache,whowasdrivinghimtoRouen。

  ThenhewentdowntogivethepriestathickshawlthathewastohandovertoEmmaassoonashereachedthe“Croix-Rouge。“Whenhegottotheinn,MonsieurBournisienaskedforthewifeoftheYonvilledoctor。Thelandladyrepliedthatsheveryrarelycametoherestablishment。Sothatevening,whenherecognisedMadameBovaryinthe“Hirondelle,“thecuretoldherhisdilemma,without,however,appearingtoattachmuchimportancetoit,forhebeganpraisingapreacherwhowasdoingwondersattheCathedral,andwhomalltheladieswererushingtohear。

  Still,ifhedidnotaskforanyexplanation,others,lateron,mightprovelessdiscreet。Soshethoughtwelltogetdowneachtimeatthe“Croix-Rouge,“sothatthegoodfolkofhervillagewhosawheronthestairsshouldsuspectnothing。

  Oneday,however,MonsieurLheureuxmethercomingoutoftheHoteldeBoulogneonLeon’sarm;andshewasfrightened,thinkinghewouldgossip。Hewasnotsuchafool。Butthreedaysafterhecametoherroom,shutthedoor,andsaid,“Imusthavesomemoney。“

  Shedeclaredshecouldnotgivehimany。Lheureuxburstintolamentationsandremindedherofallthekindnesseshehadshownher。

  Infact,ofthetwobillssignedbyCharles,Emmauptothepresenthadpaidonlyone。Astothesecond,theshopkeeper,atherrequest,hadconsentedtoreplaceitbyanother,whichagainhadbeenrenewedforalongdate。Thenhedrewfromhispocketalistofgoodsnotpaidfor;towit,thecurtains,thecarpet,thematerialforthearmchairs,severaldresses,anddiversarticlesofdress,thebillsforwhichamountedtoabouttwothousandfrancs。

  Shebowedherhead。Hewenton——

  “Butifyouhaven’tanyreadymoney,youhaveanestate。“AndheremindedherofamiserablelittlehovelsituatedatBarneville,nearAumale,thatbroughtinalmostnothing。IthadformerlybeenpartofasmallfarmsoldbyMonsieurBovarysenior;forLheureuxkneweverything,eventothenumberofacresandthenamesoftheneighbours。

  “IfIwereinyourplace,“hesaid,“Ishouldclearmyselfofmydebts,andhavemoneyleftover。“

  Shepointedoutthedifficultyofgettingapurchaser。Heheldoutthehopeoffindingone;butsheaskedhimhowsheshouldmanagetosellit。

  “Haven’tyouyourpowerofattorney?“hereplied。

  Thephrasecametoherlikeabreathoffreshair。“Leavemethebill,“saidEmma。

  “Oh,itisn’tworthwhile,“answeredLheureux。

  Hecamebackthefollowingweekandboastedofhaving,aftermuchtrouble,atlastdiscoveredacertainLanglois,who,foralongtime,hadhadaneyeontheproperty,butwithoutmentioninghisprice。

  “Nevermindtheprice!“shecried。

  Buttheywould,onthecontrary,havetowait,tosoundthefellow。Thethingwasworthajourney,and,asshecouldnotundertakeit,heofferedtogototheplacetohaveaninterviewwithLanglois。Onhisreturnheannouncedthatthepurchaserproposedfourthousandfrancs。

  Emmawasradiantatthisnews。

  “Frankly,“headded,“that’sagoodprice。“

  Shedrewhalfthesumatonce,andwhenshewasabouttopayheraccounttheshopkeepersaid

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