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  andthatIshallperhapsneveruse!Everythingisofimportanceinthedelicateoperationsofourart!But,deviltakeit!onemustmakedistinctions,andnotemployforalmostdomesticpurposesthatwhichismeantforpharmaceutical!Itisasifoneweretocarveafowlwithascalpel;asifamagistrate——“

  “Nowbecalm,“saidMadameHomais。

  AndAthalie,pullingathiscoat,cried“Papa!papa!“

  “No,letmealone,“wentonthedruggist“letmealone,hangit!

  Myword!Onemightaswellsetupforagrocer。That’sit!goit!

  respectnothing!break,smash,letloosetheleeches,burnthemallow-paste,picklethegherkinsinthewindowjars,tearupthebandages!“

  “Ithoughtyouhad——“saidEmma。

  “Presently!Doyouknowtowhatyouexposedyourself?Didn’tyouseeanythinginthecorner,ontheleft,onthethirdshelf?

  Speak,answer,articulatesomething。“

  “I——don’t——know,“stammeredtheyoungfellow。

  “Ah!youdon’tknow!Well,then,Idoknow!Yousawabottleofblueglass,sealedwithyellowwax,thatcontainsawhitepowder,onwhichIhaveevenwritten’Dangerous!’Anddoyouknowwhatisinit?Arsenic!Andyougoandtouchit!Youtakeapanthatwasnexttoit!“

  “Nexttoit!“criedMadameHoinais,claspingherhands。“Arsenic!

  Youmighthavepoisonedusall。“

  Andthechildrenbeganhowlingasiftheyalreadyhadfrightfulpainsintheirentrails。

  “Orpoisonapatient!“continuedthedruggist。“Doyouwanttoseemeintheprisoner’sdockwithcriminals,inacourtofjustice?Toseemedraggedtothescaffold?Don’tyouknowwhatcareItakeinmanagingthings,althoughIamsothoroughlyusedtoit?OftenIamhorrifiedmyselfwhenIthinkofmyresponsibility;fortheGovernmentpersecutesus,andtheabsurdlegislationthatrulesusisaveritableDamocles’swordoverourheads。“

  Emmanolongerdreamedofaskingwhattheywantedherfor,andthedruggistwentoninbreathlessphrases——

  “Thatisyourreturnforallthekindnesswehaveshownyou!ThatishowyourecompensemeforthereallypaternalcarethatI

  lavishonyou!Forwithoutmewherewouldyoube?Whatwouldyoubedoing?Whoprovidesyouwithfood,education,clothes,andallthemeansoffiguringonedaywithhonourintheranksofsociety?Butyoumustpullhardattheoarifyou’retodothat,andget,as,peoplesay,callositiesuponyourhands。Fabricandofitfaber,agequodagis。*

  *Theworkerlivesbyworking,dowhathewill。

  HewassoexasperatedhequotedLatin。HewouldhavequotedChineseorGreenlandishhadheknownthosetwolanguages,forhewasinoneofthosecrisesinwhichthewholesoulshowsindistinctlywhatitcontains,liketheocean,which,inthestorm,opensitselffromtheseaweedsonitsshoresdowntothesandsofitsabysses。

  Andhewenton——

  “Iambeginningtorepentterriblyofhavingtakenyouup!I

  shouldcertainlyhavedonebettertohaveleftyoutorotinyourpovertyandthedirtinwhichyouwereborn。Oh,you’llneverbefitforanythingbuttoherdanimalswithhorns!Youhavenoaptitudeforscience!Youhardlyknowhowtostickonalabel!

  Andthereyouare,dwellingwithmesnugasaparson,livinginclover,takingyourease!“

  ButEmma,turningtoMadameHomais,“Iwastoldtocomehere——“

  “Oh,dearme!“interruptedthegoodwoman,withasadair,“howamItotellyou?Itisamisfortune!“

  Shecouldnotfinish,thedruggistwasthundering——“Emptyit!

  Cleanit!Takeitback!Bequick!“

  AndseizingJustinbythecollarofhisblouse,heshookabookoutofhispocket。Theladstooped,butHomaiswasthequicker,and,havingpickedupthevolume,contemplateditwithstaringeyesandopenmouth。

  “CONJUGAL——LOVE!“hesaid,slowlyseparatingthetwowords。“Ah!

  verygood!verygood!verypretty!Andillustrations!Oh,thisistoomuch!“

  MadameHomaiscameforward。

  “No,donottouchit!“

  Thechildrenwantedtolookatthepictures。

  “Leavetheroom,“hesaidimperiously;andtheywentout。

  Firsthewalkedupanddownwiththeopenvolumeinhishand,rollinghiseyes,choking,tumid,apoplectic。Thenhecamestraighttohispupil,and,plantinghimselfinfrontofhimwithcrossedarms——

  “Haveyoueveryvice,then,littlewretch?Takecare!youareonadownwardpath。Didnotyoureflectthatthisinfamousbookmightfallinthehandsofmychildren,kindleasparkintheirminds,tarnishthepurityofAthalie,corruptNapoleon。Heisalreadyformedlikeaman。Areyouquitesure,anyhow,thattheyhavenotreadit?Canyoucertifytome——“

  “Butreally,sir,“saidEmma,“youwishedtotellme——“

  “Ah,yes!madame。Yourfather-in-lawisdead。“

  Infact,MonsieurBovaryseniorhadexpiredtheeveningbeforesuddenlyfromanattackofapoplexyashegotupfromtable,andbywayofgreaterprecaution,onaccountofEmma’ssensibility,CharleshadbeggedHomaistobreakthehorriblenewstohergradually。Homaishadthoughtoverhisspeech;hehadrounded,polishedit,madeitrhythmical;itwasamasterpieceofprudenceandtransitions,ofsubtleturnsanddelicacy;butangerhadgotthebetterofrhetoric。

  Emma,givingupallchanceofhearinganydetails,leftthepharmacy;forMonsieurHomaishadtakenupthethreadofhisvituperations。However,hewasgrowingcalmer,andwasnowgrumblinginapaternaltonewhilsthefannedhimselfwithhisskull-cap。

  “ItisnotthatIentirelydisapproveofthework。Itsauthorwasadoctor!Therearecertainscientificpointsinitthatitisnotillamanshouldknow,andIwouldevenventuretosaythatamanmustknow。Butlater——later!Atanyrate,nottillyouaremanyourselfandyourtemperamentisformed。“

  WhenEmmaknockedatthedoor。Charles,whowaswaitingforher,cameforwardwithopenarmsandsaidtoherwithtearsinhisvoice——

  “Ah!mydear!“

  Andhebentoverhergentlytokissher。Butatthecontactofhislipsthememoryoftheotherseizedher,andshepassedherhandoverherfaceshuddering。

  Butshemadeanswer,“Yes,Iknow,Iknow!“

  Heshowedhertheletterinwhichhismothertoldtheeventwithoutanysentimentalhypocrisy。Sheonlyregrettedherhusbandhadnotreceivedtheconsolationsofreligion,ashehaddiedatDaudeville,inthestreet,atthedoorofacafeafterapatrioticdinnerwithsomeex-officers。

  Emmagavehimbacktheletter;thenatdinner,forappearance’ssake,sheaffectedacertainrepugnance。Butasheurgedhertotry,sheresolutelybeganeating,whileCharlesoppositehersatmotionlessinadejectedattitude。

  Nowandthenheraisedhisheadandgaveheralonglookfullofdistress。Oncehesighed,“Ishouldhavelikedtoseehimagain!“

  Shewassilent。Atlast,understandingthatshemustsaysomething,“Howoldwasyourfather?“sheasked。

  “Fifty-eight。“

  “Ah!“

  Andthatwasall。

  Aquarterofanhourafterheadded,“Mypoormother!whatwillbecomeofhernow?“

  Shemadeagesturethatsignifiedshedidnotknow。Seeinghersotaciturn,Charlesimaginedhermuchaffected,andforcedhimselftosaynothing,nottoreawakenthissorrowwhichmovedhim。And,shakingoffhisown——

  “Didyouenjoyyourselfyesterday?“heasked。

  “Yes。“

  Whentheclothwasremoved,Bovarydidnotrise,nordidEmma;

  andasshelookedathim,themonotonyofthespectacledrovelittlebylittleallpityfromherheart。Heseemedtoherpaltry,weak,acipher——inaword,apoorthingineveryway。Howtogetridofhim?Whataninterminableevening!Somethingstupefyinglikethefumesofopiumseizedher。

  Theyheardinthepassagethesharpnoiseofawoodenlegontheboards。ItwasHippolytebringingbackEmma’sluggage。Inordertoputitdownhedescribedpainfullyaquarterofacirclewithhisstump。

  “Hedoesn’tevenrememberanymoreaboutit,“shethought,lookingatthepoordevil,whosecoarseredhairwaswetwithperspiration。

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