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  “Andsincewhen?“

  “Turnthemout!turnthemout!“Peoplewerelookingatthem。Theyweresilent。

  Butfromthatmomentshelistenednomore;andthechorusoftheguests,thescenebetweenAshtonandhisservant,thegrandduetinDmajor,allwereforherasfaroffasiftheinstrumentshadgrownlesssonorousandthecharactersmoreremote。Sherememberedthegamesatcardsatthedruggist’s,andthewalktothenurse’s,thereadinginthearbour,thetete-a-tetebythefireside——allthatpoorlove,socalmandsoprotracted,sodiscreet,sotender,andthatshehadneverthelessforgotten。Andwhyhadhecomeback?Whatcombinationofcircumstanceshadbroughthimbackintoherlife?Hewasstandingbehindher,leaningwithhisshoulderagainstthewallofthebox;nowandagainshefeltherselfshudderingbeneaththehotbreathfromhisnostrilsfallinguponherhair。

  “Doesthisamuseyou?“saidhe,bendingoverhersocloselythattheendofhismoustachebrushedhercheek。Sherepliedcarelessly——

  “Oh,dearme,no,notmuch。“

  Thenheproposedthattheyshouldleavethetheatreandgoandtakeanicesomewhere。

  “Oh,notyet;letusstay,“saidBovary。“Herhair’sundone;thisisgoingtobetragic。“

  ButthemadscenedidnotatallinterestEmma,andtheactingofthesingerseemedtoherexaggerated。

  “Shescreamstooloud,“saidshe,turningtoCharles,whowaslistening。

  “Yes——alittle,“hereplied,undecidedbetweenthefranknessofhispleasureandhisrespectforhiswife’sopinion。

  ThenwithasighLeonsaid——

  “Theheatis——“

  “Unbearable!Yes!“

  “Doyoufeelunwell?“askedBovary。

  “Yes,Iamstifling;letusgo。“

  MonsieurLeonputherlonglaceshawlcarefullyabouthershoulders,andallthreewentofftositdownintheharbour,intheopenair,outsidethewindowsofacafe。

  Firsttheyspokeofherillness,althoughEmmainterruptedCharlesfromtimetotime,forfear,shesaid,ofboringMonsieurLeon;andthelattertoldthemthathehadcometospendtwoyearsatRoueninalargeoffice,inordertogetpracticeinhisprofession,whichwasdifferentinNormandyandParis。ThenheinquiredafterBerthe,theHomais,MereLefrancois,andastheyhad,inthehusband’spresence,nothingmoretosaytooneanother,theconversationsooncametoanend。

  Peoplecomingoutofthetheatrepassedalongthepavement,hummingorshoutingatthetopoftheirvoices,“Obelange,maLucie!*“ThenLeon,playingthedilettante,begantotalkmusic。

  HehadseenTambourini,Rubini,Persiani,Grisi,and,comparedwiththem,Lagardy,despitehisgrandoutbursts,wasnowhere。

  *Ohbeautifulangel,myLucie。

  “Yet,“interruptedCharles,whowasslowlysippinghisrum-sherbet,“theysaythatheisquiteadmirableinthelastact。Iregretleavingbeforetheend,becauseitwasbeginningtoamuseme。“

  “Why,“saidtheclerk,“hewillsoongiveanotherperformance。“

  ButCharlesrepliedthattheyweregoingbacknextday。“Unless,“

  headded,turningtohiswife,“youwouldliketostayalone,kitten?“

  Andchanginghistacticsatthisunexpectedopportunitythatpresenteditselftohishopes,theyoungmansangthepraisesofLagardyinthelastnumber。Itwasreallysuperb,sublime。ThenCharlesinsisted——

  “YouwouldgetbackonSunday。Come,makeupyourmind。Youarewrongifyoufeelthatthisisdoingyoutheleastgood。“

  Thetablesroundthem,however,wereemptying;awaitercameandstooddiscreetlynearthem。Charles,whounderstood,tookouthispurse;theclerkheldbackhisarm,anddidnotforgettoleavetwomorepiecesofsilverthathemadechinkonthemarble。

  “Iamreallysorry,“saidBovary,“aboutthemoneywhichyouare——“

  Theothermadeacarelessgesturefullofcordiality,andtakinghishatsaid——

  “Itissettled,isn’tit?To-morrowatsixo’clock?“

  Charlesexplainedoncemorethathecouldnotabsenthimselflonger,butthatnothingpreventedEmma——

  “But,“shestammered,withastrangesmile,“Iamnotsure——“

  “Well,youmustthinkitover。We’llsee。Nightbringscounsel。“

  ThentoLeon,whowaswalkingalongwiththem,“Nowthatyouareinourpartoftheworld,Ihopeyou’llcomeandaskusforsomedinnernowandthen。“

  Theclerkdeclaredhewouldnotfailtodoso,beingobliged,moreover,togotoYonvilleonsomebusinessforhisoffice。AndtheypartedbeforetheSaint-HerblandPassagejustastheclockinthecathedralstruckhalf-pasteleven。

  PartIII

  ChapterOneMonsieurLeon,whilestudyinglaw,hadgoneprettyoftentothedancing-rooms,wherehewasevenagreatsuccessamongstthegrisettes,whothoughthehadadistinguishedair。Hewasthebest-manneredofthestudents;heworehishairneithertoolongnortooshort,didn’tspendallhisquarter’smoneyonthefirstdayofthemonth,andkeptongoodtermswithhisprofessors。Asforexcesses,hehadalwaysabstainedfromthem,asmuchfromcowardiceasfromrefinement。

  Oftenwhenhestayedinhisroomtoread,orelsewhensittingofaneveningunderthelime-treesoftheLuxembourg,helethisCodefalltotheground,andthememoryofEmmacamebacktohim。

  Butgraduallythisfeelinggrewweaker,andotherdesiresgatheredoverit,althoughitstillpersistedthroughthemall。

  ForLeondidnotloseallhope;therewasforhim,asitwere,avaguepromisefloatinginthefuture,likeagoldenfruitsuspendedfromsomefantastictree。

  Then,seeingheragainafterthreeyearsofabsencehispassionreawakened。Hemust,hethought,atlastmakeuphismindtopossessher。Moreover,histimidityhadwornoffbycontactwithhisgaycompanions,andhereturnedtotheprovincesdespisingeveryonewhohadnotwithvarnishedshoestroddentheasphaltoftheboulevards。BythesideofaParisienneinherlaces,inthedrawing-roomofsomeillustriousphysician,apersondrivinghiscarriageandwearingmanyorders,thepoorclerkwouldnodoubthavetrembledlikeachild;buthere,atRouen,ontheharbour,withthewifeofthissmalldoctorhefeltathisease,surebeforehandhewouldshine。Self-possessiondependsonitsenvironment。Wedon’tspeakonthefirstfloorasonthefourth;

  andthewealthywomanseemstohave,abouther,toguardhervirtue,allherbanknotes,likeacuirassintheliningofhercorset。

  OnleavingtheBovarysthenightbefore,Leonhadfollowedthemthroughthestreetsatadistance;thenhavingseenthemstopatthe“Croix-Rouge,“heturnedonhisheel,andspentthenightmeditatingaplan。

  Sothenextdayaboutfiveo’clockhewalkedintothekitchenoftheinn,withachokingsensationinhisthroat,palecheeks,andthatresolutionofcowardsthatstopsatnothing。

  “Thegentlemanisn’tin,“answeredaservant。

  Thisseemedtohimagoodomen。Hewentupstairs。

  Shewasnotdisturbedathisapproach;onthecontrary,sheapologisedforhavingneglectedtotellhimwheretheywerestaying。

  “Oh,Idivinedit!“saidLeon。

  Hepretendedhehadbeenguidedtowardsherbychance,by,instinct。Shebegantosmile;andatonce,torepairhisfolly,Leontoldherthathehadspenthismorninginlookingforherinallthehotelsinthetownoneaftertheother。

  “Soyouhavemadeupyourmindtostay?“headded。

  “Yes,“shesaid,“andIamwrong。Oneoughtnottoaccustomoneselftoimpossiblepleasureswhenthereareathousanddemandsuponone。“

  “Oh,Icanimagine!“

  “Ah!no;foryou,youareaman!“

  Butmentoohadhadtheirtrials,andtheconversationwentoffintocertainphilosophicalreflections。Emmaexpatiatedmuchonthemiseryofearthlyaffections,andtheeternalisolationinwhichtheheartremainsentombed。

  Toshowoff,orfromanaiveimitationofthismelancholywhichcalledforthhis,theyoungmandeclaredthathehadbeenawfullyboredduringthewholecourseofhisstudies。Thelawirritatedhim,othervocationsattractedhim,andhismotherneverceasedworryinghimineveryoneofherletters。Astheytalkedtheyexplainedmoreandmorefullythemotivesoftheirsadness,workingthemselvesupintheirprogressiveconfidence。Buttheysometimesstoppedshortofthecompleteexpositionoftheirthought,andthensoughttoinventaphrasethatmightexpressitallthesame。Shedidnotconfessherpassionforanother;hedidnotsaythathehadforgottenher。

  Perhapshenolongerrememberedhissupperswithgirlsaftermaskedballs;andnodoubtshedidnotrecollecttherendezvousofoldwhensheranacrossthefieldsinthemorningtoherlover’shouse。Thenoisesofthetownhardlyreachedthem,andtheroomseemedsmall,asifonpurposetohemintheirsolitudemoreclosely。Emma,inadimitydressing-gown,leantherheadagainstthebackoftheoldarm-chair;theyellowwall-paperformed,asitwere,agoldenbackgroundbehindher,andherbareheadwasmirroredintheglasswiththewhitepartinginthemiddle,andthetipofherearspeepingoutfromthefoldsofherhair。

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