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  I’mignorantofit!Butperhapsyouwantoxalicacid。Itisoxalicacid,isn’tit?“

  Binetexplainedthathewantedacorrosivetomakehimselfsomecopperwaterwithwhichtoremoverustfromhishuntingthings。

  Emmashuddered。Thechemistbegansaying——

  “Indeedtheweatherisnotpropitiousonaccountofthedamp。“

  “Nevertheless,“repliedthetax-collector,withaslylook,“therearepeoplewholikeit。“

  Shewasstifling。

  “Andgiveme——“

  “Willhenevergo?“thoughtshe。

  “Halfanounceofresinandturpentine,fourouncesofyellowwax,andthreehalfouncesofanimalcharcoal,ifyouplease,tocleanthevarnishedleatherofmytogs。“

  ThedruggistwasbeginningtocutthewaxwhenMadameHomaisappeared,Irmainherarms,Napoleonbyherside,andAthaliefollowing。Shesatdownonthevelvetseatbythewindow,andtheladsquatteddownonafootstool,whilehiseldestsisterhoveredroundthejujubeboxnearherpapa。Thelatterwasfillingfunnelsandcorkingphials,stickingonlabels,makingupparcels。Aroundhimallweresilent;onlyfromtimetotime,wereheardtheweightsjinglinginthebalance,andafewlowwordsfromthechemistgivingdirectionstohispupil。

  “Andhow’sthelittlewoman?“suddenlyaskedMadameHomais。

  “Silence!“exclaimedherhusband,whowaswritingdownsomefiguresinhiswaste-book。

  “Whydidn’tyoubringher?“shewentoninalowvoice。

  “Hush!hush!“saidEmma,pointingwithherfingertothedruggist。

  ButBinet,quiteabsorbedinlookingoverhisbill,hadprobablyheardnothing。Atlasthewentout。ThenEmma,relieved,utteredadeepsigh。

  “Howhardyouarebreathing!“saidMadameHomais。

  “Well,yousee,it’sratherwarm,“shereplied。

  Sothenextdaytheytalkedoverhowtoarrangetheirrendezvous。

  Emmawantedtobribeherservantwithapresent,butitwouldbebettertofindsomesafehouseatYonville。Rodolphepromisedtolookforone。

  Allthroughthewinter,threeorfourtimesaweek,inthedeadofnighthecametothegarden。Emmahadonpurposetakenawaythekeyofthegate,whichCharlesthoughtlost。

  Tocallher,Rodolphethrewasprinkleofsandattheshutters。

  Shejumpedupwithastart;butsometimeshehadtowait,forCharleshadamaniaforchattingbythefireside,andhewouldnotstop。Shewaswildwithimpatience;ifhereyescouldhavedoneit,shewouldhavehurledhimoutatthewindow。Atlastshewouldbegintoundress,thentakeupabook,andgoonreadingveryquietlyasifthebookamusedher。ButCharles,whowasinbed,calledtohertocometoo。

  “Come,now,Emma,“hesaid,“itistime。“

  “Yes,Iamcoming,“sheanswered。

  Then,asthecandlesdazzledhim;heturnedtothewallandfellasleep。Sheescaped,smiling,palpitating,undressed。Rodolphehadalargecloak;hewrappedherinit,andputtinghisarmroundherwaist,hedrewherwithoutawordtotheendofthegarden。

  Itwasinthearbour,onthesameseatofoldstickswhereformerlyLeonhadlookedathersoamorouslyonthesummerevenings。Sheneverthoughtofhimnow。

  Thestarsshonethroughtheleaflessjasminebranches。Behindthemtheyheardtheriverflowing,andnowandagainonthebanktherustlingofthedryreeds。Massesofshadowhereandthereloomedoutinthedarkness,andsometimes,vibratingwithonemovement,theyroseupandswayedlikeimmenseblackwavespressingforwardtoengulfthem。Thecoldofthenightsmadethemclaspcloser;thesighsoftheirlipsseemedtothemdeeper;

  theireyesthattheycouldhardlysee,larger;andinthemidstofthesilencelowwordswerespokenthatfellontheirsoulssonorous,crystalline,andthatreverberatedinmultipliedvibrations。

  Whenthenightwasrainy,theytookrefugeintheconsulting-roombetweenthecart-shedandthestable。Shelightedoneofthekitchencandlesthatshehadhiddenbehindthebooks。Rodolphesettleddownthereasifathome。Thesightofthelibrary,ofthebureau,ofthewholeapartment,infine,excitedhismerriment,andhecouldnotrefrainfrommakingjokesaboutCharles,whichratherembarrassedEmma。Shewouldhavelikedtoseehimmoreserious,andevenonoccasionsmoredramatic;as,forexample,whenshethoughtsheheardanoiseofapproachingstepsinthealley。

  “Someoneiscoming!“shesaid。

  Heblewoutthelight。

  “Haveyouyourpistols?“

  “Why?“

  “Why,todefendyourself,“repliedEmma。

  “Fromyourhusband?Oh,poordevil!“AndRodolphefinishedhissentencewithagesturethatsaid,“Icouldcrushhimwithaflipofmyfinger。“

  Shewaswonder-strickenathisbravery,althoughshefeltinitasortofindecencyandanaivecoarsenessthatscandalisedher。

  Rodolphereflectedagooddealontheaffairofthepistols。Ifshehadspokenseriously,itwasveryridiculous,hethought,evenodious;forhehadnoreasontohatethegoodCharles,notbeingwhatiscalleddevouredbyjealousy;andonthissubjectEmmahadtakenagreatvowthathedidnotthinkinthebestoftaste。

  Besides,shewasgrowingverysentimental。Shehadinsistedonexchangingminiatures;theyhadcutoffhandfulsofhair,andnowshewasaskingforaring——arealwedding-ring,insignofaneternalunion。Sheoftenspoketohimoftheeveningchimes,ofthevoicesofnature。Thenshetalkedtohimofhermother——hers!

  andofhismother——his!Rodolphehadlosthistwentyyearsago。

  Emmanonethelessconsoledhimwithcaressingwordsasonewouldhavedonealostchild,andshesometimesevensaidtohim,gazingatthemoon“Iamsurethatabovetheretogethertheyapproveofourlove。“

  Butshewassopretty。Hehadpossessedsofewwomenofsuchingenuousness。Thislovewithoutdebaucherywasanewexperienceforhim,and,drawinghimoutofhislazyhabits,caressedatoncehisprideandhissensuality。Emma’senthusiasm,whichhisbourgeoisgoodsensedisdained,seemedtohiminhisheartofheartscharming,sinceitwaslavishedonhim。Then,sureofbeingloved,henolongerkeptupappearances,andinsensiblyhiswayschanged。

  Hehadnolonger,asformerly,wordssogentlethattheymadehercry,norpassionatecaressesthatmadehermad,sothattheirgreatlove,whichengrossedherlife,seemedtolessenbeneathherlikethewaterofastreamabsorbedintoitschannel,andshecouldseethebedofit。Shewouldnotbelieveit;sheredoubledintenderness,andRodolpheconcealedhisindifferencelessandless。

  Shedidnotknowifsheregrettedhavingyieldedtohim,orwhethershedidnotwish,onthecontrary,toenjoyhimthemore。

  Thehumiliationoffeelingherselfweakwasturningtorancour,temperedbytheirvoluptuouspleasures。Itwasnotaffection;itwaslikeacontinualseduction。Hesubjugatedher;shealmostfearedhim。

  Appearances,nevertheless,werecalmerthanever,Rodolphehavingsucceededincarryingouttheadulteryafterhisownfancy;andattheendofsixmonths,whenthespring-timecame,theyweretooneanotherlikeamarriedcouple,tranquillykeepingupadomesticflame。

  ItwasthetimeofyearwhenoldRouaultsenthisturkeyinremembranceofthesettingofhisleg。Thepresentalwaysarrivedwithaletter。Emmacutthestringthattiedittothebasket,andreadthefollowinglines:——

  “MyDearChildren——Ihopethiswillfindyouwell,andthatthisonewillbeasgoodastheothers。Foritseemstomealittlemoretender,ifImayventuretosayso,andheavier。Butnexttime,forachange,I’llgiveyouaturkeycock,unlessyouhaveapreferenceforsomedabs;andsendmebackthehamper,ifyouplease,withthetwooldones。Ihavehadanaccidentwithmycart-sheds,whosecoveringflewoffonewindynightamongthetrees。Theharvesthasnotbeenovergoodeither。Finally,Idon’tknowwhenIshallcometoseeyou。ItissodifficultnowtoleavethehousesinceIamalone,mypoorEmma。“

  Heretherewasabreakinthelines,asiftheoldfellowhaddroppedhispentodreamalittlewhile。

  “Formyself,Iamverywell,exceptforacoldIcaughttheotherdayatthefairatYvetot,whereIhadgonetohireashepherd,havingturnedawayminebecausehewastoodainty。Howwearetobepitiedwithsuchalotofthieves!Besides,hewasalsorude。

  Iheardfromapedlar,who,travellingthroughyourpartofthecountrythiswinter,hadatoothdrawn,thatBovarywasasusualworkinghard。Thatdoesn’tsurpriseme;andheshowedmehistooth;wehadsomecoffeetogether。Iaskedhimifhehadseenyou,andhesaidnot,butthathehadseentwohorsesinthestables,fromwhichIconcludethatbusinessislookingup。Somuchthebetter,mydearchildren,andmayGodsendyoueveryimaginablehappiness!Itgrievesmenotyettohaveseenmydearlittlegrand-daughter,BertheBovary。IhaveplantedanOrleansplum-treeforherinthegardenunderyourroom,andIwon’thaveittouchedunlessitistohavejammadeforherbyandbye,thatIwillkeepinthecupboardforherwhenshecomes。

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