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  Atdinnerherhusbandthoughtshelookedwell,butshepretendednottohearhimwhenheinquiredaboutherride,andsheremainedsittingtherewithherelbowatthesideofherplatebetweenthetwolightedcandles。

  “Emma!“hesaid。

  “What?“

  “Well,IspenttheafternoonatMonsieurAlexandre’s。Hehasanoldcob,stillveryfine,onlyalittlebrokenkneed,andthatcouldbebought;Iamsure,forahundredcrowns。“Headded,“Andthinkingitmightpleaseyou,Ihavebespokenit——boughtit。HaveIdoneright?Dotellme?“

  Shenoddedherheadinassent;thenaquarterofanhourlater——

  “Areyougoingoutto-night?“sheasked。

  “Yes。Why?“

  “Oh,nothing,nothing,mydear!“

  AndassoonasshehadgotridofCharlesshewentandshutherselfupinherroom。

  Atfirstshefeltstunned;shesawthetrees,thepaths,theditches,Rodolphe,andsheagainfeltthepressureofhisarm,whiletheleavesrustledandthereedswhistled。

  Butwhenshesawherselfintheglassshewonderedatherface。

  Neverhadhereyesbeensolarge,soblack,ofsoprofoundadepth。Somethingsubtleaboutherbeingtransfiguredher。Sherepeated,“Ihavealover!alover!“delightingattheideaasifasecondpubertyhadcometoher。Soatlastshewastoknowthosejoysoflove,thatfeverofhappinessofwhichshehaddespairedlShewasenteringuponmarvelswhereallwouldbepassion,ecstasy,delirium。Anazureinfinityencompassedher,theheightsofsentimentsparkledunderherthought,andordinaryexistenceappearedonlyafaroff,downbelowintheshade,throughtheinterspacesoftheseheights。

  Thensherecalledtheheroinesofthebooksthatshehadread,andthelyriclegionoftheseadulterouswomenbegantosinginhermemorywiththevoiceofsistersthatcharmedher。Shebecameherself,asitwere,anactualpartoftheseimaginings,andrealisedthelove-dreamofheryouthasshesawherselfinthistypeofamorouswomenwhomshehadsoenvied。Besides,Emmafeltasatisfactionofrevenge。Hadshenotsufferedenough?Butnowshetriumphed,andthelovesolongpentupburstforthinfulljoyousbubblings。Shetasteditwithoutremorse,withoutanxiety,withouttrouble。

  Thedayfollowingpassedwithanewsweetness。TheymadevowstooneanotherShetoldhimofhersorrows。Rodolpheinterruptedherwithkisses;andshelookingathimthroughhalf-closedeyes,askedhimtocallheragainbyhername——tosaythathelovedherTheywereintheforest,asyesterday,intheshedofsomewoodenshoemaker。Thewallswereofstraw,andtheroofsolowtheyhadtostoop。Theywereseatedsidebysideonabedofdryleaves。

  >Fromthatdayforththeywrotetooneanotherregularlyeveryevening。Emmaplacedherletterattheendofthegarden,bytheriver,inafissureofthewall。Rodolphecametofetchit,andputanotherthere,thatshealwaysfoundfaultwithastooshort。

  Onemorning,whenCharleshadgoneoutbeforedaybreak,shewasseizedwiththefancytoseeRodolpheatonce。ShewouldgoquicklytoLaHuchette,staythereanhour,andbebackagainatYonvillewhileeveryonewasstillasleep。Thisideamadeherpantwithdesire,andshesoonfoundherselfinthemiddleofthefield,walkingwithrapidsteps,withoutlookingbehindher。

  Daywasjustbreaking。Emmafromafarrecognisedherlover’shouse。Itstwodove-tailedweathercocksstoodoutblackagainstthepaledawn。

  BeyondthefarmyardtherewasadetachedbuildingthatshethoughtmustbethechateauSheentered——itwasifthedoorsatherapproachhadopenedwideoftheirownaccord。Alargestraightstaircaseleduptothecorridor。Emmaraisedthelatchofadoor,andsuddenlyattheendoftheroomshesawamansleeping。ItwasRodolphe。Sheutteredacry。

  “Youhere?Youhere?“herepeated。“Howdidyoumanagetocome?

  Ah!yourdressisdamp。“

  “Iloveyou,“sheanswered,throwingherarmsabouthisneck。

  Thisfirstpieceofdaringsuccessful,noweverytimeCharleswentoutearlyEmmadressedquicklyandslippedontiptoedownthestepsthatledtothewaterside。

  Butwhentheplankforthecowswastakenup,shehadtogobythewallsalongsideoftheriver;thebankwasslippery;inordernottofallshecaughtholdofthetuftsoffadedwallflowers。

  Thenshewentacrossploughedfields,inwhichshesank,stumbling;andcloggingherthinshoes。Herscarf,knottedroundherhead,flutteredtothewindinthemeadows。Shewasafraidoftheoxen;shebegantorun;shearrivedoutofbreath,withrosycheeks,andbreathingoutfromherwholepersonafreshperfumeofsap,ofverdure,oftheopenair。AtthishourRodolphestillslept。Itwaslikeaspringmorningcomingintohisroom。

  Theyellowcurtainsalongthewindowsletaheavy,whitishlightentersoftly。Emmafeltabout,openingandclosinghereyes,whilethedropsofdewhangingfromherhairformed,asitwere,atopazaureolearoundherface。Rodolphe,laughing,drewhertohim,andpressedhertohisbreast。

  Thensheexaminedtheapartment,openedthedrawersofthetables,combedherhairwithhiscomb,andlookedatherselfinhisshaving-glass。Oftensheevenputbetweenherteeththebigpipethatlayonthetablebythebed,amongstlemonsandpiecesofsugarnearabottleofwater。

  Ittookthemagoodquarterofanhourtosaygoodbye。ThenEmmacried。ShewouldhavewishednevertoleaveRodolphe。Somethingstrongerthanherselfforcedhertohim;somuchso,thatoneday,seeinghercomeunexpectedly,hefrownedasoneputout。

  “Whatisthematterwithyou?“shesaid。“Areyouill?Tellme!“

  Atlasthedeclaredwithaseriousairthathervisitswerebecomingimprudent——thatshewascompromisingherself。

  ChapterTenGraduallyRodolphe’sfearstookpossessionofher。Atfirst,lovehadintoxicatedher;andshehadthoughtofnothingbeyond。Butnowthathewasindispensabletoherlife,shefearedtoloseanythingofthis,oreventhatitshouldbedisturbed。Whenshecamebackfromhishouseshelookedallabouther,anxiouslywatchingeveryformthatpassedinthehorizon,andeveryvillagewindowfromwhichshecouldbeseen。Shelistenedforsteps,cries,thenoiseoftheploughs,andshestoppedshort,white,andtremblingmorethantheaspenleavesswayingoverhead。

  Onemorningasshewasthusreturning,shesuddenlythoughtshesawthelongbarrelofacarbinethatseemedtobeaimedather。

  Itstuckoutsidewaysfromtheendofasmalltubhalf-buriedinthegrassontheedgeofaditch。Emma,half-faintingwithterror,neverthelesswalkedon,andamansteppedoutofthetublikeaJack-in-the-box。Hehadgaitersbuckleduptotheknees,hiscappulleddownoverhiseyes,tremblinglips,andarednose。ItwasCaptainBinetlyinginambushforwildducks。

  “Yououghttohavecalledoutlongago!“heexclaimed;“Whenoneseesagun,oneshouldalwaysgivewarning。“

  Thetax-collectorwasthustryingtohidethefrighthehadhad,foraprefectorialorderhavingprohibitedduckhuntingexceptinboats,MonsieurBinet,despitehisrespectforthelaws,wasinfringingthem,andsoheeverymomentexpectedtoseetheruralguardturnup。Butthisanxietywhettedhispleasure,and,allaloneinhistub,hecongratulatedhimselfonhisluckandonhiscuteness。AtsightofEmmaheseemedrelievedfromagreatweight,andatonceentereduponaconversation。

  “Itisn’twarm;it’snipping。“

  Emmaanswerednothing。Hewenton——

  “Andyou’reoutsoearly?“

  “Yes,“shesaidstammering;“Iamjustcomingfromthenursewheremychildis。“

  “Ah!verygood!verygood!Formyself,Iamhere,justasyouseeme,sincebreakofday;buttheweatherissomuggy,thatunlessonehadthebirdatthemouthofthegun——“

  “Goodevening,MonsieurBinet,“sheinterruptedhim,turningonherheel。

  “Yourservant,madame,“hereplieddrily;andhewentbackintohistub。

  Emmaregrettedhavingleftthetax-collectorsoabruptly。Nodoubthewouldformunfavourableconjectures。Thestoryaboutthenursewastheworstpossibleexcuse,everyoneatYonvilleknowingthatthelittleBovaryhadbeenathomewithherparentsforayear。Besides,noonewaslivinginthisdirection;thispathledonlytoLaHuchette。Binet,then,wouldguesswhenceshecame,andhewouldnotkeepsilence;hewouldtalk,thatwascertain。

  Sheremaineduntileveningrackingherbrainwitheveryconceivablelyingproject,andhadconstantlybeforehereyesthatimbecilewiththegame-bag。

  Charlesafterdinner,seeinghergloomy,proposed,bywayofdistraction,totakehertothechemist’s,andthefirstpersonshecaughtsightofintheshopwasthetaxcollectoragain。Hewasstandinginfrontofthecounter,litupbythegleamsoftheredbottle,andwassaying——

  “Pleasegivemehalfanounceofvitriol。“

  “Justin,“criedthedruggist,“bringusthesulphuricacid。“ThentoEmma,whowasgoinguptoMadameHomais’room,“No,stayhere;

  itisn’tworthwhilegoingup;sheisjustcomingdown。Warmyourselfatthestoveinthemeantime。Excuseme。Good-day,doctor,“forthechemistmuchenjoyedpronouncingtheword“doctor,“asifaddressinganotherbyitreflectedonhimselfsomeofthegrandeurthathefoundinit。“Now,takecarenottoupsetthemortars!You’dbetterfetchsomechairsfromthelittleroom;youknowverywellthatthearm-chairsarenottobetakenoutofthedrawing-room。“

  Andtoputhisarm-chairbackinitsplacehewasdartingawayfromthecounter,whenBinetaskedhimforhalfanounceofsugaracid。

  “Sugaracid!“saidthechemistcontemptuously,“don’tknowit;

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