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  “Itisverystrange,“thoughtEmma,“howuglythischildis!“

  Whenateleveno’clockCharlescamebackfromthechemist’sshop,whitherhehadgoneafterdinnertoreturntheremainderofthesticking-plaster,hefoundhiswifestandingbythecradle。

  “Iassureyouit’snothing。“hesaid,kissingherontheforehead。“Don’tworry,mypoordarling;youwillmakeyourselfill。“

  Hehadstayedalongtimeatthechemist’s。Althoughhehadnotseemedmuchmoved,Homais,nevertheless,hadexertedhimselftobuoyhimup,to“keepuphisspirits。“Thentheyhadtalkedofthevariousdangersthatthreatenchildhood,ofthecarelessnessofservants。MadameHomaisknewsomethingofit,havingstilluponherchestthemarksleftbyabasinfullofsoupthatacookhadformerlydroppedonherpinafore,andhergoodparentstooknoendoftroubleforher。Thekniveswerenotsharpened,northefloorswaxed;therewereirongratingstothewindowsandstrongbarsacrossthefireplace;thelittleHomais,inspiteoftheirspirit,couldnotstirwithoutsomeonewatchingthem;attheslightestcoldtheirfatherstuffedthemwithpectorals;anduntiltheywereturnedfourtheyall,withoutpity,hadtowearwaddedhead-protectors。This,itistrue,wasafancyofMadameHomais’;herhusbandwasinwardlyafflictedatit。Fearingthepossibleconsequencesofsuchcompressiontotheintellectualorgans。Heevenwentsofarastosaytoher,“DoyouwanttomakeCaribsorBotocudosofthem?“

  Charles,however,hadseveraltimestriedtointerrupttheconversation。“Ishouldliketospeaktoyou,“hehadwhisperedintheclerk’sear,whowentupstairsinfrontofhim。

  “Canhesuspectanything?“Leonaskedhimself。Hisheartbeat,andherackedhisbrainwithsurmises。

  Atlast,Charles,havingshutthedoor,askedhimtoseehimselfwhatwouldbethepriceatRouenofafinedaguerreotypes。Itwasasentimentalsurpriseheintendedforhiswife,adelicateattention——hisportraitinafrock-coat。Buthewantedfirsttoknow“howmuchitwouldbe。“TheinquirieswouldnotputMonsieurLeonout,sincehewenttotownalmosteveryweek。

  Why?MonsieurHomaissuspectedsome“youngman’saffair“atthebottomofit,anintrigue。Buthewasmistaken。Leonwasafternolove-making。Hewassadderthanever,asMadameLefrancoissawfromtheamountoffoodheleftonhisplate。Tofindoutmoreaboutitshequestionedthetax-collector。Binetansweredroughlythathe“wasn’tpaidbythepolice。“

  Allthesame,hiscompanionseemedverystrangetohim,forLeonoftenthrewhimselfbackinhischair,andstretchingouthisarms。Complainedvaguelyoflife。

  “It’sbecauseyoudon’ttakeenoughrecreation,“saidthecollector。

  “Whatrecreation?“

  “IfIwereyouI’dhavealathe。“

  “ButIdon’tknowhowtoturn,“answeredtheclerk。

  “Ah!that’strue,“saidtheother,rubbinghischinwithanairofmingledcontemptandsatisfaction。

  Leonwaswearyoflovingwithoutanyresult;moreoverhewasbeginningtofeelthatdepressioncausedbytherepetitionofthesamekindoflife,whennointerestinspiresandnohopesustainsit。HewassoboredwithYonvilleanditsinhabitants,thatthesightofcertainpersons,ofcertainhouses,irritatedhimbeyondendurance;andthechemist,goodfellowthoughhewas,wasbecomingabsolutelyunbearabletohim。Yettheprospectofanewconditionoflifefrightenedasmuchasitseducedhim。

  Thisapprehensionsoonchangedintoimpatience,andthenParisfromafarsoundeditsfanfareofmaskedballswiththelaughofgrisettes。Ashewastofinishreadingthere,whynotsetoutatonce?Whatpreventedhim?Andhebeganmakinghome-preparations;

  hearrangedhisoccupationsbeforehand。Hefurnishedinhisheadanapartment。Hewouldleadanartist’slifethere!Hewouldtakelessonsontheguitar!Hewouldhaveadressing-gown,aBasquecap,bluevelvetslippers!Heevenalreadywasadmiringtwocrossedfoilsoverhischimney-piece,withadeath’sheadontheguitarabovethem。

  Thedifficultywastheconsentofhismother;nothing,however,seemedmorereasonable。Evenhisemployeradvisedhimtogotosomeotherchamberswherehecouldadvancemorerapidly。Takingamiddlecourse,then,LeonlookedforsomeplaceassecondclerkatRouen;foundnone,andatlastwrotehismotheralongletterfullofdetails,inwhichhesetforththereasonsforgoingtoliveatParisimmediately。Sheconsented。

  Hedidnothurry。EverydayforamonthHivertcarriedboxes,valises,parcelsforhimfromYonvilletoRouenandfromRouentoYonville;andwhenLeonhadpackeduphiswardrobe,hadhisthreearm-chairsrestuffed,boughtastockofneckties,inaword,hadmademorepreparationsthanforavoyagearoundtheworld,heputitofffromweektoweek,untilhereceivedasecondletterfromhismotherurginghimtoleave,sincehewantedtopasshisexaminationbeforethevacation。

  Whenthemomentforthefarewellshadcome,MadameHomaiswept,Justinsobbed;Homais,asamanofnerve,concealedhisemotion;

  hewishedtocarryhisfriend’sovercoathimselfasfarasthegateofthenotary,whowastakingLeontoRoueninhiscarriage。

  ThelatterhadjusttimetobidfarewelltoMonsieurBovary。

  Whenhereachedtheheadofthestairs,hestopped,hewassooutofbreath。Ashecamein,MadameBovaryarosehurriedly。

  “ItisIagain!“saidLeon。

  “Iwassureofit!“

  Shebitherlips,andarushofbloodflowingunderherskinmadeherredfromtherootsofherhairtothetopofhercollar。Sheremainedstanding,leaningwithhershoulderagainstthewainscot。

  “Thedoctorisnothere?“hewenton。

  “Heisout。“Sherepeated,“Heisout。“

  Thentherewassilence。Theylookedatoneanotherandtheirthoughts,confoundedinthesameagony,clungclosetogetherliketwothrobbingbreasts。

  “IshouldliketokissBerthe,“saidLeon。

  EmmawentdownafewstepsandcalledFelicite。

  Hethrewonelonglookaroundhimthattookinthewalls,thedecorations,thefireplace,asiftopenetrateeverything,carryawayeverything。Butshereturned,andtheservantbroughtBerthe,whowasswingingawindmillroofdownwardsattheendofastring。Leonkissedherseveraltimesontheneck。

  “Good-bye,poorchild!good-bye,dearlittleone!good-bye!“Andhegaveherbacktohermother。

  “Takeheraway,“shesaid。

  Theyremainedalone——MadameBovary,herbackturned,herfacepressedagainstawindow-pane;Leonheldhiscapinhishand,knockingitsoftlyagainsthisthigh。

  “Itisgoingtorain,“saidEmma。

  “Ihaveacloak,“heanswered。

  “Ah!“

  Sheturnedaround,herchinlowered,herforeheadbentforward。

  Thelightfellonitasonapieceofmarble,tothecurveoftheeyebrows,withoutone’sbeingabletoguesswhatEmmawasseeingonthehorizonorwhatshewasthinkingwithinherself。

  “Well,good-bye,“hesighed。

  Sheraisedherheadwithaquickmovement。

  “Yes,good-bye——go!“

  Theyadvancedtowardseachother;heheldouthishand;shehesitated。

  “IntheEnglishfashion,then,“shesaid,givingherownhandwhollytohim,andforcingalaugh。

  Leonfeltitbetweenhisfingers,andtheveryessenceofallhisbeingseemedtopassdownintothatmoistpalm。Thenheopenedhishand;theireyesmetagain,andhedisappeared。

  Whenhereachedthemarket-place,hestoppedandhidbehindapillartolookforthelasttimeatthiswhitehousewiththefourgreenblinds。Hethoughthesawashadowbehindthewindowintheroom;butthecurtain,slidingalongthepoleasthoughnooneweretouchingit,slowlyopeneditslongobliquefoldsthatspreadoutwithasinglemovement,andthushungstraightandmotionlessasaplasterwall。Leonsetoffrunning。

  >Fromafarhesawhisemployer’sgigintheroad,andbyitamaninacoarseapronholdingthehorse。HomaisandMonsieurGuillauminweretalking。Theywerewaitingforhim。

  “Embraceme,“saidthedruggistwithtearsinhiseyes。“Hereisyourcoat,mygoodfriend。Mindthecold;takecareofyourself;

  lookafteryourself。“

  “Come,Leon,jumpin,“saidthenotary。

  Homaisbendoverthesplash-board,andinavoicebrokenbysobsutteredthesethreesadwords——

  “Apleasantjourney!“

  “Good-night,“saidMonsieurGuillaumin。“Givehimhishead。“Theysetout,andHomaiswentback。

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