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  houseinHampstead,workingforthemostpart,sincehewasabsolutelydeterminedtojustifyhimselfandgetonintheprofessionwhichhehadchosen。InthesummerheandArthurwentwalkingtours,andonce,withsomeotheryoungmen,visitedtheContinenttostudyvariousbattlefields,andimprovetheirminds。AtleastGodfreystudiedthebattlefields,whileArthurgavemostofhisattentiontotheyoungerpartofthefemalepopulationofFranceandItaly。AtEasteragaintheywenttoScotland,whereArthurhadsomepropertysettledonhim——

  forhewasayoungmanwellsuppliedwiththisworld’sgoods——andfishedforsalmonandtrout。Altogether,forGodfrey,itwasaprofitableandhappytwoyears。AtSandhurstandelsewhereeveryonethoughtwellofhim,whileoldGeneralCubittebecamehisdevotedfriendandcouldnotsayenoughinhispraise。

  “Damnit!Sir,“heexclaimedonce,“doyoumeantotellmethatyouneveroverdrawyourallowance?Itisnotnatural;almostwrongindeed。

  Iwonderwhatyoursecretvicesare?Well,solongasyoukeepthemsecret,yououghttobeabigmanonedayandendupinaverydifferentpositiontoGeorgeCubitte——calledaGeneral——whoneversawashotfiredinhislife。There’llbelotsofthemflyingaboutbeforeyou’reold,myboy,anddoubtlessyou’llgetyourshareofgunpowder——

  ornitro-glycerine——ifyougoonasyouhavebegun。IfIweren’tafraidofmakingyoucocky,I’dtellyouwhattheysayaboutyoudownatthatSandhurstshop,whereIhaveanoldpalortwo。

  Shortlyafterthiscamethefinalexamination,throughwhich,ashasbeensaid,Godfreysailedouttop,aneasyfirstindeed——apositiontowhichhisthoroughknowledgeofFrenchandgeneralaptitudeforforeignlanguages,togetherwithhispowersofworkandapplication,reallyentitledhim。Allhisfriendsweredelighted,especiallyArthur,wholookedonhimasakindof/lususnatur?/,andfromhishumblepositionatthebottomofthetree,gazedadmiringlyatGodfreypercheduponitstopmostbough。TheoldPasteur,too,withwhomGodfreykeptupanalmostweeklycorrespondence,continuinghisastronomicalstudiesbyletter,wasenrapturedandcoveredhimwithcompliments,asdidhisinstructorsattheCollege。

  Allofthiswouldhavebeenenoughtoturntheheadsofmanyyoungmen,butasithappenedGodfreywasbynaturemodest,withenoughintelligencetoappreciatetheabysmaldepthsofhisownignorancebythelightofthelittlelampofknowledgewithwhichhehadfurnishedhimselfonhisjourneyintotheirblackness。Thisintensemodestyalwaysremainedaleadingcharacteristicofhis,whichendearedhimtomany,althoughitwasnotonethathelpedhimforwardinlife。Itisthebold,self-confidentman,whoknowshowtomakethemostofhissmallgifts,whotravelsfastestandfarthestinthisworldofours。

  When,however,actuallyhereceivedquiteanaffectionateandpleasedletterfromhisfather,hedid,forawhile,feelalittleproud。Theletterenclosedacuttingfromthelocalpaperrecordinghissuccess,anddiggingupforthebenefitofitsreadersanaccountofhisadventureontheAlps。Also,itmentionedprominentlythathewasthesonoftheRev。Mr。Knight,theincumbentofMonk’sAbbey,andhadreceivedhiseducationinthatgentleman’sestablishment;soprominently,indeed,thateventheunsuspiciousGodfreycouldnothelpwonderingifhisfatherhadeverseenthatparagraphbeforeitappearedinprint。Theletterendedwiththispassage:

  “Wehavenotmetforalongwhile,owingtocausestowhichIwillnotallude,andIsupposethatshortlyyouwillbegoingtoIndia。

  IfyoucaretocomehereIshouldliketoseeyoubeforeyouleaveEngland。Thisisnatural,asafterallyouaremyonlychildandI

  amgrowingold。Onceyouhavedepartedtothatfarcountrywhoknowswhetherweshallevermeetagaininthisworld?“

  Godfrey,agenerous-heartedandforgivingperson,wasmuchtouchedwhenhereadthesewords,andwroteatoncetosaythatifitwereconvenient,hewouldcomedowntoMonk’sAbbeyatthebeginningofthefollowingweekandspendsomeofhisleavethere。So,induecourse,hewent。

  Asithappened,ataboutthesametimeDestinyhadarrangedthatanothercharacterinthishistorywasreturningtothatquietEssexvillage,namelyIsobelBlake。

  IsobelwenttoMexicowithheruncleandtherehadamostinterestingtime。ShestudiedAztechistorywithherusualthoroughness;sowell,indeed,thatshebecamearecognisedauthorityonthesubject。SheclimbedPopocatepetl,themysterious“SleepingWoman“thatoverhandstheancienttown,andlookedintoitscrater。Greatlydaring,sheevenvisitedYucatanandsawsomeofthepre-Aztecremains。Forthisadventureshepaidwithanattackoffeverwhichneverquitelefthersystem。Indeed,thatfeverhadapeculiareffectuponher,whichmayhavebeenphysicalorsomethingelse。Isobel’sfault,orrathercharacteristic,asthereadermayhavegathered,wasthatshebuilttoomuchuponthematerialsideofthings。Whatshesaw,whatsheknew,whatherbodytoldher,whattherecordedexperienceoftheworldtaught——thesewerereal;alltherest,toher,wasphantasyorimagination。Shekeptherfeetuponthesolidgroundoffact,andleftallelsetodreamers;or,asshewouldhaveexpressedit,tothevictimsofsuperstitioninheritedoracquired。

  Well,somethinghappenedtoheratthecrisisofthatfever,whichwassharp,andtookheronherreturnfromYucatan,atahorribleportcalledFrontera,wheretherewerepalmtreesand/zopilotes/——akindofvileAmericanvulture——whichsatsilentlyontheverandahoutsideherdoorinthedreadfullittlehotelbuiltuponpilesinthemudofthegreatriver,andmosquitoesbythetenmillion,andsleepy-eyed,crushed-lookingIndians,andhorriblehalfbreeds,andeverythingelsewhichsuggestsanearthlyhell,excepttheglorioussunshine。

  Ofasudden,whenshewasatherworst,allthemateriality——iftherebesuchaword——whichcircumstancesandinnatetendencyhadwovenaboutherasagarment,seemedtomeltaway,andshebecameawareofsomethingvastinwhichshefloatedlikeaninsectintheatmosphere——

  somesurroundingseawhichshecouldneithermeasurenortravel。

  SheknewthatshewasnotmerelyIsobelBlake,butapartoftheuniverseinitslargestsense,andthattheuniverseexpresseditselfinminiaturewithinhersoul。Sheknewthateversinceithadbeen,shewas,andthatwhileitexistedshewouldendure。Thisimaginationorinspiration,whicheveritmayhavebeen,wentnofurtherthanthat,andafterwardsshesetitdowntodelirium,ortotheexaltationthatoftenaccompaniesfever。Still,itleftamarkuponher,openinganewdoorinherheart,sotospeak。

  Fortherest,thelifeinMexicoCitywasgay,especiallyinthepositionwhichshefilledasthenieceoftheBritishMinister,whowasoftencalledupontoactashostess,asherauntwasdelicateandhercousinwasyoungerthanherselfandnotaptatthebusiness。TherewereDiazandtheforeignDiplomaticMinisters;alsotheleadingMexicanstobeentertained,forwhichpurposeshelearnedSpanish。

  ThentherewereEnglishtravellers,distinguished,someofthem,andGermannobles,generallyintheDiplomaticServiceoftheircountry,whombysomepeculiarfeminineinstinctofherown,shesuspectedofbeingspiesandgenerallypersonsofevilintentions。AlsotherewastheBritishcolony,amongwhomweresomeverynicepeoplethatshemadeherfriends,thestrange,adventurouspioneersofourEmpirewhoaretobeboundineverypartoftheworld,andinasenseitscream。

  Lastly,thereweretheAmericantouristsandbusinessmen,manyofwhomshethoughtamusing。Oneofthese,amillionairewhohadtodowitha“beeftrust,“thoughwhatthatmightbesheneverquiteunderstood,proposedtoher。Hewasaniceyoungfellowenough,ofarealoldAmericanfamilywhoseancestorsweresupposedtohavecomeoverinthe/Mayflower/,andpossessedofaremarkableveinoforiginalhumour;alsohewasmuchinlove。ButIsobelwouldhavenoneofit,andsaidsoinsuchplain,unmistakablelanguagethatthemillionairestraightwayleftMexicoCityinhisprivaterailwaycar,disconsolatelytopursuehisbeefspeculationsinotherlands。

  OnthedaythathedepartedIsobelreceivedanotefromhimwhichran:

  “Ihavelostyou,andsinceIamtoosore-heartedtostayinthisantiquecountryandconcludethebusinessthatbroughtmehere,I

  reckonthatIhavealsolost250,000dollars。Thatsum,however,I

  wouldgladlyhavegivenforthehonourandjoyofyourfriendship,andasmuchmoreadded。SoIthinkitwellspent,especiallyasitneverfiguredinmyaccounts。Good-bye。Godblessyouandwhoeveritmaybewithwhomyouareinlove,forthatthereissomeoneI

  amquitesure,alsothathemustbeagoodfellow。“

  Fromwhichitwillbeseenthatthismillionairewasaveryniceyoungman。So,atleast,thoughtIsobel,thoughhedidwriteaboutherbeinginlovewithsomeone,whichwastherankestnonsense。Inlove,indeed!

  Why,shehadnevermetamanforwhomshecouldpossiblyentertainanyfeelingsofthatsort,no,notevenifhehadbeenabletomakeaqueenofher,ortoendowherwithallthecashresourcesofallthebeeftrustsintheworld。Meninthataspectwererepellentandhatefultoher;thepossibilityofsuchaunionwithanyoneofthemwaspoisonous,evenunnaturaltoher,soulandbody。

  Once,itistrue,therehadbeenacertainboy——buthehadpassedoutofherlife——oh!yearsago,and,whatismore,hadaffrontedherbyrefusingtoansweraletterwhichshehadwrittentohim,just,assheimagined——thoughofcoursethiswasonlyaguess——becauseofhisridiculousandunwarrantablejealousyandtheatrociouspridethatwashisfailing。AlsoshehadreadinthepapersofaverybraveactwhichhehaddoneontheAlps,onewhichfilledherwithapridethatwasnotatrocious,butquitenaturalwhereanoldplaymatewasconcerned,andhadnoticedthatitwasayoungladywhomhehadrescued。That,ofcourse,explainedeverything,andifherfirstsuppositionshouldbeincorrect,wouldquiteaccountforherhavingreceivednoanswertoherletter。

  Itwastrue,however,thatshehadheardnomoreofthisyounglady,thoughscrapsofgossipconcerningGodfreydidoccasionallyreachher。

  Forinstance,sheknewthathehadquarrelledwithhisfatherbecausehewouldnotentertheChurchandwasgoingintothearmy,acareerwhichshemuchpreferred,especiallyasshedidnotbelieveintheChurchandcouldnotimaginewhatGodfreywouldlooklikeinablackcoatandawhitetie。

  Bytheway,shewonderedwhathedidlooklikenow。Shehadanoldfadedphotographofhimasalankyyouth,butafterallthistimehecouldnotintheleastresemblethat。Well,probablyhehadgrownasplainanduninteresting——asshewasherself。ItwaswonderfulthattheAmericanyoungmancouldhaveseenanythinginher,butthen,nodoubthewentoninthesamekindofwaywithhalfthegirlshemet。

  ThusreflectedIsobel,andalittlewhilelaterpaidalastvisittothemuseum,whichinterestedhermorethananyplaceinMexico,perhapsbecauseitsexhibitsstrengthenedhertheoriesastocomparativereligion,andshookoffherfeetthedustofwhatherAmericanadmirerhadcalledthat“antiqueland。“ItwaswithapositivepangthatfromthedeckofthesteamshipoutsideVeraCruzshelookedherlastonthesnowsofthegloriouspeakofOrizaba,butsoonthesefadedawayintotheskylineandwiththemherlifeinMexico。

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