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  “Whynot?Itisaswelltofacethings。Lookatallthesemonumentsaboutus,andinscriptions,alotofthemtoyoungpeople,thoughnowitdoesn’tmatteriftheywereoldoryoung。Gone,everyoneofthemandquiteforgotten,thoughsomeweregreatfolkintheirtime。Goneutterlyandforalways,nothingleft,exceptperhapsdescendantsinalabourer’scottagehereandtherewhoneverevenheardofthem。“

  “Idon’tbelieveit,“hesaidalmostpassionately,Ibelievethattheyarelivingforeverandever,perhapsasyouandI,perhapselsewhere。“

  “IwishIcould,“sheanswered,smiling,“forthenmydreammighthavebeentrue,andyoumighthavebeenthatknightwhosebrassislost,“

  andshepointedtoanemptymatrixalongsidethatofthegreatPlantagenetlady。

  GodfreyglancedattheinscriptionwhichwasleftwhentheCromwellianstoreupthebrass。

  “Hewasherhusband,“hesaid,translating,“whodiedonthefieldofCrecyin1346。“

  “Oh!“exclaimedIsobel,andwassilent。

  MeanwhileGodfrey,quiteundisturbed,wasspellingouttheinscriptionbeneaththefigureoftheknight’swife,andremarkedpresently:

  “Sheseemstohavediedayearbeforehim。Yes,justaftermarriage,themonkishLatinsays,and——whatisit?Oh!Isee,’/insanguine/,’

  thatis,inblood,whateverthatmaymean。Perhapsshewasmurdered。I

  say,Isobel,Iwishyouwouldcopysomeoneelse’sdressforyourparty。“

  “Nonsense,“sheanswered。“Ithinkitsawfullyinteresting。Iwonderwhathappenedtoher。“

  “Idon’tknow。Ican’trememberanythingintheoldhistory,anditwouldbealmostimpossibletofindout。Therearenocoatsofarms,andwhatismore,nosurnameisgivenineitherinscription。Theonesays,’PrayforthesoulofEdmundus,Knight,husbandofPhillippa,andtheother,’PrayforthesoulofPhillippa,Dame,wifeofEdmundus。’Itlooksasthoughthesurnameshadbeenleftoutonpurpose,perhapsbecauseofsomequeerstoryaboutthepairwhichtheirrelationswishedtobeforgotten。“

  “ThenwhydotheysaythatonediedinbloodandtheotheronthefieldofCrecy?“

  Godfreyshookhisheadbecausehedidnotknow。Norindeedwasheeverabletofindout。Thatsecretwaslosthundredsofyearsago。Thentheconversationdiedawayandtheygottotheirwork。

  Atlengththerubbing,asitistermedtechnically,wasfinishedandthetwopreparedtodepartoutofthegloomofthegreatchurchwhichhadgatheredaboutthemastheeveningclosedin。Solitaryandsmalltheylookedinitsurroundedbyallthosemementoesofthedead,envelopedasitwereintheveryatmosphereofdeath。WhohasnotfeltthatatmospherestandingaloneatnightfallinoneofourancientEnglishchurchesthatembodyinbaptism,marriageandburialthehopes,thedesires,andthefearsofunnumberedgenerations?

  Forremember,thatinamajorityofinstances,longbeforetheCrossroseabovethesesites,theyhadbeenthesacredplacesoffaithafterfaith。Sun-worshippers,Nature-worshippers,Druids,votariesofJoveandVenus,servantsofOdin,ThorandFriga,earlyChristianswhowerehalfonethingandhalfanother,allhaveherebowedtheirbrowstoearthinadorationofGodastheyunderstoodHim,andinthesehallowedspotsliesmingledthedustofeveryoneofthem。

  SoGodfreyfeltinthathourandthesameinfluencesimpingeduponandaffectedeventhegirl’sbold,denyingsoul。Sheacknowledgedthemtoherself,andafterawoman’sway,turnedandalmostfiercelylaidtheblameuponhercompanion。

  “Youhaveinfectedmewithyoursillysuperstitions,“shesaid,stampingherfootastheyshutandlockedthedoorofthechurch。“I

  feelafraidofsomething,Idon’tknowwhat,andIwasneverafraidofanythingbefore。“

  “Whatsuperstitions?“heasked,apologetically。“Idon’tremembermentioningany。“

  “Thereisnoneedforyoutomentionthem,theyoozeoutofyou。AsthoughIcouldnotreadyourmind!There’snoneedforyoutotalktotellmewhatyouarethinkingof,death——andseparationswhichareasbad,andunknownthingstocome,andallsortsofhorrors。“

  “That’sodd,“heremarked,stillwithoutemotion,forhewasusedtotheseattacksfromIsobelwhich,asheknew,whenshewasupset,alwaysmeantanythingbutwhatshesaid,“forasamatteroffactI

  wasthinkingofaseparation。Iamgoingaway,Isobel,orrather,myfatherissendingmeaway。“

  Heturned,andpointingtothestormywesternskywherethedaydiedinsplendour,addedsimplyinthepoeticimagerythatsooftenspringstothelipsofyouth:

  “Theresetsoursun;atleastitisthelastweshalllookupontogetherforawholeyear。YougotoLondonto-morrow,don’tyou?

  BeforeyoucomebackIshallbegone。“

  “Gone!Why?Where?Oh!what’stheuseofasking?Iknewsomethingofthesortwascoming。Ifeltitinthathorribleoldchurch。Andafterall,whyshouldImind?Whatdoesitmatterifyougoawayforayearortenyears——exceptthatyouaretheonlyfriendIhave——especiallyasnodoubtyouaregladtogetoutofthisdreadfulhole?Don’tstandtherelookingatmelikeamoon-calf,whateverthatmaybe,buttellmewhatyoumean,orI’ll,I’ll——“andshestopped。

  Thenhetoldher——well,notquiteeverything,forheomittedhisfather’sdisparagingremarksaboutherself。

  Shelistenedinherintentfashion,andfilledinthegapswithoutdifficulty。

  “Isee,“shesaid。“YourfatherthinksthatIamcorruptingyouaboutreligion,asthoughanybodycouldcorruptyouwhenyouhavegotanideaintoyourstupidhead;atleast,onthosesubjects。Oh!Ihatehim,worseeventhanIdomyown,worsethanyoudoyourself。“

  Godfrey,thinkingaloud,begantoquotetheFourthCommandment。Shecuthimshort:

  “Honourmyfather!“shesaid。“Whyshouldwehonourourfathersunlesstheyareworthyofhonour?Whathavewetothankthemfor?“

  “Life,“suggestedGodfrey。

  “Why?YoubelievethatlifecomesfromGod,andsodoIinaway。Ifso,whathasafathertodowithitwhoisjustafatherandnomore?

  Withmothersperhapsitisdifferent,butyouseeIlovemymotherandhetreatsherlike——likeadog,orworse,“andhergreyeyesfilledwithtears。“However,itisyourfatherwearetalkingof,andthereisnocommandmenttellingmetohonour/him/。IsayIhatehimandhehatesme,andthat’swhyheissendingyouaway。Well,Ihopeyouwon’tfindanyonetocontaminateyouinSwitzerland。“

  “Oh!Isobel,Isobel,“hebrokeout,“don’tbesobitter,especiallyasitisofnouse。Besidesafterallyouhavegoteverythingthatagirlcanhave——moneyandpositionandlooks——“

  “Looks!“sheexclaimed,seizingonthelastword,“whenyouknowIamasuglyasatoad。“

  Hestaredather。

  “Idon’tknowit;Ithinkyoubeautiful。“

  “Waittillyouseesomeoneelseandyouwillchangeyourmind,“shesnapped,flushing。

  “Andyouaregoingtocomeout,“hewentonhastily。

  “Yes,atafancyballinthisPlantagenetlady’sdress,butIalmostwishIwas——togooutinstead——likeher。“

  “AndIdaresayyouwillsoonbemarried,“heblurted,losinghisheadforshebewilderedhim。

  “Married!Oh!youidiot。Doyouknowwhatmarriagemeans——toawoman?

  Married!Icanbearnomoreofthis。Goodbye,“andturningshewalked,orratherranintothedarkness,leavinghimamazedandalone。

  ThiswasthelasttimethatGodfreyspokewithIsobelforalongwhile。Nextmorninghereceivedanoteaddressedinherclearandpeculiarwriting,whichfromtheangularformationofthelettersandtheirregularity,atadistancelookednotunlikeasheetoffigures。

  Itwasshortandran:——

  DearOldGodfrey,——Don’tbevexedwithmebecauseIwassocrossthisevening。Somethinginthatoldchurchupsetme,andyouknowIhaveadreadfultemper。Ididn’tmeananythingIsaid。Idaresayitisagoodthingyoushouldgoawayandseetheworldinsteadofstickinginthishorridplace。LeaveyouraddresswithMotherParsons,andIwillwritetoyou;butmindyouanswermylettersorIshan’twriteanymore。Good-bye,oldboy。

  YouraffectionateIsobel。

  Whoisalwaysthinkingofyou。

  P。S——I’llgetthistotheAbbeywithyourmilk。Can’tleaveitmyself,aswearestartingfortownathalf-pastsevento-morrowmorningtocatchtheearlytrain。

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