第4章
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  “Idaresay,“shereplied,noddingherhead。“Thatisifyoumeanmakingclergymenworklikeotherpeople,insteadofspyingandgossipingandplayinggamesastheydoabouthere。“

  Godfreydidnotpursuetheargument,butremarkedimmorally:

  “It’sapityyoudon’tcometoourclass,forthenIcoulddoyourhistorypapersandyoucoulddomysums。“

  Shestarted,butallshesaidwas:

  “Thiswouldbeagoodplacetolearnhistory。NowImustbegoing。

  Don’tforgettogivethenote。IshallhavetosaythatIwaitedalongwhilebeforeIfoundanyone。Goodbye,Godfrey。“

  “Goodbye,Isobel,“heanswered,butshewasgone。

  “Ihopehediddreamthatitwashismotherwhokissedhim,“Isobelreflectedtoherself,fornowthefullenormityofherperformancecamehometoher。Youngasshewas,amerechildwithnoknowledgeofthegreatanimatingforcesoflifeandofthemysteriesbehindthem,shewonderedwhyshehaddonethisthing;whatitwasthatforcedhertodoit。Forsheknewwellthatsomethinghadforcedher,somethingoutsideofherself,assheunderstoodherself。Itwasasthoughanotherentitythatwasinherandyetnotherselfhadtakenpossessionofherandmadeheractasuninfluenced,sheneverwouldhaveacted。Thussheponderedinhercalmfashion,then,beingabletomakenothingofthebusiness,shruggedhershouldersandletitgoby。

  AfterallitmatterednothingsinceGodfreyhaddreamedthattheghostofhismotherhadvisitedhimandwouldnotsuspectherofbeingthatghost,andshewascertainthatneverwouldshedosuchathingagain。

  Thetroublewasthatshehaddoneitonceandthatthedeedsignifiedsomechangeinherwhichherchildishmindcouldnotunderstand。

  OnreachingtheHall,orrathershortlyafterwards,shesawherfatherwhowaswaitingforthecarriageinwhichtogotothestationtomeetsomeparticularlyimportantweek-endguest。HeaskedifshehadbroughtanyanswertohisnotetoMr。Knight,andshetoldhimthatshehadleftitintheschoolroom,asshecalledtherefectory,becausehewasout。

  “Ihopehewillgetit,“grumbledMr。Blake。“Oneofmyfriendswhoiscomingdownto-nightthinksheunderstandsarchitectureandIwanttheparsontoshowhimovertheAbbeyHouse。Indeedthat’swhyhehascome,foryouseeheisanAmericanwhothinksalotofsucholdthings。“

  “Well,itisbeautiful,isn’tit,Father?“shesaid。“EvenIfeltthatitwouldbeeasytolearninthatbigoldroomwitharooflikethatofachurch。“

  Anideastruckhim。

  “Wouldyouliketogotoschoolthere,Isobel?“

  “Ithinkso,Father,asImustgotoschoolsomewhereandIhatethosehorriblegovernesses。“

  “Well,“hereplied,“youcouldn’tthrowinkpotsattheholyKnight,asyoudidatMissHook。Lord!whatarageshewasin,“headdedwithachuckle。“Ihadtopayher£5foranewdress。ButitwasbettertodothatthantoriskaCountyCourtaction。“

  Thenthecarriagecameandhedeparted。

  TheupshotofitallwasthatIsobelbecameanotherofMr。Knight’spupils。WhenMr。Blakesuggestedthearrangementtohiswife,sheraisedcertainobjections,amongthemthatassociatingwiththeselittleladsmightmakeatomboyofthegirl,addingthatshehadbeentaughtwithchildrenofherownsex。Heretortedinhisroughmaritalfashion,thatifitmadesomethingdifferentofIsobeltowhatshe,themother,was,hewouldbeglad。Indeed,asusual,LadyJane’soppositionsettledthematter。

  NowforthenextfewyearsofIsobel’slifethereislittletobetold。Mr。Knightwasanablemanandagoodteacher,andbeingaclevergirlshelearnedagreatdealfromhim,especiallyinthewayofmathematics,forwhich,ashasbeensaid,shehadanaturalleaning。

  IndeedverysoonsheoutstrippedGodfreyandtheotherladsinthisandsundryotherbranchesofstudy,sittingatatablebyherselfonwhatoncehadbeenthedaisoftheoldhall。Intheintervalsoflessons,however,itwastheircustomtotakewalkstogetherandthenitwasthatshealwaysfoundherselfatthesideofGodfrey。Indeedtheybecameinseparable,atanyrateinmind。Astrangeandmostuncommonintimacyexistedbetweentheseyoungcreatures,almostmightithavebeencalledafriendshipofthespirit。Yet,andthiswasthecuriouspartofit,theyweredissimilarinalmosteverythingthatgoestomakeupahumanbeing。Eveninchildhoodtherewasscarcelyasubjectonwhichtheythoughtalike,scarcelyapointuponwhichtheywouldnotargue。

  Godfreywasfondofpoetry;itboredIsobel。Histendenciesweretowardsreligionthoughofaverydifferenttypefromthatpreachedandpractisedbyhisfather;herswereanti-religious。Infactshewouldhavebeeninclinedtoendorsethesayingofthatotherschoolgirlwhodefinedfaithas“theartofbelievingthosethingswhichweknowtobeuntrue,“whiletohimontheotherhandtheywereprofoundlytrue,thoughoftenenoughnotinthewaythattheyaregenerallyaccepted。Hadhepossessedanypowersofdefinitionatthatage,probablyhewouldhavedescribedouracceptedbeliefsasshadowsoftheTruth,distortedandfantasticallyshaped,likethosethrownbychangeful,raggedcloudsbehindwhichtheeternalsunisshining,shadowsthatvaryinlengthandcharacteraccordingtothehourandweatherofthemortalday。

  Isobelforherparttooklittleheedofshadows。Herclear,scientificstampofmindsearchedforascertainablefacts,andontheseshebuiltupherphilosophyoflifeandofthedeaththatendsit。Ofcourseallsuchcontradictionsmayoftenbefoundinasinglemindwhichbelievesatonetimeandrejectsatanotherandseestwo,ortwentysidesofeverythingwithapainfulandbewilderingclearness。

  Suchacharacterisapttoendinprofounddissatisfactionwiththeselffromwhichitcannotbefree。Muchmorethenwouldonehaveimaginedthatthesetwomusthavebeendissatisfiedwitheachotherandsoughttheopportunitiesofescapewhichwereopentothem。Butitwasnotsointheleast。Theyarguedandcontradicteduntiltheyhadnothingmoretosay,andthenlapsedintolongperiodsofwearybutgood-naturedsilence。Inasenseeachcompletedeachbytheadditionofitsopposite,asthedarknesscompletesthelight,thusmakingtheroundoftheperfectday。

  Asyetthisdeepaffectionandremarkableonenessshowednosignsoftheendtowhichobviouslyitwasdrifting。Thatkisswhichthegirlhadgiventotheboywaspuresisterly,oronemightalmostsay,motherly,andindeedthisqualityinspiredtheirrelationshipformuchlongerthanmighthavebeenexpected。Somuchwasthissothatnooneconnectedwiththemoneithersideeverhadtheslightestsuspicionthattheycaredforeachotherinanywayexceptasfriendsandfellowpupils。

  Sotheyearswentbytillthepairwereseventeen,youngmanandyoungwoman,thoughstillcalledboyandgirl。Theyweregood-lookingintheirrespectivewaysthoughyetunformed;tallandstraight,too,bothofthem,butsingularlydissimilarinappearanceaswellasinmind。Godfreywasdark,paleandthoughtful-faced。Isobelwasfair,vivacious,open-natured,amusing,andgiventosayingthefirstthingthatcametohertongue。Shehadfewreservations;herthoughtsmightbereadinherlargegreyeyesbeforetheywereheardfromherlips,whichgenerallywasnotlongafterwards。Alsoshewasveryable。Shereadandunderstoodthepapersandfollowedallthemovementsofthedaywithalivelyinterest,especiallyifthesehadtodowithnationalaffairsorwithwomenandtheirstatus。

  Business,too,camenaturallytoher,somuchsothatherfatherwouldconsultherabouthisundertakings,thatis,aboutthoseofthemwhichwereabsolutelyaboveboardandbeyondsuspicionofsharpdealing。Theothershewasfartoowisetobringwithinherken,knowingexactlywhathewouldhaveheardfromheruponthesubject。Andyetnotwithstandingallhiscareshesuspectedhim,byinstinct,notbyknowledge。Forhisparthewasproudofherandwouldlistenwithpleasurewhen,stillamerechild,sheengagedhisguestsboldlyinargument,forinstanceabishoporadeanontheology,orastatesmanoncurrentpolitics。Alreadyhehadformedgreatplansforherfuture;

  shewastomarryapeerwhotookanactivepartinthings,oratanyratealeadingpolitician,andtobecomeapowerintheland。Butofthis,too,wiselyhesaidnothingtoIsobel,forthetimehadnotyetcome。

  DuringtheseyearsthingshadprosperedexceedinglywithJohnBlakewhowasnowaveryrichmanwithshipsowned,orpartlyownedbyhimoneverysea。OnseveraloccasionshehadbeenaskedtostandforParliamentanddeclinedthehonour。Heknewhimselftobenospeaker,andwassurealsothathecouldnotattendbothtotheaffairsofthecountryandtothoseofhisever-spreadingbusiness。SohetookanothercourseandbegantosupporttheConservativeParty,whichheselectedasthesafest,bymeansoflargesubscriptions。

  Hedidmore,heboughtabaronetcy,foronlythuscanthetransactionbedescribed。WhenaGeneralElectionwasdrawingnear,oneeveningafterdinneratHawk’sHallhehadapurelybusinessconversationwithapoliticalWhipwho,perhapsnotwithoutmotive,hadbeencomplainingtohimofthedepletedstateofthePartyChest。

  “Well,“saidMr。Blake,“youknowthatmyprinciplesareyoursandthatIshouldliketohelpyour,orratherourcause。Moneyistightwithmejustnowandtheoutlookisverybadinmytrade,butI’mamanwhoalwaysbackshisfancy;inshort,would£15,000beofuse?“

  TheWhipintimatedthatitwouldbeofthegreatestuse。

  “Ofcourse,“continuedMr。Blake,“Ipresumethattheusualacknowledgmentwouldfollow?“

  “Whatacknowledgment?“askedtheWhipsippinghisportwearily,forsuchnegotiationswerenonewthingtohim。“Imean,howdoyouspellit?“

  “WithaP,“saidMr。Blakeboldly,actingonhisusualprincipleofaskingformorethanhehopedtoget。

  TheWhipcontemplatedhimthroughhiseyeglasswithamildandinterestedstare。

  “Outofthequestion,mydearfellow,“hesaid。“Thatboxisfullandlocked,andthere’salongoutsidelistwaitingaswell。PerhapsyoumeanwithaK。Youknowmoneyisn’teverything,assomeofyougentlemenseemtothink,andifitwere,youwouldhavesaidfiftyinsteadoffifteen。“

  “Kbedamned!“repliedMr。Blake。“I’mnotamayororanactor-

  manager。Let’ssayB,thatstandsforBeginningaswellasBaronet;

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