“`Icouldn’tclearout,“Jimbegan。`Theskipperdid——that’sallverywellforhim。Icouldn’t,andIwouldn’t。Theyallgotoutofitinonewayoranother,butitwouldn’tdoforme。“
`Ilistenedwithconcentratedattention,notdaringtostirinmychair;
Iwantedtoknow——andtothisdayIdon’tknow,Icanonlyguess。Hewouldbeconfidentanddepressedallinthesamebreath,asifsomeconvictionofinnateblamelessnesshadcheckedthetruthwrithingwithinhimateveryturn。Hebeganbysaying,inthetoneinwhichamanwouldadmithisinabilitytojumpatwenty-footwall,thathecouldnevergohomenow;andthisdeclarationrecalledtomymindwhatBrierlyhadsaid,that“theoldparsoninEssexseemedtofancyhissailorsonnotalittle。“
`Ican’ttellyouwhetherJimknewhewasespecially“fancied,“butthetoneofhisreferencesto“mydad“wascalculatedtogivemeanotionthatthegoodoldruraldeanwasaboutthefinestmanthateverhadbeenworriedbythecaresofalargefamilysincethebeginningoftheworld。
This,thoughneverstated,wasimpliedwithananxietythatthereshouldbenomistakeaboutit,whichwasreallyverytrueandcharming,butaddedapoignantsenseoflivesfarofftotheotherelementsofthestory。“Hehasseenitallinthehomepapersbythistime,“saidJim。“Itcanneverfacethepooroldchap。“IdidnotdaretoliftmyeyesatthistillI
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