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  “Wakeup,Demi,dear!Iwantyou。“

  “Why,I’vejustgonetobed;itcan’tbemorningyet;“andDemiblinkedlikealittleowlashewakedfromhisfirstsoundsleep。

  “It’sonlyten,butyourfatherisill,andwemustgotohim。OmylittleJohn!mypoorlittleJohn!“andAuntJolaidherheaddownonthepillowwithasobthatscaredsleepfromDemi’seyesandfilledhisheartwithfearandwonder;forhedimlyfeltwhyAuntJocalledhim“John,“

  andweptoverhimasifsomelosshadcomethatlefthimpoor。Heclungtoherwithoutaword,andinaminuteshewasquitesteadyagain,andsaid,withatenderkissasshesawhistroubledface,­

  “Wearegoingtosaygood-bytohim,mydarling,andthereisnotimetolose;sodressquicklyandcometomeinmyroom。ImustgotoDaisy。“

  “Yes,Iwill;“andwhenAuntJowasgone,littleDemigotupquietly,dressedasifinadream,andleavingTommyfastasleepwentawaythroughthesilenthouse,feelingthatsomethingnewandsorrowfulwasgoingtohappen­somethingthatsethimapartfromtheotherboysforatime,andmadetheworldseemasdarkandstillandstrangeasthosefamiliarroomsdidinthenight。AcarriagesentbyMr。Lauriestoodbeforethedoor。Daisywassoonready,andthebrotherandsisterheldeachotherbythehandallthewayintotown,astheydroveswiftlyandsilentlywithauntandunclethroughtheshadowyroadstosaygood-bytofather。

  NoneoftheboysbutFranzandEmilknewwhathadhappened,andwhentheycamedownnextmorning,greatwastheirwondermentanddiscomfort,forthehouseseemedforlornwithoutitsmasterandmistress。BreakfastwasadismalmealwithnocheeryMrs。Jobehindtheteapots;andwhenschool-timecame,FatherBhaer’splacewasempty。Theywanderedaboutinadisconsolatekindofwayforanhour,waitingfornewsandhopingitwouldbeallrightwithDemi’sfather,forgoodJohnBrookewasmuchbelovedbytheboys。

  Teno’clockcame,andnoonearrivedtorelievetheiranxiety。Theydidnotfeellikeplaying,yetthetimedraggedheavily,andtheysataboutlistlessandsober。Allatonce,Franzgotup,andsaid,inhispersuasiveway,­

  “Lookhere,boys!let’sgointoschoolanddoourlessonsjustasifUnclewashere。Itwillmakethedaygofaster,andwillpleasehim,I

  know。“

  “Butwhowillhearussaythem?“askedJack。

  “Iwill;Idon’tknowmuchmorethanyoudo,butI’mtheoldesthere,andI’lltrytofillUncle’splacetillhecomes,ifyoudon’tmind。“

  Somethinginthemodest,seriouswayFranzsaidthisimpressedtheboys,for,thoughthepoorlad’seyeswereredwithquietcryingforUncleJohninthatlongsadnight,therewasanewmanlinessabouthim,asifhehadalreadybeguntofeelthecaresandtroublesoflife,andtriedtotakethembravely。

  “Iwill,forone,“andEmilwenttohisseat,rememberingthatobediencetohissuperiorofficerisaseaman’sfirstduty。

  Theothersfollowed;Franztookhisuncle’sseat,andforanhourorderreigned。Lessonswerelearnedandsaid,andFranzmadeapatient,pleasantteacher,wiselyomittingsuchlessonsashewasnotequalto,andkeepingordermorebytheunconsciousdignitythatsorrowgavehimthanbyanywordsofhisown。Thelittleboyswerereadingwhenastepwasheardinthehall,andeveryonelookeduptoreadthenewsinMr。Bhaer’sfaceashecamein。ThekindfacetoldtheminstantlythatDemihadnofathernow,foritwaswornandpale,andfulloftendergrief,whichlefthimnowordswithwhichtoanswerRob,asherantohim,saying,reproachfully,­

  “Whatmadeyougoandleavemeinthenight,papa?“

  Thememoryoftheotherfatherwhohadlefthischildreninthenight,nevertoreturn,madeMr。Bhaerholdhisownboyclose,and,foraminute,hidehisfaceinRobby’scurlyhair。Emillaidhisheaddownonhisarms,Franz,wenttoputhishandonhisuncle’sshoulder,hisboyishfacepalewithsympathyandsorrow,andtheotherssatsostillthatthesoftrustleofthefallingleavesoutsidewasdistinctlyheard。

  Robdidnotclearlyunderstandwhathadhappened,buthehatedtoseepapaunhappy,soheliftedupthebenthead,andsaid,inhischirpylittlevoice,­

  “Don’tcry,meinVater!wewereallsogood,wedidourlessons,withoutyou,andFranzwasthemaster。“

  Mr。Bhaerlookedupthen,triedtosmile,andsaidinagratefultonethatmadetheladsfeellikesaints,“Ithankyouverymuch,myboys。Itwasabeautifulwaytohelpandcomfortme。Ishallnotforgetit,Iassureyou。“

  “Franzproposedit,andwasafirst-ratemaster,too,“saidNat;andtheothersgaveamurmurofassentmostgratifyingtotheyoungdominie。

  Mr。BhaerputRobdown,and,standingup,puthisarmroundhistallnephew’sshoulder,ashesaid,withalookofgenuinepleasure,­

  “Thismakesmyharddayeasier,andgivesmeconfidenceinyouall。

  Iamneededthereintown,andmustleaveyouforsomehours。Ithoughttogiveyouaholiday,orsendsomeofyouhome,butifyouliketostayandgoonasyouhavebegun,Ishallbegladandproudofmygoodboys。“

  “We’llstay;““We’drather;““Franzcanseetous;“criedseveral,delightedwiththeconfidenceshowninthem。

  “Isn’tMarmarcominghome?“askedRob,wistfully;forhomewithout“Marmar“

  wastheworldwithoutthesuntohim。

  “Weshallbothcometo-night;butdearAuntMegneedsMothermorethanyoudonow,andIknowyouliketolendherforalittlewhile。“

  “Well,Iwill;butTeddy’sbeencryingforher,andheslappedNursey,andwasdreadfulnaughty,“answeredRob,asifthenewsmightbringmotherhome。

  “Whereismylittleman?“askedMr。Bhaer。

  “Dantookhimout,tokeephimquiet。He’sallrightnow,“saidFranz,pointingtothewindow,throughwhichtheycouldseeDandrawingbabyinhislittlewagon,withthedogsfrolickingabouthim。

  “Iwon’tseehim,itwouldonlyupsethimagain;buttellDanIleaveTeddyinhiscare。YouolderboysItrusttomanageyourselvesforaday。

  Franzwilldirectyou,andSilasisheretooverseematters。Sogood-bytillto-night。“

  “JusttellmeawordaboutUncleJohn,“saidEmil,detainingMr。Bhaer,ashewasabouthurryingawayagain。

  “Hewasonlyillafewhours,anddiedashehaslived,socheerfully,sopeacefully,thatitseemsasintomarthebeautyofitwithanyviolentorselfishgrief。Wewereintimetosaygood-by:andDaisyandDemiwereinhisarmsashefellasleeponAuntMeg’sbreast。Nomorenow,Icannotbearit,“andMr。Bhaerwenthastilyawayquitebowedwithgrief,forinJohnBrookehehadlostbothfriendandbrother,andtherewasnoonelefttotakehisplace。

  Allthatdaythehousewasverystill;thesmallboysplayedquietlyinthenursery;theothers,feelingasifSundayhadcomeinthemiddleoftheweek,spentitinwalking,sittinginthewillow,oramongtheirpets,alltalkingmuchof“UncleJohn,“andfeelingthatsomethinggentle,just,andstrong,hadgoneoutoftheirlittleworld,leavingasenseoflossthatdeepenedeveryhour。Atdusk,Mr。andMrs。Bhaercamehomealone,forDemiandDaisyweretheirmother’sbestcomfortnow,andcouldnotleaveher。PoorMrs。Joseemedquitespent,andevidentlyneededthesamesortofcomfort,forherfirstwords,asshecameupthestairs,were,“Whereismybaby?“

  “HereIis,“answeredalittlevoice,asDanputTeddyintoherarms,adding,asshehuggedhimclose,“MyDannytookedtareofmeallday,andIwasdood。“

  Mrs。Joturnedtothankthefaithfulnurse,butDanwaswavingofftheboys,whohadgatheredinthehalltomeether,andwassaying,inalowvoice,“Keepback;shedon’twanttobebotheredwithusnow。“

  “No,don’tkeepback。Iwantyouall。Comeinandseeme,myboys。I’veneglectedyouallday,“andMrs。Joheldoutherhandstothemastheygatheredroundandescortedherintoherownroom,sayinglittle,butexpressingmuchbyaffectionatelooksandclumsylittleeffortstoshowtheirsorrowandsympathy。

  “Iamsotired,IwillliehereandcuddleTeddy,andyoushallbringmeinsometea,“shesaid,tryingtospeakcheerfullyfortheirsakes。

  Ageneralstampedeintothedining-roomfollowed,andthesupper-tablewouldhavebeenravagedifMr。Bhaerhadnotinterfered。Itwasagreedthatonesquadshouldcarryinthemother’stea,andanotherbringitout。

  Thefournearestanddearestclaimedthefirsthonor,soFranzboretheteapot,Emilthebread,Robthemilk,andTeddyinsistedoncarryingthesugarbasin,whichwaslighterbyseverallumpswhenitarrivedthanwhenitstarted。Somewomenmighthavefounditannoyingatsuchatimetohaveboyscreakinginandout,upsettingcupsandrattlingspoonsinviolenteffortstobequietandhelpful;butitsuitedMrs。Jo,becausejustthenherheartwasverytender;andrememberingthatmanyofherboyswerefatherlessormotherless,sheyearnedoverthem,andfoundcomfortintheirblunderingaffection。Itwasthesortoffoodthatdidhermoregoodthantheverythickbread-and-butterthattheygaveher,andtheroughCommodore’sbrokenwhisper,­

  “Bearup,Aunty,it’sahardblow;butwe’llweatheritsomehow;“cheeredhermorethanthesloppycuphebroughther,fullofteaasbitterasifsomesalttearofhisownhaddroppedintoitontheway。Whensupperwasover,aseconddeputationremovedthetray;andDansaid,holdingouthisarmsforsleepylittleTeddy,­

  “Letmeputhimtobed,you’resotired,Mother。“

  “Willyougowithhim,lovey?“askedMrs。Joofhersmalllordandmaster,wholayonherarmamongthesofa-pillows。

  “TorseIwill;“andhewasproudlycarriedoffbyhisfaithfulbearer。

  “IwishIcoulddosomething,“saidNat,withasigh,asFranzleanedoverthesofa,andsoftlystrokedAuntJo’shotforehead。

  “Youcan,dear。Goandgetyourviolin,andplaymethesweetlittleairsUncleTeddysentyoulast。Musicwillcomfortmebetterthananythingelseto-night。“

  Natflewforhisfiddle,and,sittingjustoutsideherdoor,playedashehadneverdonebefore,fornowhisheartwasinit,andseemedtomagnetizehisfingers。Theotherladssatquietlyuponthesteps,keepingwatchthatnonew-comershoulddisturbthehouse;Franzlingeredathispost;andso,soothed,served,andguardedbyherboys,poorMrs。Josleptatlast,andforgothersorrowforanhour。

  Twoquietdays,andonthethirdMr。Bhaercameinjustafterschool,withanoteinhishand,lookingbothmovedandpleased。

  “Iwanttoreadyousomething,boys,“hesaid;andastheystoodroundhimhereadthis:­

  “DEARBROTHERFRITZ,­Ihearthatyoudonotmeantobringyourflocktoday,thinkingthatImaynotlikeit。Pleasedo。ThesightofhisfriendswillhelpDemithroughthehardhour,andIwanttheboystohearwhatfathersaysofmyJohn。Itwilldothemgood,Iknow。Iftheywouldsingoneofthesweetoldhymnsyouhavetaughtthemsowell,Ishouldlikeitbetterthananyothermusic,andfeelthatitwasbeautifullysuitedtotheoccasion。Pleaseaskthem,withmylove。MEG。“

  “Willyougo?“andMr。Bhaerlookedatthelads,whoweregreatlytouchedbyMrs。Brooke’skindwordsandwishes。

  “Yes,“theyanswered,likeoneboy;andanhourlatertheywentawaywithFranztobeartheirpartinJohnBrooke’ssimplefuneral。

  Thelittlehouselookedasquiet,sunny,andhome-likeaswhenMegentereditasabride,tenyearsago,onlythenitwasearlysummer,androseblossomedeverywhere;nowitwasearlyautumn,anddeadleavesrustledsoftlydown,leavingthebranchesbare。Thebridewasawidownow;butthesamebeautifulserenityshoneinherface,andthesweetresignationofatrulypioussoulmadeherpresenceaconsolationtothosewhocametocomforther。

  “OMeg!howcanyoubearitso?“whisperedJo,asshemetthematthedoorwithasmileofwelcome,andnochangeinhergentlemanner,exceptmoregentleness。

  “DearJo,thelovethathasblestmefortenhappyyearssupportsmestill。Itcouldnotdie,andJohnismoremyownthanever,“whisperedMeg;andinhereyesthetendertrustwassobeautifulandbright,thatJobelievedher,andthankedGodfortheimmortalityoflovelikehers。

  Theywereallthere­fatherandmother,UncleTeddy,andAuntAmy,oldMr。Laurence,white-hairedandfeeblenow,Mr。andMrs。Bhaer,withtheirflock,andmanyfriends,cometodohonortothedead。OnewouldhavesaidthatmodestJohnBrooke,inhisbusy,quiet,humblelife,hadhadlittletimetomakefriends;butnowtheyseemedtostartupeverywhere,­oldandyoung,richandpoor,highandlow;forallunconsciouslyhisinfluencehadmadeitselfwidelyfelt,hisvirtueswereremembered,andhishiddencharitiesroseuptoblesshim。ThegroupabouthiscoffinwasafarmoreeloquenteulogythananyMr。Marchcouldutter。Thereweretherichmenwhomhehadservedfaithfullyforyears;thepooroldwomenwhomhecherishedwithhislittlestore,inmemoryofhismother;thewifetowhomhehadgivensuchhappinessthatdeathcouldnotmaritutterly;thebrothersandsistersinwhoseheartshehadmadeaplaceforever;thelittlesonanddaughter,whoalreadyfeltthelossofhisstrongarmandtendervoice;

  theyoungchildren,sobbingfortheirkindestplaymate,andthetalllads,watchingwithsoftenedfacesascenewhichtheynevercouldforget。Averysimpleservice,andveryshort;forthefatherlyvoicethathadfalteredinthemarriage-sacramentnowfailedentirelyasMr。Marchendeavoredtopayhistributeofreverenceandlovetothesonwhomhemosthonored。

  NothingbutthesoftcooofBabyJosy’svoiceup-stairsbrokethelonghushthatfollowedthelastAmen,till,atasignfromMr。Bhaer,thewell-trainedboyishvoicesbrokeoutinahymn,sofullofloftycheer,thatonebyonealljoinedinit,singingwithfullhearts,andfindingtheirtroubledspiritsliftedintopeaceonthewingsofthatbrave,sweetpsalm。

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