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  AndatthatMr。Besselreturnedwithredoubledearnestnesstotheroomwheretheseancewasgoingon,andsosoonashehadthrusthimselfwithinsightoftheplacehesawoneofthemenwhostoodaboutthemediumlookingathiswatchasifhemeantthattheseanceshouldpresentlyend。Atthatagreatnumberoftheshadowswhohadbeenstrivingturnedawaywithgesturesofdespair。ButthethoughtthattheseancewasalmostoveronlymadeMr。Besselthemoreearnest,andhestruggledsostoutlywithhiswillagainsttheothersthatpresentlyhegainedthewoman’sbrain。Itchancedthatjustatthatmomentitglowedverybrightly,andinthatinstantshewrotethemessagethatDoctorWilsonPagetpreserved。AndthentheothershadowsandthecloudofevilspiritsabouthimhadthrustMr。Besselawayfromher,andforalltherestoftheseancehecouldregainhernomore。

  Sohewentbackandwatchedthroughthelonghoursatthebottomoftheshaftwheretheevilspiritlayinthestolenbodyithadmaimed,writhingandcursing,andweepingandgroaning,andlearningthelessonofpain。Andtowardsdawnthethinghehadwaitedforhappened,thebrainglowedbrightlyandtheevilspiritcameout,andMr。Besselenteredthebodyhehadfearedheshouldneverenteragain。Ashedidso,thesilence——thebroodingsilence——ended;

  heheardthetumultoftrafficandthevoicesofpeopleoverhead,andthatstrangeworldthatistheshadowofourworld——thedarkandsilentshadowsofineffectualdesireandtheshadowsoflostmen——vanishedcleanaway。

  Helaythereforthespaceofaboutthreehoursbeforehewasfound。

  Andinspiteofthepainandsufferingofhiswounds,andofthedimdampplaceinwhichhelay;inspiteofthetears——wrungfromhimbyhisphysicaldistress——hisheartwasfullofgladnesstoknowthathewasneverthelessbackoncemoreinthekindlyworldofmen。

  “Youcan’tbeTOOcarefulWHOyoumarry,“saidMr。Brisher,andpulledthoughtfullywithafat-wristedhandatthelankmoustachethathideshiswantofchin。

  “That’swhy——“Iventured。

  “Yes,“saidMr。Brisher,withasolemnlightinhisbleary,blue-greyeyes,movinghisheadexpressivelyandbreathingalcoholINTIMATELY

  atme。“There’slotsas’ave’adatryatme——manyasIcouldnameinthistown——butnone’avedoneit——none。“

  Isurveyedtheflushedcountenance,theequatorialexpansion,themasterlycarelessnessofhisattire,andheavedasightothinkthatbyreasonoftheunworthinessofwomenhemustneedsbethelastofhisrace。

  “IwasasmartyoungchapwhenIwasyounger,“saidMr。Brisher。

  “I’admyworkcutout。ButIwasverycareful——very。AndIgotthrough……“

  Heleantoverthetaproomtableandthoughtvisiblyonthesubjectofmytrustworthiness。Iwasrelievedatlastbyhisconfidence。

  “Iwasengagedonce,“hesaidatlast,withareminiscenteyeontheshuv-a’pennyboard。

  “Sonearasthat?“

  Helookedatme。“Sonearasthat。Factis——“Helookedabouthim,broughthisfaceclosetomine,loweredhisvoice,andfencedoffanunsympatheticworldwithagrimyhand。“Ifsheain’tdeadormarriedtosomeoneelseoranything——I’mengagedstill。Now。“Heconfirmedthisstatementwithnodsandfacialcontortions。“STILL,“hesaid,endingthepantomime,andbrokeintoarecklesssmileatmysurprise。

  “ME!“

  “Runaway,“heexplainedfurther,withcoruscatingeyebrows。

  “Come’ome。

  “Thatain’tall。

  “You’d’ardlybelieveit,“hesaid,“butIfoundatreasure。Foundaregulartreasure。“

  Ifanciedthiswasirony,anddidnot,perhaps,greetitwithpropersurprise。“Yes,“hesaid,“Ifoundatreasure。Andcome’ome。ItellyouIcouldsurpriseyouwiththingsthathashappenedtome。“

  Andforsometimehewascontenttorepeatthathehadfoundatreasure——andleftit。

  Imadenovulgarclamourforastory,butIbecameattentivetoMr。

  Brisher’sbodilyneeds,andpresentlyIledhimbacktothedesertedlady。

  “Shewasanicegirl,“hesaid——alittlesadly,Ithought。“AND

  respectable。“

  Heraisedhiseyebrowsandtightenedhismouthtoexpressextremerespectability——beyondthelikesofuselderlymen。

  “Itwasalongwayfrom’ere。Essex,infact。NearColchester。

  ItwaswhenIwasupinLondon——inthebuildin’trade。Iwasasmartyoungchapthen,Icantellyou。Slim。’Adbestclo’es’sgoodasanybody。’At——SILK’at,mindyou。“Mr。Brisher’shandshotabovehisheadtowardstheinfinitetoindicateitsilkhatofthehighest。

  “Umbrella——niceumbrellawitha’orn’andle。Savin’s。VerycarefulIwas……“

  Hewaspensiveforalittlewhile,thinking,aswemustallcometothinksoonerorlater,ofthevanishedbrightnessofyouth。

  Butherefrained,asonemaydointaprooms,fromtheobviousmoral。

  “Igottoknow’erthroughachapwhatwasengagedto’ersister。

  ShewasstoppinginLondonforabitwithanauntthat’ada’aman’beefshop。Thisauntwasveryparticular——theywasallveryparticularpeople,all’erpeoplewas——andwouldn’tlet’ersistergooutwiththisfellerexcept’erothersister,MYgirlthatis,wentwiththem。So’ebroughtmeintoit,sortoftoeasethecrowding。

  WeusedtogowalksinBatterseaParkofaSundayafternoon。Meinmytopper,and’imin’is;andthegirl’s——well——stylish。Therewasn’tmanyinBatterseaPark’adthelarfofus。Shewasn’twhatyou’dcallpretty,butanicergirlInevermet。_I_liked’erfromthestart,and,well——thoughIsayitwhoshouldn’t——shelikedme。

  Youknow’owitis,Idessay?“

  IpretendedIdid。

  “Andwhenthischapmarried’ersister——’imandmewasgreatfriends——whatmust’edobutarstmedowntoColchester,closebywhereShelived。NaturallyIwasintrojucedto’erpeople,andwell,verysoon,herandmewasengaged。“

  Herepeated“engaged。“

  “Shelivedat’omewith’erfatherandmother,quitethelady,inaverynicelittle’ousewithagarden——andremarkablerespectablepeopletheywas。Richyoumightcall’ema’most。Theyownedtheirown’ouse——gotitoutoftheBuildingSociety,andcheapbecausethechapwhohaditbeforewasaburglarandinprison——andthey’adabitoffree’oldland,andsomecottagesandmoney’nvested——allniceandtight:theywaswhatyou’dcallsnugandwarm。Itellyou,IwasOn。Furnituretoo。Why!They’adapianner。Jane——’ernamewasJane——usedtoplayitSundays,andverynicesheplayedtoo。

  Therewasn’t’ardlya’imtooninthebooksheCOULDN’Tplay……

  “Many’stheevenin’we’vemetandsung’imsthere,meand’erandthefamily。

  “’Erfatherwasquitealeadin’maninchapel。Youshouldha’seenhimSundays,interruptin’theministerandgivin’out’ims。Hehadgoldspectacles,Iremember,andusedtolookover’ematyouwhilehesanghearty——hewasalwaysgreatonsinging’eartytotheLord——

  andwhenHEgotouto’toon’arfthepeoplewentafter’im——always。

  ’Ewasthatsortofman。Andtowalkbe’ind’imin’isniceblackclo’es——’is’atwasabrimmer——madeoneregularproudtobeengagedtosuchafather-in-law。AndwhenthesummercameIwentdownthereandstoppedafortnight。

  “Now,youknowtherewasasortofItch,“saidMr。Brisher。“Wewantedtomarry,meandJanedid,andgetthingssettled。But’EsaidI’adtogetaproperpositionfirst。ConsequentlytherewasaItch。

  Consequently,whenIwentdownthere,IwasanxioustoshowthatIwasagoodusefulsortofchaplike。ShowIcoulddoprettynearlyeverythinglike。See?“

  Imadeasympatheticnoise。

  “Anddownatthebottomoftheirgardenwasabitofwildpartlike。

  SoIsaysto’im,’Whydon’tyou’avearockery’ere?’Isays。

  ’It’udlooknice。’

  “’Toomuchexpense,’hesays。

  “’Notapenny,’saysI。’I’madabatrockeries。Lemmemakeyouone。’

  Yousee,I’d’elpedmybrothermakearockeryinthebeergardenbe’ind’istap,soIknew’owtodoittorights。’Lemmemakeyouone,’Isays。’It’s’olidays,butI’mthatsortofchap,I’atedoingnothing,’Isays。’I’llmakeyouonetorights。’Andthelongandtheshortofitwas,hesaidImight。

  “Andthat’s’owIcomeonthetreasure。“

  “Whattreasure?“Iasked。

  “Why!“saidMr。Brisher,“thetreasureI’mtellingyouabout,what’sthereasonwhyInevermarried。“

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