第30章
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  Heturnedhismindtolocomotioninthisnewbodyinwhichhefoundhimself。Foratimehewasunabletoshifthimselffromhisattachmenttohisearthlycarcass。Foratimethisnewstrangecloudbodyofhissimplyswayed,contracted,expanded,coiled,andwrithedwithhiseffortstofreehimself,andthenquitesuddenlythelinkthatboundhimsnapped。Foramomenteverythingwashiddenbywhatappearedtobewhirlingspheresofdarkvapour,andthenthroughamomentarygaphesawhisdroopingbodycollapselimply,sawhislifelessheaddropsideways,andfoundhewasdrivingalonglikeahugecloudinastrangeplaceofshadowycloudsthathadtheluminousintricacyofLondonspreadlikeamodelbelow。

  Butnowhewasawarethatthefluctuatingvapourabouthimwassomethingmorethanvapour,andthetemerariousexcitementofhisfirstessaywasshotwithfear。Forheperceived,atfirstindistinctly,andthensuddenlyveryclearly,thathewassurroundedbyFACES!

  thateachrollandcoiloftheseemingcloud-stuffwasaface。

  Andsuchfaces!Facesofthinshadow,facesofgaseoustenuity。

  Faceslikethosefacesthatglarewithintolerablestrangenessuponthesleeperintheevilhoursofhisdreams。Evil,greedyeyesthatwerefullofacovetouscuriosity,faceswithknitbrowsandsnarling,smilinglips;theirvaguehandsclutchedatMr。Besselashepassed,andtherestoftheirbodieswasbutanelusivestreakoftrailingdarkness。Neverawordtheysaid,neverasoundfromthemouthsthatseemedtogibber。Allabouthimtheypressedinthatdreamysilence,passingfreelythroughthedimmistinessthatwashisbody,gatheringevermorenumerouslyabouthim。AndtheshadowyMr。Bessel,nowsuddenlyfear-stricken,drovethroughthesilent,activemultitudeofeyesandclutchinghands。

  Soinhumanwerethesefaces,somalignanttheirstaringeyes,andshadowy,clawinggestures,thatitdidnotoccurtoMr。Besseltoattemptintercoursewiththesedriftingcreatures。Idiotphantoms,theyseemed,childrenofvaindesire,beingsunbornandforbiddentheboonofbeing,whoseonlyexpressionsandgesturestoldoftheenvyandcravingforlifethatwastheironelinkwithexistence。

  Itsaysmuchforhisresolutionthat,amidsttheswarmingcloudofthesenoiselessspiritsofevil,hecouldstillthinkofMr。Vincey。

  Hemadeaviolenteffortofwillandfoundhimself,heknewnothow,stoopingtowardsStapleInn,sawVinceysittingattentiveandalertinhisarm-chairbythefire。

  Andclusteringalsoabouthim,astheyclusteredeveraboutallthatlivesandbreathes,wasanothermultitudeofthesevainvoicelessshadows,longing,desiring,seekingsomeloopholeintolife。

  ForaspaceMr。Besselsoughtineffectuallytoattracthisfriend’sattention。Hetriedtogetinfrontofhiseyes,tomovetheobjectsinhisroom,totouchhim。ButMr。Vinceyremainedunaffected,ignorantofthebeingthatwassoclosetohisown。ThestrangesomethingthatMr。Besselhascomparedtoasheetofglassseparatedthemimpermeably。

  AndatlastMr。Besseldidadesperatething。Ihavetoldhowthatinsomestrangewayhecouldseenotonlytheoutsideofamanasweseehim,butwithin。Heextendedhisshadowyhandandthrusthisvagueblackfingers,asitseemed,throughtheheedlessbrain。

  Then,suddenly,Mr。Vinceystartedlikeamanwhorecallshisattentionfromwanderingthoughts,anditseemedtoMr。Besselthatalittledark-redbodysituatedinthemiddleofMr。Vincey’sbrainswelledandglowedashedidso。Sincethatexperiencehehasbeenshownanatomicalfiguresofthebrain,andheknowsnowthatthisisthatuselessstructure,asdoctorscallit,thepinealeye。For,strangeasitwillseemtomany,wehave,deepinourbrains——whereitcannotpossiblyseeanyearthlylight——aneye!Atthetimethis,withtherestoftheinternalanatomyofthebrain,wasquitenewtohim。Atthesightofitschangedappearance,however,hethrustforthhisfinger,and,ratherfearfulstilloftheconsequences,touchedthislittlespot。AndinstantlyMr。Vinceystarted,andMr。Besselknewthathewasseen。

  AndatthatinstantitcametoMr。Besselthatevilhadhappenedtohisbody,andbehold!agreatwindblewthroughallthatworldofshadowsandtorehimaway。SostrongwasthispersuasionthathethoughtnomoreofMr。Vincey,butturnedaboutforthwith,andallthecountlessfacesdrovebackwithhimlikeleavesbeforeagale。

  Buthereturnedtoolate。Inaninstanthesawthebodythathehadleftinertandcollapsed——lying,indeed,likethebodyofamanjustdead——hadarisen,hadarisenbyvirtueofsomestrengthandwillbeyondhisown。Itstoodwithstaringeyes,stretchingitslimbsindubiousfashion。

  Foramomenthewatcheditinwilddismay,andthenhestoopedtowardsit。Butthepaneofglasshadclosedagainsthimagain,andhewasfoiled。Hebeathimselfpassionatelyagainstthis,andallabouthimthespiritsofevilgrinnedandpointedandmocked。

  Hegavewaytofuriousanger。Hecompareshimselftoabirdthathasflutteredheedlesslyintoaroomandisbeatingatthewindow-

  panethatholdsitbackfromfreedom。

  Andbehold!thelittlebodythathadoncebeenhiswasnowdancingwithdelight。Hesawitshouting,thoughhecouldnothearitsshouts;

  hesawtheviolenceofitsmovementsgrow。Hewatcheditflinghischerishedfurnitureaboutinthemaddelightofexistence,rendhisbooksapart,smashbottles,drinkheedlesslyfromthejaggedfragments,leapandsmiteinapassionateacceptanceofliving。

  Hewatchedtheseactionsinparalysedastonishment。Thenoncemorehehurledhimselfagainsttheimpassablebarrier,andthenwithallthatcrewofmockingghostsabouthim,hurriedbackindireconfusiontoVinceytotellhimoftheoutragethathadcomeuponhim。

  ButthebrainofVinceywasnowclosedagainstapparitions,andthedisembodiedMr。BesselpursuedhiminvainashehurriedoutintoHolborntocallacab。Foiledandterror-stricken,Mr。Besselsweptbackagain,tofindhisdesecratedbodywhoopinginagloriousfrenzydowntheBurlingtonArcade……

  AndnowtheattentivereaderbeginstounderstandMr。Bessel’sinterpretationofthefirstpartofthisstrangestory。ThebeingwhosefranticrushthroughLondonhadinflictedsomuchinjuryanddisasterhadindeedMr。Bessel’sbody,butitwasnotMr。Bessel。

  Itwasanevilspiritoutofthatstrangeworldbeyondexistence,intowhichMr。Besselhadsorashlyventured。Fortwentyhoursitheldpossessionofhim,andforallthosetwentyhoursthedispossessedspirit-bodyofMr。Besselwasgoingtoandfrointhatunheard-ofmiddleworldofshadowsseekinghelpinvain。HespentmanyhoursbeatingatthemindsofMr。VinceyandofhisfriendMr。Hart。

  Each,asweknow,herousedbyhisefforts。Butthelanguagethatmightconveyhissituationtothesehelpersacrossthegulfhedidnotknow;hisfeeblefingersgropedvainlyandpowerlesslyintheirbrains。Once,indeed,aswehavealreadytold,hewasabletoturnMr。Vinceyasidefromhispathsothatheencounteredthestolenbodyinitscareer,buthecouldnotmakehimunderstandthethingthathadhappened:hewasunabletodrawanyhelpfromthatencounter……

  AllthroughthosehoursthepersuasionwasoverwhelminginMr。Bessel’smindthatpresentlyhisbodywouldbekilledbyitsfurioustenant,andhewouldhavetoremaininthisshadow-landforevermore。

  Sothatthoselonghourswereagrowingagonyoffear。Andeverashehurriedtoandfroinhisineffectualexcitement,innumerablespiritsofthatworldabouthimmobbedhimandconfusedhismind。

  Andeveranenviousapplaudingmultitudepouredaftertheirsuccessfulfellowashewentuponhisgloriouscareer。

  Forthat,itwouldseem,mustbethelifeofthesebodilessthingsofthisworldthatistheshadowofourworld。Evertheywatch,covetingawayintoamortalbody,inorderthattheymaydescend,asfuriesandfrenzies,asviolentlustsandmad,strangeimpulses,rejoicinginthebodytheyhavewon。ForMr。Besselwasnottheonlyhumansoulinthatplace。Witnessthefactthathemetfirstone,andafterwardsseveralshadowsofmen,menlikehimself,itseemed,whohadlosttheirbodiesevenitmaybeashehadlosthis,andwandered,despairingly,inthatlostworldthatisneitherlifenordeath。Theycouldnotspeakbecausethatworldissilent,yetheknewthemformenbecauseoftheirdimhumanbodies,andbecauseofthesadnessoftheirfaces。

  Buthowtheyhadcomeintothatworldhecouldnottell,norwherethebodiestheyhadlostmightbe,whethertheystillravedabouttheearth,orwhethertheywereclosedforeverindeathagainstreturn。ThattheywerethespiritsofthedeadneitherhenorI

  believe。ButDoctorWilsonPagetthinkstheyaretherationalsoulsofmenwhoarelostinmadnessontheearth。

  AtlastMr。Besselchanceduponaplacewherealittlecrowdofsuchdisembodiedsilentcreatureswasgathered,andthrustingthroughthemhesawbelowabrightly-litroom,andfourorfivequietgentlemenandawoman,astoutishwomandressedinblackbombazineandsittingawkwardlyinachairwithherheadthrownback。HeknewherfromherportraitstobeMrs。Bullock,themedium。AndheperceivedthattractsandstructuresinherbrainglowedandstirredashehadseenthepinealeyeinthebrainofMr。Vinceyglow。Thelightwasveryfitful;sometimesitwasabroadillumination,andsometimesmerelyafainttwilightspot,anditshiftedslowlyaboutherbrain。

  Shekeptontalkingandwritingwithonehand。AndMr。Besselsawthatthecrowdingshadowsofmenabouthim,andagreatmultitudeoftheshadowspiritsofthatshadowland,wereallstrivingandthrustingtotouchthelightedregionsofherbrain。Asonegainedherbrainoranotherwasthrustaway,hervoiceandthewritingofherhandchanged。Sothatwhatshesaidwasdisorderlyandconfusedforthemostpart;nowafragmentofonesoul’smessage,andnowafragmentofanother’s,andnowshebabbledtheinsanefanciesofthespiritsofvaindesire。ThenMr。Besselunderstoodthatshespokeforthespiritthathadtouchofher,andhebegantostruggleveryfuriouslytowardsher。Buthewasontheoutsideofthecrowdandatthattimehecouldnotreachher,andatlast,growinganxious,hewentawaytofindwhathadhappenedmeanwhiletohisbody。Foralongtimehewenttoandfroseekingitinvainandfearingthatitmusthavebeenkilled,andthenhefounditatthebottomoftheshaftinBakerStreet,writhingfuriouslyandcursingwithpain。Itslegandanarmandtworibshadbeenbrokenbyitsfall。Moreover,theevilspiritwasangrybecausehistimehadbeensoshortandbecauseofthepainmakingviolentmovementsandcastinghisbodyabout。

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