第29章
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  Mr。Vincey’sperplexities,towhichthefeverofhisbruiseaddedfreshirritation,becameatlastintolerable,and,afterafruitlessvisittotheAlbany,hewentdowntoSt。Paul’sChurchyardtoMr。Hart,Mr。Bessel’spartner,and,sofarasMr。Vinceyknew,hisnearestfriend。

  HewassurprisedtolearnthatMr。Hart,althoughheknewnothingoftheoutbreak,hadalsobeendisturbedbyavision,theveryvisionthatMr。Vinceyhadseen——Mr。Bessel,whiteanddishevelled,pleadingearnestlybyhisgesturesforhelp。Thatwashisimpressionoftheimportofhissigns。“IwasjustgoingtolookhimupintheAlbanywhenyouarrived,“saidMr。Hart。“Iwassosureofsomethingbeingwrongwithhim。“

  AstheoutcomeoftheirconsultationthetwogentlemendecidedtoinquireatScotlandYardfornewsoftheirmissingfriend。

  “Heisboundtobelaidbytheheels,“saidMr。Hart。“Hecan’tgoonatthatpaceforlong。“ButthepoliceauthoritieshadnotlaidMr。Besselbytheheels。TheyconfirmedMr。Vincey’sovernightexperiencesandaddedfreshcircumstances,someofanevengravercharacterthanthoseheknew——alistofsmashedglassalongtheupperhalfofTottenhamCourtRoad,anattackuponapolicemaninHampsteadRoad,andanatrociousassaultuponawoman。Alltheseoutrageswerecommittedbetweenhalf-pasttwelveandaquartertotwointhemorning,andbetweenthosehours——and,indeed,fromtheverymomentofMr。

  Bessel’sfirstrushfromhisroomsathalf-pastnineintheevening——

  theycouldtracethedeepeningviolenceofhisfantasticcareer。Forthelasthour,atleastfrombeforeone,thatis,untilaquartertotwo,hehadrunamuckthroughLondon,eludingwithamazingagilityeveryefforttostoporcapturehim。

  Butafteraquartertotwohehadvanished。Uptothathourwitnessesweremultitudinous。Dozensofpeoplehadseenhim,fledfromhimorpursuedhim,andthenthingssuddenlycametoanend。AtaquartertotwohehadbeenseenrunningdowntheEustonRoadtowardsBakerStreet,flourishingacanofburningcolzaoilandjerkingsplashesofflametherefromatthewindowsofthehouseshepassed。ButnoneofthepolicemenonEustonRoadbeyondtheWaxworkExhibition,noranyofthoseinthesidestreetsdownwhichhemusthavepassedhadhelefttheEustonRoad,hadseenanythingofhim。Abruptlyhedisappeared。Nothingofhissubsequentdoingscametolightinspiteofthekeenestinquiry。

  HerewasafreshastonishmentforMr。Vincey。HehadfoundconsiderablecomfortinMr。Hart’sconviction:“Heisboundtobelaidbytheheelsbeforelong,“andinthatassurancehehadbeenabletosuspendhismentalperplexities。Butanyfreshdevelopmentseemeddestinedtoaddnewimpossibilitiestoapilealreadyheapedbeyondthepowersofhisacceptance。Hefoundhimselfdoubtingwhetherhismemorymightnothaveplayedhimsomegrotesquetrick,debatingwhetheranyofthesethingscouldpossiblyhavehappened;andintheafternoonhehuntedupMr。Hartagaintosharetheintolerableweightonhismind。

  HefoundMr。Hartengagedwithawell-knownprivatedetective,butasthatgentlemanaccomplishednothinginthiscase,weneednotenlargeuponhisproceedings。

  AllthatdayMr。Bessel’swhereaboutseludedanunceasinglyactiveinquiry,andallthatnight。AndallthatdaytherewasapersuasioninthebackofVincey’smindthatMr。Besselsoughthisattention,andallthroughthenightMr。Besselwithatear-stainedfaceofanguishpursuedhimthroughhisdreams。AndwheneverhesawMr。Besselinhisdreamshealsosawanumberofotherfaces,vaguebutmalignant,thatseemedtobepursuingMr。Bessel。

  Itwasonthefollowingday,Sunday,thatMr。VinceyrecalledcertainremarkablestoriesofMrs。Bullock,themedium,whowasthenattractingattentionforthefirsttimeinLondon。Hedeterminedtoconsulther。

  Shewasstayingatthehouseofthatwell-knowninquirer,Dr。WilsonPaget,andMr。Vincey,althoughhehadnevermetthatgentlemanbefore,repairedtohimforthwithwiththeintentionofinvokingherhelp。

  ButscarcelyhadhementionedthenameofBesselwhenDoctorPagetinterruptedhim。“Lastnight——justattheend,“hesaid,“wehadacommunication。“

  Helefttheroom,andreturnedwithaslateonwhichwerecertainwordswritteninahandwriting,shakyindeed,butindisputablythehandwritingofMr。Bessel!

  “Howdidyougetthis?“saidMr。Vincey。“Doyoumean——?“

  “Wegotitlastnight,“saidDoctorPaget。WithnumerousinterruptionsfromMr。Vincey,heproceededtoexplainhowthewritinghadbeenobtained。Itappearsthatinherseances,Mrs。Bullockpassesintoaconditionoftrance,hereyesrollingupinastrangewayunderhereyelids,andherbodybecomingrigid。Shethenbeginstotalkveryrapidly,usuallyinvoicesotherthanherown。Atthesametimeoneorbothofherhandsmaybecomeactive,andifslatesandpencilsareprovidedtheywillthenwritemessagessimultaneouslywithandquiteindependentlyoftheflowofwordsfromhermouth。BymanysheisconsideredanevenmoreremarkablemediumthanthecelebratedMrs。Piper。Itwasoneofthesemessages,theonewrittenbyherlefthand,thatMr。Vinceynowhadbeforehim。Itconsistedofeightwordswrittendisconnectedly:“GeorgeBessel……trialexcavn……

  BakerStreet……help……starvation。“Curiouslyenough,neitherDoctorPagetnorthetwootherinquirerswhowerepresenthadheardofthedisappearanceofMr。Bessel——thenewsofitappearedonlyintheeveningpapersofSaturday——andtheyhadputthemessageasidewithmanyothersofavagueandenigmaticalsortthatMrs。Bullockhasfromtimetotimedelivered。

  WhenDoctorPagetheardMr。Vincey’sstory,hegavehimselfatoncewithgreatenergytothepursuitofthiscluetothediscoveryofMr。Bessel。ItwouldservenousefulpurposeheretodescribetheinquiriesofMr。Vinceyandhimself;sufficeitthatthecluewasagenuineone,andthatMr。Besselwasactuallydiscoveredbyitsaid。

  HewasfoundatthebottomofadetachedshaftwhichhadbeensunkandabandonedatthecommencementoftheworkforthenewelectricrailwaynearBakerStreetStation。Hisarmandlegandtworibswerebroken。Theshaftisprotectedbyahoardingnearly20feethigh,andoverthis,incredibleasitseems,Mr。Bessel,astout,middle-agedgentleman,musthavescrambledinordertofalldowntheshaft。

  Hewassaturatedincolzaoil,andthesmashedtinlaybesidehim,butluckilytheflamehadbeenextinguishedbyhisfall。Andhismadnesshadpassedfromhimaltogether。Buthewas,ofcourse,terriblyenfeebled,andatthesightofhisrescuershegavewaytohystericalweeping。

  Inviewofthedeplorablestateofhisflat,hewastakentothehouseofDr。HattoninUpperBakerStreet。Herehewassubjectedtoasedativetreatment,andanythingthatmightrecalltheviolentcrisisthroughwhichhehadpassedwascarefullyavoided。Butontheseconddayhevolunteeredastatement。

  SincethatoccasionMr。Besselhasseveraltimesrepeatedthisstatement——tomyselfamongotherpeople——varyingthedetailsasthenarratorofrealexperiencesalwaysdoes,butneverbyanychancecontradictinghimselfinanyparticular。Andthestatementhemakesisinsubstanceasfollows。

  InordertounderstanditclearlyitisnecessarytogobacktohisexperimentswithMr。Vinceybeforehisremarkableattack。Mr。Bessel’sfirstattemptsatself-projection,inhisexperimentswithMr。Vincey,were,asthereaderwillremember,unsuccessful。Butthroughallofthemhewasconcentratingallhispowerandwillupongettingoutofthebody——“willingitwithallmymight,“hesays。Atlast,almostagainstexpectation,camesuccess。AndMr。Besselassertsthathe,beingalive,didactually,byaneffortofwill,leavehisbodyandpassintosomeplaceorstateoutsidethisworld。

  Thereleasewas,heasserts,instantaneous。“AtonemomentIwasseatedinmychair,withmyeyestightlyshut,myhandsgrippingthearmsofthechair,doingallIcouldtoconcentratemymindonVincey,andthenIperceivedmyselfoutsidemybody——sawmybodynearme,butcertainlynotcontainingme,withthehandsrelaxingandtheheaddroopingforwardonthebreast。“

  Nothingshakeshiminhisassuranceofthatrelease。Hedescribesinaquiet,matter-of-factwaythenewsensationheexperienced。

  Hefelthehadbecomeimpalpable——somuchhehadexpected,buthehadnotexpectedtofindhimselfenormouslylarge。So,however,itwouldseemhebecame。“Iwasagreatcloud——ifImayexpressitthatway——anchoredtomybody。Itappearedtome,atfirst,asifIhaddiscoveredagreaterselfofwhichtheconsciousbeinginmybrainwasonlyalittlepart。IsawtheAlbanyandPiccadillyandRegentStreetandalltheroomsandplacesinthehouses,veryminuteandverybrightanddistinct,spreadoutbelowmelikealittlecityseenfromaballoon。Everynowandthenvagueshapeslikedriftingwreathsofsmokemadethevisionalittleindistinct,butatfirstIpaidlittleheedtothem。Thethingthatastonishedmemost,andwhichastonishesmestill,isthatIsawquitedistinctlytheinsidesofthehousesaswellasthestreets,sawlittlepeoplediningandtalkingintheprivatehouses,menandwomendining,playingbilliards,anddrinkinginrestaurantsandhotels,andseveralplacesofentertainmentcrammedwithpeople。Itwaslikewatchingtheaffairsofaglasshive。“

  SuchwereMr。Bessel’sexactwordsasItookthemdownwhenhetoldmethestory。QuiteforgetfulofMr。Vincey,heremainedforaspaceobservingthesethings。Impelledbycuriosity,hesays,hestoopeddown,and,withtheshadowyarmhefoundhimselfpossessedof,attemptedtotouchamanwalkingalongVigoStreet。Buthecouldnotdoso,thoughhisfingerseemedtopassthroughtheman。Somethingpreventedhisdoingthis,butwhatitwashefindsithardtodescribe。

  Hecomparestheobstacletoasheetofglass。

  “Ifeltasakittenmayfeel,“hesaid,“whenitgoesforthefirsttimetopatitsreflectioninamirror。“Againandagain,ontheoccasionwhenIheardhimtellthisstory,Mr。Besselreturnedtothatcomparisonofthesheetofglass。Yetitwasnotaltogetheraprecisecomparison,because,asthereaderwillspeedilysee,therewereinterruptionsofthisgenerallyimpermeableresistance,meansofgettingthroughthebarriertothematerialworldagain。But,naturally,thereisaverygreatdifficultyinexpressingtheseunprecedentedimpressionsinthelanguageofeverydayexperience。

  Athingthatimpressedhiminstantly,andwhichweigheduponhimthroughoutallthisexperience,wasthestillnessofthisplace——hewasinaworldwithoutsound。

  AtfirstMr。Bessel’smentalstatewasanunemotionalwonder。

  Histhoughtchieflyconcerneditselfwithwherehemightbe。Hewasoutofthebody——outofhismaterialbody,atanyrate——butthatwasnotall。Hebelieves,andIforonebelievealso,thathewassomewhereoutofspace,asweunderstandit,altogether。Byastrenuouseffortofwillhehadpassedoutofhisbodyintoaworldbeyondthisworld,aworldundreamtof,yetlyingsoclosetoitandsostrangelysituatedwithregardtoitthatallthingsonthisearthareclearlyvisiblebothfromwithoutandfromwithininthisotherworldaboutus。Foralongtime,asitseemedtohim,thisrealisationoccupiedhismindtotheexclusionofallothermatters,andthenherecalledtheengagementwithMr。Vincey,towhichthisastonishingexperiencewas,afterall,butaprelude。

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