AttheEnglishcathedraltheeffectisdeepenedbytheepitaphsofthosewhoseliveswerepassedinthejointserviceofEnglandandherloyalchild;andourtravellers,whatevertheirwantofsympathywiththesentiment,hadtoowntoacertainbeautyinthatattitudeofproudreverence。Here,atleast,wasapeoplenotcutofffromitspast,butholding,unbrokeninlifeanddeath,thetieswhichexistforusonlyinhistory。Itgaveaglamourofoldentimetothenewland;ittouchedtheprosaicdemocraticpresentwiththewaningpoeticlightofthearistocraticandmonarchicaltradition。Therewashereandthereatitleonthetablets,andtherewaseverywheretheformallanguageofloyaltyandofvenerationforthingswehavetumbledintothedust。Itisabeautifulchurch,ofadmirableEnglishGothic;ifyouaresohappy,youarerathercurtlytoldyoumayenterbyaburlyEnglishfigureinsomekindofsombreecclesiasticaldrapery,andwithinitsquietprecinctsyoumayfeelyourselfinEnglandifyoulike,——which,formypart,Idonot。
NeitherdidourfriendsenjoyitsomuchastheChurchoftheJesuits,withitsmorethantolerablepainting,itscoldlyfrescoedceiling,itsarchitecturaltasteofsubduedRenaissance,anditsblack-eyedpeasant-
girltellingherbeadsbeforeasidealtar,justasintheenviablydeplorablecountrieswealllove;norsomuchevenastheIrishcathedralwhichtheynextvisited。Thatisaverygorgeouscathedralindeed,paintedandgilded’amerveille’,andeverywherestuckaboutwithbigandlittlesaintsandcrucifixes,andpicturesincrediblybad——butforthoseintheFrenchcathedral。Thereis,ofcourse,aseriesrepresentingChrist’sprogresstoCalvary;andtherewasaverytatteredoldman,——
anoldmanwhosevoicehadbeenlongagodrownedinwhiskey,andwhonowspokeinaghostlywhisper,——who,whenhesawBasil’seyefallupontheseries,madehimgotheroundofthem,andtediouslyexplainedthem。
“Whydidyouletthatoldwretchboreyou,andthenpayhimforit?“
Isabelasked。
“O,itremindedmesosweetlyoftheswindlesofotherlandsanddays,thatIcouldn’thelpit,“heanswered;andstraightwayintheeyesofboththatpoor,whiskeyfied,IrishtatterdemalionstoodtransfiguredtothegloriouslikenessofanItalianbeggar。
Theywerealwaysdoingsomethingofthiskind,thoseabsurdlysentimentalpeople,whomyetIcannotfinditinmyhearttoblamefortheirfolly,thoughIcouldnameeversomanyreasonsforrebukingit。Why,infact,shouldwewishtofindAmericalikeEurope?Aretheruinsandimposturesandmiseriesandsuperstitionswhichbesetthetravellerabroadsoprecious,thatheshoulddesiretoimaginethemateverystepinhisownhemisphere?Orhavewethenofourownnoeffectiveshapesofignoranceandwantandincredibility,thatwemustforeverseekanaliencontrasttoournativeintelligenceandcomfort?Somesuchquestionsthisguiltycoupleputtoeachother,andthendroveofftovisittheconventoftheGrayNunswithajoyfulexpectationwhichIsupposetheprospectofthefinestpublic-schoolexhibitioninBostoncouldneverhaveinspired。
But,indeed,sincetheremustbeGrayNuns,isitnotwellthattherearesentimentaliststotakeamournfulpleasureintheirsad,pallidexistence?
TheconventisatagooddistancefromtheIrishcathedral,andingoingtoitthetouristsmadetheirdrivercarrythemthroughoneofthefewoldFrenchstreetswhichstillremaininMontreal。FiresandimprovementshadmadehavocamongthequainthorsessinceBasil’sfirstvisit;butatlasttheycameuponanarrow,ancientRueSaintAntoine,——orwhateverothersaintitwascalledafter,——inwhichtherewasnoEnglishfaceorhousetobeseen。Thedoorsofthelittleone-storydwellingsopenedfromthepavement,andwithinyousawfatmadamethemothermovingaboutherdomesticaffairs,andsparemonsieurtheelderlyhusbandsmokingbesidetheopenwindow;Frenchbabiescrawledaboutthetidyfloors;FrenchmartyrsletusbelieveLalementorBrebeuf,whogaveuptheirheroiclivesfortheconversionofCanadasiftedtheireyesinhigh-coloredlithographsonthewall;amongtheflower-potsinthedormer-windowlookingfromeverytinroofsatandsewedasmoothhairedyounggirl,Ihope,——theromanceofeachlittlemansion。Theantiqueandforeigncharacteroftheplacewasaccentedbytheinscriptionuponawallof“SiropadoucissantdeMadameWinslow。“
Eversince1692theGrayNunshavemaderefugewithintheamplebordersoftheirconventforinfirmoldpeopleandforfoundlingchildren,anditisnowintheregularcourseofsight-seeingforthetravellertovisittheirhospitalatnoonday,whenhebeholdstheSistersattheirdevotionsinthechapel。Itisabare,white-walled,cold-lookingchapel,withtheusualparaphernaliaofpicturesandcrucifixes。Seateduponlowbenchesoneithersideoftheaislewerethecuriousorthedevout;theformeringreaternumberandchieflyAmericans,whowerenowandthenwhisperedsilentbyanoldpauperzealousforthesanctityoftheplace。AtthestrokeoftwelvetheSistersenteredtwobytwo,followedbythelady-
superiorwithaprayerbookinherhand。Sheclappedtheleavesofthistogetherinsignalforthemtokneel,torise,tokneelagainandrise,whiletheyrepeatedinratherharshvoicestheirprayers,andthenclatteredoutofthechapelastheyhadclatteredin,withresoundingshoes。Thetwoyounggirlsattheheadwereverypretty,andallthepalefaceshadacorpse-likepeace。AsBasillookedattheirpensivesameness,itseemedtohimthatthoseprettiestgirlsmightverywellbethetwainthathehadseenheresomanyyearsago,strickenforeveryoungintheirjoylessbeauty。Theungracefulgownsofcoarsegray,thebluecheckedaprons,theblackcrapecaps,werethesame;theycameandwentwiththesamequicktread,touchingtheirbrowswithholywaterandkneelingandrisingnowasthenwiththesameconstrainedandorderedmovements。Woulditbetoocrueliftheywerereallythesamepersons?
orwoulditbeyetmorecruelifeveryyeartwogirlssoyoungandfairwereself-doomedtorenewthelikenessofthatyouthfuldeath?
Thevisitorswentaboutthehospital,andsawtheoldmenandthelittlechildrentowhomthesegoodpurelivesweregiven,andtheycouldonlyblamethesystem,nottheinstrumentsortheirwork。Perhapstheydidnotjudgewiselyoftheamountofself-sacrificeinvolved,fortheyjudgedfromheartstowhichlovewasthewholeofearthandheaven;butneverthelesstheypitiedtheGrayNunsamidsttheunhomelikecomfortoftheirconvent,theunnaturalcareofthosealienlittleones。Poor’SoeursGrises’intheirnarrowcells;atthebedsideofsicknessandageandsorrow;kneelingwithclaspedhandsandyearningeyesbeforethebloodyspectacleofthecross!——thepowerofyourChurchisshownfarmoresubtlyandmightilyinsuchasyou,thaninhergrandestfanesorthesightofhermostaugustceremonies,withprayingpriests,swingingcensers,tapersandpicturesandimages,underagloomyheavenofcathedralarches。There,indeed,thefaithfulhavegiventheirsubstance;butherethenunhasgivenupthemostpreciouspartofherwoman’snature,andallthetendernessthatclingsaboutthethoughtofwifeandmother。
“Therearesomethingsthatalwaysgreatlyafflictmeintheideaofanewcountry,“saidBasil,astheyloiteredslowlythroughthegroundsoftheconventtowardthegate。“Ofcourse,it’sabsurdtothinkofmenasotherthanmen,ashavingchangedtheirnatureswiththeirskies;butanewlandalwaysdoesseematfirstthoughtslikeanewchanceaffordedtheraceforgoodnessandhappiness,forhealthandlife。SoIgrievefortheearliestdeadatPlymouthmorethanforthemultitudethattheplaguesweptawayinLondon;Ishudderoverthecrimeofthefirstguiltyman,thesinofthefirstwickedwomaninanewcountry;thetroubleofthefirstyouthormaidencrossedinlovethereisintolerable。Allshouldbehopeandfreedomandprosperouslifeuponthatvirginsoil。
ItneverwassosinceEden;butnonethelessIfeelitoughttobe;
andIamoppressedbythethoughtthatamongtheearliestwallswhichroseuponthisbroadmeadowofMontrealwerethosebuilttoimmuretheinnocenceofsuchyounggirlsastheseandshutthemfromthelifewefindsofair。Wouldn’tyouliketoknowwhowasthefirstthattooktheveilinthiswildnewcountry?Whowasshe,poorsoul,andwhatwasherdeepsorroworloftyrapture?YoucanfancyhersomeIndianmaidenluredtotherenunciationbythesplendorofsymbolsandpromisesseenvaguelythroughthelingeringmistsofhernativesuperstitions;orsomewearysoul,sickfromthevanitiesandvices,thebloodshedandthetearsoftheOldWorld,andeagerforasilenceprofounderthanthatofthewildernessintowhichshehadfled。Well,theChurchknowsandGod。
Shewasdustlongago。“
Fromtimetotimetherehadfallenlittlefitfulshowersduringthemorning。Nowasthewedding-journeyerspassedoutoftheconventgatetheraindroppedsoftandthin,andthegraycloudsthatfloatedthroughtheskysoswiftlywereasfar-seenGraySistersinflightforheaven。
“Weshallhavetimeforthedriveroundthemountainbeforedinner,“saidBasil,astheygotintotheircarriageagain;andhewasgivingtheordertothedriver,whenIsabelaskedhowfaritwas。
“Ninemiles。“
“O,thenwecan’tthinkofgoingwithonehorse。Youknow,“sheadded,“thatwealwaysintendedtohavetwohorsesforgoingroundthemountain。“
“No,“saidBasil,notyetusedtohavinghisdecisionsreachedwithouthisknowledge。“AndIdon’tseewhyweshould。Everybodygoeswithone。
Youdon’tsupposewe’retooheavy,doyou?“
“IhadapartyfromtheStates,ma’am,yesterday,“interposedthedriver;
“twoladies,realheavyapes,twogentlemen,weighin’twohundredapiece,andastoutyoungmanontheboxwithme。You’d’a’thoughtthehorsewasdrawin’anemptycarriage,thewayshedartedalong。“
“Thenhishorsemustbeperfectlywornoutto-day,“saidIsabel,refusingtoadmitthepoolfellowdirectlyeventothehonorsofadefeat。Hehadprovedtoomuch,andwasputoutofcourtwithnohopeofrepairinghiserror。
“Why,itseemsapity,“whisperedBasil,dispassionately,“toturnthismanadrift,whenhehadareasonablehopeofbeingwithusallday,andhasbeensocivilandobliging。“
“Oyes,Basil,sentimentalizehim,do!Whydon’tyousentimentalizehishelpless,overworkedhorse?——allinareekofperspiration。“
“Perspiration!Why,mydear,it’stherain!“
“Well,rainorshine,darling,Idon’twanttogoroundthemountainwithonehorse;andit’sveryunkindofyoutoinsistnow,whenyou’vetacitlypromisedmeallalongtotaketwo。“
“Now,thisisalittletoomuch,Isabel。Youknowwenevermentionedthemattertillthismoment。“
“It’sthesameasapromise,yournotsayingyouwouldn’t。ButIdon’taskyoutokeepyourword。Idon’twanttogoroundthemountain。I’dmuchrathergotothehotel。I’mtired。“
“Verywell,then,Isabel,I’llleaveyouatthehotel。“