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  “BecauseIdarenot,orratherbecauseIcannot,“sheansweredfiercely。“Besilent,slave,fornowthepowerofthegoodbroodsuponmysoul。“

  Thedreamwenton。Agreatforestappeared,suchaforestastheyhadpassedbeforetheymetthecannibals,andsetbeneathoneofthetrees,atentandinthattentBarbara,Barbaraweeping。Someonebegantolifttheflapofthetent。Shesprangup,snatchingatapistolthatlaybesideher,turningitsmuzzletowardsherbreast。Amanenteredthetent。Alansawhisface,itwashisown。Barbaraletfallthepistolandfellbackwardsasthoughabulletfromithadpiercedherheart。Heleapttowardsher,butbeforehecametowhereshelayeverythinghadvanishedandheheardJeekiedroningouthisliestotheAsika,tellingherthatthevisionhehadseenwasoneofherandhismasterseatedwiththeirarmsabouteachotherinachamberoftheGoldenHouse。

  AthirdtimethedreamdescendedonAlanlikeacloud。Itseemedtohimthathewasbornebeyondtheflamingbordersoftheworld。

  Everythingaroundwasnewandunfamiliar,vast,changing,lovely,terrible。Hestoodaloneuponapearlyplainandtheskyabovehimwaslitwithredmoons,manyandmanyofthemthathungtherelikelamps。

  Spiritsbegantopasshim。Hecouldcatchsomethingoftheirsplendourastheyspedbywithincredibleswiftness;hecouldhearthemusicoftheirlaughter。Oneroseupathisside。ItwastheAsika,onlyathousandtimesmoresplendid;clothedinallthegloryofhell。

  Majesticallyshebenttowardshim,herglowingeyesheldhis,thedeadlyperfumeofherbreathbeatuponhisbrowandmadehimdrunken。

  Shespoketohimandhervoicesoundedlikedistantbells。

  “Throughmanyalife,throughmanyalife,“shesaid,“boughtwithmuchblood,paidforwithamilliontears,butmineatlast,thesoulthatIhavewontocomfortmysoulintheeternalday。CometotheplaceIhavemadereadyforyou,thehellthatshallturntoheavenatyourstep,come,youbywhomIamredeemed,anddriveawaythosegodsthattorturemebecauseIwastheirservantthatImightwinyou。“

  Soshespoke,andthoughallhissoulrevolted,yetthefearfulstrengththatwasinherseemedtodrawhimonwardwhithershewouldgo。ThenalightshoneandthatlightwasthefaceofBarbaraandwithasuddennessthatwasalmostawful,thewilddreamcametoanend。

  Alanwasinhisownroomagain,thoughhowhegottherehedidnotrecollect。

  “Jeekie,“hesaid,“whathashappened?Iseemtohavehadaverycuriousdream,thereintheTreasure-place,andtohaveheardyoutellingtheAsikaastringofincrediblefalsehoods。“

  “Oh!no,Major,Jeekiecan’tlie,toogoodChristian;hetellherwhat/he/see,orwhathethinksheseeifshelook,’causethoughp’rapsheseenothing,sheneverbelievethat。And,“headdedwithaburstofconfidence,“whatthedickensitmatterwhathetellher,solongassheswallowsameandkeepquiet?NastythingsalwaysmakewomenlikeAsikaquiteoutrageous。Givethemsweettosuck,sayJeekie,andiftheyillafterwards,thatnofaultofhis。Theyhadsweet。“

  “Quiteso,Jeekie,quiteso,onlyIshouldadviseyounottoplaytoomanytricksupontheAsika,lestsheshouldhappentofindyouout。

  HowdidIgetbackhere?“

  “Likemanthatwalkinhissleep,Major。Shegofirst,youfollow,justaslittlelambafterMaryinhymn。“

  “Jeekie,didyoureallyseeanythingatall?“

  “No,Major,nothingpartic’lar,exceptghostofMrs。Jeekieandofyourreverenduncle,bothofthemveryangry。Thatmagicallstuff,Major。Asikaputsomethinginyourgrubmakeyoudrunk,sothatyouthinkherverywise。Don’tthinkofitnomore,Major,oryougooffyourchump。IfJeekieseenothing,dependonittherenothingtosee。“

  “Perhapsso,Jeekie,butIwishIcouldbesureyouhadseennothing。

  Listentome;wemustgetoutofthisplacesomehow,orasyousay,I

  shallgooffmychump。It’shaunted,Jeekie,itshaunted,andIthinkthatAsikaisadevil,notawoman。“

  “Thatwhatpriestssay,Major,veryolddevil——partofBonsa,“heanswered,lookingathismasteranxiously。“Well,don’tyoufret,Jeekienotafraidofdevils,Jeekiegetyououtingoodtime。GotobedandleaveitalltoJeekie。“

  Fifteenmoredayshadgoneby,anditwastheeveofthenightofthesecondfullmoonwhenAlanwasdestinedtobecomethehusbandoftheAsika。Shehadsentforhimthatmorningandhefoundherradiantwithhappiness。WhetherornoshebelievedJeekie’sinterpretationofthevisionsshehadcalledup,itseemedquitecertainthathermindwasvoidoffearsanddoubts。ShewassurethatAlanwasabouttobecomeherhusband,andhadsummonedallthepeopleoftheAsikitobepresentattheceremonyoftheirmarriage,andincidentallyofthedeathoftheMunganawho,poorwretch,wastobeforcedtokillhimselfuponthatoccasion。

  BeforetheypartedshehadspokentoAlansweetlyenough。

  “Vernoon,“shesaid,“IknowthatyoudonotlovemeasIloveyou,butthelovewillcome,sinceforyoursakeIwillchangemyself。I

  willgrowgentle;Iwillshednomoreblood;thatoftheMunganashallbethelast,andevenhimIwouldspareifIcould,onlywhilehelivesImaynotmarryyou;itistheonelawthatisstrongerthanI

  am,andifIbrokeitIandyouwoulddieatonce。Youshalleventeachmeyourfaith,ifyouwill,forwhatisgoodtoyouishenceforthgoodtome。Askwhatyouwishofme,andasanearnestI

  willdoitifIcan。“

  NowAlanlookedather。Therewasonethingthathewishedaboveallothers——thatshewouldlethimgo。Butthishedidnotdaretoask;

  moreover,itwouldhavebeenutterlyuseless。Afterall,iftheAsika’slovewasterrible,whatwouldbetheappearanceofheroutragedhate?Whatcouldheask?Moregold?Hehatedtheverynameofthestuff,forithadbroughthimhere。Herememberedtheoldcannibalchief,Fahni,who,likehimself,languishedaprisoner,dailyexpectingdeath。Onlythatmorninghehadimploredhimtoobtainhisliberty。

  “Ithankyou,Asika,“hesaid。“Now,ifyourwordsaretrue,setFahnifreeandlethimreturntohisowncountry,forifhestaysherehewilldie。“

  “Surely,Vernoon,thatisasmallthing,“sheanswered,smiling,“thoughitistruethatwhenhegetstherehewillprobablymakewaruponus。Well,lethim,lethim。“Thensheclappedherhandsandsummonedpriests,whomshebadegoatonceandconductFahnioutofBonsa-Town。AlsoshebadethemloosecertainslaveswhowereoftheOgulatribe,thattheymightaccompanyhimladenwithprovisions,andsendonorderstotheoutpoststhatFahniandhispartyshouldpassunmolestedfromtheland。

  Thisdone,shebegantotalktoAlanaboutmanymatters,howeverlittlehemightanswerher。Indeeditseemedalmostasthoughshefearedtolethimleaveherside;asthoughsomepresentimentoflossoppressedher。

  Atlength,toAlan’sgreatrelief,thetimecamewhentheymustpart,sinceitwasnecessaryforhertoattendasecretceremonyofpreparationorpurificationthatwascalled“Putting-off-the-Past。“

  Althoughshehadbeenthricesummoned,stillshewouldnotlethimgo。

  “Theycallyou,Asika,“saidAlan。

  “Yes,yes,theycallme,“shereplied,springingup。“Leaveme,Vernoon,tillwemeetto-morrowtopartnomore。Oh!whyismyheartsoheavyinme?ThatblackdogofyoursreadthevisionsthatI

  summonedbutmightnotlookon,andtheyweregoodvisions。Theyshowedthatthewomanwholovedyouisdead;theyshoweduswedded,andotherdeeperthings。Surelyhewouldnotdaretolietome,knowingthatifhedidIwouldflayhimlivingandthrowhimtothevultures。Why,then,ismyheartsoheavyinme?Wouldyouescapeme,Vernoon?Nay,youarenotsocruel,norcouldyoudoitexceptbydeath。Moreover,man,knowthatevenindeathyoucannotescapeme,fortherebesureIshallfollowyouandclaimyou,towhosesidemyspirithastoiledforages,andwhatistheresostrongthatitcansnatchyoufrommyhand?“

  Shelookedathimamoment,andseizinghishandburstintoafloodoftears,andseizinghishandthrewherselfuponherkneesandkisseditagainandagain。

  “Gonow,“shesaid,“go,andletmylovegowithyou,throughlivesanddeaths,andallthedreamsbeyond,oh!letmylovegowithyou,asitshall,Vernoon。“

  Sohewent,leavingherweepingonherknees。

  DuringthedarkhoursthatfollowedAlanandmadnesswerenotfarapart。Whatcouldhedo?Escapewasutterlyimpossible。ForweeksheandJeekiehadconsidereditinvain。EveniftheycouldwinoutoftheGoldHousefortress,whathopehadtheyofmakingtheirwaythroughthecrowded,tortuoustownwhere,aftertheAfricanfashion,peopledwalkedaboutallnight,everyoneofwhomwouldrecognizethewhiteman,whetherheweremaskedorno?Besides,beyondthetownweretheriverandtheguardedwallsandgatesandbeyondthemopencountrywheretheywouldbecutofforrundown。No,toattemptescapewassuicide。Suicide!Thatgavehimanidea,whyshouldhenotkillhimself?Itwouldbeeasyenough,forhestillhadhisrevolverandafewcartridges,andsurelyitwasbetterthantoenteronsuchalifeasawaitedhimastheplaythingofapriestessofatribeoffetish-

  worshippingsavages。

  Butifhekilledhimself,howaboutBarbaraandhowaboutpooroldJeekie,whowouldcertainlybekilledalso?Besides,itwasnottherightthingtodo,andwhilethereislifethereisalwayshope。

  AlanpausedinhiswalkupanddowntheroomandlookedatJeekie,whosatuponthefloorwithhisbackrestingagainstthestonealtar,reflectivelypullingdownhisthickunder-lipandlettingitflyback,negro-fashion。

  “Jeekie,“hesaid,“time’sup。WhatamItodo?“

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