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  Mr。Jeffreyslookedupandthereweretracesofunwontedemotionuponhishard,regulatedface。

  “Formyself,yes,Major——foryou,onthewhole,no。“

  “Whatdoyoumean,Jeffreys?Idonotquiteunderstand。“

  “Imean,Major,thatIamsorrybecauseyouhavenevertriedtoshuffleoffanyshadybusinessontomybackandleavemetobearthebruntofit;alsobecauseyouhavealwaystreatedmeasagentlemanshould,notasamachinetobeuseduntilabettercanbefound,andkickedasidewhenitgoesoutoforder。“

  “Itisverykindofyoutosayso,Jeffreys,butIcan’trememberhavingdoneanythingparticular。“

  “No,Major,youcan’trememberwhatcomesnaturaltoyou。ButIandtheothersremember,andthat’swhyIamsorry。ButforyourselfIamglad,sincealthoughAylwardandHaswellhaveputabigthingthroughandaregoingtomakeapotofmoney,thisisnoplaceforthelikesofyou,andnowthatyouaregoingIwillmakeboldtotellyouthatI

  alwayswonderedwhatyouweredoinghere。Byandby,Major,therowwillcome,asithascomemorethanonceinthepast,beforeyourtime。“

  “Andthen?“saidAlan,forhewasanxioustogettothebottomofthisman’smind,whichhithertohehadalwaysfoundsosecret。

  “Andthen,Major,itwon’tmattermuchtoMessrs。AylwardandChampers-Haswell,whoareusedtothatkindofthingandwillprobablydissolvepartnershipandliequietforabit,andstilllesstofolklikemyself,whoareonlyservants。Butifyouwerestillhereitwouldhavematteredagreatdealtoyou,foritwouldblackenyournameandbreakyourheart,andthenwhat’sthegoodofthemoney?I

  tellyou,Major,“theclerkwentonwithquietintensity,“thoughIamnobodyandnothing,ifIcouldafforditIwouldfollowyourexample。

  ButIcan’t,forIhaveasickwifeandafamilyofdelicatechildrenwhohavetolivehalftheyearonthesouthcoast,tosaynothingofmyoldmother,and——IwasfoolenoughtobetakeninandbackSirRobert’slastlittleventure,whichcostmeallIhadsaved。SoyouseeImustmakeabitbeforethemachineisscrapped,Major。ButI

  tellyouthis,thatifIcanget£5000together,asIhopetodooutofSaharasbeforeIamamontholder,fortheyhadtogivemealook-

  in,asIknewtoomuch,Iamofftothecountry,whereIwasborn,totakeafarmthere。NomoreofMessrs。AylwardandHaswellforThomasJeffreys。That’smybell。Good-bye,Major,I’lltakethelibertytowriteyoualinesometimes,forIknowyouwon’tgivemeaway。Good-

  byeandGodblessyou,asIamsureHewillinthelongrun,“andstretchingouthishand,hetookthatoftheastonishedAlanandwrungitwarmly。

  WhenhewasgoneAlanwentalso,noticingthattheclerks,whomsomerumouroftheseeventsseemedtohavereached,eyedhimcuriouslythroughtheglassscreensbehindwhichtheysatattheirdesks,ashethoughtnotwithoutregretandakindofadmiration。Eventhemagnificentbe-medalledporteratthedooremergedfromthecarvedteakboxwherehedweltandtouchinghiscapaskedifheshouldcallacab。

  “No,thankyou,Sergeant,“answeredAlan,“Iwilltakeabus,and,Sergeant,IthinkIforgottogiveyouapresentlastXmas。Willyouacceptthis?——IwishIcouldmakeitmore,“andhepresentedhimwithtenshillings。

  TheSergeantdrewhimselfupandsaluted。

  “Thankyoukindly,Major,“hesaid。“I’drathertakethatfromyouthan£10fromtheothergentlemen。But,Major,IwishwewereoutontheWestCoastagaintogether。It’sastinking,barbaroushole,butnotsobadasthis’erecity。“

  Foroncethesetwohadservedascomrades,anditwasthroughAlanthatthesergeantobtainedhispresentlucrativebutsomewhatuncongenialpost。

  Hewasoutsideatlast。Themassivegraniteportalvanishedbehindhimintheeveningmists,muchasanightmarevanishes。He,AlanVernon,whoforayearormorehadbeeninbondage,wasafreemanagain。Allhisdreamsofwealthhaddeparted;indeedifanything,saveinexperience,hewaspoorerthanwhenfirsttheshadowofyonderdoorwayfelluponhim。Butatleasthewassafe,safe。Thedeedofpartnershipwhichhadbeenasachainabouthisneck,wasnowwhiteashes;hisnamewaserasedfromthatfearfulprospectusofSaharaLimited,whereinmillionswhichsomeonewouldprovidewerespokenoflikesilverinthedaysofSolomon,asthingsofnoaccount。Thebitterestcriticcouldnotsaythathehadmadeahalfpennyoutoftheventure,infact,iftroublecame,hisvoluntaryabandonmentoftheprofitsduetohimmustgotohiscredit。Hehadplungedintotheicywatersofrenunciationandcomeupcleanifnaked。NeversincehewasaboycouldAlanrememberfeelingsoutterlylight-heartedandfreefromanxiety。Notforamillionpoundswouldhehavereturnedtogathergoldinthatmausoleumofreputations。Asforthefuture,hedidnotintheleastcarewhathappened。Therewasnoonedependentonhim,andinthiswayorinthathecouldalwaysearnacrust,anice,honestcrust。

  Herandownthestreetanddancedforjoylikeachild,yes,andpresentedacrossing-sweeperagainstwhomhebuttedwithawholesixpenceincompensation。ThushereachedtheMansionHouse,notunsuspectedofinebrietybythepolice,andclamberedtothetopofabuscrowdedwithwearyandanxious-lookingCityclerksreturninghomeafteralongday’slabouratstarvationwage。Inthatcoldcompanyandachillingatmospheresomeofhisenthusiasmevaporated。Herememberedthatthisstepofhismeantthatsoonerorlater,withinayearortwoatmost,Yarleys,wherehisfamilyhaddweltforcenturies,mustgotothehammer。WhyhadhenotacceptedAylward’sofferandsoldthatoldfetishtohimfor£17,000?Therewasnoquestionofshare-dealingthere,andifaverywealthymanchosetogiveafancypriceforacuriosity,hecouldtakeitwithoutdoubtorshame。AtleastitwouldhavesufficedtosaveYarleys,whichafterallwasonlymortgagedfor£20,000。Forthelifeofhimhecouldnottell。Hehadactedonimpulse,averycuriousimpulse,andtherewasanendofitperhaps;

  itmightbebecausehisunclehadtoldhimasaboythatthethingwasunique,orperhapsbecauseoldJeekie,hisnegroservant,venerateditsomuchandsworethatitwas“lucky。“Atanyratehehaddeclinedandtherewasanend。

  Butanotherandagravermatterremained。HehaddesiredwealthtosaveYarleys,buthedesireditstillmoreforadifferentpurpose。

  AboveeverythingonearthhelovedBarbara,hisdistantcousinandthenieceofMr。Champers-Haswell,whountilanhouragohadbeenhispartner。Nowshewasagreatheiress,andwithoutfortunehecouldnotmarryher,evenifshewouldmarryhim,whichremainedindoubt。ForonethingheruncleandguardianHaswell,underherfather’swill,hadabsolutediscretioninthismatteruntilshereachedtheageoftwenty-five,andforanotherhewastooproud。Thereforeitwouldseemthatinabandoninghisbusiness,hehadabandonedhischanceofBarbaraalso,whichwasatrulydreadfulthought。

  Well,itwasinorderthathemightseeher,thathehadagreedtovisitTheCourtonthemorrow,eventhoughitmeantameetingwithhislatepartners,whowerethelastpeoplewithwhomhedesiredtoforegatheragainsosoon。ThenandtherehemadeuphismindthatbeforehebadeBarbarafarewell,hewouldtellherthewholestory,sothatshemightnotmisjudgehim。Afterthathewouldgooffsomewhere——toAfricaperhaps。Meanwhilehewasquitetiredout,astiredasthoughhehadlainaweekinthegripoffever。Hemusteatsomefoodandgettobed。Sufficientuntothedaywastheevilthereof,yetonthewholeheblessedthenameofJackson,editorof/TheJudge/andhisfather’soldfriend。

  WhenAlanhadlefttheofficeSirRobertturnedtoMr。Champers-

  Haswellandaskedhimabruptly,“Whatthedevildoesthismean?“

  Mr。Haswelllookedupattheceilingandwhistledinhisownpeculiarfashion,thenanswered:

  “Icannotsayforcertain,butouryoungfriend’sstrangeconductseemstosuggestthathehassmeltarat,possiblyeventhatJackson,theoldbeast,hasshownhimarat——ofalargeTurkishbreed。“

  SirRobertnodded。

  “Vernonisafellowwhodoesn’tlikerats;theyseemtohaunthissleep,“hesaid;“butdoyouthinkthathavingseenit,hewillkeepitinthebag?“

  “Oh!certainly,certainly,“answeredMr。Haswellwithcheerfulness;

  “themanisthesoulofhonour;hewillnevergiveusaway。Lookhowhebehavedaboutthoseshares。Still,Ithinkthatperhapswearewellridofhim。Toomuchhonour,liketoomuchzeal,isaverydangerousqualityinanybusiness。“

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