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  WhenfirstthenewshadreachedthemthatMrHardingwasgoingtoleavethehospital,ithadbeenreceivedwithakindoftriumph——hisdeparturewas,asitwere,apreludetosuccess。Hehadadmittedhiswantofrighttothemoneyaboutwhichtheyweredisputing;andasitdidnotbelongtohim,ofcourse,itdidtothem。Theonehundredayeartoeachofthemwasactuallybecomingareality;andAbelHandywasahero,andBunceafaint-heartedsycophant,worthyneitherhonournorfellowship。Butothertidingssoonmadetheirwayintotheoldmen’srooms。ItwasfirstnotifiedtothemthattheincomeabandonedbyMrHardingwouldnotcometothem;andtheseaccountswereconfirmedbyattorneyFinney。TheyweretheninformedthatMrHarding’splacewouldbeatoncefilledbyanother。Thatthenewwardencouldnotbeakindermantheyallknew;thathewouldbealessfriendlyonemostsuspected;andthencamethebitterinformationthat,fromthemomentofMrHarding’sdeparture,thetwopenceaday,hisownpeculiargift,mustofnecessitybewithdrawn。

  Andthiswastobetheendofalltheirmightystruggle——oftheirfightfortheirrights——oftheirpetition,andtheirdebates,andtheirhopes!Theyweretochangethebestofmastersforapossiblebadone,andtolosetwopenceadayeachman!

  No;unfortunateasthiswas,itwasnottheworst,ornearlytheworst,aswilljustnowbeseen。

  ’Sitdown,sitdown,myfriends,’saidthewarden;’Iwanttosayawordtoyouandtodrinkyourhealths,beforeIleaveyou。Comeuphere,Moody,hereisachairforyou;come,JonathanCrumple’——andbydegreeshegotthementobeseated。Itwasnotsurprisingthattheyshouldhangbackwithfainthearts,havingreturnedsomuchkindnesswithsuchdeepingratitude。LastofallofthemcameBunce,andwithsorrowfulmienandslowstepgotintohisaccustomedseatnearthefire-place。

  Whentheywereallintheirplaces,MrHardingrosetoaddressthem;andthenfindinghimselfnotquiteathomeonhislegs,hesatdownagain。’Mydearoldfriends,’saidhe,’youallknowthatIamgoingtoleaveyou。’

  Therewasasortofmurmurranroundtheroom,intended,perhaps,toexpressregretathisdeparture;butitwasbutamurmur,andmighthavemeantthatoranythingelse。

  ’Therehasbeenlatelysomemisunderstandingbetweenus。

  Youhavethought,Ibelieve,thatyoudidnotgetallthatyouwereentitledto,andthatthefundsofthehospitalhavenotbeenproperlydisposedof。Asforme,Icannotsaywhatshouldbethedispositionofthesemoneys,orhowtheyshouldbemanaged,andIhavethereforethoughtitbesttogo。’

  ’Weneverwantedtodriveyourreverenceoutofit,’saidHandy。

  ’No,indeed,yourreverence,’saidSkulpit。’Weneverthoughtitwouldcometothis。WhenIsignedthepetition——

  thatisIdidn’tsignit,because——’

  ’Lethisreverencespeak,can’tyou?’saidMoody。

  ’No,’continuedMrHarding;’Iamsureyoudidnotwishtoturnmeout;butIthoughtitbesttoleaveyou。Iamnotaverygoodhandatalawsuit,asyoumayallguess;andwhenitseemednecessarythatourordinaryquietmodeoflivingshouldbedisturbed,Ithoughtitbettertogo。Iamneitherangrynoroffendedwithanymaninthehospital。’

  HereBunceutteredakindofgroan,veryclearlyexpressiveofdisagreement。

  ’Iamneitherangrynordispleasedwithanymaninthehospital,’repeatedMrHarding,emphatically。’Ifanymanhasbeenwrong——andIdon’tsayanymanhas——hehaserredthroughwrongadvice。Inthiscountryallareentitledtolookfortheirownrights,andyouhavedonenomore。Aslongasyourinterestsandmyinterestswereatvariance,Icouldgiveyounocounselonthissubject;buttheconnectionbetweenushasceased;myincomecannolongerdependonyourdoings,andtherefore,asIleaveyou,Iventuretooffertoyoumyadvice。’

  ThemenalldeclaredthattheywouldfromhenceforthbeentirelyguidedbyMrHarding’sopinionintheiraffairs。

  ’Somegentlemanwillprobablytakemyplacehereverysoon,andIstronglyadviseyoutobepreparedtoreceivehiminakindlyspiritandtoraisenofurtherquestionamongyourselvesastotheamountofhisincome。Wereyoutosucceedinlesseningwhathehastoreceive,youwouldnotincreaseyourownallowance。Thesurpluswouldnotgotoyou;yourwantsareadequatelyprovidedfor,andyourpositioncouldhardlybeimproved。’

  ’Godblessyourreverence,weknowsit,’saidSpriggs。

  ’It’salltrue,yourreverence,’saidSkulpit。’Weseesitallnow。’

  ’Yes,MrHarding,’saidBunce,openinghismouthforthefirsttime;’Ibelievetheydounderstanditnow,nowthatthey’vedrivenfromunderthesameroofwiththemsuchamasterasnotoneofthemwilleverknowagain——nowthatthey’reliketobeinsorewantofafriend。’

  ’Come,come,Bunce,’saidMrHarding,blowinghisnoseandmanoeuvringtowipehiseyesatthesametime。

  ’Oh,astothat,’saidHandy,’wenoneofusneverwantedtodoMrHardingnoharm;ifhe’sgoingnow,it’snotalongofus;andIdon’tseeforwhatMrBuncespeaksupagenusthatway。’

  ’You’veruinedyourselves,andyou’veruinedmetoo,andthat’swhy,’saidBunce。

  ’Nonsense,Bunce,’saidMrHarding;’there’snobodyruinedatall。Ihopeyou’llletmeleaveyouallfriends,Ihopeyou’llalldrinkaglassofwineinfriendlyfeelingwithmeandwithoneanother。You’llhaveagoodfriend,Idon’tdoubt,inyournewwarden;andifeveryouwantanyother,whyafterallI’mnotgoingsofaroffbutthatIshallsometimesseeyou’;andthen,havingfinishedhisspeech,MrHardingfilledalltheglasses,andhimselfhandedeachaglasstothemenroundhim,andraisinghisownsaid:

  ’Godblessyouall!youhavemyheartfeltwishesforyourwelfare。Ihopeyoumaylivecontented,anddietrustingintheLordjesusChrist,andthankfultoAlmightyGodForthegoodthingshehasgivenyou。Godblessyou,myfriends!’

  andMrHardingdrankhiswine。

  Anothermurmur,somewhatmorearticulatethanthefirst,passedroundthecircle,andthistimeitwasintendedtoimplyablessingonMrHarding。Ithad,however,butlittlecordialityinit。Pooroldmen!howcouldtheybecordialwiththeirsoreconsciencesandshamedfaces?howcouldtheybidGodblesshimwithheartyvoicesandatruebenison,knowing,astheydid,thattheirvilecabalhaddrivenhimfromhishappyhome,andsenthiminhisoldagetoseekshelterunderastrangeroof-tree?Theydidtheirbest,however;theydranktheirwine,andwithdrew。

  Astheyleftthehall-door,MrHardingshookhandswitheachofthemen,andspokeakindwordtothemabouttheirindividualcasesandailments;andsotheydeparted,answeringhisquestionsinthefewestwords,andretreatedtotheirdens,asorrowfulrepentantcrew。

  AllbutBunce,whostillremainedtomakehisownfarewell。

  ’There’spooroldBell,’saidMrHarding;’Imustn’tgowithoutsayingawordtohim;comethroughwithme,Bunce,andbringthewinewithyou’;andsotheywentthroughtothemen’scottages,andfoundtheoldmanproppedupasusualinhisbed。

  ’I’vecometosaygood-byetoyou,Bell,’saidMrHarding,speakingloud,fortheoldmanwasdeaf。

  ’Andareyougoingaway,then,really?’askedBell。

  ’IndeedIam,andI’vebroughtyouaglassofwine;sothatwemaypartfriends,aswelived,youknow。’

  Theoldmantooktheprofferedglassinhisshakinghands,anddrankiteagerly。’Godblessyou,Bell!’saidMrHarding;’good-bye,myoldfriend。’

  ’Andsoyou’rereallygoing?’themanagainasked。

  ’IndeedIam,Bell。’

  Thepooroldbed-riddencreaturestillkeptMrHarding’shandinhisown,andthewardenthoughtthathehadmetwithsomethinglikewarmthoffeelingintheoneofallhissubjectsfromwhomitwastheleastlikelytobeexpected;forpooroldBellhadnearlyoutlivedallhumanfeelings。’Andyourreverence,’saidhe,andthenhepaused,whilehisoldpalsiedheadshookhorribly,andhisshrivelledcheekssanklowerwithinhisjaws,andhisglazyeyegleamedwithamomentarylight;’andyourreverence,shallwegetthehundredayear,then?’

  HowgentlydidMrHardingtrytoextinguishthefalsehopeofmoneywhichhadbeensowretchedlyraisedtodisturbthequietofthedyingman!Oneotherweekandhismortalcoilwouldbeshuffledoff;inoneshortweekwouldGodresumehissoul,andsetitapartforitsirrevocabledoom;sevenmoretediousdaysandnightsofsenselessinactivity,andallwouldbeoverforpoorBellinthisworld;andyet,withhislastaudiblewords,hewasdemandinghismoneyedrights,andassertinghimselftobetheproperheirofJohnHiram’sbounty!

  Notonhim,poorsinnerashewas,betheloadofsuchsin!

  MrHardingreturnedtohisparlour,meditatingwithasickheartonwhathehadseen,andBuncewithhim。Wewillnotdescribethepartingofthesetwogoodmen,forgoodmentheywere。Itwasinvainthatthelatewardenendeavouredtocomforttheheartoftheoldbedesman;pooroldBuncefeltthathisdaysofcomfortweregone。Thehospitalhadtohimbeenahappyhome,butitcouldbesonolonger。Hehadhadhonourthere,andfriendship;hehadrecognisedhismaster,andbeenrecognised;allhiswants,bothofsoulandbody,hadbeensupplied,andhehadbeenahappyman。Heweptgrievouslyashepartedfromhisfriend,andthetearsofanoldmanarebitter。’Itisalloverformeinthisworld,’

  saidhe,ashegavethelastsqueezetoMrHarding’shand;

  ’Ihavenowtoforgivethosewhohaveinjuredme——andtodie。’

  Andsotheoldmanwentout,andthenMrHardinggavewaytohisgriefandhetooweptaloud。

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