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  Ashegotonhishorse,whichhewasfaintodofeelinglikeadogturnedoutofakitchen,hewasagaingreetedbylittleSammy。

  ’Good-bye,MrBold;Ihopewemayhavethepleasureofseeingyouagainbeforelong;Iamsurepapawillalwaysbegladtoseeyou。’

  ThatwascertainlythebitterestmomentinJohnBold’slife。

  Noteventheremembranceofhissuccessfullovecouldcomforthim;nay,whenhethoughtofEleanorhefeltthatitwasthatverylovewhichhadbroughthimtosuchapass。Thatheshouldhavebeensoinsulted,andbeunabletoreply!Thatheshouldhavegivenupsomuchtotherequestofagirl,andthenhavehadhismotivessomisunderstood!Thatheshouldhavemadesogrossamistakeasthisvisitofhistothearchdeacon’s!

  Hebitthetopofhiswhip,tillhepenetratedthehornofwhichitwasmade:hestruckthepooranimalinhisanger,andthenwasdoublyangrywithhimselfathisfutilepassion。Hehadbeensocompletelycheckmated,sopalpablyovercome!andwhatwashetodo?Hecouldnotcontinuehisactionafterpledginghimselftoabandonit;norwasthereanyrevengeinthat——itwastheverysteptowhichhisenemyhadendeavouredtogoadhim!

  Hethrewthereinstotheservantwhocametotakehishorse,andrushedupstairsintohisdrawing-room,wherehissisterMarywassitting。

  ’Iftherebeadevil,’saidhe,’arealdevilhereonearth,itisDrGrantly。’Hevouchsafedhernofurtherintelligence,butagainseizinghishat,herushedout,andtookhisdepartureforLondonwithoutanotherwordtoanyone。

  TheWarden’sDecisionThemeetingbetweenEleanorandherfatherwasnotsostormyasthatdescribedinthelastchapter,butitwashardlymoresuccessful。OnherreturnfromBold’shouseshefoundherfatherinastrangestate。Hewasnotsorrowfulandsilentashehadbeenonthatmemorabledaywhenhisson-in-lawlecturedhimastoallthatheowedtohisorder;norwasheinhisusualquietmood。WhenEleanorreachedthehospital,hewaswalkingtoandfrouponthelawn,andshesoonsawthathewasmuchexcited。

  ’IamgoingtoLondon,mydear,’hesaidassoonashesawher。

  ’London,papa!’

  ’Yes,mydear,toLondon;Iwillhavethismattersettledsomeway;therearesomethings,Eleanor,whichIcannotbear。’

  ’Oh,papa,whatisit?’saidshe,leadinghimbythearmintothehouse。’Ihadsuchgoodnewsforyou,andnowyoumakemefearIamtoolate。Andthen,beforehecouldletherknowwhathadcausedthissuddenresolve,orcouldpointtothefatalpaperwhichlayonthetable,shetoldhimthatthelawsuitwasover,thatBoldhadcommissionedhertoassureherfatherinhisnamethatitwouldbeabandoned,——thattherewasnofurthercauseformisery,thatthewholemattermightbelookedonasthoughithadneverbeendiscussed。Shedidnottellhimwithwhatdeterminedvehemenceshehadobtainedthisconcessioninhisfavour,nordidshementionthepriceshewastopayforit。

  Thewardendidnotexpresshimselfpeculiarlygratifiedatthisintelligence,andEleanor,thoughshehadnotworkedforthanks,andwasbynomeansdisposedtomagnifyherowngoodoffices,felthurtatthemannerinwhichhernewswasreceived。

  ’MrBoldcanactashethinksproper,mylove,’saidhe;’ifMrBoldthinkshehasbeenwrong,ofcoursehewilldiscontinuewhatheisdoing;butthatcannotchangemypurpose。’

  ’Oh,papa!’sheexclaimed,allbutcryingwithvexation;

  ’Ithoughtyouwouldhavebeensohappy——Ithoughtallwouldhavebeenrightnow。’

  ’MrBold,’continuedhe,’hassetgreatpeopletowork——sogreatthatIdoubttheyarenowbeyondhiscontrol。Readthat,mydear。’Thewarden,doublingupanumberofTheJupiter,pointedtothepeculiararticlewhichshewastoread。

  Itwastothelastofthethreeleaders,whicharegenerallyfurnisheddailyforthesupportofthenation,thatMrHardingdirectedherattention。Itdealtsomeheavyblowsonvariousclericaldelinquents;onfamilieswhoreceivedtheirtensofthousandsyearlyfordoingnothing;onmenwho,asthearticlestated,rolledinwealthwhichtheyhadneitherearnednorinherited,andwhichwasinfactstolenfromthepoorerclergy。Itnamedsomesonsofbishops,andgrandsonsofarchbishops;mengreatintheirway,whohadredeemedtheirdisgraceintheeyesofmanybytheenormityoftheirplunder;

  andthen,havingdisposedoftheseleviathans,itdescendedtoMrHarding。

  ’Wealludedsomeweekssincetoaninstanceofsimilarinjustice,thoughinamorehumblescale,inwhichthewardenofanalmshouseatBarchesterhasbecomepossessedoftheincomeofthegreaterpartofthewholeinstitution。Whyanalmshouseshouldhaveawardenwecannotpretendtoexplain,norcanwesaywhatspecialneedtwelveoldmencanhavefortheservicesofaseparateclergyman,seeingthattheyhavetwelvereservedseatsforthemselvesinBarchesterCathedral。

  Butbethisasitmay,letthegentlemancallhimselfwardenorprecentor,orwhathewill,lethimbeneversoscrupulousinexactingreligiousdutiesfromhistwelvedependents,orneversonegligentasregardstheservicesofthecathedral,itappearspalpablyclearthathecanbeentitledtonoportionoftherevenueofthehospital,exceptingthatwhichthefoundersetapartforhim;anditisequallyclearthatthefounderdidnotintendthatthree-fifthsofhischarityshouldbesoconsumed。

  ’Thecaseiscertainlyapaltryoneafterthetensofthousandswithwhichwehavebeendealing,forthewarden’sincomeisafterallbutapooreighthundredayear:eighthundredayearisnotmagnificentprefermentofitself,andthewardenmay,foranythingweknow,beworthmuchmoretothechurch;butifso,letthechurchpayhimoutoffundsjustlyatitsowndisposal。

  ’WealludetothequestionoftheBarchesteralmshouseatthepresentmoment,becauseweunderstandthatapleahasbeensetupwhichwillbepeculiarlyrevoltingtothemindsofEnglishchurchmen。AnactionhasbeentakenagainstMrWardenHarding,onbehalfofthealmsmen,byagentlemanactingsolelyonpublicgrounds,anditistobearguedthatMrHardingtakesnothingbutwhathereceivedasaservantofthehospital,andthatheisnothimselfresponsiblefortheamountofstipendgiventohimforhiswork。Suchapleawoulddoubtlessbefair,ifanyonequestionedthedailywagesofabricklayeremployedonthebuilding,orthefeeofthecharwomanwhocleansit;butwecannotenvythefeelingofaclergymanoftheChurchofEnglandwhocouldallowsuchanargumenttobeputinhismouth。

  ’IfthispleabeputforwardwetrustMrHardingwillbeforcedasawitnesstostatethenatureofhisemployment;theamountofworkthathedoes;theincomewhichhereceives;

  andthesourcefromwhenceheobtainedhisappointment。

  Wedonotthinkhewillreceivemuchpublicsympathytoatonefortheannoyanceofsuchanexamination。’

  AsEleanorreadthearticleherfaceflushedwithindignation,andwhenshehadfinishedit,shealmostfearedtolookupatherfather。

  ’Well,mydear,’saidhe,’whatdoyouthinkofthat——isitworthwhiletobeawardenatthatprice?’

  ’Oh,papa;——dearpapa!’

  ’MrBoldcan’tun-writethat,mydear——MrBoldcan’tsaythatthatsha’n’tbereadbyeveryclergymanatOxford;nay,byeverygentlemanintheland’:andthenhewalkedupanddowntheroom,whileEleanorinmutedespairfollowedhimwithhereyes。’AndI’lltellyouwhat,mydear,’hecontinued,speakingnowverycalmly,andinaforcedmannerveryunlikehimself;’MrBoldcan’tdisputethetruthofeverywordinthatarticleyouhavejustread——norcanI。’Eleanorstaredathim,asthoughshescarcelyunderstoodthewordshewasspeaking。’NorcanI,Eleanor:that’stheworstofall,orwouldbesoiftherewerenoremedy。Ihavethoughtmuchofallthissinceweweretogetherlastnight’;andhecameandsatbesideher,andputhisarmroundherwaistashehaddonethen。’Ihavethoughtmuchofwhatthearchdeaconhassaid,andofwhatthispapersays;andIdobelieveIhavenorighttobehere。’

  ’Norighttobewardenofthehospital,papa?’

  ’Norighttobewardenwitheighthundredayear;norighttobewardenwithsuchahouseasthis;norighttospendinluxurymoneythatwasintendedforcharity。MrBoldmaydoashepleasesabouthissuit,butIhopehewillnotabandonitformysake。’

  PoorEleanor!thiswasharduponher。Wasitforthisshehadmadehergreatresolve!Forthisthatshehadlaidasideherquietdemeanour,andtakenuponhertherantsofatragedyheroine!Onemayworkandnotforthanks,butyetfeelhurtatnotreceivingthem;andsoitwaswithEleanor:

  onemaybedisinterestedinone’sgoodactions,andyetfeeldiscontentedthattheyarenotrecognised。Charitymaybegivenwiththelefthandsoprivilythattherighthanddoesnotknowit,andyetthelefthandmayregrettofeelthatithasnoimmediatereward。Eleanorhadhadnowishtoburdenherfatherwithaweightofobligation,andyetshehadlookedforwardtomuchdelightfromtheknowledgethatshehadfreedhimfromhissorrows:nowsuchhopeswereentirelyover:

  allthatshehaddonewasofnoavail;shehadhumbledherselftoBoldinvain;theevilwasutterlybeyondherpowertocure!

  Shehadthoughtalsohowgentlyshewouldwhispertoherfatherallthatherloverhadsaidtoheraboutherself,andhowimpossibleshehadfoundittorejecthim:andthenshehadanticipatedherfather’skindlykissandcloseembraceashegavehissanctiontoherlove。Alas!shecouldsaynothingofthisnow。InspeakingofMrBold,herfatherputhimasideasonewhosethoughtsandsayingsandactscouldbeofnomoment。Gentlereader,didyoueverfeelyourselfsnubbed?

  Didyouever,whenthinkingmuchofyourownimportance,findyourselfsuddenlyreducedtoanonentity?SuchwasEleanor’sfeelingnow。

  ’Theyshallnotputforwardthispleaonmybehalf,’continuedthewarden。’Whatevermaybethetruthofthematter,thatatanyrateisnottrue;andthemanwhowrotethatarticleisrightinsayingthatsuchapleaisrevoltingtoanhonestmind。IwillgouptoLondon,mydear,andseetheselawyersmyself,andifnobetterexcusecanbemadeformethanthat,Iandthehospitalwillpart。’

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