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  Shestillheldhim,andlookedeagerlyintohisface,withherhairdishevelledandhereyesallbloodshot。Shehadnothoughtnowofherself,nocarenowforherappearance;andyethethoughthehadneverseenherhalfsolovely;hewasamazedattheintensityofherbeauty,andcouldhardlybelievethatitwasshewhomhehaddaredtolove。’Promiseme,’

  saidshe;’Iwillnotleaveyoutillyouhavepromisedme。’

  ’Iwill,’saidheatlength;’Ido——allIcando,Iwilldo。’

  ’ThenmayGodAlmightyblessyouforeverandever!’saidEleanor;andfallingonherkneeswithherfaceinMary’slap,sheweptandsobbedlikeachild:herstrengthhadcarriedherthroughherallottedtask,butnowitwaswellnighexhausted。

  Inawhileshewaspartlyrecovered,andgotuptogo,andwouldhavegone,hadnotBoldmadeherunderstandthatitwasnecessaryforhimtoexplaintoherhowfaritwasinhispowertoputanendtotheproceedingswhichhadbeentakenagainstMrHarding。Hadhespokenonanyothersubject,shewouldhavevanished,butonthatshewasboundtohearhim;andnowthedangerofherpositioncommenced。Whileshehadanactiveparttoplay,whilesheclungtohimasasuppliant,itwaseasyenoughforhertorejecthisprofferedlove,andcastfromherhiscaressingwords;butnow——nowthathehadyielded,andwastalkingtohercalmlyandkindlyastoherfather’swelfare,itwashardenoughforhertodoso。

  ThenMaryBoldassistedher;butnowshewasquiteonherbrother’sside。Marysaidbutlittle,buteverywordshedidsaygavesomedirectanddeadlyblow。ThefirstthingshedidwastomakeroomforherbrotherbetweenherselfandEleanoronthesofa:asthesofawasfulllargeforthree,Eleanorcouldnotresentthis,norcouldsheshowsuspicionbytakinganotherseat;butshefeltittobeamostunkindproceeding。AndthenMarywouldtalkasthoughtheythreewerejoinedinsomeclosepeculiarbondtogether;asthoughtheywereinfuturealwaystowishtogether,contrivetogether,andacttogether;

  andEleanorcouldnotgainsaythis;shecouldnotmakeanotherspeech,andsay,’MrBoldandIarestrangers,Mary,andarealwaystoremainso!’

  Heexplainedtoherthat,thoughundoubtedlytheproceedingagainstthehospitalhadcommencedsolelywithhimself,manyotherswerenowinterestedinthematter,someofwhomweremuchmoreinfluentialthanhimself;thatitwastohimalone,however,thatthelawyerslookedforinstructionastotheirdoings,and,moreimportantstill,forthepaymentoftheirbills;andhepromisedthathewouldatoncegivethemnoticethatitwashisintentiontoabandonthecause。Hethought,hesaid,thatitwasnotprobablethatanyactivestepswouldbetakenafterhehadsecededfromthematter,thoughitwaspossiblethatsomepassingallusionmightstillbemadetothehospitalinthedailyJupiter。Hepromised,however,thathewouldusehisbestinfluencetopreventanyfurtherpersonalallusionbeingmadetoMrHarding。HethensuggestedthathewouldonthatafternoonrideoverhimselftoDrGrantly,andinformhimofhisalteredintentionsonthesubject,andwiththisview,hepostponedhisimmediatereturntoLondon。

  Thiswasallverypleasant,andEleanordidenjoyasortoftriumphinthefeelingthatshehadattainedtheobjectforwhichshehadsoughtthisinterview;butstillthepartofIphigeniawastobeplayedout。Thegodshadheardherprayer,grantedherrequest,andweretheynottohavetheirpromisedsacrifice?Eleanorwasnotagirltodefraudthemwilfully;so,assoonasshedecentlycould,shegotupforherbonnet。

  ’Areyougoingsosoon?’saidBold,whohalfanhoursincewouldhavegivenahundredpoundsthathewasinLondon,andshestillatBarchester。

  ’Ohyes!’saidshe。’Iamsomuchobligedtoyou;papawillfeelthistobesokind。’Shedidnotquiteappreciateallherfather’sfeelings。’OfcourseImusttellhim,andIwillsaythatyouwillseethearchdeacon。’

  ’ButmayInotsayonewordformyself?’saidBold。

  ’I’llfetchyouyourbonnet,Eleanor,’saidMary,intheactofleavingtheroom。

  ’Mary,Mary,’saidshe,gettingupandcatchingherbyherdress;’don’tgo,I’llgetmybonnetmyself。’ButMary,thetraitress,stoodfastbythedoor,andpermittednosuchretreat。

  PoorIphigenia!

  Andwithavolleyofimpassionedlove,JohnBoldpouredforththefeelingsofhisheart,swearing,asmendo,sometruthsandmanyfalsehoods;andEleanorrepeatedwitheveryshadeofvehemencethe’No,no,no,’whichhadhadashorttimesincesomucheffect;butnow,alas!itsstrengthwasgone。

  Letherbeneversovehement,hervehemencewasnotrespected;

  allher’No,no,no’s’weremetwithcounter-asseverations,andatlastwereoverpowered。Thegroundwascutfromunderheroneveryside。Shewaspressedtosaywhetherherfatherwouldobject;whethersheherselfhadanyaversionaversion!Godhelpher,poorgirl!thewordnearlymadeherjumpintohisarms;anyotherpreferencethissheloudlydisclaimed;whetheritwasimpossiblethatsheshouldlovehimEleanorcouldnotsaythatitwasimpossible:andsoatlastallherdefencesdemolished,allhermaidenbarrierssweptaway,shecapitulated,orrathermarchedoutwiththehonoursofwar,vanquishedevidently,palpablyvanquished,butstillnotreducedtothenecessityofconfessingit。

  AndsothealtarontheshoreofthemodernAulisreekedwithnosacrifice。

  MrBold’sVisittoPlumsteadWhetherornotheill-naturedpredictionmadebycertainladiesinthebeginningofthelastchapterwasorwasnotcarriedouttotheletter,Iamnotinapositiontostate。

  Eleanor,however,certainlydidfeelherselftohavebeenbaffledasshereturnedhomewithallhernewstoherfather。

  Certainlyshehadbeenvictorious,certainlyshehadachievedherobject,certainlyshewasnotunhappy,andyetshedidnotfeelherselftriumphant。Everythingwouldrunsmoothnow。

  EleanorwasnotatalladdictedtotheLydianschoolofromance;shebynomeansobjectedtoherloverbecausehecameinatthedoorunderthenameofAbsolute,insteadofpullingheroutofawindowunderthenameofBeverley;andyetshefeltthatshehadbeenimposedupon,andcouldhardlythinkofMaryBoldwithsisterlycharity。’IdidthinkIcouldhavetrustedMary,’shesaidtoherselfoverandoveragain。

  ’OhthatsheshouldhavedaredtokeepmeintheroomwhenItriedtogetout!’Eleanor,however,feltthatthegamewasup,andthatshehadnownothingfurthertodobuttoaddtothebudgetofnewswhichwaspreparedforherfather,thatJohnBoldwasheracceptedlover。

  Wewill,however,nowleaveheronherway,andgowithJohnBoldtoPlumsteadEpiscopi,merelypremisingthatEleanoronreachinghomewillnotfindthingssosmoothasshefondlyexpected;twomessengershadcome,onetoherfatherandtheothertothearchdeacon,andeachofthemmuchopposedtoherquietmodeofsolvingalltheirdifficulties;theoneintheshapeofanumberofTheJupiter,andtheotherinthatofafurtheropinionfromSirAbrahamHaphazard。

  JohnBoldgotonhishorseandrodeofftoPlumsteadEpiscopi;

  notbrisklyandwitheagerspur,asmendoridewhenself-

  satisfiedwiththeirownintentions;butslowly,modestly,thoughtfully,andsomewhatindreadofthecominginterview。

  Nowandagainhewouldrecurtothescenewhichwasjustover,supporthimselfbytheremembranceofthesilencethatgivesconsent,andexultasahappylover。Buteventhisfeelingwasnotwithoutashadeofremorse。Hadhenotshownhimselfchildishlyweakthustoyielduptheresolveofmanyhoursofthoughttothetearsofaprettygirl?Howwashetomeethislawyer?Howwashetobackoutofamatterinwhichhisnamewasalreadysopubliclyconcerned?What,ohwhat!

  washetosaytoTomTowers?Whilemeditatingthesepainfulthingshereachedthelodgeleadinguptothearchdeacon’sglebe,andforthefirsttimeinhislifefoundhimselfwithinthesacredprecincts。

  Allthedoctor’schildrenweretogetherontheslopeofthelawnclosetotheroad,asBoldrodeuptothehalldoor。TheywerethereholdinghighdebateonmattersevidentlyofdeepinterestatPlumsteadEpiscopi,andthevoicesoftheboyshadbeenheardbeforethelodgegatewasclosed。

  FlorindaandGrizzel,frightenedatthesightofsowell-

  knownanenemytothefamily,fledonthefirstappearanceofthehorseman,andraninterrortotheirmother’sarms;notforthemwasit,tenderbranches,toresentinjuries,orasmembersofachurchmilitanttoputonarmouragainstitsenemies。Buttheboysstoodtheirgroundlikeheroes,andboldlydemandedthebusinessoftheintruder。

  ’Doyouwanttoseeanybodyhere,sir?’saidHenry,withadefianteyeandahostiletone,whichplainlysaidthatatanyratenoonetherewantedtoseethepersonsoaddressed;andashespokehebrandishedalofthisgardenwater-pot,holdingitbythespout,readyforthebrainingofanyone。

  ’Henry,’saidCharlesJamesslowly,andwithacertaindignityofdiction,’MrBoldofcoursewouldnothavecomewithoutwantingtoseesomeone;ifMrBoldhasapropergroundforwantingtoseesomepersonhere,ofcoursehehasarighttocome。’

  ButSamuelsteppedlightlyuptothehorse’shead,andofferedhisservices。’Oh,MrBold,’saidhe,’papa,I’msure,willbegladtoseeyou;Isupposeyouwanttoseepapa。ShallIholdyourhorseforyou?Ohwhataveryprettyhorse!’andheturnedhisheadandwinkedfunnilyathisbrothers。’Papahasheardsuchgoodnewsabouttheoldhospitaltoday。Weknowyou’llbegladtohearit,becauseyou’resuchafriendofgrandpapaHarding,andsomuchinlovewithAuntNelly!’

  ’Howd’yedo,lads?’saidBold,dismounting。’Iwanttoseeyourfatherifhe’sathome。’

  ’Lads!’saidHenry,turningonhisheelandaddressinghimselftohisbrother,butloudenoughtobeheardbyBold;’lads,indeed!ifwe’relads,whatdoeshecallhimself?’

  CharlesJamescondescendedtosaynothingfurther,butcockedhishatwithmuchprecision,andleftthevisitortothecareofhisyoungestbrother。

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