第5章
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  ’MrBold,’saidtheother,stopping,andspeakingwithsomesolemnity,’ifyouactjustly,saynothinginthismatterbutthetruth,andusenounfairweaponsincarryingoutyourpurposes,Ishallhavenothingtoforgive。IpresumeyouthinkIamnotentitledtotheincomeIreceivefromthehospital,andthatothersareentitledtoit。Whateversomemaydo,I

  shallneverattributetoyoubasemotivesbecauseyouholdanopinionopposedtomyownandadversetomyinterests:praydowhatyouconsidertobeyourduty;Icangiveyounoassistance,neitherwillIofferyouanyobstacle。Letme,however,suggesttoyou,thatyoucaninnowiseforwardyourviewsnorImine,byanydiscussionbetweenus。HerecomesEleanorandtheponies,andwe’llgointotea。’

  Bold,however,feltthathecouldnotsitdownateasewithMrHardingandhisdaughterafterwhathadpassed,andthereforeexcusedhimselfwithmuchawkwardapology;andmerelyraisinghishatandbowingashepassedEleanorandtheponychair,leftherindisappointedamazementathisdeparture。

  MrHarding’sdemeanourcertainlyimpressedBoldwithafullconvictionthatthewardenfeltthathestoodonstronggrounds,andalmostmadehimthinkthathewasabouttointerferewithoutduewarrantintheprivateaffairsofajustandhonourableman;butMrHardinghimselfwasanythingbutsatisfiedwithhisownviewofthecase。

  Inthefirstplace,hewishedforEleanor’ssaketothinkwellofBoldandtolikehim,andyethecouldnotbutfeeldisgustedatthearroganceofhisconduct。WhatrighthadhetosaythatJohnHiram’swillwasnotfairlycarriedout?Butthenthequestionwouldarisewithinhisheart,——Wasthatwillfairlyactedon?DidJohnHirammeanthatthewardenofhishospitalshouldreceiveconsiderablymoreoutofthelegacythanallthetwelveoldmentogetherforwhosebehoofthehospitalwasbuilt?CoulditbepossiblethatJohnBoldwasright,andthatthereverendwardenofthehospitalhadbeenforthelasttenyearsandmoretheunjustrecipientofanincomelegallyandequitablybelongingtoothers?Whatifitshouldbeprovedbeforethelightofdaythathe,whoselifehadbeensohappy,soquiet,sorespected,hadabsorbed#800towhichhehadnotitle,andwhichhecouldneverrepay?Idonotsaythathefearedthatsuchwasreallythecase;butthefirstshadeofdoubtnowfellacrosshismind,andfromthisevening,formanyalong,longday,ourgood,kindlovingwardenwasneitherhappynoratease。

  Thoughtsofthiskind,thesefirstmomentsofmuchmisery,oppressedMrHardingashesatsippinghistea,absentandillatease。PoorEleanorfeltthatallwasnotright,butherideasastothecauseoftheevening’sdiscomfortdidnotgobeyondherlover,andhissuddenanduncivildeparture。ShethoughttheremusthavebeensomequarrelbetweenBoldandherfather,andshewashalfangrywithboth,thoughshedidnotattempttoexplaintoherselfwhyshewasso。

  MrHardingthoughtlonganddeeplyoverthesethings,bothbeforehewenttobedandafterit,ashelayawake,questioningwithinhimselfthevalidityofhisclaimtotheincomewhichheenjoyed。Itseemedclearatanyratethat,howeverunfortunatehemightbeathavingbeenplacedinsuchaposition,noonecouldsaythatheoughteithertohaverefusedtheappointmentfirst,ortohaverejectedtheincomeafterwards。Alltheworld——meaningtheecclesiasticalworldasconfinedtotheEnglishchurch——knewthatthewardenshipoftheBarchesterHospitalwasasnugsinecure,butnoonehadeverbeenblamedforacceptingit。Tohowmuchblame,however,wouldhehavebeenopenhadherejectedit!Howmadwouldhehavebeenthoughthadhedeclared,whenthesituationwasvacantandofferedtohim,thathehadscruplesastoreceiving#800ayearfromJohnHiram’sproperty,andthathehadrathersomestrangershouldpossessit!HowwouldDrGrantlyhaveshakenhiswisehead,andhaveconsultedwithhisfriendsinthecloseastosomedecentretreatforthecominginsanityofthepoorminorcanon!Ifhewasrightinacceptingtheplace,itwascleartohimalsothathewouldbewronginrejectinganypartoftheincomeattachedtoit。Thepatronagewasavaluableappanageofthebishopric;andsurelyitwouldnotbehisdutytolessenthevalueofthatprefermentwhichhadbeenbestowedonhimself;surelyhewasboundtostandbyhisorder。

  Butsomehowthesearguments,thoughtheyseemedlogical,werenotsatisfactory。WasJohnHiram’swillfairlycarriedout?thatwasthetruequestion:andifnot,wasitnothisespecialdutytoseethatthiswasdone——hisespecialduty,whateverinjuryitmightdotohisorder——howeverillsuchdutymightbereceivedbyhispatronandhisfriends?Attheideaofhisfriends,hismindturnedunhappilytohisson-in-law。

  HeknewwellhowstronglyhewouldbesupportedbyDrGrantly,ifhecouldbringhimselftoputhiscaseintothearchdeacon’shandsandtoallowhimtofightthebattle;butheknewalsothathewouldfindnosympathythereforhisdoubts,nofriendlyfeeling,noinwardcomfort。DrGrantlywouldbereadyenoughtotakeuphiscudgelagainstallcomersonbehalfofthechurchmilitant,buthewoulddosoonthedistastefulgroundofthechurch’sinfallibility。SuchacontestwouldgivenocomforttoMrHarding’sdoubts。Hewasnotsoanxioustoprovehimselfright,astobeso。

  IhavesaidbeforethatDrGrantlywastheworkingmanofthediocese,andthathisfatherthebishopwassomewhatinclinedtoanidlelife。Soitwas;butthebishop,thoughhehadneverbeenanactiveman,wasonewhosequalitieshadrenderedhimdeartoallwhoknewhim。Hewastheveryoppositetohisson;hewasablandandakindoldman,opposedbyeveryfeelingtoauthoritativedemonstrationsandepiscopalostentation。Itwasperhapswellforhim,inhissituation,thathissonhadearlyinlifebeenabletodothatwhichhecouldnotwelldowhenhewasyounger,andwhichhecouldnothavedoneatallnowthathewasoverseventy。Thebishopknewhowtoentertaintheclergyofhisdiocese,totalkeasysmall-talkwiththerectors’wives,andputcuratesattheirease;butitrequiredthestronghandofthearchdeacontodealwithsuchaswererefractoryeitherintheirdoctrinesortheirlives。

  ThebishopandMrHardinglovedeachotherwarmly。

  Theyhadgrownoldtogether,andhadtogetherspentmany,manyyearsinclericalpursuitsandclericalconversation。

  Whenoneofthemwasabishopandtheotheronlyaminorcanontheywereeventhenmuchtogether;butsincetheirchildrenhadmarried,andMrHardinghadbecomewardenandprecentor,theywereallinalltoeachother。Iwillnotsaythattheymanagedthediocesebetweenthem,buttheyspentmuchtimeindiscussingthemanwhodid,andinforminglittleplanstomitigatehiswrathagainstchurchdelinquents,andsoftenhisaspirationsforchurchdominion。

  MrHardingdeterminedtoopenhismind,andconfesshisdoubtstohisoldfriend;andtohimhewentonthemorningafterJohnBold’suncourteousvisit。

  Uptothisperiodnorumourofthesecruelproceedingsagainstthehospitalhadreachedthebishop’sears。Hehaddoubtlessheardthatmenexistedwhoquestionedhisrighttopresenttoasinecureof#800ayear,ashehadheardfromtimetotimeofsomespecialimmoralityordisgracefuldisturbanceintheusuallydecentandquietcityofBarchester:

  butallhedid,andallhewascalledontodo,onsuchoccasions,wastoshakehishead,andtobeghisson,thegreatdictator,toseethatnoharmhappenedtothechurch。

  ItwasalongstorythatMrHardinghadtotellbeforehemadethebishopcomprehendhisownviewofthecase;butweneednotfollowhimthroughthetale。Atfirstthebishopcounselledbutonestep,recommendedbutoneremedy,hadbutonemedicineinhiswholepharmacopoeiastrongenoughtotouchsograveadisorder——heprescribedthearchdeacon。

  ’Referhimtothearchdeacon,’herepeated,asMrHardingspokeofBoldandhisvisit。’Thearchdeaconwillsetyouquiterightaboutthat,’hekindlysaid,whenhisfriendspokewithhesitationofthejustnessofhiscause。’Nomanhasgotupallthatsowellasthearchdeacon’;butthedose,thoughlarge,failedtoquietthepatient;indeeditalmostproducednausea。

  ’But,bishop,’saidhe,’didyoueverreadJohnHiram’swill?’

  Thebishopthoughtprobablyhehad,thirty-fiveyearsago,whenfirstinstitutedtohissee,butcouldnotstatepositively:

  however,heverywellknewthathehadtheabsoluterighttopresenttothewardenship,andthattheincomeofthewardenhadbeenregularlysettled。

  ’But,bishop,thequestionis,whohasthepowertosettleit?

  If,asthisyoungmansays,thewillprovidesthattheproceedsofthepropertyaretobedividedintoshares,whohasthepowertoaltertheseprovisions?’Thebishophadanindistinctideathattheyalteredthemselvesbythelapseofyears;

  thatakindofecclesiasticalstatuteoflimitationbarredtherightsofthetwelvebedesmentoanyincreaseofincomearisingfromtheincreasedvalueofproperty。Hesaidsomethingabouttradition;moreofthemanylearnedmenwhobytheirpracticehadconfirmedthepresentarrangement;thenwentatsomelengthintotheproprietyofmaintainingtheduedifferenceinrankandincomebetweenabeneficedclergymanandcertainpooroldmenwhoweredependentoncharity;andconcludedhisargumentbyanotherreferencetothearchdeacon。

  Theprecentorsatthoughtfullygazingatthefire,andlisteningtothegood-naturedreasoningofhisfriend。Whatthebishopsaidhadasortofcomfortinit,butitwasnotasustainingcomfort。ItmadeMrHardingfeelthatmanyothers——

  indeed,allothersofhisownorder——wouldthinkhimright;

  butitfailedtoprovetohimthathetrulywasso。

  Bishop,’saidhe,atlast,afterbothhadsatsilentforawhile,’Ishoulddeceiveyouandmyselftoo,ifIdidnottellyouthatIamveryunhappyaboutthis。SupposethatIcannotbringmyselftoagreewithDrGrantly!——thatIfind,afterinquiry,thattheyoungmanisright,andthatIamwrong——whatthen?’

  Thetwooldmenweresittingneareachother——sonearthatthebishopwasabletolayhishandupontheother’sknee,andhedidsowithagentlepressure。MrHardingwellknewwhatthatpressuremeant。Thebishophadnofurtherargumenttoadduce;hecouldnotfightforthecauseashissonwoulddo;

  hecouldnotprovealltheprecentor’sdoubtstobegroundless;

  buthecouldsympathisewithhisfriend,andhedidso;andMrHardingfeltthathehadreceivedthatforwhichhecame。

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