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  “Twodegreeshigherthanitwasyesterday,“saidSt。John。

  “Iwonderwherethesenutscomefrom,“heobserved,takinganutoutoftheplate,turningitoverinhisfingers,andlookingatitcuriously。

  “London,Ishouldthink,“saidTerence,lookingatthenuttoo。

  “Acompetentmanofbusinesscouldmakeafortunehereinnotime,“

  St。Johncontinued。“Isupposetheheatdoessomethingfunnytopeople’sbrains。EventheEnglishgoalittlequeer。Anyhowthey’rehopelesspeopletodealwith。Theykeptmethree-quartersofanhourwaitingatthechemist’sthismorning,fornoreasonwhatever。“

  Therewasanotherlongpause。ThenRidleyenquired,“Rodriguezseemssatisfied?“

  “Quite,“saidTerencewithdecision。“It’sjustgottorunitscourse。“

  WhereuponRidleyheavedadeepsigh。Hewasgenuinelysorryforeveryone,butatthesametimehemissedHelenconsiderably,andwasalittleaggrievedbytheconstantpresenceofthetwoyoungmen。

  Theymovedbackintothedrawing-room。

  “Lookhere,Hirst,“saidTerence,“there’snothingtobedonefortwohours。“Heconsultedthesheetpinnedtothedoor。

  “Yougoandliedown。I’llwaithere。ChaileysitswithRachelwhileHelenhasherluncheon。“

  ItwasaskingagooddealofHirsttotellhimtogowithoutwaitingforasightofHelen。TheselittleglimpsesofHelenweretheonlyrespitesfromstrainandboredom,andveryoftentheyseemedtomakeupforthediscomfortoftheday,althoughshemightnothaveanythingtotellthem。However,astheywereonanexpeditiontogether,hehadmadeuphismindtoobey。

  Helenwasverylateincomingdown。Shelookedlikeapersonwhohasbeensittingforalongtimeinthedark。Shewaspaleandthinner,andtheexpressionofhereyeswasharassedbutdetermined。

  Sheateherluncheonquickly,andseemedindifferenttowhatshewasdoing。ShebrushedasideTerence’senquiries,andatlast,asifhehadnotspoken,shelookedathimwithaslightfrownandsaid:

  “Wecan’tgoonlikethis,Terence。Eitheryou’vegottofindanotherdoctor,oryoumusttellRodrigueztostopcoming,andI’llmanageformyself。It’snouseforhimtosaythatRachel’sbetter;

  she’snotbetter;she’sworse。“

  Terencesufferedaterrificshock,likethatwhichhehadsufferedwhenRachelsaid,“Myheadaches。“HestilleditbyreflectingthatHelenwasoverwrought,andhewasupheldinthisopinionbyhisobstinatesensethatshewasopposedtohimintheargument。

  “Doyouthinkshe’sindanger?“heasked。

  “Noonecangoonbeingasillasthatdayafterday——“Helenreplied。

  Shelookedathim,andspokeasifshefeltsomeindignationwithsomebody。

  “Verywell,I’lltalktoRodriguezthisafternoon,“hereplied。

  Helenwentupstairsatonce。

  NothingnowcouldassuageTerence’sanxiety。Hecouldnotread,norcouldhesitstill,andhissenseofsecuritywasshaken,inspiteofthefactthathewasdeterminedthatHelenwasexaggerating,andthatRachelwasnotveryill。Buthewantedathirdpersontoconfirmhiminhisbelief。

  DirectlyRodriguezcamedownhedemanded,“Well,howisshe?

  Doyouthinkherworse?“

  “Thereisnoreasonforanxiety,Itellyou——none,“RodriguezrepliedinhisexecrableFrench,smilinguneasily,andmakinglittlemovementsallthetimeasiftogetaway。

  Hewetstoodfirmlybetweenhimandthedoor。Hewasdeterminedtoseeforhimselfwhatkindofmanhewas。Hisconfidenceinthemanvanishedashelookedathimandsawhisinsignificance,hisdirtyappearance,hisshiftiness,andhisunintelligent,hairyface。Itwasstrangethathehadneverseenthisbefore。

  “Youwon’tobject,ofcourse,ifweaskyoutoconsultanotherdoctor?“

  hecontinued。

  Atthisthelittlemanbecameopenlyincensed。

  “Ah!“hecried。“Youhavenotconfidenceinme?Youobjecttomytreatment?Youwishmetogiveupthecase?“

  “Notatall,“Terencereplied,“butinseriousillnessofthiskind——“

  Rodriguezshruggedhisshoulders。

  “Itisnotserious,Iassureyou。Youareoveranxious。Theyoungladyisnotseriouslyill,andIamadoctor。Theladyofcourseisfrightened,“hesneered。“Iunderstandthatperfectly。“

  “Thenameandaddressofthedoctoris——?“Terencecontinued。

  “Thereisnootherdoctor,“Rodriguezrepliedsullenly。“Everyonehasconfidenceinme。Look!Iwillshowyou。“

  HetookoutapacketofoldlettersandbeganturningthemoverasifinsearchofonethatwouldconfuteTerence’ssuspicions。

  Ashesearched,hebegantotellastoryaboutanEnglishlordwhohadtrustedhim——agreatEnglishlord,whosenamehehad,unfortunately,forgotten。

  “Thereisnootherdoctorintheplace,“heconcluded,stillturningovertheletters。

  “Nevermind,“saidTerenceshortly。“Iwillmakeenquiriesformyself。“

  Rodriguezputthelettersbackinhispocket。

  “Verywell,“heremarked。“Ihavenoobjection。“

  Heliftedhiseyebrows,shruggedhisshoulders,asiftorepeatthattheytooktheillnessmuchtooseriouslyandthattherewasnootherdoctor,andslippedout,leavingbehindhimanimpressionthathewasconsciousthathewasdistrusted,andthathismalicewasaroused。

  AfterthisTerencecouldnolongerstaydownstairs。Hewentup,knockedatRachel’sdoor,andaskedHelenwhetherhemightseeherforafewminutes。Hehadnotseenheryesterday。Shemadenoobjection,andwentandsatatatableinthewindow。

  Terencesatdownbythebedside。Rachel’sfacewaschanged。

  Shelookedasthoughshewereentirelyconcentratedupontheeffortofkeepingalive。Herlipsweredrawn,andhercheeksweresunkenandflushed,thoughwithoutcolour。Hereyeswerenotentirelyshut,thelowerhalfofthewhitepartshowing,notasifshesaw,butasiftheyremainedopenbecauseshewastoomuchexhaustedtoclosethem。Sheopenedthemcompletelywhenhekissedher。

  Butsheonlysawanoldwomanslicingaman’sheadoffwithaknife。

  “Thereitfalls!“shemurmured。ShethenturnedtoTerenceandaskedhimanxiouslysomequestionaboutamanwithmules,whichhecouldnotunderstand。“Whydoesn’thecome?Whydoesn’thecome?“

  sherepeated。Hewasappalledtothinkofthedirtylittlemandownstairsinconnectionwithillnesslikethis,andturninginstinctivelytoHelen,butshewasdoingsomethingatatableinthewindow,anddidnotseemtorealisehowgreattheshocktohimmustbe。

  Herosetogo,forhecouldnotenduretolistenanylonger;

  hisheartbeatquicklyandpainfullywithangerandmisery。

  AshepassedHelensheaskedhiminthesameweary,unnatural,butdeterminedvoicetofetchhermoreice,andtohavethejugoutsidefilledwithfreshmilk。

  WhenhehaddonetheseerrandshewenttofindHirst。Exhaustedandveryhot,St。Johnhadfallenasleeponabed,butTerencewokehimwithoutscruple。

  “Helenthinksshe’sworse,“hesaid。“There’snodoubtshe’sfrightfullyill。Rodriguezisuseless。Wemustgetanotherdoctor。“

  “Butthereisnootherdoctor,“saidHirstdrowsily,sittingupandrubbinghiseyes。

  “Don’tbeadamnedfool!“Terenceexclaimed。“Ofcoursethere’sanotherdoctor,and,ifthereisn’t,you’vegottofindone。Itoughttohavebeendonedaysago。I’mgoingdowntosaddlethehorse。“

  Hecouldnotstaystillinoneplace。

  InlessthantenminutesSt。Johnwasridingtothetowninthescorchingheatinsearchofadoctor,hisordersbeingtofindoneandbringhimbackifhehadtobefetchedinaspecialtrain。

  “Weoughttohavedoneitdaysago,“Hewetrepeatedangrily。

  Whenhewentbackintothedrawing-roomhefoundthatMrs。Flushingwasthere,standingveryerectinthemiddleoftheroom,havingarrived,aspeopledidinthesedays,bythekitchenorthroughthegardenunannounced。

  “She’sbetter?“Mrs。Flushingenquiredabruptly;theydidnotattempttoshakehands。

  “No,“saidTerence。“Ifanything,theythinkshe’sworse。“

  Mrs。Flushingseemedtoconsiderforamomentortwo,lookingstraightatTerenceallthetime。

  “Letmetellyou,“shesaid,speakinginnervousjerks,“it’salwaysabouttheseventhdayonebeginstogetanxious。Idaresayyou’vebeensittin’hereworryin’byyourself。Youthinkshe’sbad,butanyonecomin’withafresheyewouldseeshewasbetter。

  Mr。Elliot’shadfever;he’sallrightnow,“shethrewout。

  “Itwasn’tanythin’shecaughtontheexpedition。What’sitmatter——

  afewdays’fever?Mybrotherhadfeverfortwenty-sixdaysonce。

  Andinaweekortwohewasupandabout。Wegavehimnothin’butmilkandarrowroot——“

  HereMrs。Chaileycameinwithamessage。

  “I’mwantedupstairs,“saidTerence。

  “Yousee——she’llbebetter,“Mrs。Flushingjerkedoutashelefttheroom。HeranxietytopersuadeTerencewasverygreat,andwhenheleftherwithoutsayinganythingshefeltdissatisfiedandrestless;shedidnotliketostay,butshecouldnotbeartogo。

  Shewanderedfromroomtoroomlookingforsomeonetotalkto,butalltheroomswereempty。

  Terencewentupstairs,stoodinsidethedoortotakeHelen’sdirections,lookedoveratRachel,butdidnotattempttospeaktoher。

  Sheappearedvaguelyconsciousofhispresence,butitseemedtodisturbher,andsheturned,sothatshelaywithherbacktohim。

  Forsixdaysindeedshehadbeenobliviousoftheworldoutside,becauseitneededallherattentiontofollowthehot,red,quicksightswhichpassedincessantlybeforehereyes。

  Sheknewthatitwasofenormousimportancethatsheshouldattendtothesesightsandgrasptheirmeaning,butshewasalwaysbeingjusttoolatetohearorseesomethingwhichwouldexplainitall。

  Forthisreason,thefaces,——Helen’sface,thenurse’s,Terence’s,thedoctor’s,——whichoccasionallyforcedthemselvesveryclosetoher,wereworryingbecausetheydistractedherattentionandshemightmisstheclue。However,onthefourthafternoonshewassuddenlyunabletokeepHelen’sfacedistinctfromthesightsthemselves;

  herlipswidenedasshebentdownoverthebed,andshebegantogabbleunintelligiblyliketherest。Thesightswereallconcernedinsomeplot,someadventure,someescape。Thenatureofwhattheyweredoingchangedincessantly,althoughtherewasalwaysareasonbehindit,whichshemustendeavourtograsp。Nowtheywereamongtreesandsavages,nowtheywereonthesea,nowtheywereonthetopsofhightowers;nowtheyjumped;nowtheyflew。

  Butjustasthecrisiswasabouttohappen,somethinginvariablyslippedinherbrain,sothatthewholeefforthadtobeginoveragain。

  Theheatwassuffocating。Atlastthefaceswentfurtheraway;

  shefellintoadeeppoolofstickywater,whicheventuallyclosedoverherhead。Shesawnothingandheardnothingbutafaintboomingsound,whichwasthesoundofthesearollingoverherhead。

  Whileallhertormentorsthoughtthatshewasdead,shewasnotdead,butcurledupatthebottomofthesea。Thereshelay,sometimesseeingdarkness,sometimeslight,whileeverynowandthensomeoneturnedheroveratthebottomofthesea。

  AfterSt。Johnhadspentsomehoursintheheatofthesunwranglingwithevasiveandverygarrulousnatives,heextractedtheinformationthattherewasadoctor,aFrenchdoctor,whowasatpresentawayonaholidayinthehills。Itwasquiteimpossible,sotheysaid,tofindhim。Withhisexperienceofthecountry,St。Johnthoughtitunlikelythatatelegramwouldeitherbesentorreceived;buthavingreducedthedistanceofthehilltown,inwhichhewasstaying,fromahundredmilestothirtymiles,andhavinghiredacarriageandhorses,hestartedatoncetofetchthedoctorhimself。

  Hesucceededinfindinghim,andeventuallyforcedtheunwillingmantoleavehisyoungwifeandreturnforthwith。TheyreachedthevillaatmiddayonTuesday。

  Terencecameouttoreceivethem,andSt。Johnwasstruckbythefactthathehadgrownperceptiblythinnerintheinterval;hewaswhitetoo;

  hiseyeslookedstrange。ButthecurtspeechandthesulkymasterfulmannerofDr。Lesageimpressedthembothfavourably,althoughatthesametimeitwasobviousthathewasverymuchannoyedatthewholeaffair。Comingdownstairshegavehisdirectionsemphatically,butitneveroccurredtohimtogiveanopinioneitherbecauseofthepresenceofRodriguezwhowasnowobsequiousaswellasmalicious,orbecausehetookitforgrantedthattheyknewalreadywhatwastobeknown。

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