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  Ponderinginmymindthefar-seeingschemesofThismanandThatman,andofthepublicblessingcalledParty,forstayingthedegeneracy,physicalandmoral,ofmanythousandswhoshallsayhowmany?oftheEnglishrace;fordevisingemploymentusefultothecommunityforthosewhowantbuttoworkandlive;forequalisingrates,cultivatingwastelands,facilitatingemigration,and,aboveallthings,savingandutilisingtheoncominggenerations,andtherebychangingever-growingnationalweaknessintostrength:ponderinginmymind,Isay,thesehopefulexertions,Iturneddownanarrowstreettolookintoahouseortwo。

  Itwasadarkstreetwithadeadwallononeside。Nearlyalltheouterdoorsofthehousesstoodopen。Itookthefirstentry,andknockedataparlour-door。MightIcomein?Imight,ifIplased,sur。

  ThewomanoftheroomIrishhadpickedupsomelongstripsofwood,aboutsomewharforbarge;andtheyhadjustnowbeenthrustintotheotherwiseemptygratetomaketwoironpotsboil。Therewassomefishinone,andthereweresomepotatoesintheother。

  Theflareoftheburningwoodenabledmetoseeatable,andabrokenchairorso,andsomeoldcheapcrockeryornamentsaboutthechimney-piece。ItwasnotuntilIhadspokenwiththewomanafewminutes,thatIsawahorriblebrownheaponthefloorinacorner,which,butforpreviousexperienceinthisdismalwise,Imightnothavesuspectedtobe’thebed。’Therewassomethingthrownuponit;andIaskedwhatthatwas。

  ’’Tisthepoorcraythurthatstayshere,sur;and’tisverybadsheis,and’tisverybadshe’sbeenthislongtime,and’tisbettershe’llneverbe,and’tisslapeshedoesallday,and’tiswakeshedoesallnight,and’tisthelead,sur。’

  ’Thewhat?’

  ’Thelead,sur。Sure’tisthelead-mills,wherethewomengetstookonateighteen-penceaday,sur,whentheymakesapplicationearlyenough,andisluckyandwanted;and’tislead-pisonedsheis,sur,andsomeofthemgetslead-pisonedsoon,andsomeofthemgetslead-pisonedlater,andsome,butnotmany,niver;and’tisallaccordingtotheconstitooshun,sur,andsomeconstitooshunsisstrong,andsomeisweak;andherconstitooshunislead-pisoned,badascanbe,sur;andherbrainiscomingoutatherear,andithurtsherdreadful;andthat’swhatitis,andnivernomore,andnivernoless,sur。’

  Thesickyoungwomanmoaninghere,thespeakerbentoverher,tookabandagefromherhead,andthrewopenabackdoortoletinthedaylightuponit,fromthesmallestandmostmiserablebackyardI

  eversaw。

  ’That’swhatcoomsfromher,sur,beinglead-pisoned;anditcoomsfromhernightandday,thepoor,sickcraythur;andthepainofitisdreadful;andGodheknowsthatmyhusbandhaswalkedthesthreetsthesefourdays,beingalabourer,andiswalkingthemnow,andisreadytowork,andnoworkforhim,andnofireandnofoodbutthebitinthepot,andnomorethantenshillingsinafortnight;Godbegoodtous!anditispoorweare,anddarkitisandcoulditisindeed。’

  KnowingthatIcouldcompensatemyselfthereafterformyself-

  denial,ifIsawfit,IhadresolvedthatIwouldgivenothinginthecourseofthesevisits。Ididthistotrythepeople。ImaystateatoncethatmyclosestobservationcouldnotdetectanyindicationwhateverofanexpectationthatIwouldgivemoney:

  theyweregratefultobetalkedtoabouttheirmiserableaffairs,andsympathywasplainlyacomforttothem;buttheyneitheraskedformoneyinanycase,norshowedtheleasttraceofsurpriseordisappointmentorresentmentatmygivingnone。

  Thewoman’smarrieddaughterhadbythistimecomedownfromherroomonthefloorabove,tojoinintheconversation。Sheherselfhadbeentothelead-millsveryearlythatmorningtobe’tookon,’

  buthadnotsucceeded。Shehadfourchildren;andherhusband,alsoawater-sidelabourer,andthenoutseekingwork,seemedinnobettercaseastofindingitthanherfather。ShewasEnglish,andbynature,ofabuxomfigureandcheerful。Bothinherpoordressandinhermother’stherewasanefforttokeepupsomeappearanceofneatness。Sheknewallaboutthesufferingsoftheunfortunateinvalid,andallaboutthelead-poisoning,andhowthesymptomscameon,andhowtheygrew,-havingoftenseenthem。Theverysmellwhenyoustoodinsidethedooroftheworkswasenoughtoknockyoudown,shesaid:yetshewasgoingbackagaintoget’tookon。’Whatcouldshedo?Betterbeulceratedandparalysedforeighteen-penceaday,whileitlasted,thanseethechildrenstarve。

  Adarkandsqualidcupboardinthisroom,touchingthebackdoorandallmannerofoffence,hadbeenforsometimethesleeping-

  placeofthesickyoungwoman。Butthenightsbeingnowwintry,andtheblanketsandcoverlets’gonetotheleavingshop,’shelayallnightwhereshelayallday,andwaslyingthen。Thewomanoftheroom,herhusband,thismostmiserablepatient,andtwoothers,layontheonebrownheaptogetherforwarmth。

  ’Godblessyou,sir,andthankyou!’werethepartingwordsfromthesepeople,-gratefullyspokentoo,-withwhichIleftthisplace。

  Somestreetsaway,Itappedatanotherparlour-dooronanotherground-floor。Lookingin,Ifoundaman,hiswife,andfourchildren,sittingatawashing-stoolbywayoftable,attheirdinnerofbreadandinfusedtea-leaves。Therewasaveryscantycinderousfireinthegratebywhichtheysat;andtherewasatentbedsteadintheroomwithabeduponitandacoverlet。ThemandidnotrisewhenIwentin,norduringmystay,butcivillyinclinedhisheadonmypullingoffmyhat,and,inanswertomyinquirywhetherImightaskhimaquestionortwo,said,’Certainly。’Therebeingawindowateachendofthisroom,backandfront,itmighthavebeenventilated;butitwasshutuptight,tokeepthecoldout,andwasverysickening。

  Thewife,anintelligent,quickwoman,roseandstoodatherhusband’selbow;andheglancedupatherasifforhelp。Itsoonappearedthathewasratherdeaf。Hewasaslow,simplefellowofaboutthirty。

  ’Whatwashebytrade?’

  ’Gentlemanaskswhatareyoubytrade,John?’

  ’Iamaboilermaker;’lookingabouthimwithanexceedinglyperplexedair,asifforaboilerthathadunaccountablyvanished。

  ’Heain’tamechanic,youunderstand,sir,’thewifeputin:’he’sonlyalabourer。’

  ’Areyouinwork?’

  Helookedupathiswifeagain。’Gentlemansaysareyouinwork,John?’

  ’Inwork!’criedthisforlornboilermaker,staringaghastathiswife,andthenworkinghisvision’swayveryslowlyroundtome:

  ’Lord,no!’

  ’Ah,heain’tindeed!’saidthepoorwoman,shakingherhead,asshelookedatthefourchildreninsuccession,andthenathim。

  ’Work!’saidtheboilermaker,stillseekingthatevaporatedboiler,firstinmycountenance,thenintheair,andtheninthefeaturesofhissecondsonathisknee:’IwishIWASinwork!Ihaven’thadmorethanaday’sworktodothisthreeweeks。’

  ’Howhaveyoulived?’

  Afaintgleamofadmirationlightedupthefaceofthewould-beboilermaker,ashestretchedouttheshortsleeveofhisthread-

  barecanvasjacket,andreplied,pointingherout,’Ontheworkofthewife。’

  Iforgetwhereboilermakinghadgoneto,orwherehesupposedithadgoneto;butheaddedsomeresignedinformationonthathead,coupledwithanexpressionofhisbeliefthatitwasnevercomingback。

  Thecheeryhelpfulnessofthewifewasveryremarkable。Shedidslop-work;madepea-jackets。Sheproducedthepea-jackettheninhand,andspreaditoutuponthebed,-theonlypieceoffurnitureintheroomonwhichtospreadit。Sheshowedhowmuchofitshemade,andhowmuchwasafterwardsfinishedoffbythemachine。

  Accordingtohercalculationatthemoment,deductingwhathertrimmingcosther,shegotformakingapea-jackettenpencehalf-

  penny,andshecouldmakeoneinsomethinglessthantwodays。

  But,yousee,itcometoherthroughtwohands,andofcourseitdidn’tcomethroughthesecondhandfornothing。Whydiditcomethroughthesecondhandatall?Why,thisway。Thesecondhandtooktheriskofthegiven-outwork,yousee。Ifshehadmoneyenoughtopaythesecuritydeposit,-callittwopound,-shecouldgettheworkfromthefirsthand,andsothesecondwouldnothavetobedeductedfor。But,havingnomoneyatall,thesecondhandcomeinandtookitsprofit,andsothewholeworkeddowntotenpencehalf-penny。Havingexplainedallthiswithgreatintelligence,evenwithsomelittlepride,andwithoutawhineormurmur,shefoldedherworkagain,satdownbyherhusband’ssideatthewashing-stool,andresumedherdinnerofdrybread。Meanasthemealwas,onthebareboard,withitsoldgallipotsforcups,andwhatnotothersordidmakeshifts;shabbyasthewomanwasindress,andtoningdonetowardstheBosjesmancolour,withwantofnutrimentandwashing,-therewaspositivelyadignityinher,asthefamilyanchorjustholdingthepoorship-wreckedboilermaker’sbark。WhenIlefttheroom,theboiler-maker’seyeswereslowlyturnedtowardsher,asifhislasthopeofeveragainseeingthatvanishedboilerlayinherdirection。

  Thesepeoplehadneverappliedforparishreliefbutonce;andthatwaswhenthehusbandmetwithadisablingaccidentathiswork。

  Notmanydoorsfromhere,Iwentintoaroomonthefirstfloor。

  Thewomanapologisedforitsbeingin’anuntidymess。’ThedaywasSaturday,andshewasboilingthechildren’sclothesinasaucepanonthehearth。Therewasnothingelseintowhichshecouldhaveputthem。Therewasnocrockery,ortinware,ortub,orbucket。Therewasanoldgallipotortwo,andtherewasabrokenbottleorso,andthereweresomebrokenboxesforseats。Thelastsmallscrapingofcoalsleftwasrakedtogetherinacornerofthefloor。Thereweresomeragsinanopencupboard,alsoonthefloor。InacorneroftheroomwasacrazyoldFrenchbed-stead,withamanlyingonhisbackuponitinaraggedpilotjacket,androughoil-skinfantailhat。Theroomwasperfectlyblack。Itwasdifficulttobelieve,atfirst,thatitwasnotpurposelycolouredblack,thewallsweresobegrimed。

  AsIstoodoppositethewomanboilingthechildren’sclothes,-shehadnotevenapieceofsoaptowashthemwith,-andapologisingforheroccupation,Icouldtakeinallthesethingswithoutappearingtonoticethem,andcouldevencorrectmyinventory。I

  hadmissed,atthefirstglance,somehalfapoundofbreadintheotherwiseemptysafe,anoldredraggedcrinolinehangingonthehandleofthedoorbywhichIhadentered,andcertainfragmentsofrustyironscatteredonthefloor,whichlookedlikebrokentoolsandapieceofstove-pipe。Achildstoodlookingon。Ontheboxnearesttothefiresattwoyoungerchildren;oneadelicateandprettylittlecreature,whomtheothersometimeskissed。

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