Againthehingescreaked,andwerushed。Disorderlypressureforsometimeensuedbeforetheuncommercialunitgotfiguredintothefrontrowofthesum。Itwasstrangetoseesomuchheatanduproarseethingaboutonepoorspare,white-hairedoldman,quietforevermore。Hewascalmoffeatureandundisfigured,ashelayonhisback-havingbeenstruckuponthehinderpartofhishead,andthrownforward-andsomethinglikeatearortwohadstartedfromtheclosedeyes,andlaywetupontheface。Theuncommercialinterest,satedataglance,directeditselfuponthestrivingcrowdoneithersideandbehind:wonderingwhetheronemighthaveguessed,fromtheexpressionofthosefacesmerely,whatkindofsighttheywerelookingat。Thedifferencesofexpressionwerenotmany。Therewasalittlepity,butnotmuch,andthatmostlywithaselfishtouchinit-aswhowouldsay,’ShallI,poorI,looklikethat,whenthetimecomes!’Therewasmoreofasecretlybroodingcontemplationandcuriosity,as’ThatmanIdon’tlike,andhavethegrudgeagainst;wouldsuchbehisappearance,ifsomeone-nottomentionnames-byanychancegavehimanknock?’
Therewasawolfishstareattheobject,inwhichhomicidalwhite-
leadworkershoneconspicuous。Andtherewasamuchmoregeneral,purposeless,vacantstaringatit-likelookingatwaxwork,withoutacatalogue,andnotknowingwhattomakeofit。ButalltheseexpressionsconcurredinpossessingtheoneunderlyingexpressionofLOOKINGATSOMETHINGTHATCOULDNOTRETURNALOOK。
Theuncommercialnoticehadestablishedthisasveryremarkable,whenanewpressureallatoncecomingupfromthestreetpinionedhimignominiously,andhurriedhimintothearmsnowsleevedagainoftheCustodiansmokingathisdoor,andansweringquestions,betweenpuffs,withacertainplacidmeritoriousairofnotbeingproud,thoughhighinoffice。Andmentioningpride,itmaybeobserved,bytheway,thatonecouldnotwellhelpinvestingtheoriginalsoleoccupantofthefrontrowwithanairdepreciatoryofthelegitimateattractionofthepooroldman:
whilethetwointhesecondrowseemedtoexultatthissupersededpopularity。
PacingpresentlyroundthegardenoftheTowerofSt。JacquesdelaBoucherie,andpresentlyagaininfrontoftheHoteldeVille,I
calledtomindacertaindesolateopen-airMorguethatIhappenedtolightuponinLondon,onedayinthehardwinterof1861,andwhichseemedasstrangetome,atthetimeofseeingit,asifI
hadfounditinChina。Towardsthathourofawinter’safternoonwhenthelamp-lightersarebeginningtolightthelampsinthestreetsalittlebeforetheyarewanted,becausethedarknessthickensfastandsoon,IwaswalkinginfromthecountryonthenorthernsideoftheRegent’sPark-hardfrozenanddeserted-
whenIsawanemptyHansomcabdriveuptothelodgeatGloucester-
gate,andthedriverwithgreatagitationcalltothemanthere:
whoquicklyreachedalongpolefromatree,and,deftlycollaredbythedriver,jumpedtothestepofhislittleseat,andsotheHansomrattledoutatthegate,gallopingovertheiron-boundroad。
Ifollowedrunning,thoughnotsofastbutthatwhenIcametotheright-handCanalBridge,nearthecross-pathtoChalkFarm,theHansomwasstationary,thehorsewassmokinghot,thelongpolewasidleontheground,andthedriverandthepark-keeperwerelookingoverthebridgeparapet。Lookingovertoo,Isaw,lyingonthetowing-pathwithherfaceturneduptowardsus,awoman,deadadayortwo,andunderthirty,asIguessed,poorlydressedinblack。
Thefeetwerelightlycrossedattheankles,andthedarkhair,allpushedbackfromtheface,asthoughthathadbeenthelastactionofherdesperatehands,streamedovertheground。Dabbledallabouther,wasthewaterandthebrokenicethathaddroppedfromherdress,andhadsplashedasshewasgotout。Thepolicemanwhohadjustgotherout,andthepassingcostermongerwhohadhelpedhim,werestandingnearthebody;thelatterwiththatstareatitwhichIhavelikenedtobeingatawaxworkexhibitionwithoutacatalogue;theformer,lookingoverhisstock,withprofessionalstiffnessandcoolness,inthedirectioninwhichthebearershehadsentforwereexpected。Sodreadfullyforlorn,sodreadfullysad,sodreadfullymysterious,thisspectacleofourdearsisterheredeparted!Abargecameup,breakingthefloatingiceandthesilence,andawomansteeredit。Themanwiththehorsethattowedit,caredsolittleforthebody,thatthestumblinghoofshadbeenamongthehair,andthetow-ropehadcaughtandturnedthehead,beforeourcryofhorrortookhimtothebridle。Atwhichsoundthesteeringwomanlookedupatusonthebridge,withcontemptunutterable,andthenlookingdownatthebodywithasimilarexpression-asifitweremadeinanotherlikenessfromherself,hadbeeninformedwithotherpassions,hadbeenlostbyotherchances,hadhadanothernaturedraggeddowntoperdition-steeredaspurningstreakofmudatit,andpassedon。
Abetterexperience,butalsooftheMorguekind,inwhichchancehappilymademeusefulinaslightdegree,arosetomyremembranceasItookmywaybytheBoulevarddeSebastopoltothebrighterscenesofParis。
Thethinghappened,sayfive-and-twentyyearsago。Iwasamodestyounguncommercialthen,andtimidandinexperienced。Manysunsandwindshavebrownedmeintheline,butthoseweremypaledays。
Havingnewlytakentheleaseofahouseinacertaindistinguishedmetropolitanparish-ahousewhichthenappearedtometobeafrightfullyfirst-classFamilyMansion,involvingawfulresponsibilities-IbecamethepreyofaBeadle。IthinktheBeadlemusthaveseenmegoinginorcomingout,andmusthaveobservedthatItotteredundertheweightofmygrandeur。OrhemayhavebeeninhidingunderstrawwhenIboughtmyfirsthorseinthedesirablestable-yardattachedtothefirst-classFamilyMansion,andwhenthevendorremarkedtome,inanoriginalmanner,onbringinghimforapproval,takinghisclothoffandsmackinghim,’There,Sir!THERE’SaOrse!’AndwhenIsaidgallantly,’Howmuchdoyouwantforhim?’andwhenthevendorsaid,’Nomorethansixtyguineas,fromyou,’andwhenIsaidsmartly,’WhynotmorethansixtyfromME?’Andwhenhesaidcrushingly,’Becauseuponmysoulandbodyhe’dbeconsideredcheapatseventy,byonewhounderstoodthesubject-butyoudon’t。’-I
say,theBeadlemayhavebeeninhidingunderstraw,whenthisdisgracebefellme,orhemayhavenotedthatIwastoorawandyounganAtlastocarrythefirst-classFamilyMansioninaknowingmanner。Bethisasitmay,theBeadledidwhatMelancholydidtotheyouthinGray’sElegy-hemarkedmeforhisown。AndthewayinwhichtheBeadledidit,wasthis:hesummonedmeasaJurymanonhisCoroner’sInquests。
InmyfirstfeverishalarmIrepaired’forsafetyandforsuccour’-
likethosesagaciousNorthernshepherdswho,havinghadnopreviousreasonwhatevertobelieveinyoungNorval,veryprudentlydidnotoriginatethehazardousideaofbelievinginhim-toadeephouseholder。ThisprofoundmaninformedmethattheBeadlecountedonmybuyinghimoff;onmybribinghimnottosummonme;
andthatifIwouldattendanInquestwithacheerfulcountenance,andprofessalacrityinthatbranchofmycountry’sservice,theBeadlewouldbedisheartened,andwouldgiveupthegame。
Irousedmyenergies,andthenexttimethewilyBeadlesummonedme,Iwent。TheBeadlewastheblankestBeadleIhaveeverlookedonwhenIansweredtomyname;andhisdiscomfituregavemecouragetogothroughwithit。
Wewereimpanelledtoinquireconcerningthedeathofaverylittlemiteofachild。Itwastheoldmiserablestory。Whetherthemotherhadcommittedtheminoroffenceofconcealingthebirth,orwhethershehadcommittedthemajoroffenceofkillingthechild,wasthequestiononwhichwewerewanted。Wemustcommitherononeofthetwoissues。
TheInquestcameoffintheparishworkhouse,andIhaveyetalivelyimpressionthatIwasunanimouslyreceivedbymybrotherJurymenasabrotheroftheutmostconceivableinsignificance。
Also,thatbeforewebegan,abrokerwhohadlatelycheatedmefearfullyinthematterofapairofcard-tables,wasfortheutmostrigourofthelaw。Irememberthatwesatinasortofboard-room,onsuchverylargesquarehorse-hairchairsthatI
wonderedwhatraceofPatagonianstheyweremadefor;andfurther,thatanundertakergavemehiscardwhenwewereinthefullmoralfreshnessofhavingjustbeensworn,as’aninhabitantthatwasnewlycomeintotheparish,andwaslikelytohaveayoungfamily。’
ThecasewasthenstatedtousbytheCoroner,andthenwewentdown-stairs-ledbytheplottingBeadle-toviewthebody。Fromthatdaytothis,thepoorlittlefigure,onwhichthatsoundinglegalappellationwasbestowed,haslaininthesameplaceandwiththesamesurroundings,tomythinking。Inakindofcryptdevotedtothewarehousingoftheparochialcoffins,andinthemidstofaperfectPanoramaofcoffinsofallsizes,itwasstretchedonabox;themotherhadputitinherbox-thisbox-almostassoonasitwasborn,andithadbeenpresentlyfoundthere。Ithadbeenopened,andneatlysewnup,andregardedfromthatpointofview,itlookedlikeastuffedcreature。Itrestedonacleanwhitecloth,withasurgicalinstrumentorsoathand,andregardedfromthatpointofview,itlookedasiftheclothwere’laid,’andtheGiantwerecomingtodinner。Therewasnothingrepellentaboutthepoorpieceofinnocence,anditdemandedamereformoflookingat。
So,welookedatanoldpauperwhowasgoingaboutamongthecoffinswithafootrule,asifhewereacaseofSelf-Measurement;
andwelookedatoneanother;andwesaidtheplacewaswellwhitewashedanyhow;andthenourconversationalpowersasaBritishJuryflagged,andtheforemansaid,’Allright,gentlemen?Backagain,Mr。Beadle!’
Themiserableyoungcreaturewhohadgivenbirthtothischildwithinaveryfewdays,andwhohadcleanedthecoldwetdoor-stepsimmediatelyafterwards,wasbroughtbeforeuswhenweresumedourhorse-hairchairs,andwaspresentduringtheproceedings。Shehadahorse-hairchairherself,beingveryweakandill;andIrememberhowsheturnedtotheunsympatheticnursewhoattendedher,andwhomighthavebeenthefigure-headofapauper-ship,andhowshehidherfaceandsobsandtearsuponthatwoodenshoulder。Iremember,too,howhardhermistresswasuponhershewasaservant-of-all-