Thiswouldhappenatthetheatre,inthesamemanner。Oftenitwouldhappeninthestreet,whenIcertainlywasnotlookingforthelikeness,andwhenprobablytherewasnolikenessthere。ItwasnotbecausethecreaturewasdeadthatIwassohaunted,becauseIknowthatImighthavebeenandIknowitbecauseIhavebeenequallyattendedbytheimageofalivingaversion。Thislastedaboutaweek。Thepicturedidnotfadebydegrees,inthesensethatitbecameawhitlessforcibleanddistinct,butinthesensethatitobtrudeditselflessandlessfrequently。Theexperiencemaybeworthconsideringbysomewhohavethecareofchildren。Itwouldbedifficulttooverstatetheintensityandaccuracyofanintelligentchild’sobservation。Atthatimpressibletimeoflife,itmustsometimesproduceafixedimpression。Ifthefixedimpressionbeofanobjectterribletothechild,itwillbeforwantofreasoninguponinseparablefromgreatfear。Forcethechildatsuchatime,beSpartanwithit,senditintothedarkagainstitswill,leaveitinalonelybedroomagainstitswill,andyouhadbettermurderit。
OnabrightmorningIrattledawayfromParis,intheGermanchariot,andleftthelargedarkcreaturebehindmeforgood。I
oughttoconfess,though,thatIhadbeendrawnbacktotheMorgue,afterhewasputunderground,tolookathisclothes,andthatI
foundthemfrightfullylikehim-particularlyhisboots。However,IrattledawayforSwitzerland,lookingforwardandnotbackward,andsowepartedcompany。
Welcomeagain,thelong,longspellofFrance,withthequeercountryinns,fullofvasesofflowersandclocks,inthedulllittletown,andwiththelittlepopulationnotatalldullonthelittleBoulevardintheevening,underthelittletrees!WelcomeMonsieurtheCure,walkingaloneintheearlymorningashortwayoutofthetown,readingthateternalBreviaryofyours,whichsurelymightbealmostread,withoutbook,bythistime!WelcomeMonsieurtheCure,laterintheday,joltingthroughthehighwaydustasifyouhadalreadyascendedtothecloudyregion,inaverybig-headedcabriolet,withthedriedmudofadozenwintersonit。WelcomeagainMonsieurtheCure,asweexchangesalutations;
you,straighteningyourbacktolookattheGermanchariot,whilepickinginyourlittlevillagegardenavegetableortwofortheday’ssoup:I,lookingoutoftheGermanchariotwindowinthatdelicioustraveller’strancewhichknowsnocares,noyesterdays,noto-morrows,nothingbutthepassingobjectsandthepassingscentsandsounds!AndsoIcame,induecourseofdelight,toStrasbourg,whereIpassedawetSundayeveningatawindow,whileanidletrifleofavaudevillewasplayedformeattheoppositehouse。
Howsuchalargehousecametohaveonlythreepeoplelivinginit,wasitsownaffair。Therewereatleastascoreofwindowsinitshighroofalone;howmanyinitsgrotesquefront,Isoongaveupcounting。Theownerwasashopkeeper,bynameStraudenheim;bytrade-Icouldn’tmakeoutwhatbytrade,forhehadforbornetowritethatup,andhisshopwasshut。
Atfirst,asIlookedatStraudenheim’s,throughthesteadilyfallingrain,Isethimupinbusinessinthegoose-liverline。
But,inspectionofStraudenheim,whobecamevisibleatawindowonthesecondfloor,convincedmethattherewassomethingmorepreciousthanliverinthecase。Heworeablackvelvetskull-cap,andlookedusuriousandrich。Alarge-lipped,pear-nosedoldman,withwhitehair,andkeeneyes,thoughnear-sighted。Hewaswritingatadesk,wasStraudenheim,andeverandagainleftoffwriting,puthispeninhismouth,andwentthroughactionswithhisrighthand,likeamansteadyingpilesofcash。Five-francpieces,Straudenheim,orgoldenNapoleons?Ajeweller,Straudenheim,adealerinmoney,adiamondmerchant,orwhat?
BelowStraudenheim,atawindowonthefirstfloor,sathishousekeeper-farfromyoung,butofacomelypresence,suggestiveofawell-maturedfootandankle。Shewascheerilydressed,hadafaninherhand,andworelargegoldearringsandalargegoldcross。Shewouldhavebeenoutholiday-makingasIsettledit
butforthepestilentrain。Strasbourghadgivenupholiday-makingforthatonce,asabadjob,becausetherainwasjerkingingushesoutoftheoldroof-spouts,andrunninginabrookdownthemiddleofthestreet。Thehousekeeper,herarmsfoldedonherbosomandherfantappingherchin,wasbrightandsmilingatheropenwindow,butotherwiseStraudenheim’shousefrontwasverydreary。
Thehousekeeper’swastheonlyopenwindowinit;Straudenheimkepthimselfclose,thoughitwasasultryeveningwhenairispleasant,andthoughtherainhadbroughtintothetownthatvaguerefreshingsmellofgrasswhichraindoesbringinthesummer-time。
ThedimappearanceofamanatStraudenheim’sshoulder,inspiredmewithamisgivingthatsomebodyhadcometomurderthatflourishingmerchantforthewealthwithwhichIhadhandsomelyendowedhim:
therather,asitwasanexcitedman,leanandlongoffigure,andevidentlystealthyoffoot。But,heconferredwithStraudenheiminsteadofdoinghimamortalinjury,andthentheybothsoftlyopenedtheotherwindowofthatroom-whichwasimmediatelyoverthehousekeeper’s-andtriedtoseeherbylookingdown。AndmyopinionofStraudenheimwasmuchloweredwhenIsawthateminentcitizenspitoutofwindow,clearlywiththehopeofspittingonthehousekeeper。
Theunconscioushousekeeperfannedherself,tossedherhead,andlaughed。ThoughunconsciousofStraudenheim,shewasconsciousofsomebodyelse-ofme?-therewasnobodyelse。
Afterleaningsofaroutofthewindow,thatIconfidentlyexpectedtoseetheirheelstiltup,Straudenheimandtheleanmandrewtheirheadsinandshutthewindow。Presently,thehousedoorsecretlyopened,andtheyslowlyandspitefullycreptforthintothepouringrain。TheywerecomingovertomeIthoughttodemandsatisfactionformylookingatthehousekeeper,whentheyplungedintoarecessinthearchitectureundermywindowanddraggedoutthepuniestoflittlesoldiers,begirtwiththemostinnocentoflittleswords。Thetallglazedhead-dressofthiswarrior,Straudenheiminstantlyknockedoff,andoutofitfelltwosugar-sticks,andthreeorfourlargelumpsofsugar。
Thewarriormadenoefforttorecoverhispropertyortopickuphisshako,butlookedwithanexpressionofattentionatStraudenheimwhenhekickedhimfivetimes,andalsoattheleanmanwhenHEkickedhimfivetimes,andagainatStraudenheimwhenhetorethebreastofhisthewarrior’slittlecoatopen,andshookallhistenfingersinhisface,asiftheyweretenthousand。Whentheseoutrageshadbeencommitted,Straudenheimandhismanwentintothehouseagainandbarredthedoor。Awonderfulcircumstancewas,thatthehousekeeperwhosawitallandwhocouldhavetakensixsuchwarriorstoherbuxombosomatonce,onlyfannedherselfandlaughedasshehadlaughedbefore,andseemedtohavenoopinionaboutit,onewayorother。
But,thechiefeffectofthedramawastheremarkablevengeancetakenbythelittlewarrior。Leftaloneintherain,hepickeduphisshako;putiton,allwetanddirtyasitwas;retiredintoacourt,ofwhichStraudenheim’shouseformedthecorner;wheeledabout;andbringinghistwoforefingersclosetothetopofhisnose,rubbedthemoveroneanother,cross-wise,inderision,defiance,andcontemptofStraudenheim。AlthoughStraudenheimcouldnotpossiblybesupposedtobeconsciousofthisstrangeproceeding,itsoinflatedandcomfortedthelittlewarrior’ssoul,thattwicehewentaway,andtwicecamebackintothecourttorepeatit,asthoughitmustgoadhisenemytomadness。Notonlythat,butheafterwardscamebackwithtwoothersmallwarriors,andtheyallthreedidittogether。Notonlythat-asIlivetotellthetale!-butjustasitwasfallingquitedark,thethreecameback,bringingwiththemahugebeardedSapper,whomtheymoved,byrecitaloftheoriginalwrong,togothroughthesameperformance,withthesamecompleteabsenceofallpossibleknowledgeofitonthepartofStraudenheim。Andthentheyallwentaway,arminarm,singing。
Iwentawaytoo,intheGermanchariotatsunrise,andrattledon,dayafterday,likeoneinasweetdream;withsomanyclearlittlebellsontheharnessofthehorses,thatthenurseryrhymeaboutBanburyCrossandthevenerableladywhorodeinstatethere,wasalwaysinmyears。AndnowIcametothelandofwoodenhouses,innocentcakes,thinbuttersoup,andspotlesslittleinnbedroomswithafamilylikenesstoDairies。AndnowtheSwissmarksmenwereforeverrifle-shootingatmarksacrossgorges,soexceedinglynearmyear,thatIfeltlikeanewGeslerinaCantonofTells,andwentinhighly-deserveddangerofmytyrannicallife。Theprizesattheseshootings,werewatches,smarthandkerchiefs,hats,spoons,andabovealltea-trays;andatthesecontestsIcameuponamorethanusuallyaccomplishedandamiablecountrymanofmyown,whohadshothimselfdeafinwholeyearsofcompetition,andhadwonsomanytea-traysthathewentaboutthecountrywithhiscarriagefullofthem,likeaglorifiedCheap-Jack。
Inthemountain-countryintowhichIhadnowtravelled,ayokeofoxenweresometimeshookedonbeforethepost-horses,andIwentlumberingup,up,up,throughmistandrain,withtheroaroffallingwaterforchangeofmusic。Ofasudden,mistandrainwouldclearaway,andIwouldcomedownintopicturesquelittletownswithgleamingspiresandoddtowers;andwouldstrollafootintomarket-placesinsteepwindingstreets,whereahundredwomeninbodices,soldeggsandhoney,butterandfruit,andsuckledtheirchildrenastheysatbytheircleanbaskets,andhadsuchenormousgoitresorglandularswellingsinthethroatthatitbecameasciencetoknowwherethenurseendedandthechildbegan。
Aboutthistime,IdesertedmyGermanchariotforthebackofamuleincolourandconsistencysoverylikeadustyoldhairtrunkIoncehadatschool,thatIhalfexpectedtoseemyinitialsinbrass-headednailsonhisbackbone,andwentupathousandruggedways,andlookeddownatathousandwoodsoffirandpine,andwouldonthewholehavepreferredmymule’skeepingalittlenearertotheinside,andnotusuallytravellingwithahoofortwoovertheprecipice-thoughmuchconsoledbyexplanationthatthiswastobeattributedtohisgreatsagacity,byreasonofhiscarryingbroadloadsofwoodatothertimes,andnotbeingclearbutthatI
myselfbelongedtothatstationoflife,andrequiredasmuchroomasthey。Hebroughtmesafely,inhisownwiseway,amongthepassesoftheAlps,andhereIenjoyedadozenclimatesaday;
beingnowlikeDonQuixoteonthebackofthewoodenhorseintheregionofwind,nowintheregionoffire,nowintheregionofunmeltingiceandsnow。Here,Ipassedovertremblingdomesofice,beneathwhichthecataractwasroaring;andherewasreceivedunderarchesoficicles,ofunspeakablebeauty;andherethesweetairwassobracingandsolight,thatathalting-timesIrolledinthesnowwhenIsawmymuledoit,thinkingthathemustknowbest。
Atthispartofthejourneywewouldcome,atmid-day,intohalfanhour’sthaw:whentheroughmountaininnwouldbefoundonanislandofdeepmudinaseaofsnow,whilethebaitingstringsofmules,andthecartsfullofcasksandbales,whichhadbeeninanArcticconditionamileoff,wouldsteamagain。Bysuchwaysandmeans,IwouldcometotheclusterofchaletswhereIhadtoturnoutofthetracktoseethewaterfall;andthen,utteringahowllikeayounggiant,onespyingatraveller-inotherwords,somethingtoeat-comingupthesteep,theidiotlyingonthewood-pilewhosunnedhimselfandnursedhisgoitre,wouldrousethewoman-guidewithinthehut,whowouldstreamouthastily,throwingherchildoveroneofhershouldersandhergoitreovertheother,asshecamealong。Isleptatreligioushouses,andbleakrefugesofmanykinds,onthisjourney,andbythestoveatnightheardstoriesoftravellerswhohadperishedwithincall,inwreathsanddriftsofsnow。Onenightthestovewithin,andthecoldoutside,awakenedchildishassociationslongforgotten,andIdreamedIwasinRussia-theidenticalserfoutofapicture-bookIhad,beforeIcouldreaditformyself-andthatIwasgoingtobeknoutedbyanoblepersonageinafurcap,boots,andearrings,who,Ithink,musthavecomeoutofsomemelodrama。