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  Theyearchangedfromgreentogold,andfromgoldtogrey,butlittlechangecameoverthehouseofLoveday。DuringthelasttwelvemonthsBobhadbeenoccasionallyheardofasupholdinghiscountry’shonourinDenmark,theWestIndies,Gibraltar,Malta,andotherplacesabouttheglobe,tillthefamilyreceivedashortletterstatingthathehadarrivedagainatPortsmouth。AtPortsmouthBobseemeddisposedtoremain,forthoughsometimeelapsedwithoutfurtherintelligence,thegallantseamanneverappearedatOvercombe。ThenonasuddenJohnlearntthatBob’slong-talked-ofpromotionforsignalservicesrenderedwastobeanaccomplishedfact。Thetrumpet-majoratoncewalkedofftoOvercombe,andreachedthevillageintheearlyafternoon。Notoneofthefamilywasinthehouseatthemoment,andJohnstrolledonwardsoverthehilltowardsCasterbridge,withoutmuchthoughtofdirectiontill,liftinghiseyes,hebeheldAnneGarlandwanderingaboutwithalittlebasketuponherarm。

  AtfirstJohnblushedwithdelightatthesweetvision;but,recalledbyhisconscience,theblushofdelightwasatoncemangledandslain。Helookedforameansofretreat。Butthefieldwasopen,andasoldierwasaconspicuousobject:therewasnoescapingher。

  ’Itwaskindofyoutocome,’shesaid,withaninvitingsmile。

  ’Itwasquitebyaccident,’heanswered,withanindifferentlaugh。

  ’Ithoughtyouwasathome。’

  Anneblushedandsaidnothing,andtheyrambledontogether。Inthemiddleofthefieldroseafragmentofstonewallintheformofagable,knownasFaringdonRuin;andwhentheyhadreacheditJohnpausedandpolitelyaskedherifshewerenotalittletiredwithwalkingsofar。Noparticularreplywasreturnedbytheyounglady,buttheybothstopped,andAnneseatedherselfonastone,whichhadfallenfromtheruintotheground。

  ’Achurchoncestoodhere,’observedJohninamatter-of-facttone。

  ’Yes,Ihaveoftenshapeditoutinmymind,’shereturned。’HerewhereIsitmusthavebeenthealtar。’

  ’True;thisstandingbitofwallwasthechancelend。’

  Annehadbeenaddingupherlittlestudiesofthetrumpet-major’scharacter,andwassurprisedtofindhowthebrightnessofthatcharacterincreasedinhereyeswitheachexamination。Akindlyandgentlesensationwasagainarousedinher。Herewasaneglectedheroicman,who,lovinghertodistraction,deliberatelydoomedhimselftopensiveshadetoavoideventheappearanceofstandinginabrother’sway。

  ’Ifthealtarstoodhere,hundredsofpeoplehavebeenmademanandwifejustthere,inpasttimes,’shesaid,withcalmdeliberateness,throwingalittlestoneonaspotaboutayardwestward。

  Johnannihilatedanothertenderburstandreplied,’Yes,thisfieldusedtobeavillage。Mygrandfathercouldcalltomindwhentherewerehouseshere。Butthesquirepulled’emdown,becausepoorfolkwereaneyesoretohim。’

  ’Doyouknow,John,whatyouonceaskedmetodo?’shecontinued,notacceptingthedigression,andturninghereyesuponhim。

  ’Inwhatsortofway?’

  ’Inthematterofmyfuturelife,andyours。’

  ’IamafraidIdon’t。’

  ’JohnLoveday!’

  Heturnedhisbackuponherforamoment,thatshemightnotseehisface。’Ah——Idoremember,’hesaidatlast,inadry,small,repressedvoice。

  ’Well——needIsaymore?Isn’titsufficient?’

  ’Itwouldbesufficient,’answeredtheunhappyman。’But——’

  Shelookedupwithareproachfulsmile,andshookherhead。’Thatsummer,’shewenton,’youaskedmetentimesifyouaskedmeonce。

  Iamoldernow;muchmoreofawoman,youknow;andmyopinionischangedaboutsomepeople;especiallyaboutone。’

  ’OAnne,Anne!’heburstoutas,rackedbetweenhonouranddesire,hesnatchedupherhand。Thenextmomentitfellheavilytoherlap。Hehadabsolutelyrelinquishedithalf-waytohislips。

  ’Ihavebeenthinkinglately,’hesaid,withpreternaturallysuddencalmness,’thatmenofthemilitaryprofessionoughtnottom——oughttobelikeSt。Paul,Imean。’

  ’Fie,John;pretendingreligion!’shesaidsternly。’Itisn’tthatatall。IT’SBOB!’

  ’Yes!’criedthemiserabletrumpet-major。’Ihavehadaletterfromhimto-day。’Hepulledoutasheetofpaperfromhisbreast。

  ’That’sit!He’spromoted——he’salieutenant,andappointedtoasloopthatonlycruisesonourowncoast,sothathe’llbeathomeonleavehalfhistime——he’llbeagentlemansomeday,andworthyofyou!’

  Hethrewtheletterintoherlap,anddrewbacktotheothersideofthegable-wall。Annejumpedupfromherseat,flungawaytheletterwithoutlookingatit,andwenthastilyon。Johndidnotattempttoovertakeher。Pickinguptheletter,hefollowedinherwakeatadistanceofahundredyards。

  But,thoughAnnehadwithdrawnfromhispresencethusprecipitately,sheneverthoughtmorehighlyofhiminherlifethanshedidfiveminutesafterwards,whentheexcitementofthemomenthadpassed。

  Shesawitallquiteclearly;andhisself-sacrificeimpressedhersomuchthattheeffectwasjustthereverseofwhathehadbeenaimingtoproduce。ThemorehepleadedforBob,themoreherperversegenerositypleadedforJohn。To-daythecrisishadcome——

  withwhatresultsshehadnotforeseen。

  Assoonasthetrumpet-majorreachedthenearestpen-and-inkheflunghimselfintoaseatandwrotewildlytoBob:——

  ’DEARROBERT,——IwritethesefewlinestoletyouknowthatifyouwantAnneGarlandyoumustcomeatonce——youmustcomeinstantly,andpost-haste——ORSHEWILLBEGONE!Somebodyelsewantsher,andshewantshim!Itisyourlastchance,intheopinionof——

  ’Yourfaithfulbrotherandwell-wisher,’JOHN。

  ’P。S——Gladtohearofyourpromotion。TellmethedayandI’llmeetthecoach。’

  XXXIX。BOBLOVEDAYSTRUTSUPANDDOWN

  Onenight,aboutaweeklater,twomenwerewalkinginthedarkalongtheturnpikeroadtowardsOvercombe,oneofthemwithabaginhishand。

  ’Now,’saidthetallerofthetwo,thesquarenessofwhoseshoulderssignifiedthatheworeepaulettes,’nowyoumustdothebestyoucanforyourself,Bob。IhavedoneallIcan;butth’hastthyworkcutout,Icantellthee。’

  ’Iwouldn’thaverunsuchariskfortheworld,’saidtheother,inatoneofingenuouscontrition。’Butthou’stsee,Jack,Ididn’tthinktherewasanydanger,knowingyouwastakingcareofher,andkeepingmyplacewarmforme。Ididn’thurrymyself,that’strue;

  but,thinksI,ifIgetthispromotionIampromisedIshallnaturallyhaveleave,andthenI’llgoandsee’emall。Gad,I

  shouldn’thavebeenherenowbutforyourletter!’

  ’Youlittlethinkwhatrisksyou’verun,’saidhisbrother。

  ’However,trytomakeupforlosttime。’

  ’Allright。Andwhateveryoudo,Jack,don’tsayawordaboutthisothergirl。Hangthegirl!——Iwasagreatfool,Iknow;still,itisovernow,andIamcometomysenses。IsupposeAnnenevercaughtacapfulofwindfromthatquarter?’

  ’Sheknowsallaboutit,’saidJohnseriously。

  ’Knows?ByGeorge,then,I’mruined!’saidBob,standingstock-stillintheroadasifhemeanttoremainthereallnight。

  ’That’swhatImeantbysayingitwouldbeahardbattlefor’ee,’

  returnedJohn,withthesamequietnessasbefore。

  Bobsighedandmovedon。’Idon’tdeservethatwoman!’hecriedpassionately,thumpinghisthreeupperribswithhisfist。

  ’I’vethoughtasmuchmyself,’observedJohn,withadrynesswhichwasalmostbitter。’Butitdependsonhowthou’stbehaveinfuture。’

  ’John,’saidBob,takinghisbrother’shand,’I’llbeanewman。I

  solemnlyswearbythateternalmilestonestaringatmetherethatI’llneverlookatanotherwomanwiththethoughtofmarryingherwhilstthatdarlingisfree——no,notifshebeamermaidenoflight!

  It’saluckythingthatI’mslippedinonthequarterdeck!itmayhelpmewithher——hey?’

  ’Itmaywithhermother;Idon’tthinkitwillmakemuchdifferencewithAnne。Still,itisagoodthing;andIhopethatsomedayyou’llcommandabigship。’

  Bobshookhishead。’Officersarescarce;butI’mafraidmyluckwon’tcarrymesofarasthat。’

  ’DidsheevertellyouthatshementionedyournametotheKing?’

  Theseamanstoodstillagain。’Never!’hesaid。’Howdidsuchathingasthathappen,inHeaven’sname?’

  Johndescribedindetail,andtheywalkedon,lostinconjecture。

  AssoonastheyenteredthehousethereturnedofficerofthenavywaswelcomedwithacclamationbyhisfatherandDavid,withmildapprovalbyMrs。Loveday,andbyAnnenotatall——thatdiscreetmaidenhavingcarefullyretiredtoherownroomsometimeearlierintheevening。Bobdidnotdaretoaskforherinanypositivemanner;hejustinquiredaboutherhealth,andthatwasall。

  ’Why,what’sthematterwiththyface,myson?’saidthemiller,staring。’David,showalighthere。’AndacandlewasthrustagainstBob’scheek,wherethereappearedajaggedstreaklikethegeologicalremainsofalobster。

  ’O——that’swherethatrascallyFrenchman’sgrenadebustedandhitmefromtheRedoubtable,youknow,asItold’eeinmyletter。’

  ’Notaword!’

  ’What,didn’tItell’ee?Ah,no;Imeantto,butIforgotit。’

  ’Andhere’sasortofdintinyerforeheadtoo;whatdothatmean,mydearboy?’saidthemiller,puttinghisfingerinachasminBob’sskull。

  ’ThatwasdoneintheIndies。Yes,thatwasratheratroublesomechop——acutlassdidit。Ishouldhavetold’ee,butIfound’twouldmakemylettersolongthatIputitoff,andputitoff;andatlastthoughtitwasn’tworthwhile。’

  Johnsoonrosetotakehisdeparture。

  ’It’sallupwithmeandher,yousee,’saidBobtohimoutsidethedoor。’She’snotevengoingtoseeme。’

  ’Waitalittle,’saidthetrumpet-major。Itwaseasyenoughonthenightofthearrival,inthemidstofexcitement,whenbloodwaswarm,forAnnetoberesoluteinheravoidanceofBobLoveday。Butinthemorningdeterminationisapttogrowinvertebrate;rulesofpugnacityarelesseasilyactedupto,andafeelingofliveandletlivetakespossessionofthegentlesoul。Annehadnotmeanteventositdowntothesamebreakfast-tablewithBob;butwhentherestwereassembled,andhadgotsomewaythroughthesubstantialrepastwhichwasservedatthishourinthemiller’shouse,Anneentered。

  Shecamesilentlyasaphantom,hereyescastdown,hercheekspale。

  Itwasagoodlongwalkfromthedoortothetable,andBobmadeafullinspectionofherasshecameuptoachairattheremotestcorner,inthedirectraysofthemorninglight,whereshedumblysatherselfdown。

  Itwasaltogetherdifferentfromhowshehadexpected。Herewasshe,whohaddonenothing,feelingalltheembarrassment;andBob,whohaddonethewrong,feelingapparentlyquiteatease。

  ’You’llspeaktoBob,won’tyou,honey?’saidthemillerafterasilence。TomeetBoblikethisafteranabsenceseemedirregularinhiseyes。

  ’Ifhewishmeto,’shereplied,soaddressingthemillerthatnopart,scrap,oroutlyingbeamwhateverofherglancepassednearthesubjectofherremark。

  ’He’salieutenant,youknow,dear,’saidhermotheronthesameside;’andhe’sbeendreadfullywounded。’

  ’Oh?’saidAnne,turningalittletowardsthefalseone;atwhichBobfeltittobetimeforhimtoputinaspokeforhimself。

  ’Iamgladtoseeyou,’hesaidcontritely;’andhowdoyoudo?’

  ’Verywell,thankyou。’

  Heextendedhishand。Sheallowedhimtotakehers,butonlytotheextentofaniggardlyinchorso。Atthesamemomentsheglancedupathim,whentheireyesmet,andherswereagainwithdrawn。

  Thehitchbetweenthetwoyoungermembersofthehouseholdtendedtomakethebreakfastadullone。Bobwassodepressedbyherunforgivingmannerthathecouldnotthrowthatsparkleintohisstorieswhichtheirsubstancenaturallyrequired;andwhenthemealwasover,andtheywentabouttheirdifferentbusinesses,thepairresembledthetwoDromiosinseldomorneverbeing,thankstoAnne’ssubtlecontrivances,bothinthesameroomatthesametime。

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