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  ’Iamreadytogo,’saidAnne,assoonashearrived。

  Hepausedasiftakenabackbyherreadiness,andrepliedwithmuchuncertainty,’Wouldit——wouldn’titbebettertoputitofftillthereislesssun?’

  Theveryslightestsymptomofsurprisearoseinherassherejoined,’Buttheweathermaychange;orhadwebetternotgoatall?’

  ’Ono!——itwasonlyathought。Wewillstartatonce。’

  Andalongthevaletheywent,Johnkeepinghimselfaboutayardfromherrighthand。Whenthethirdfieldhadbeencrossedtheycameuponhalf-a-dozenlittleboysatplay。

  ’Whydon’theclasphertohisside,likeaman?’saidthebiggestandrudestboy。

  ’Whydon’theclasphertohisside,likeaman?’echoedalltherudesmallerboysinachorus。

  Thetrumpet-majorturned,and,aftersomerunning,succeededinsmackingtwoofthemwithhisswitch,returningtoAnnebreathless。

  ’Iamashamedtheyshouldhaveinsultedyouso,’hesaid,blushingforher。

  ’Theysaidnoharm,poorboys,’sherepliedreproachfully。

  PoorJohnwasdumbwithperception。Thegentlehintuponwhichhewouldhaveeagerlyspokenonlyoneshortdayagowasnowlikefiretohiswound。

  Theypresentlycametosomestepping-stonesacrossabrook。Johncrossedfirstwithoutturninghishead,andAnne,justliftingtheskirtofherdress,crossedbehindhim。Whentheyhadreachedtheothersideavillagegirlandayoungshepherdapproachedthebrinktocross。Annestoppedandwatchedthem。Theshepherdtookahandoftheyounggirlineachofhisown,andwalkedbackwardoverthestones,facingher,andkeepingheruprightbyhisgrasp,bothofthemlaughingastheywent。

  ’Whatareyoustayingfor,MissGarland?’askedJohn。

  ’Iwasonlythinkinghowhappytheyare,’shesaidquietly;andwithdrawinghereyesfromthetenderpair,sheturnedandfollowedhim,notknowingthattheseemingsoundofapassingbumble-beewasasuppressedgroanfromJohn。

  Whentheyreachedthehilltheyfoundfortynavviesatworkremovingthedarksodsoastolaybarethechalkbeneath。TheequestrianfigurethattheirshovelswereformingwasscarcelyintelligibletoJohnandAnnenowtheywereclose,andafterpacingfromthehorse’sheaddownhisbreasttohishoof,backbywayoftheking’sbridle-arm,pastthebridgeofhisnose,andintohiscocked-hat,Annesaidthatshehadhadenoughofit,andsteppedoutofthechalkclearinguponthegrass。Thetrumpet-majorhadremainedallthetimeinamelancholyattitudewithintherowelofhisMajesty’srightspur。

  ’Myshoesarecakedwithchalk,’shesaidastheywalkeddownwardsagain;andshedrewbackherdresstolookatthem。’HowcanIgetsomeofitclearedoff?’

  ’Ifyouwastowipetheminthelonggrassthere,’saidJohn,pointingtoaspotwherethebladeswererankanddense,’someofitwouldcomeoff。’Havingsaidthis,hewalkedonwithreligiousfirmness。

  Annerakedherlittlefeetontherightside,ontheleftside,overthetoe,andbehindtheheel;butthetenaciouschalkhelditsown。

  Pantingwithherexertion,shegaveitup,andatlengthovertookhim。

  ’Ihopeitisrightnow?’hesaid,lookinggingerlyoverhisshoulder。

  ’No,indeed!’saidshe。’Iwantedsomeassistance——someonetosteadyme。Itissohardtostandononefootandwipetheotherwithoutsupport。Iwasindangeroftopplingover,andsogaveitup。’

  ’Mercifulstars,whatanopportunity!’thoughtthepoorfellowwhileshewaitedforhimtoofferhelp。Buthislipsremainedclosed,andshewentonwithapoutingsmile——

  ’Youseeminsuchahurry!Whyareyouinsuchahurry?Afterallthefinethingsyouhavesaidabout——aboutcaringsomuchforme,andallthat,youwon’tstopforanything!’

  ItwastoomuchforJohn。’Uponmyheartandlife,mydea——’hebegan。HereBob’slettercrackledwarninglyinhiswaistcoatpocketashelaidhishandasseveratinglyuponhisbreast,andhebecamesuddenlyscaleduptodumbnessandgloomasbefore。

  WhentheyreachedhomeAnnesankuponastooloutsidethedoor,fatiguedwithherexcursion。Herfirstactwastotrytopulloffhershoe——itwasadifficultmatter;butJohnstoodbeatingwithhisswitchtheleavesofthecreeperonthewall。

  ’Mother——David——Molly,orsomebody——docomeandhelpmepulloffthesedirtyshoes!’shecriedaloudatlast。’Nobodyhelpsmeinanything!’

  ’Iamverysorry,’saidJohn,comingtowardsherwithincredibleslownessandanairofunutterabledepression。

  ’O,IcandowithoutYOU。Davidisbest,’shereturned,astheoldmanapproachedandremovedtheobnoxiousshoesinatrice。

  Annewasamazedatthissuddenchangefromdevotiontocrassindifference。Onenteringherroomsheflewtotheglass,almostexpectingtolearnthatsomeextraordinarychangehadcomeoverherprettycountenance,renderingherintolerableforevermore。Butitwas,ifanything,fresherthanusual,onaccountoftheexercise。

  ’Well!’shesaidretrospectively。Forthefirsttimesincetheiracqaintanceshehadthisweekencouragedhim;andforthefirsttimehehadshownthatencouragementwasuseless。’Butperhapshedoesnotclearlyunderstand,’sheaddedserenely。

  Whenhenextcameitwas,tohersurprise,tobringhernewspapers,nowforsometimediscontinued。Assoonasshesawthemshesaid,’Idonotcarefornewspapers。’

  ’Theshippingnewsisveryfullandlongto-day,thoughtheprintisrathersmall。’

  ’Itakenofurtherinterestintheshippingnews,’sherepliedwithcolddignity。

  Shewassittingbythewindow,insidethetable,andhencewhen,inspiteofhernegations,hedeliberatelyunfoldedthepaperandbegantoreadabouttheRoyalNavyshecouldhardlyriseandgoaway。

  Withastoicalmienhereadontotheendofthereport,bringingoutthenameofBob’sshipwithtremendousforce。

  ’No,’shesaidatlast,’I’llhearnomore!Letmereadtoyou。’

  Thetrumpet-majorsatdown。Anneturnedtothemilitarynews,deliveringeverydetailwithmuchapparententhusiasm。’That’sthesubject_I_like!’shesaidfervently。

  ’But——butBobisinthenavynow,andwillmostlikelyrisetobeanofficer。Andthen——’

  ’Whatistherelikethearmy?’sheinterrupted。’Thereisnosmartnessaboutsailors。Theywaddlelikeducks,andtheyonlyfightstupidbattlesthatnoonecanformanyideaof。Thereisnosciencenorstratageminsea-fights——nothingmorethanwhatyouseewhentworamsruntheirheadstogetherinafieldtoknockeachotherdown。Butinmilitarybattlesthereissuchart,andsuchsplendour,andthemenaresosmart,particularlythehorse-soldiers。O,Ishallneverforgetwhatgallantmenyouallseemedwhenyoucameandpitchedyourtentsonthedowns!IlikethecavalrybetterthananythingIknow;andthedragoonsthebestofthecavalry——andthetrumpetersthebestofthedragoons!’

  ’O,ifithadbutcomealittlesooner!’moanedJohnwithinhim。Herepliedassoonashecouldregainself-command,’IamgladBobisinthenavyatlast——heissomuchmorefittedforthatthanthemerchant-service——sobravebynature,readyforanydaringdeed。I

  haveheardeversomuchmoreabouthisdoingsonboardtheVictory。

  CaptainHardytookspecialnoticethatwhenhe——’

  ’Idon’twanttoknowanythingmoreaboutit,’saidAnneimpatiently;’ofcoursesailorsfight;there’snothingelsetodoinaship,sinceyoucan’trunaway!Youmayaswellfightandbekilledasbekillednotfighting。’

  ’Stillitishischaractertobecarelessofhimselfwherethehonourofhiscountryisconcerned,’Johnpleaded。’Ifyouhadonlyknownhimasaboyyouwouldownit。Hewouldalwaysriskhisownlifetosaveanybodyelse’s。Oncewhenacottagewasafireupthelaneherushedinforababy,althoughhewasonlyaboyhimself,andhehadthenarrowestescape。Wehavegothishatnowwiththeholeburntinit。ShallIgetitandshowittoyou?’

  ’No——Idon’twishit。Ithasnothingtodowithme。’Butashepersistedinhiscoursetowardsthedoor,sheadded,’Ah!youareleavingbecauseIaminyourway。Youwanttobealonewhileyoureadthepaper——Iwillgoatonce。IdidnotseethatIwasinterruptingyou。’Andsheroseasiftoretreat。

  ’No,no!IwouldratherbeinterruptedbyYOUthan——O,MissGarland,excuseme!I’lljustspeaktofatherinthemill,nowIamhere。’

  ItisscarcelynecessarytostatethatAnnewhoseunquestionablegentilityamidsomewhathomelysurroundingshasbeenmanytimesinsistedoninthecourseofthishistorywasusuallythereverseofawomanwithacoming-ondisposition;but,whetherfrompiqueathismanner,orfromwilfuladherencetoacourserashlyresolvedon,orfromcoquettishmaliciousnessinreactionfromlongdepression,orfromanyotherthing,——soitwasthatshewouldnotlethimgo。

  ’Trumpet-major,’shesaid,recallinghim。

  ’Yes?’herepliedtimidly。

  ’Thebowofmycap-ribbonhascomeuntied,hasitnot?’Sheturnedandfixedherbewitchingglanceuponhim。

  Thebowwasjustoverherforehead,or,moreprecisely,atthepointwheretheorganofcomparisonmergesinthatofbenevolence,accordingtothephrenologicaltheoryofGall。John,thusbroughtto,endeavouredtolookatthebowinaskimming,duck-and-drakefashion,soastoavoiddippinghisownglanceasfarastotheplaneofhisinterrogator’seyes。’Itisuntied,’hesaid,drawingbackalittle。

  Shecamenearer,andasked,’Willyoutieitforme,please?’

  Astherewasnohelpforit,henervedhimselfandassented。Asherheadonlyreachedtohisfourthbuttonshenecessarilylookedupforhisconvenience,andJohnbeganfumblingatthebow。Tryashewoulditwasimpossibletotouchtheribbonwithoutgettinghisfingertipsmixedwiththecurlsofherforehead。

  ’Yourhandshakes——ah!youhavebeenwalkingfast,’shesaid。

  ’Yes——yes。’

  ’Haveyoualmostdoneit?’Sheinquiringlydirectedhergazeupwardthroughhisfingers。

  ’No——notyet,’hefalteredinawarmsweatofemotion,hisheartgoinglikeaflail。

  ’Thenbequick,please。’

  ’Yes,Iwill,MissGarland!B——B——Bobisaverygoodfel——’

  ’Notthatman’snametome!’sheinterrupted。

  Johnwassilentinstantly,andnothingwastobeheardbuttherustlingoftheribbon;tillhishandsoncemoreblunderedamongthecurls,andthentouchedherforehead。

  ’OgoodGod!’ejaculatedthetrumpet-majorinawhisper,turningawayhastilytothecorner-cupboard,andrestinghisfaceuponhishand。

  ’What’sthematter,John?’saidshe。

  ’Ican’tdoit!’

  ’What?’

  ’Tieyourcap-ribbon。’

  ’Whynot?’

  ’Becauseyouareso——BecauseIamclumsy,andnevercouldtieabow。’

  ’Youareclumsyindeed,’answeredAnne,andwentaway。

  Afterthisshefeltinjured,foritseemedtoshowthatheratedherhappinessasofmeanervaluethanBob’s;sincehehadpersistedinhisideaofgivingBobanotherchancewhenshehadimpliedthatitwasherwishtodootherwise。CouldMissJohnsonhaveanythingtodowithhisfirmness?Anopportunityoftestinghiminthisdirectionoccurredsomedayslater。Shehadbeenupthevillage,andmetJohnatthemill-door。

  ’Haveyouheardthenews?MatildaJohnsonisgoingtobemarriedtoyoungDerriman。’

  Annestoodwithherbacktothesun,andashefacedher,hisfeaturesweresearchinglyexhibited。Therewasnochangewhateverinthem,unlessitwerethatacertainlightofinterestkindledbyherquestionturnedtocompleteandblankindifference。’Well,astimesgo,itisnotabadmatchforher,’hesaid,withaphlegmwhichwashardlythatofalover。

  Johnonhispartwasbeginningtofindthesetemptationsalmostmorethanhecouldbear。Butbeingquarteredsoneartohisfather’shouseitwasunnaturalnottovisithim,especiallywhenatanymomenttheregimentmightbeorderedabroad,andaseparationofyearsensue;andaslongashewenttherehecouldnothelpseeingher。

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