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  ’O?Yousurpriseme。Whichactressisit?’

  ’ThatMissJohnson。Annetellsmethathelovesherhopelessly。’

  Festusarose。MissJohnsonseemedsuddenlytoacquirehighvalueasasweetheartatthisannouncement。Hehadhimselffeltanamelessattractivenessinher,andJohnhaddonelikewise。Johncrossedhispathinallpossibleways。

  Beforetheyeomanhadrepliedsomebodyopenedthedoor,andthefirelightshoneupontheuniformofthepersontheydiscussed。

  Festusnoddedonrecognizinghim,wishedMrs。Lovedaygoodevening,andwentoutprecipitately。

  ’SoBobtoldyouhemeanttobreakoffwithmyAnnewhenhewentaway?’Mrs。Lovedayremarkedtothetrumpet-major。’IwishIhadknownofitbefore。’

  Johnappeareddisturbedatthesuddencharge。Hemurmuredthathecouldnotdenyit,andthenhastilyturnedfromherandfollowedDerriman,whomhesawbeforehimonthebridge。

  ’Derriman!’heshouted。

  Festusstartedandlookedround。’Well,trumpet-major,’hesaidblandly。

  ’Whenwillyouhavesenseenoughtomindyourownbusiness,andnotcomeheretellingthingsyouhaveheardbysneakingbehindpeople’sbacks?’demandedJohnhotly。’Ifyoucan’tlearninanyotherway,Ishallhavetopullyourearsagain,asIdidtheotherday!’

  ’YOUpullmyears?Howcanyoutellthatlie,whenyouknow’twassomebodyelsepulled’em?’

  ’Ono,no。Ipulledyourears,andthrashedyouinamildway。’

  ’You’llsweartoit?Surely’twasanotherman?’

  ’Itwasintheparlouratthepublic-house;youwerealmostinthedark。’AndJohnaddedafewdetailsastotheparticularblows,whichamountedtoproofitself。

  ’ThenIheartilyaskyourpardonforsaying’twasalie!’criedFestus,advancingwithextendedhandandagenialsmile。’Sure,ifIhadknown’TWASyou,Iwouldn’thaveinsultedyoubydenyingit。’

  ’Thatwaswhyyoudidn’tchallengeme,then?’

  ’Thatwasit!Iwouldn’tfortheworldhavehurtyournicesenseofhonourbyletting’eegounchallenged,ifIhadknown!Andnow,yousee,unfortunatelyIcan’tmendthemistake。Solongatimehaspassedsinceithappenedthattheheatofmytemperisgoneoff。I

  couldn’toblige’ee,tryhowImight,forIamnotaman,trumpet-major,thatcanbutcherincoldblood——no,notI,noryouneither,fromwhatIknowof’ee。So,willy-nilly,wemustfainletitpass,eh?’

  ’Wemust,Isuppose,’saidJohn,smilinggrimly。’WhodidyouthinkIwas,then,thatnightwhenIboxedyouallround?’

  ’No,don’tpressme,’repliedtheyeoman。’Ican’treveal;itwouldbedisgracingmyselftoshowhowverywideofthetruththemockeryofwinewasabletoleadmysenses。Wewillletitbeburiedineternalmixensofforgetfulness。’

  ’Asyouwish,’saidthetrumpet-majorloftily。’ButifyoueverSHOULDthinkyouknewitwasme,why,youknowwheretofindme?’

  AndLovedaywalkedaway。

  TheinstantthathewasgoneFestusshookhisfistattheeveningstar,whichhappenedtolieinthesamedirectionasthattakenbythedragoon。

  ’Nowformyrevenge!Duels?LifelongdisgracetomeifeverI

  fightwithamanofbloodbelowmyown!Thereareotherremediesforupper-classsouls!……Matilda——that’smyway。’

  FestusstrodealongtillhereachedtheHall,whereCripplestrawappearedgazingathimfromunderthearchoftheporter’slodge。

  Derrimandashedopentheentrance-hurdlewithsuchviolencethatthewholerowofthemfellflatinthemud。

  ’Mercy,MaisterFestus!’saidCripplestraw。’“Surely,“IsaystomyselfwhenIseeyea-coming,“surelyMaisterFestusisfuminglikethatbecausethere’snochanceoftheenemycomingthisyearafterall。“’

  ’Cr-r-ripplestraw!Ihavebeenwoundedtotheheart,’repliedDerriman,withaluridbrow。

  ’Andthemanyetlives,andyouwantsyerhorse-pistolsinstantly?

  Certainly,MaisterF——’

  ’No,Cripplestraw,notmypistols,butmynew-cutclothes,myheavygoldseals,mysilver-toppedcane,andmybucklesthatcostmoremoneythanheeversaw!Yes,Imusttellsomebody,andI’lltellyou,becausethere’snootherfoolnear。Helovesherheartandsoul。He’spoor;she’stip-topgenteel,andnotrich。Iamrich,bycomparison。I’llcourttheprettyplay-actress,andwinherbeforehiseyes。’

  ’Play-actress,MaisterDerriman?’

  ’Yes。Isawherthisveryday,metherbyaccident,andspoketoher。She’sstillinthetown——perhapsbecauseofhim。Icanmeetheratanyhouroftheday——ButIdon’tmeantomarryher;notI。

  Iwillcourtherformypastime,andtoannoyhim。ItwillbeallthemoredeathtohimthatIdon’twanther。Thenperhapshewillsaytome,“Youhavetakenmyoneewelamb“——meaningthatIamtheking,andhe’sthepoorman,asinthechurchverse;andhe’llbegformercywhen’tistoolate——unless,meanwhile,Ishallhavetiredofmynewtoy。Saddlethehorse,Cripplestraw,tomorrowatten。’

  FullofthisresolvetoscourgeJohnLovedaytothequickthroughhispassionforMissJohnson,Festuscameoutbootedandspurredatthetimeappointed,andsetoffonhismorningride。

  MissJohnson’stheatricalengagementhavinglongagoterminated,shewouldhavelefttheRoyalwatering-placewiththerestofthevisitorshadnotmatrimonialhopesdetainedherthere。ThesehadnothingwhatevertodowithJohnLoveday,asmaybeimagined,butwithastout,staidboat-builderinCoveRowbythequay,whohadshownmuchinterestinherimpersonations。Unfortunatelythissubstantialmanhadnotbeenquitesoattentivesincetheendoftheseasonashispreviousmannerledhertoexpect;anditwasagreatpleasuretotheladytoseeMr。Derrimanleaningovertheharbourbridgewithhiseyesfixeduponherasshecametowardsitafterastrollpastherelderlywooer’shouse。

  ’Odtakeit,ma’am,youdidn’ttellmewhenIsawyoulastthatthetootingmanwiththebluejacketandlacewasyoursdevoted?’beganFestus。

  ’Whodoyoumean?’InMatilda’sever-changingemotionalinterests,JohnLovedaywasastaleandunprofitablepersonality。

  ’Why,thattrumpet-majorman。’

  ’O!Whatofhim?’

  ’Come;helovesyou,andyouknowit,ma’am。’

  Sheknew,atanyrate,howtotakethecurrentwhenitserved。SosheglancedatFestus,foldedherlipsmeaningly,andnodded。

  ’I’vecometocuthimout。’

  Sheshookherhead,itbeingunsafetospeaktillsheknewalittlemoreofthesubject。

  ’What!’saidFestus,reddening,’doyoumeantosaythatyouthinkofhimseriously——you,whomightlooksomuchhigher?’

  ’Constantdroppingwillwearawayastone;andyoushouldonlyhearhispleading!Hishandsomefaceisimpressive,andhismannersare——

  O,sogenteel!Iamnotrich;Iam,inshort,apoorladyofdecayedfamily,whohasnothingtoboastofbutmybloodandancestors,andtheywon’tfindabodyinfoodandclothing!——Iholdtheworldbutastheworld,Derrimanio——astagewhereeverymanmustplayapart,andmineasadone!’Shedroppedhereyesthoughtfullyandsighed。

  ’Wewilltalkofthis,’saidFestus,muchaffected。’LetuswalktotheLook-out。’

  Shemadenoobjection,andsaid,astheyturnedthatway,’Mr。

  Derriman,alongtimeagoIfoundsomethingbelongingtoyou;butI

  haveneveryetrememberedtoreturnit。’AndshedrewfromherbosomthepaperwhichAnnehaddroppedinthemeadowwheneludingthegraspofFestusonthatsummerday。

  ’Zounds,Ismellfreshmeat!’criedFestuswhenhehadlookeditover。’’Tisinmyuncle’swriting,and’tiswhatIheardhimsingingonthedaytheFrenchdidn’tcome,andafterwardssawhimmarkingintheroad。’Tissomethinghe’sgothidaway。Givemethepaper,there’sadear;’tisworthsterlinggold!’

  ’Halves,then?’saidMatildatenderly。

  ’Gad,yes——anything!’repliedFestus,blazingintoasmile,forshehadlookedupinherbestnewmanneratthepossibilitythathemightbeworththewinning。Theywentupthestepstothesummitofthecliff,anddwindledoveritagainstthesky。

  XXXVII。REACTION

  TherewasnoletterfromBob,thoughDecemberhadpassed,andthenewyearwastwoweeksold。Hismovementswere,however,prettyaccuratelyregisteredinthepapers,whichJohnstillbrought,butwhichAnnenolongerread。DuringthesecondweekinDecembertheVictorysailedforSheerness,andonthe9thofthefollowingJanuarythepublicfuneralofLordNelsontookplaceinSt。Paul’s。

  Thentherecameameagrelineaddressedtothefamilyingeneral。

  Bob’snewPortsmouthattachmentwasnotmentioned,buthetoldthemhehadbeenoneoftheeight-and-fortyseamenwhowalkedtwo-and-twointhefuneralprocession,andthatCaptainHardyhadbornethebannerofemblemsonthesameoccasion。ThecrewwassoontobepaidoffatChatham,whenhethoughtofreturningtoPortsmouthforafewdaystoseeavaluedfriend。Afterthatheshouldcomehome。

  Butthespringadvancedwithoutbringinghim,andJohnwatchedAnneGarland’sdesolationwithaugmentingdesiretodosomethingtowardsconsolingher。Theoldfeelings,soreligiouslyheldincheck,werestimulatedtorebelliousness,thoughtheydidnotshowthemselvesinanydirectmannerasyet。

  Themiller,inthemeantime,whoseldominterferedinsuchmatters,wasobservedtolookmeaninglyatAnneandthetrumpet-majorfromdaytoday;andby-and-byhespokeprivatelytoJohn。

  Hiswordswereshortandtothepoint:Annewasverymelancholy;

  shehadthoughttoomuchofBob。Now’twasplainthattheyhadlosthimformanyyearstocome。Well;hehadalwaysfeltthatofthetwohewouldratherJohnmarriedher。NowJohnmightsettledownthere,andsucceedwhereBobhadfailed。’Soifyoucouldgether,mysonny,tothinklessofhimandmoreofthyself,itwouldbeagoodthingforall。’

  AninwardexcitementhadriseninJohn;buthesuppresseditandsaidfirmly——

  ’FairnesstoBobbeforeeverything!’

  ’Hehevforgother,andthere’sanendon’t。’

  ’She’snotforgothim。’

  ’Well,well;thinkitover。’

  Thisdiscoursewasthecauseofhispenningalettertohisbrother。

  Hebeggedforadistinctstatementwhether,asJohnatfirstsupposed,Bob’sverbalrenunciationofAnneonthequayhadbeenonlyamomentaryebullitionoffriendship,whichitwouldbecrueltotakeliterally;orwhether,asseemednow,ithadpassedfromahastyresolvetoastandingpurpose,perseveredinforhisownpleasure,withnotacarefortheresultonpoorAnne。

  Johnwaitedanxiouslyfortheanswer,butnoanswercame;andthesilenceseemedevenmoresignificantthanaletterofassurancecouldhavebeenofhisabsolutionfromfurthersupporttoaclaimwhichBobhimselfhadsoclearlyrenounced。Thusithappenedthatpaternalpressure,brotherlyindifference,andhisownreleasedimpulseoperatedinonedelightfuldirection,andthetrumpet-majoroncemoreapproachedAnneasintheoldtime。

  Butitwasnottillshehadbeenlefttoherselfforafullfivemonths,andtheblue-bellsandragged-robinsofthefollowingyearwereagainmakingthemselvescommontotheramblingeye,thathedirectlyaddressedher。Shewastyingupagroupoftallfloweringplantsinthegarden:sheknewthathewasbehindher,butshedidnotturn。Shehadsubsidedintoaplaciddignitywhichenabledherwhenwatchedtoperformanylittleactionwithseemingcomposure——

  verydifferentfromtheflutterofherinexperienceddays。

  ’Areyounevergoingtoturnround?’heatlengthaskedgood-humouredly。

  Shethendidturn,andlookedathimforamomentwithoutspeaking;

  acertainsuspicionloominginhereyes,asifsuggestedbyhisperceptiblewantofease。

  ’Howlikesummeritisgettingtofeel,isitnot?’shesaid。

  Johnadmittedthatitwasgettingtofeellikesummer:and,bendinghisgazeuponherwithanearnestnesswhichnolongerleftanydoubtofhissubject,wentontoask——

  ’Haveyoueverintheselastweeksthoughtofhowitusedtobebetweenus?’

  Sherepliedquickly,’O,John,youshouldn’tbeginthatagain。Iamalmostanotherwomannow!’

  ’Well,that’sallthemorereasonwhyIshould,isn’tit?’

  Annelookedthoughtfullytotheotherendofthegarden,faintlyshakingherhead;’Idon’tquiteseeitlikethat,’shereturned。

  ’Youfeelyourselfquitefree,don’tyou?’

  ’QUITEfree!’shesaidinstantly,andwithprouddistinctness;hereyesfell,andsherepeatedmoreslowly,’Quitefree。’Thenherthoughtsseemedtoflyfromherselftohim。’Butyouarenot?’

  ’Iamnot?’

  ’MissJohnson!’

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