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  ’Yes,yes,’saidLoveday;andtheydescendedintothegarden。

  Heretheyturnedoversundryflatstonesandkilledtheslugsshelteredbeneaththemfromthecomingheatoftheday,talkingofslugsinalltheirbranches——ofthebrownandtheblack,ofthetoughandthetender,ofthereasonwhythereweresomanyinthegardenthatyear,ofthecomingtimewhenthegrass-walksharbouringthemweretobetakenupandgravellaid,andoftherelativelyexterminatorymeritsofapairofscissorsandtheheeloftheshoe。

  Atlastthemillersaid,’Well,really,Bob,I’mhungry;wemustbeginwithouther。’

  Theywereabouttogoin,whenDavidappearedwithhasteinhismotions,hiseyeswiderverticallythancrosswise,andhischeeksnearlyallgone。

  ’Maister,I’vebeentocallher;andas’adidn’tspeakIrapped,andas’adidn’tanswerIkicked,andnotbeinglatchedthedooropened,and——she’sgone!’

  Bobwentofflikeaswallowtowardsthehouse,andthemillerfollowedliketheratherheavymanthathewas。ThatMissMatildawasnotinherroom,orascrapofanythingbelongingtoher,wassoonapparent。Theysearchedeveryplaceinwhichshecouldpossiblyhideorsqueezeherself,everyplaceinwhichshecouldnot,butfoundnothingatall。

  CaptainBobwasquitewildwithastonishmentandgrief。Whenhewasquitesurethatshewasnowhereinhisfather’shouse,heranintoMrs。Garland’s,andtellingthemthestorysohastilythattheyhardlyunderstoodtheparticulars,hewentontowardsComfort’shouse,intendingtoraisethealarmthere,andalsoatMitchell’s,Beach’s,Cripplestraw’s,theparson’s,theclerk’s,thecampofdragoons,ofhussars,andsoonthroughthewholecounty。Buthepaused,andthoughtitwouldbehardlyexpedienttopublishhisdiscomfitureinsuchaway。IfMatildahadleftthehouseforanyfreakishreasonhewouldnotcaretolookforher,andifherdeedhadatragicintentshewouldkeepalooffromcampandvillage。

  InhistroublehethoughtofAnne。Shewasanicegirlandcouldbetrusted。Toherhewent,andfoundherinastateofexcitementandanxietywhichequalledhisown。

  ’’Tissolonelytocruiseforherallbymyself!’saidBobdisconsolately,hisforeheadallinwrinkles,’andI’vethoughtyouwouldcomewithmeandcheertheway?’

  ’Whereshallwesearch?’saidAnne。

  ’O,intheholesofrivers,youknow,anddownwells,andinquarries,andovercliffs,andlikethat。YoureyesmightcatchtheloomofanybitofashawlorbonnetthatIshouldoverlook,anditwoulddomearealservice。Pleasedocome!’

  SoAnnetookpityuponhim,andputonherhatandwent,themillerandDavidhavinggoneoffinanotherdirection。Theyexaminedtheditchesoffields,BobgoingroundbyonefenceandAnnebytheother,tilltheymetattheoppositeside。Thentheypeepedunderculverts,intoouthouses,anddownoldwellsandquarries,tillthetheoryofatragicalendhadnearlyspentitsforceinBob’smind,andhebegantothinkthatMatildahadsimplyrunaway。However,theystillwalkedon,thoughbythistimethesunwashotandAnnewouldgladlyhavesatdown。

  ’Now,didn’tyouthinkhighlyofher,MissGarland?’heinquired,asthesearchbegantolanguish。

  ’Oyes,’saidAnne,’veryhighly。’

  ’Shewasreallybeautiful;nononsenseaboutherlooks,wasthere?’

  ’None。Herbeautywasthoroughlyripe——nottooyoung。Weshouldallhavegottoloveher。Whatcanhavepossessedhertogoaway?’

  ’Idon’tknow,and,uponmylife,IshallsoonbedrovetosayI

  don’tcare!’repliedthematedespairingly。’Letmepilotyedownoverthosestones,’headded,asAnnebegantodescendaruggedquarry。Hesteppedforward,leaptdown,andturnedtoher。

  Shegavehimherhandandsprangdown。Beforeherelinquishedhishold,CaptainBobraisedherfingerstohislipsandkissedthem。

  ’O,CaptainLoveday!’criedAnne,snatchingawayherhandingenuinedismay,whileatearroseunexpectedlytoeacheye。’Ineverheardofsuchathing!Iwon’tgoaninchfurtherwithyou,sir;itistoobarefaced!’Andsheturnedandranoff。

  ’UponmylifeIdidn’tmeanit!’saidtherepentantcaptain,hasteningafter。’Idoloveherbest——indeedIdo——andIdon’tloveyouatall!Iamnotsofickleasthat!Imerelyjustforthemomentadmiredyouasasweetlittlecraft,andthat’showIcametodoit。Youknow,MissGarland,’hecontinuedearnestly,andstillrunningafter,’’tislikethis:whenyoucomeashoreafterhavingbeenshutupinashipforeighteenmonths,women-folksseemsonewandnicethatyoucan’thelplikingthem,oneandallinabody;andsoyourheartisapttogetscatteredandtoyawabit;butofcourseIthinkofpoorMatildamost,andshallalwayssticktoher。’

  Heheavedasighoftremendousmagnitude,toshowbeyondthepossibilityofdoubtthathisheartwasstillintheplacethathonourrequired。

  ’Iamgladtohearthat——ofcourseIamveryglad!’saidshe,withquickpetulance,keepingherfaceturnedfromhim。’AndIhopeweshallfindher,andthattheweddingwillnotbeputoff,andthatyou’llbothbehappy。ButIwon’tlookforheranymore!No;I

  don’tcaretolookforher——andmyheadaches。Iamgoinghome!’

  ’AndsoamI,’saidRobertpromptly。

  ’No,no;goonlookingforher,ofcourse——alltheafternoon,andallnight。Iamsureyouwill,ifyouloveher。’

  ’Oyes;Imeanto。Still,Ioughttoconvoyyouhomefirst?’

  ’No,yououghtnot;andIshallnotacceptyourcompany。

  Good-morning,sir!’Andshewentoffoveroneofthestonestileswithwhichthespotabounded,leavingthefriendlysailorstandinginthefield。

  Hesighedagain,and,observingthecampnotfaroff,thoughthewouldgotohisbrotherJohnandaskhimhisopiniononthesorrowfulcase。OnreachingthetentshefoundthatJohnwasnotatlibertyjustatthattime,beingengagedinpractisingthetrumpeters;andleavingwordthathewishedthetrumpet-majortocomedowntothemillassoonaspossible,Bobwentbackagain。

  ’’Tisnogoodlookingforher,’hesaidgloomily。’Shelikedmewellenough,butwhenshecamehereandsawthehouse,andtheplace,andtheoldhorse,andtheplainfurniture,shewasdisappointedtofindusallsohomely,andfeltshedidn’tcaretomarryintosuchafamily!’

  HisfatherandDavidhadreturnedwithnonews。

  ’Yes,’tisasI’vebeenthinking,father,’Bobsaid。’Weweren’tgoodenoughforher,andshewentawayinscorn!’

  ’Well,thatcan’tbehelped,’saidthemiller。’Whatwebe,webe,andhavebeenforgenerations。Tomymindsheseemedgladenoughtogetholdofus!’

  ’Yes,yes——forthemoment——becauseoftheflowers,andbirds,andwhat’sprettyintheplace,’saidBobtragically。’Butyoudon’tknow,father——howshouldyouknow,whohavehardlybeenoutofOvercombeinyourlife?——youdon’tknowwhatdelicatefeelingsareinarealrefinedwoman’smind。Anylittlevulgaractionunreavestheirnerveslikeamarline-spike。NowIwonderifyoudidanythingtodisgusther?’

  ’Faith!notthatIknowof,’saidLoveday,reflecting。’Ididn’tsayasinglethingthatIshouldnaturallyhavesaid,onpurposetogivenooffence。’

  ’Youwasalwaysveryhomely,youknow,father。’

  ’Yes;soIwas,’saidthemillermeekly。

  ’Iwonderwhatitcouldhavebeen,’Bobcontinued,wanderingaboutrestlessly。’Youdidn’tgodrinkingoutofthebigmugwithyourmouthfull,orwipeyourlipswithyoursleeve?’

  ’ThatI’llswearIdidn’t!’saidthemillerfirmly。’ThinksI,there’snoknowingwhatImaydotoshockher,soI’lltakemysolidvictualsinthebakehouse,andonlyacrumbandadropinhercompanyformanners。’

  ’Youcoulddonomorethanthat,certainly,’saidBobgently。

  ’Ifmymannersbegoodenoughforwell-brought-uppeopleliketheGarlands,theybegoodenoughforher,’continuedthemiller,withasenseofinjustice。

  ’That’strue。ThenitmusthavebeenDavid。David,comehere!Howdidyoubehavebeforethatlady?Now,mindyouspeakthetruth!’

  ’Yes,Mr。CaptainRobert,’saidDavidearnestly。’Iassureyeshewasservedlikearoyalqueen。Thebestsilverspoonswezputdown,andyerpoorgrandfer’ssilvertanket,asyouseed,andthefeathercushionforhertositon——’

  ’NowI’vegotit!’saidBobdecisively,bringingdownhishanduponthewindow-sill。’Herbedwashard!——andthere’snothingshocksatrueladylikethat。ThebedinthatroomalwayswasashardastheRockofGibraltar!’

  ’No,CaptainBob!Thebedswerechanged——wasn’ttheymaister?Weputthegoosebedinherroom,andtheflockone,thatusedtobethere,inyours。’

  ’Yes,wedid,’corroboratedthemiller。’DavidandIchanged’emwithourownhands,becausetheyweretooheavyforthewomentomove。’

  ’SureIdidn’tknowIhadtheflockbed,’murmuredBob。’Islepton,littlethinkingwhatIwasgoingtowaketo。Well,well,she’sgone;andsearchasIwillIshallneverfindanotherlikeher!Shewastoogoodforme。Shemusthavecarriedherboxwithherownhands,poorgirl。Asfarasthatgoes,Icouldovertakeherevennow,Idaresay;butIwon’tentreatheragainstherwill——notI。’

  MillerLovedayandDavid,feelingthemselvestoberatheradesecrationinthepresenceofBob’ssacredemotions,managedtoedgeoffbydegrees,theformerburyinghimselfinthemostflouryrecessesofthemill,hisinvariableresourcewhenperturbed,therumblinghavingasoothingeffectuponthenervesofthoseproperlytrainedtoitsmusic。

  Bobwassoimpatientthat,aftergoinguptoherroomtoassurehimselfoncemorethatshehadnotundressed,buthadonlylaindownontheoutsideofthebed,hewentoutofthehousetomeetJohn,andwaitedonthesunnyslopeofthedowntillhisbrotherappeared。

  Johnlookedsobraveandshapelyandwarlikethat,eveninBob’spresentdistress,hecouldnotbutfeelanhonestandaffectionateprideatowningsucharelative。YethefanciedthatJohndidnotcomealongwiththesameswingingstephehadshownyesterday;andwhenthetrumpet-majorgotnearerhelookedanxiouslyatthemateandwaitedforhimtospeakfirst。

  ’Youknowourgreattrouble,John?’saidRobert,gazingstoicallyintohisbrother’seyes。

  ’Comeandsitdown,andtellmeallaboutit,’answeredthetrumpet-major,showingnosurprise。

  Theywenttowardsaslightravine,whereitwaseasiertositdownthanontheflatground,andhereJohnreclinedamongthegrasshoppers,pointingtohisbrothertodothesame。

  ’Butdoyouknowwhatitis?’saidRobert。’Hasanybodytoldye?’

  ’Idoknow,’saidJohn。’She’sgone;andIamthankful!’

  ’What!’saidBob,risingtohiskneesinamazement。

  ’I’matthebottomofit,’saidthetrumpet-majorslowly。

  ’You,John?’

  ’Yes;andifyouwilllistenI’lltellyouall。DoyourememberwhathappenedwhenIcameintotheroomlastnight?Why,sheturnedcolourandnearlyfaintedaway。Thatwasbecausesheknewme。’

  Bobstaredathisbrotherwithafaceofpainanddistrust。

  ’Foronce,Bob,Imustsaysomethingthatwillhurttheeagooddeal,’continuedJohn。’Shewasnotawomanwhocouldpossiblybeyourwife——andsoshe’sgone。’

  ’Yousentheroff?’

  ’Well,Idid。’

  ’John!——Tellmerightthrough——tellme!’

  ’PerhapsIhadbetter,’saidthetrumpet-major,hisblueeyesrestingonthefardistantsea,thatseemedtoriselikeawallashighasthehilltheysatupon。

  AndthenhetoldataleofMissJohnsonandthe——thDragoonswhichwrunghisheartasmuchinthetellingasitdidBob’stohear,andwhichshowedthatJohnhadbeentemporarilycrueltobeultimatelykind。EvenBob,excitedashewas,coulddiscernfromJohn’smannerofspeakingwhataterribleundertakingthatnight’sbusinesshadbeenforhim。Tojustifythecoursehehadadoptedthedictatesofdutymusthavebeenimperative;butthetrumpet-major,withabecomingreticencewhichhisbrotheratthetimewasnaturallyunabletoappreciate,scarcelydweltdistinctlyenoughuponthecompellingcauseofhisconduct。Itwould,indeed,havebeenhardforanyman,muchlesssomodestaoneasJohn,todohimselfjusticeinthatremarkablerelation,whenthelistenerwasthelady’slover;anditisnowonderthatRobertrosetohisfeetandputagreaterdistancebetweenhimselfandJohn。

  ’Andwhattimewasit?’heaskedinahard,suppressedvoice。

  ’Itwasjustbeforeoneo’clock。’

  ’Howcouldyouhelphertogoaway?’

  ’Ihadapass。Icarriedherboxtothecoach-office。Shewastofollowatdawn。’

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