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  ThenIsawanarrowrushupwardsandstriketheemperor,andafterthearrowashowerofstones,sothathefelldownthereuponthetowerroof。

  Nowavoicecried,’Wehaveslainourking。

  Montezumaisdead,’

  andinstantlywithadreadfulwailingthemultitudefledthiswayandthat,sothatpresentlynolivingmancouldbeseenwheretherehadbeenthousands。

  IturnedtocomfortOtomie,whowaswatchingatmyside,andhadseenherroyalfatherfall,andledherweepingintothepalace。

  HerewemetGuatemoc,theprince,andhismienwasfierceandwild。

  Hewasfullyarmedandcarriedabowinhishand。

  ’IsMontezumadead?’Iasked。

  ’Ineitherknownorcare,’heansweredwithasavagelaugh,thenadded:

  ’Nowcurseme,Otomiemycousin,foritwasmyarrowthatsmotehimdown,thiskingwhohasbecomeawomanandatraitor,falsetohismanhoodandhiscountry。’

  ThenOtomieceasedweepingandanswered:

  ’Icannotcurseyou,Guatemoc,forthegodshavesmittenmyfatherwithamadnessasyousmotehimwithyourarrow,anditisbestthatheshoulddie,bothforhisownsakeandforthatofhispeople。

  Still,Guatemoc,Iamsureofthis,thatyourcrimewillnotgounpunished,andthatinpaymentforthissacrilege,youshallyourselfcometoashamefuldeath。’

  ’Itmaybeso,’saidGuatemoc,’butatleastIshallnotdiebetrayingmytrust;’andhewent。

  NowImusttellthat,asIbelieved,thiswasmylastdayonearth,foronthemorrowmyyearofgodheadexpired,andI,ThomasWingfield,shouldbeledouttosacrifice。

  Notwithstandingallthetumultinthecity,themourningforthedeadandthefearthathungoveritlikeacloud,theceremoniesofreligionanditsfeastswerestillcelebratedstrictly,morestrictlyindeedthaneverbefore。

  Thusonthisnightafestivalwasheldinmyhonour,andImustsitatthefeastcrownedwithflowersandsurroundedbymywives,whilethosenobleswhoremainedaliveinthecitydidmehomage,andwiththemCuitlahua,who,ifMontezumaweredead,wouldnowbeemperor。

  Itwasadrearymealenough,forIcouldscarcelybegaythoughIstrovetodrownmywoesindrink,andasfortheguests,theyhadlittlejollityleftinthem。

  Hundredsoftheirrelativesweredeadandwiththemthousandsofthepeople;theSpaniardsstillheldtheirowninthefortress,andthatdaytheyhadseentheiremperor,whotothemwasagod,smittendownbyoneoftheirownnumber,andabovealltheyfeltthatdoomwasuponthemselves。

  Whatwonderthattheywerenotmerry?

  Indeednofuneralfeastcouldhavebeenmoresad,forflowersandwineandfairwomendonotmakepleasure,andafterallitwasafuneralfeast——forme。

  AtlengthitcametoanendandIfledtomyownapartments,whithermythreewivesfollowedme,forOtomiedidnotcome,callingmemosthappyandblessedwhoto-morrowshouldbewithmyself,thatiswithmyowngodhead,inheaven。

  ButIdidnotcallthemblessed,for,risinginwrath,Idrovethemaway,sayingthatIhadbutonecomfortleft,anditwasthatwhereverImightgoI

  shouldleavethembehind。

  ThenIcastmyselfuponthecushionsofmybedandmournedinmyfearandbitternessofheart。

  ThiswastheendofthevengeancewhichIhadsworntowreakondeGarcia,thatImyselfmusthavemyhearttornfrommybreastandofferedtoadevil。

  TrulyFonseca,mybenefactor,hadspokenwordsofwisdomwhenhecounselledmetotakemyfortuneandforgetmyoath。

  HadIdoneso,to-dayImighthavebeenmybetrothed’shusbandandhappyinherloveathomeinpeacefulEngland,insteadofwhatIwas,alostsoulinthepoweroffiendsandabouttobeofferedtoafiend。

  InthebitternessofthethoughtandtheextremityofmyanguishIweptaloudandprayedtomyMakerthatImightbedeliveredfromthiscrueldeath,orattheleastthatmysinsshouldbeforgivenme,sothatto-morrownightImightrestatpeaceinheaven。

  ThusweepingandprayingIsankintoahalfsleep,anddreamedthatIwalkedonthehillsidenearthechurchpaththatrunsthroughthegardenoftheLodgeatDitchingham。

  ThewhispersofthewindwereinthetreeswhichclothethebankoftheVineyardHills,thescentofthesweetEnglishflowerswasinmynostrilsandthebalmyairofJuneblewonmybrow。

  Itwasnightinthisdreamofmine,andI

  thoughtthatthemoonshonesweetlyonthemeadowsandtheriver,whilefromeverysidecamethemusicofthenightingale。

  ButIwasnotthinkingofthesedelightfulsightsandsounds,thoughtheywerepresentinmymind,formyeyeswatchedthechurchpathwhichgoesupthehillatthebackofthehouse,andmyheartlistenedforafootstepthatIlongedtohear。

  Thentherecameasoundofsingingfrombeyondthehill,andthewordsofthesongweresad,fortheytoldofonewhohadsailedawayandreturnednomore,andpresentlybetweentheappletreesIsawawhitefigureonitscrest。

  SlowlyitcametowardsmeandIknewthatitwassheforwhomIwaited,Lilymybeloved。

  Nowsheceasedtosing,butdrewongentlyandherfaceseemedverysad。

  Moreoveritwasthefaceofawomaninmiddlelife,butstillmostbeautiful,morebeautifulindeedthanithadbeeninthebloomofyouth。

  Shehadreachedthefootofthehillandwasturningtowardsthelittlegardengate,whenIcameforwardfromtheshadowofthetrees,andstoodbeforeher。

  Backshestartedwithacryoffear,thengrewsilentandgazedintomyface。

  ’Sochanged,’shemurmured;’canitbethesame?

  Thomas,isityoucomebacktomefromthedead,oristhisbutavision?’andslowlyanddoubtinglythedreamwraithstretchedoutherarmsasthoughtoclaspme。

  ThenIawoke。

  Iawokeandlo!beforemestoodafairwomanclothedinwhite,onwhomthemoonlightshoneasinmydream,andherarmswerestretchedtowardsmelovingly。

  ’ItisI,beloved,andnovision,’Icried,springingfrommybedandclaspinghertomybreasttokissher。

  ButbeforemylipstouchedhersIsawmyerror,forshewhomIembracedwasnotLilyBozard,mybetrothed,butOtomie,princessoftheOtomie,whowascalledmywife。

  ThenIknewthatthiswasthesaddestandthemostbitterofdreamsthathadbeensenttomockme,forallthetruthrushedintomymind。

  LosingmyholdofOtomie,Ifellbackuponthebedandgroanedaloud,andasIfellIsawtheflushofshameuponherbrowandbreast。

  Forthiswomanlovedme,andthusmyactandwordswereaninsulttoher,whocouldguesswellwhatpromptedthem。

  Stillshespokegently。

  ’Pardonme,Teule,Icamebuttowatchandnottowakenyou。

  I

  camealsothatImayseeyoualonebeforethedaybreak,hopingthatImightbeofservice,orattheleast,ofcomforttoyou,fortheenddrawsnear。

  Saythen,inyoursleepdidyoumistakemeforsomeotherwomandearerandfairerthanIam,thatyouwouldhaveembracedme?’

  ’IdreamedthatyouweremybetrothedwhomIlove,andwhoisfarawayacrossthesea,’Iansweredheavily。

  ’Butenoughofloveandsuchmatters。

  WhathaveItodowiththemwhogodownintodarkness?’

  ’IntruthIcannottell,Teule,stillIhaveheardwisemensaythatifloveistobefoundanywhere,itisinthissamedarknessofdeath,thatislightindeed。

  Grievenot,forifthereistruthinthefaithofwhichyouhavetoldmeorinourown,eitheronthisearthorbeyondit,withtheeyesofthespirityouwillseeyourdearbeforeanothersunisset,andIpraythatyoumayfindherfaithfultoyou。

  Tellmenow,howmuchdoessheloveyou?

  WouldSHEhavelainbyyoursideonthebedofsacrificeas,hadthingsgoneotherwisebetweenus,Teule,itwasmyhopetodo?’

  ’No,’Ianswered,’itisnotthecustomofourwomentokillthemselvesbecausetheirhusbandschancetodie。’

  ’Perhapstheythinkitbettertoliveandwedagain,’answeredOtomieveryquietly,butIsawhereyesflashandherbreastheaveinthemoonlightasshespoke。

  ’Enoughofthisfoolishtalk,’Isaid。

  ’Listen,Otomie;ifyouhadcaredformetruly,surelyyouwouldhavesavedmefromthisdreadfuldoom,orprevailedonGuatemoctosaveme。

  YouareMontezuma’sdaughter,couldyounothavebroughtitaboutduringallthesemonthsthatheissuedhisroyalmandate,commandingthatIshouldbespared?’

  ’Doyou,then,takemeforsopoorafriend,Teule?’sheansweredhotly。

  ’Knowthatforallthesemonths,bydayandbynight,I

  haveworkedandstriventofindameanstorescueyou。

  BeforehebecameaprisonerIimportunedmyfathertheemperor,tillheorderedmefromhispresence。

  Ihavesoughttobribethepriests,Ihaveplottedwaysofescape,ay,andGuatemochashelped,forhelovesyou。

  HaditnotbeenforthecomingoftheseaccursedTeules,andthewarthattheyhaveleviedinthecity,Ihadsurelysavedyou,forawoman’sthoughtleapsfar,andcanfindapathwherenoneseemspossible。

  Butthiswarhaschangedeverything,andmoreoverthestar-readersanddivinersofaugurieshavegivenaprophecywhichsealsyourfate。

  Fortheyhaveprophesiedthatifyourbloodflows,andyourheartisofferedatthehourofnoonto-

  morrowonthealtarofTezcat,ourpeopleshallbevictoriousovertheTeules,andutterlydestroythem。

  Butifthesacrificeiscelebratedonemomentbeforeorafterthatpropitioushour,thenthedoomofTenoctitlanissealed。

  Alsotheyhavedeclaredthatyoumustdie,not,accordingtocustom,attheTempleofArmsacrossthelake,butonthegreatpyramidbeforethechiefstatueofthegod。

  Allthisisknownthroughouttheland;thousandsofpriestsarenowofferingupprayersthatthesacrificemaybefortunate,andagoldenringhasbeenhungoverthestoneofslaughterinsuchafashionthatthelightofthesunmuststrikeuponthecentreofyourbreastattheverymomentofmid-day。

  Forweeksyouhavebeenwatchedasajaguarwatchesitsprey,foritwasfearedthatyouwouldescapetotheTeules,andwe,yourwives,havebeenwatchedalso。

  Atthismomentthereisatripleringofguardsaboutthepalace,andpriestsaresetwithoutyourdoorsandbeneaththewindowplaces。

  Judge,then,whatchancethereisofescape,Teule。’

  ’Littleindeed,’Isaid,’andyetIknowaroad。

  IfIkillmyself,theycannotkillme。’

  ’Nay,’sheansweredhastily,’whatshallthatavailyou?

  Whileyouliveyoumayhope,butoncedead,youaredeadforever。

  Alsoifyoumustdie,itisbestthatyoushoulddiebythehandofthepriest。

  Believeme,thoughtheendishorrible,’andsheshuddered,’itisalmostpainless,sotheysay,andveryswift。

  Theywillnottortureyou,thatwehavesavedyou,GuatemocandI,thoughatfirsttheywishedthustohonourthegodmoreparticularlyonthisgreatday。’

  ’OTeule,’Otomiewenton,seatingherselfbymeonthebed,andtakingmyhand,’thinknomoreofthesebriefterrors,butlookbeyondthem。

  Isitsohardathingtodie,andswiftly?

  Weallmustdie,to-day,orto-night,orthenextday,itmatterslittlewhen——andyourfaith,likeours,teachesthatbeyondthegraveisendlessblessedness。

  Thinkthen,myfriend,to-morrowyouwillhavepassedfarfromthisstrifeandturmoil;thestruggleandthesorrowsandthedailyfearsforthefuturethatmakethesoulsickwillbeoverforyou,youwillbetakentoyourpeace,wherenooneshalldisturbyouforever。

  Thereyouwillfindthatmotherwhomyouhavetoldmeof,andwholovedyou,andthereperhapsonewilljoinyouwholovesyoubetterthanyourmother,mayhapevenImaymeetyouthere,friend,’andshelookedupatmestrangely。

  ’Theroadthatyouaredoomedtowalkisdarkindeed,butsurelyitmustbewell-trodden,andthereislightshiningbeyondit。

  Sobeaman,myfriend,anddonotgrieve;rejoiceratherthatatsoearlyanageyouhavedonewithwoesanddoubts,andcometothegatesofjoy,thatyouhavepassedthethorny,unwateredwildernessandseethesmilinglakesandgardens,andamongthemthetemplesofyoureternalcity。

  ’Andnowfarewell。

  Wemeetnomoretillthehourofsacrifice,forwewomenwhomasqueradeaswivesmustaccompanyyoutothefirstplatformsofthetemple。

  Farewell,dearfriend,andthinkuponmywords;whethertheyareacceptabletoyouorno,Iamsureofthis,thatbothforthesakeofyourownhonourandbecauseIaskitofyou,youwilldiebravelyasthoughtheeyesofyourownpeoplewerewatchingall。’

  Andbendingsuddenly,Otomiekissedmeontheforeheadgentlyasasistermight,andwasgone。

  Thecurtainsswungbehindher,buttheechoesofhernoblewordsstilldweltinmyheart。

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