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  Then,Thomas,maythecurseofGodrestuponyoutillyoufindhimandfinishthatwhichyoubeganto-day。’

  ’Sparetocurseme,father,whoamaccursedbymyownconscience。

  TurnyourhorsesratherandrideforYarmouth,fortherehisshipliesandthitherhehasgonewithtwohours’start。

  Perhapsyoumaystilltraphimbeforehesetssail。’

  Withoutanotherwordmyfatherandbrotherwheeledtheirhorsesroundanddepartedatfullgallopintothegloomofthegatheringnight。

  Theyrodesofiercelythat,theirhorsesbeinggood,theycametothegatesofYarmouthinlittlemorethananhourandahalf,andthatisfastriding。

  Butthebirdwasflown。

  Theytrackedhimtothequayandfoundthathehadshippedawhilebeforeinaboatwhichwasinwaitingforhim,andpassedtohisvesselthatlayintheRoadsatanchorbutwiththemostofhercanvasset。

  Instantlyshesailed,andnowwaslostinthenight。

  ThenmyfathercausednoticetobegiventhathewouldpayrewardoftwohundredpiecesingoldtoanyshipthatshouldcapturetheSpaniard,andtwostartedonthequest,buttheydidnotfindherthatbeforemorningwasfaronherwayacrossthesea。

  SosoonastheyhadgallopedawayIcalledtogetherthegroomsandotherservingmenandtoldthemwhathadchanced。

  Thenwewentwithlanterns,forbynowitwasdark,andcametothethickbrushwoodwherelaythebodyofmymother。

  Idrewnearthefirst,forthemenwereafraid,andsoindeedwasI,thoughwhyIshouldfearherlyingdeadwholivinghadlovedmetenderly,Idonotknow。

  YetIknowthis,thatwhenIcametothespotandsawtwoeyesgloweringatmeandheardthecrashofbushesassomethingbrokethem,Icouldalmosthavefallenwithfear,althoughIknewwellthatitwasbutafoxorwanderinghoundhauntingtheplaceofdeath。

  StillIwenton,callingtheotherstofollow,andtheendofitwasthatwelaidmymother’sbodyuponadoorwhichhadbeenliftedfromitshinges,andboreherhomeforthelasttime。

  Andtomethatpathisstillahauntedplace。

  ItisseventyyearsandmoresincemymotherdiedbythehandofJuandeGarciahercousin,yetoldasIamandhardenedtosuchsadscenes,Idonotlovetowalkthatpathaloneatnight。

  Doubtlessitwasfancywhichplaysusstrangetricks,stillbutayearago,havinggonetosetaspringeforawoodcock,IchancedtopassbyyonderbigoakuponaNovembereve,andIcouldhaveswornthatIsawitallagain。

  Isawmyselfalad,mywoundedarmstillboundwithLily’skerchief,climbingslowlydownthehill-side,whilebehindme,groaningbeneaththeirburden,weretheformsofthefourservingmen。

  Iheardthemurmuroftheriverandthewindthatseventyyearsagowhisperedinthereeds。

  Isawthecloudedskyflawedhereandtherewithblue,andthebrokenlightthatgleamedonthewhiteburdenstretcheduponthedoor,andtheredstainatitsbreast。

  Ay,IheardmyselftalkasIwentforwardwiththelantern,biddingthemenpasstotherightofsomesteepandrottenground,anditwasstrangetometolistentomyownvoiceasithadbeeninyouth。

  Well,well,itwasbutadream,yetsuchslavesarewetothefearsoffancy,thatbecauseofthedead,I,whoamalmostoftheirnumber,donotlovetopassthatpathatnight。

  Atlengthwecamehomewithourburden,andthewomentookitweepingandsetabouttheirtaskwithit。

  AndnowImustnotonlyfightmyownsorrowsbutmuststrivetosoothethoseofmysisterMary,whoasIfearedwouldgomadwithgriefandhorror。

  Atlastshesobbedherselfintoatorpor,andIwentandquestionedthemenwhosatroundthefireinthekitchen,fornonesoughttheirbedsthatnight。

  FromthemIlearnedthatanhourormorebeforeImettheSpaniard,arichly-dressedstrangerhadbeenseenwalkingalongthechurch-path,andthathehadtiedhishorseamongsomegorseandbramblesonthetopofthehill,wherehestoodasthoughindoubt,tillmymothercameout,whenhedescendedandfollowedher。

  AlsoIlearnedthatoneofthemenatworkinthegarden,whichisnotmorethanthreehundredpacesfromwherethedeedwasdone,heardcries,buthadtakennonoteofthem,thinkingforsooththatitwasbuttheplayofsomeloverfromBungayandhislasschasingeachotherthroughthewoods,astothishouritistheirfashiontodo。

  TrulyitseemedtomethatdayasthoughthisparishofDitchinghamweretheverynurseryoffools,ofwhomIwasthefirstandbiggest,andindeedthissamethoughthasstruckmesinceconcerningothermatters。

  Atlengththemorningcame,andwithitmyfatherandbrother,whoreturnedfromYarmouthonhiredhorses,fortheirownwerespent。

  IntheafternoonalsonewsfollowedthemthattheshipswhichhadputtoseaonthetrackoftheSpaniardhadbeendrivenbackbybadweather,havingseennothingofhim。

  NowItoldallthestoryofmydealingswiththemurdererofmymother,keepingnothingback,andImustbearmyfather’sbitterangerbecauseknowingthatmymotherwasindreadofaSpaniard,I

  hadsufferedmyreasontobeledastraybymydesiretowinspeechwithmylove。

  NordidImeetwithanycomfortfrommybrotherGeoffrey,whowasfierceagainstmebecausehelearnedthatIhadnotpleadedinvainwiththemaidwhomhedesiredforhimself。

  Buthesaidnothingofthisreason。

  Alsothatnodropmightbelackinginmycup,SquireBozard,whocamewithmanyotherneighbourstoviewthecorpseandoffersympathywithmyfatherinhisloss,toldhimatthesametimethathetookitillthatIshouldwoohisdaughteragainsthiswish,andthatifIcontinuedinthiscourseitwouldstraintheirancientfriendship。

  ThusIwashitoneveryside;bysorrowformymotherwhomIhadlovedtenderly,bylongingformydearwhomImightnotsee,byself-reproachbecauseIhadlettheSpaniardgowhenIheldhimfast,andbytheangerofmyfatherandmybrother。

  Indeedthosedaysweresodarkandbitter,forIwasattheagewhenshameandsorrowstingtheirsharpest,thatIwishedthatIweredeadbesidemymother。

  Onecomfortreachedmeindeed,amessagefromLilysentbyaservantgirlwhomshetrusted,givingmeherdearloveandbiddingmetobeofgoodcheer。

  Atlengthcamethedayofburial,andmymother,wrappedinfairwhiterobes,waslaidtoherrestinthechancelofthechurchatDitchingham,wheremyfatherhaslongbeensetbesideher,hardbythebrasseffigiesthatmarktheburyingplaceofLily’sforefather,hiswife,andmanyoftheirchildren。

  Thisfuneralwasthesaddestofsights,forthebitternessofmyfather’sgriefbrokefromhiminsobsandmysisterMaryswoonedawayinmyarms。

  Indeedtherewerefewdryeyesinallthatchurch,formymother,notwithstandingherforeignbirth,wasmuchlovedbecauseofhergentlewaysandthegoodnessofherheart。

  Butitcametoanend,andthenobleSpanishladyandEnglishwifewaslefttoherlongsleepintheancientchurch,wheresheshallrestonwhenhertragicstoryandherverynameareforgottenamongmen。

  Indeedthisislikelytobesoon,forIamthelastoftheWingfieldsaliveintheseparts,thoughmysisterMaryhasleftdescendantsofanothernametowhommylandsandfortunegoexceptforcertaingiftstothepoorofBungayandofDitchingham。

  WhenitwasoverIwentbackhome。

  Myfatherwassittinginthefrontroomwellnighbesidehimselfwithgrief,andbyhimwasmybrother。

  PresentlyhebegantoassailmewithbitterwordsbecauseIhadletthemurderergowhenGodgavehimintomyhand。

  ’Youforget,father,’sneeredGeoffrey,’Thomaswoosamaid,anditwasmoretohimtoholdherinhisarmsthantokeephismother’smurderersafely。

  Butbythisitseemshehaskilledtwobirdswithonestone,hehassufferedtheSpanishdeviltoescapewhenheknewthatourmotherfearedthecomingofaSpaniard,andhehasmadeenmitybetweenusandSquireBozard,ourgoodneighbour,whostrangelyenoughdoesnotfavourhiswooing。’

  ’Itisso,’saidmyfather。

  ’Thomas,yourmother’sbloodisonyourhands。’

  Ilistenedandcouldbearthisgoadinginjusticenolonger。

  ’Itisfalse,’Isaid,’Isayiteventomyfather。

  ThemanhadkilledmymotherbeforeImethimridingbacktoseekhisshipatYarmouthandhavinglosthisway;howthenisherblooduponmyhands?

  AsformywooingofLilyBozard,thatismymatter,brother,andnotyours,thoughperhapsyouwishthatitwasyoursandnotmine。

  Why,father,didyounottellmewhatyoufearedofthisSpaniard?

  Iheardsomeloosetalkonlyandgavelittlethoughttoit,mymindbeingfullofotherthings。

  AndnowIwillsaysomething。

  YoucalleddownGod’scurseuponme,father,tillsuchtimeasIshouldfindthismurdererandfinishwhatIhadbegun。

  Sobeit!

  LetGod’scurserestuponmetillIdofindhim。

  Iamyoung,butIamquickandstrong,andsosoonasmaybeI

  startforSpaintohunthimtheretillIshallrunhimdownorknowhimtobedead。

  Ifyouwillgivememoneytohelpmeonmyquest,sobeit——ifnotIgowithout。

  IswearbeforeGodandbymymother’sspiritthatIwillneitherrestnorstaytillwiththeveryswordthatslewher,Ihaveavengedherblooduponhermurdererorknowhimdead,andifIsuffermyselftobeledastrayfromthepurposeofthisoathbyaughtthatis,thenmayaworseendthanhersovertakeme,maymysoulberejectedinheaven,andmynamebeshamefulforeverupontheearth!’

  ThusIsworeinmyrageandanguish,holdingupmyhandtoheaventhatIcalledupontowitnesstheoath。

  Myfatherlookedatmekeenly。

  ’Ifthatisyourmind,sonThomas,youshallnotlackformoney。

  Iwouldgomyself,forbloodmustbewipedoutwithblood,butIamtoobrokeninmyhealth;alsoIamknowninSpainandtheHolyOfficewouldclaimmethere。

  Go,andmyblessinggowithyou。

  Itisrightthatyoushouldgo,foritisthroughyourfollythatourenemyhasescapedus。’

  ’Yes,itisrightthatheshouldgo,’saidGeoffrey。

  ’Yousaythatbecauseyouwishtoberidofme,Geoffrey,’I

  answeredhotly,’andyouwouldberidofmebecauseyoudesiretotakemyplaceatthesideofacertainmaid。

  Followyournatureanddoasyouwill,butifyouwouldoutwitanabsentmannogoodshallcometoyouofit。’

  ’Thegirlistohimwhocanwinher,’hesaid。

  ’Thegirl’sheartiswonalready,Geoffrey。

  Youmaybuyherfromherfatherbutyoucanneverwinherheart,andwithoutaheartshewillbebutapoorprize。’

  ’Peace!nowisnotimeforsuchtalkofloveandmaids,’saidmyfather,’andlisten。

  ThisisthetaleoftheSpanishmurdererandyourmother。

  Ihavesaidnothingofitheretofore,butnowitmustout。

  WhenIwasaladithappenedthatIalsowenttoSpainbecausemyfatherwilledit。

  IwenttoamonasteryatSeville,butIhadnolikingformonksandtheirways,andIbrokeoutfromthemonastery。

  ForayearormoreImademylivingasIbestmight,forIfearedtoreturntoEnglandasarunaway。

  StillImadealivingandnotabadone,nowinthiswayandnowinthat,butthoughIamashamedtosayit,mostlybygaming,atwhichIhadgreatluck。

  OnenightImetthismanJuandeGarcia——forinhishatehegaveyouhistruenamewhenhewouldhavestabbedyou——atplay。

  Eventhenhehadanevilfame,thoughhewasscarcelymorethanalad,buthewashandsomeinperson,sethighinbirth,andofapleasingmanner。

  Itchancedthathewonofmeatthedice,andbeinginagoodhumour,hetookmetovisitatthehouseofhisaunt,hisuncle’swidow,aladyofSeville。

  Thisaunthadonechild,adaughter,andthatdaughterwasyourmother。

  Nowyourmother,LuisadeGarcia,wasaffiancedtohercousinJuandeGarcia,notwithherownwillindeed,forthecontracthadbeensignedwhenshewasonlyeightyearsold。

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