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  Thechildreninhiscountrywerenottaughttothrowstonesatthosewhoaskedforcompassion。

  Smith’sstrategyovercamehimcompletely。Thewood—lodgepresentedthehorribleaspectofadun—

  geon。Whatwouldbedonetohimnext?……

  NowonderthatAmyFosterappearedtohiseyeswiththeaureoleofanangeloflight。Thegirlhadnotbeenabletosleepforthinkingofthepoorman,andinthemorning,beforetheSmithswereup,sheslippedoutacrossthebackyard。Holdingthedoorofthewood—lodgeajar,shelookedinandextendedtohimhalfaloafofwhitebread——’suchbreadasthericheatinmycountry,’heusedtosay。

  \"Atthishegotupslowlyfromamongstallsortsofrubbish,stiff,hungry,trembling,miserable,anddoubtful。’Canyoueatthis?’sheaskedinhersoftandtimidvoice。Hemusthavetakenherfora’graciouslady。’Hedevouredferociously,andtearswerefallingonthecrust。Suddenlyhedroppedthebread,seizedherwrist,andim—

  printedakissonherhand。Shewasnotfright—

  ened。Throughhisforlornconditionshehadobservedthathewasgood—looking。Sheshutthedoorandwalkedbackslowlytothekitchen。

  Muchlateron,shetoldMrs。Smith,whoshud—

  deredatthebareideaofbeingtouchedbythatcreature。

  \"Throughthisactofimpulsivepityhewasbroughtbackagainwithinthepaleofhumanrela—

  tionswithhisnewsurroundings。Heneverforgotit——never。

  \"ThatverysamemorningoldMr。Swaffer(Smith’snearestneighbour)cameovertogivehisadvice,andendedbycarryinghimoff。Hestood,unsteadyonhislegs,meek,andcakedoverinhalf—

  driedmud,whilethetwomentalkedaroundhiminanincomprehensibletongue。Mrs。Smithhadre—

  fusedtocomedownstairstillthemadmanwasoffthepremises;AmyFoster,farfromwithinthedarkkitchen,watchedthroughtheopenbackdoor;andheobeyedthesignsthatweremadetohimtothebestofhisability。ButSmithwasfullofmistrust。

  ’Mind,sir!Itmaybeallhiscunning,’hecriedrepeatedlyinatoneofwarning。WhenMr。

  Swafferstartedthemare,thedeplorablebeingsit—

  tinghumblybyhisside,throughweakness,nearlyfelloutoverthebackofthehightwo—wheeledcart。

  Swaffertookhimstraighthome。AnditisthenthatIcomeuponthescene。

  \"IwascalledinbythesimpleprocessoftheoldmanbeckoningtomewithhisforefingeroverthegateofhishouseasIhappenedtobedrivingpast。

  Igotdown,ofcourse。

  \"’I’vegotsomethinghere,’hemumbled,lead—

  ingthewaytoanouthouseatalittledistancefromhisotherfarm—buildings。

  \"ItwastherethatIsawhimfirst,inalonglowroomtakenuponthespaceofthatsortofcoach—

  house。Itwasbareandwhitewashed,withasmallsquareapertureglazedwithonecracked,dustypaneatitsfurtherend。Hewaslyingonhisbackuponastrawpallet;theyhadgivenhimacoupleofhorse—blankets,andheseemedtohavespenttheremainderofhisstrengthintheexertionofclean—

  inghimself。Hewasalmostspeechless;hisquickbreathingundertheblanketspulleduptohischin,hisglittering,restlessblackeyesremindedmeofawildbirdcaughtinasnare。WhileIwasexamininghim,oldSwafferstoodsilentlybythedoor,passingthetipsofhisfingersalonghisshavenupperlip。

  Igavesomedirections,promisedtosendabottleofmedicine,andnaturallymadesomeinquiries。

  \"’SmithcaughthiminthestackyardatNewBarns,’saidtheoldchapinhisdeliberate,unmovedmanner,andasiftheotherhadbeenindeedasortofwildanimal。’That’showIcamebyhim。

  Quiteacuriosity,isn’the?Nowtellme,doctor——

  you’vebeenallovertheworld——don’tyouthinkthat’sabitofaHindoowe’vegotholdofhere。’

  \"Iwasgreatlysurprised。Hislongblackhairscatteredoverthestrawbolstercontrastedwiththeolivepallorofhisface。ItoccurredtomehemightbeaBasque。Itdidn’tnecessarilyfollowthatheshouldunderstandSpanish;butItriedhimwiththefewwordsIknow,andalsowithsomeFrench。

  ThewhisperedsoundsIcaughtbybendingmyeartohislipspuzzledmeutterly。ThatafternoontheyoungladiesfromtheRectory(oneofthemreadGoethewithadictionary,andtheotherhadstrug—

  gledwithDanteforyears),comingtoseeMissSwaffer,triedtheirGermanandItalianonhimfromthedoorway。Theyretreated,justtheleastbitscaredbythefloodofpassionatespeechwhich,turningonhispallet,heletoutatthem。Theyad—

  mittedthatthesoundwaspleasant,soft,musical——

  but,inconjunctionwithhislooksperhaps,itwasstartling——soexcitable,soutterlyunlikeanythingonehadeverheard。Thevillageboysclimbedupthebanktohaveapeepthroughthelittlesquareaperture。EverybodywaswonderingwhatMr。

  Swafferwoulddowithhim。

  \"Hesimplykepthim。

  \"Swafferwouldbecalledeccentricwerehenotsomuchrespected。TheywilltellyouthatMr。

  Swaffersitsupaslateasteno’clockatnighttoreadbooks,andtheywilltellyoualsothathecanwriteachequefortwohundredpoundswithoutthinkingtwiceaboutit。HehimselfwouldtellyouthattheSwaffershadownedlandbetweenthisandDarnfordforthesethreehundredyears。

  Hemustbeeighty—fiveto—day,buthedoesnotlookabitolderthanwhenIfirstcamehere。Heisagreatbreederofsheep,anddealsextensivelyincat—

  tle。Heattendsmarketdaysformilesaroundineverysortofweather,anddrivessittingbowedlowoverthereins,hislankgreyhaircurlingoverthecollarofhiswarmcoat,andwithagreenplaidrugroundhislegs。Thecalmnessofadvancedagegivesasolemnitytohismanner。Heisclean—

  shaved;hislipsarethinandsensitive;somethingrigidandmonarchalinthesetofhisfeatureslendsacertainelevationtothecharacterofhisface。Hehasbeenknowntodrivemilesintheraintoseeanewkindofroseinsomebody’sgarden,oramon—

  strouscabbagegrownbyacottager。Helovestoheartellofortobeshownsomethingthathecalls’outlandish。’Perhapsitwasjustthatoutlandish—

  nessofthemanwhichinfluencedoldSwaffer。Per—

  hapsitwasonlyaninexplicablecaprice。AllI

  knowisthatattheendofthreeweeksIcaughtsightofSmith’slunaticdigginginSwaffer’skitch—

  engarden。Theyhadfoundouthecoulduseaspade。Hedugbarefooted。

  \"Hisblackhairflowedoverhisshoulders。I

  supposeitwasSwafferwhohadgivenhimthestripedoldcottonshirt;butheworestillthena—

  tionalbrownclothtrousers(inwhichhehadbeenwashedashore)fittingtothelegalmostliketights;wasbeltedwithabroadleathernbeltstud—

  dedwithlittlebrassdiscs;andhadneveryetven—

  turedintothevillage。Thelandhelookeduponseemedtohimkeptneatly,likethegroundsroundalandowner’shouse;thesizeofthecart—horsesstruckhimwithastonishment;theroadsresembledgardenwalks,andtheaspectofthepeople,espe—

  ciallyonSundays,spokeofopulence。Hewon—

  deredwhatmadethemsohardheartedandtheirchildrensobold。Hegothisfoodatthebackdoor,carrieditinbothhandscarefullytohisouthouse,and,sittingaloneonhispallet,wouldmakethesignofthecrossbeforehebegan。Besidethesamepal—

  let,kneelingintheearlydarknessoftheshortdays,herecitedaloudtheLord’sPrayerbeforeheslept。

  WheneverhesawoldSwafferhewouldbowwithvenerationfromthewaist,andstanderectwhiletheoldman,withhisfingersoverhisupperlip,sur—

  veyedhimsilently。HebowedalsotoMissSwaffer,whokepthousefrugallyforherfather——abroad—

  shouldered,big—bonedwomanofforty—five,withthepocketofherdressfullofkeys,andagrey,steadyeye。ShewasChurch——aspeoplesaid(whileherfatherwasoneofthetrusteesoftheBaptistChapel)——andworealittlesteelcrossatherwaist。Shedressedseverelyinblack,inmem—

  oryofoneoftheinnumerableBradleysoftheneighbourhood,towhomshehadbeenengagedsometwenty—fiveyearsago——ayoungfarmerwhobrokehisneckouthuntingontheeveofthewed—

  dingday。Shehadtheunmovedcountenanceofthedeaf,spokeveryseldom,andherlips,thinlikeherfather’s,astonishedonesometimesbyamyste—

  riouslyironiccurl。

  \"Thesewerethepeopletowhomheowedalle—

  giance,andanoverwhelminglonelinessseemedtofallfromtheleadenskyofthatwinterwithoutsun—

  shine。Allthefacesweresad。Hecouldtalktonoone,andhadnohopeofeverunderstandinganybody。Itwasasifthesehadbeenthefacesofpeoplefromtheotherworld——deadpeople——heusedtotellmeyearsafterwards。Uponmyword,Iwonderhedidnotgomad。Hedidn’tknowwherehewas。Somewhereveryfarfromhismoun—

  tains——somewhereoverthewater。WasthisAmer—

  ica,hewondered?

  \"Ifithadn’tbeenforthesteelcrossatMissSwaffer’sbelthewouldnot,heconfessed,haveknownwhetherhewasinaChristiancountryatall。Heusedtocaststealthyglancesatit,andfeelcomforted。Therewasnothingherethesameasinhiscountry!Theearthandthewaterwerediffer—

  ent;therewerenoimagesoftheRedeemerbytheroadside。Theverygrasswasdifferent,andthetrees。AllthetreesbutthethreeoldNorwaypinesonthebitoflawnbeforeSwaffer’shouse,andtheseremindedhimofhiscountry。Hehadbeendetectedonce,afterdusk,withhisforeheadagainstthetrunkofoneofthem,sobbing,andtalkingtohimself。Theyhadbeenlikebrotherstohimatthattime,heaffirmed。Everythingelsewasstrange。

  Conceiveyouthekindofanexistenceovershad—

  owed,oppressed,bytheeverydaymaterialappear—

  ances,asifbythevisionsofanightmare。Atnight,whenhecouldnotsleep,hekeptonthinkingofthegirlwhogavehimthefirstpieceofbreadhehadeateninthisforeignland。Shehadbeenneitherfiercenorangry,norfrightened。Herfaceherememberedastheonlycomprehensiblefaceamongstallthesefacesthatwereasclosed,asmys—

  terious,andasmuteasthefacesofthedeadwhoarepossessedofaknowledgebeyondthecompre—

  hensionoftheliving。Iwonderwhetherthemem—

  oryofhercompassionpreventedhimfromcuttinghisthroat。Butthere!IsupposeIamanoldsen—

  timentalist,andforgettheinstinctiveloveoflifewhichittakesallthestrengthofanuncommonde—

  spairtoovercome。

  \"HedidtheworkwhichwasgivenhimwithanintelligencewhichsurprisedoldSwaffer。By—and—

  byitwasdiscoveredthathecouldhelpattheploughing,couldmilkthecows,feedthebullocksinthecattle—yard,andwasofsomeusewiththesheep。Hebegantopickupwords,too,veryfast;

  andsuddenly,onefinemorninginspring,heres—

  cuedfromanuntimelydeathagrand—childofoldSwaffer。

  \"Swaffer’syoungerdaughterismarriedtoWillcox,asolicitorandtheTownClerkofCole—

  brook。Regularlytwiceayeartheycometostaywiththeoldmanforafewdays。Theironlychild,alittlegirlnotthreeyearsoldatthetime,ranoutofthehousealoneinherlittlewhitepinafore,and,toddlingacrossthegrassofaterracedgarden,pitchedherselfoveralowwallheadfirstintothehorsepondintheyardbelow。

  \"Ourmanwasoutwiththewaggonerandtheploughinthefieldnearesttothehouse,andashewasleadingtheteamroundtobeginafreshfur—

  row,hesaw,throughthegapofthegate,whatforanybodyelsewouldhavebeenamereflutterofsomethingwhite。Buthehadstraight—glancing,quick,far—reachingeyes,thatonlyseemedtoflinchandlosetheiramazingpowerbeforetheimmensityofthesea。Hewasbarefooted,andlookingasout—

  landishastheheartofSwaffercoulddesire。Leav—

  ingthehorsesontheturn,totheinexpressibledis—

  ustofthewaggonerheboundedoff,goingovertheploughedgroundinlongleaps,andsuddenlyappearedbeforethemother,thrustthechildintoherarms,andstrodeaway。

  \"Thepondwasnotverydeep;butstill,ifhehadnothadsuchgoodeyes,thechildwouldhaveperished——miserablysuffocatedinthefootorsoofstickymudatthebottom。OldSwafferwalkedoutslowlyintothefield,waitedtilltheploughcameovertohisside,hadagoodlookathim,andwith—

  outsayingawordwentbacktothehouse。Butfromthattimetheylaidouthismealsonthekitch—

  entable;andatfirst,MissSwaffer,allinblackandwithaninscrutableface,wouldcomeandstandinthedoorwayoftheliving—roomtoseehimmakeabigsignofthecrossbeforehefellto。Ibelievethatfromthatday,too,Swafferbegantopayhimreg—

  ularwages。

  \"Ican’tfollowstepbystephisdevelopment。

  Hecuthishairshort,wasseeninthevillageandalongtheroadgoingtoandfrotohisworklikeanyotherman。Childrenceasedtoshoutafterhim。

  Hebecameawareofsocialdifferences,butre—

  mainedforalongtimesurprisedatthebarepov—

  ertyofthechurchesamongsomuchwealth。Hecouldn’tunderstandeitherwhytheywerekeptshutuponweekdays。Therewasnothingtostealinthem。Wasittokeeppeoplefromprayingtoooften?Therectorytookmuchnoticeofhimaboutthattime,andIbelievetheyoungladiesattemptedtopreparethegroundforhisconversion。Theycouldnot,however,breakhimofhishabitofcross—

  inghimself,buthewentsofarastotakeoffthestringwithacoupleofbrassmedalsthesizeofasixpence,atinymetalcross,andasquaresortofscapularywhichheworeroundhisneck。Hehungthemonthewallbythesideofhisbed,andhewasstilltobeheardeveryeveningrecitingtheLord’sPrayer,inincomprehensiblewordsandinaslow,ferventtone,ashehadheardhisoldfatherdoattheheadofallthekneelingfamily,bigandlittle,oneveryeveningofhislife。Andthoughheworecorduroysatwork,andaslop—madepepper—and—

  saltsuitonSundays,strangerswouldturnroundtolookafterhimontheroad。Hisforeignnesshadapeculiarandindeliblestamp。Atlastpeoplebe—

  cameusedtoseehim。Buttheyneverbecameusedtohim。Hisrapid,skimmingwalk;hisswarthycomplexion;hishatcockedontheleftear;hishab—

  it,onwarmevenings,ofwearinghiscoatoveroneshoulder,likeahussar’sdolman;hismannerofleapingoverthestiles,notasafeatofagility,butintheordinarycourseofprogression——allthesepeculiaritieswere,asonemaysay,somanycausesofscornandoffencetotheinhabitantsofthevil—

  lage。Theywouldn’tintheirdinnerhourlieflatontheirbacksonthegrasstostareatthesky。

  Neitherdidtheygoaboutthefieldsscreamingdis—

  maltunes。ManytimeshaveIheardhishigh—

  pitchedvoicefrombehindtheridgeofsomeslop—

  ingsheep—walk,avoicelightandsoaring,likealark’s,butwithamelancholyhumannote,overourfieldsthathearonlythesongofbirds。AndI

  shouldbestartledmyself。Ah!Hewasdifferent:

  innocentofheart,andfullofgoodwill,whichno—

  bodywanted,thiscastaway,that,likeamantrans—

  plantedintoanotherplanet,wasseparatedbyanimmensespacefromhispastandbyanimmenseignorancefromhisfuture。Hisquick,ferventut—

  terancepositivelyshockedeverybody。’Anexcit—

  abledevil,’theycalledhim。Oneevening,inthetap—roomoftheCoachandHorses(havingdrunksomewhisky),heupsetthemallbysingingalovesongofhiscountry。Theyhootedhimdown,andhewaspained;butPreble,thelamewheelwright,andVincent,thefatblacksmith,andtheothernota—

  blestoo,wantedtodrinktheireveningbeerinpeace。Onanotheroccasionhetriedtoshowthemhowtodance。Thedustroseincloudsfromthesandedfloor;heleapedstraightupamongstthedealtables,struckhisheelstogether,squattedononeheelinfrontofoldPreble,shootingouttheotherleg,utteredwildandexultingcries,jumpeduptowhirlononefoot,snappinghisfingersabovehishead——andastrangecarterwhowashavingadrinkintherebegantoswear,andclearedoutwithhishalf—pintinhishandintothebar。Butwhensud—

  denlyhespranguponatableandcontinuedtodanceamongtheglasses,thelandlordinterfered。

  Hedidn’twantany’acrobattricksinthetap—

  room。’Theylaidtheirhandsonhim。Havinghadaglassortwo,Mr。Swaffer’sforeignertriedtoexpostulate:wasejectedforcibly:gotablackeye。

  \"Ibelievehefeltthehostilityofhishumansur—

  roundings。Buthewastough——toughinspirit,too,aswellasinbody。Onlythememoryoftheseafrightenedhim,withthatvagueterrorthatisleftbyabaddream。Hishomewasfaraway;andhedidnotwantnowtogotoAmerica。Ihadoftenexplainedtohimthatthereisnoplaceonearthwheretruegoldcanbefoundlyingreadyandtobegotforthetroubleofthepickingup。Howthen,heasked,couldheeverreturnhomewithemptyhandswhentherehadbeensoldacow,twoponies,andabitoflandtopayforhisgoing?Hiseyeswouldfillwithtears,and,avertingthemfromtheimmenseshimmerofthesea,hewouldthrowhim—

  selffacedownonthegrass。Butsometimes,cock—

  inghishatwithalittleconqueringair,hewoulddefymywisdom。Hehadfoundhisbitoftruegold。ThatwasAmyFoster’sheart;whichwas’agoldenheart,andsofttopeople’smisery,’hewouldsayintheaccentsofoverwhelmingconvic—

  tion。

  \"HewascalledYanko。HehadexplainedthatthismeantlittleJohn;butashewouldalsorepeatveryoftenthathewasamountaineer(somewordsoundinginthedialectofhiscountrylikeGoorall)

  hegotitforhissurname。Andthisistheonlytraceofhimthatthesucceedingagesmayfindinthemarriageregisteroftheparish。Thereitstands——YankoGoorall——intherector’shandwrit—

  ing。Thecrookedcrossmadebythecastaway,acrosswhosetracingnodoubtseemedtohimthemostsolemnpartofthewholeceremony,isallthatremainsnowtoperpetuatethememoryofhisname。

  \"Hiscourtshiphadlastedsometime——eversincehegothisprecariousfootinginthecommunity。ItbeganbyhisbuyingforAmyFosteragreensatinribboninDarnford。Thiswaswhatyoudidinhiscountry。YouboughtaribbonataJew’sstallonafair—day。Idon’tsupposethegirlknewwhattodowithit,butheseemedtothinkthathishonoura—

  bleintentionscouldnotbemistaken。

  \"ItwasonlywhenhedeclaredhispurposetogetmarriedthatIfullyunderstoodhow,forahun—

  dredfutileandinappreciablereasons,how——shallIsayodious?——hewastoallthecountryside。

  Everyoldwomaninthevillagewasupinarms。

  Smith,cominguponhimnearthefarm,promisedtobreakhisheadforhimifhefoundhimaboutagain。Buthetwistedhislittleblackmoustachewithsuchabellicoseairandrolledsuchbig,blackfierceeyesatSmiththatthispromisecametonoth—

  ing。Smith,however,toldthegirlthatshemustbemadtotakeupwithamanwhowassurelywronginhishead。Allthesame,whensheheardhiminthegloamingwhistlefrombeyondtheorchardacoupleofbarsofaweirdandmournfultune,shewoulddropwhatevershehadinherhand——shewouldleaveMrs。Smithinthemiddleofasentence——andshewouldrunouttohiscall。Mrs。Smithcalledherashamelesshussy。Sheanswerednoth—

  ing。Shesaidnothingatalltoanybody,andwentonherwayasifshehadbeendeaf。SheandIaloneallintheland,Ifancy,couldseehisveryrealbeauty。Hewasverygood—looking,andmostgracefulinhisbearing,withthatsomethingwildasofawoodlandcreatureinhisaspect。Hermoth—

  ermoanedoverherdismallywheneverthegirlcametoseeheronherdayout。Thefatherwassurly,butpretendednottoknow;andMrs。Finnoncetoldherplainlythat’thisman,mydear,willdoyousomeharmsomedayyet。’Andsoitwenton。

  Theycouldbeseenontheroads,shetrampingstol—

  idlyinherfinery——greydress,blackfeather,stoutboots,prominentwhitecottonglovesthatcaughtyoureyeahundredyardsaway;andhe,hiscoatslungpicturesquelyoveroneshoulder,pacingbyherside,gallantofbearingandcastingtenderglancesuponthegirlwiththegoldenheart。I

  wonderwhetherhesawhowplainshewas。Perhapsamongtypessodifferentfromwhathehadeverseen,hehadnotthepowertojudge;orperhapshewasseducedbythedivinequalityofherpity。

  \"Yankowasingreattroublemeantime。Inhiscountryyougetanoldmanforanambassadorinmarriageaffairs。Hedidnotknowhowtopro—

  ceed。However,onedayinthemidstofsheepinafield(hewasnowSwaffer’sunder—shepherdwithFoster)hetookoffhishattothefatherandde—

  claredhimselfhumbly。’Idaresayshe’sfoolenoughtomarryyou,’wasallFostersaid。’Andthen,’heusedtorelate,’heputshishatonhishead,looksblackatmeasifhewantedtocutmythroat,whistlesthedog,andoffhegoes,leavingmetodothework。’TheFosters,ofcourse,didn’tliketolosethewagesthegirlearned:Amyusedtogiveallhermoneytohermother。ButtherewasinFosteraverygenuineaversiontothatmatch。Hecon—

  tendedthatthefellowwasverygoodwithsheep,butwasnotfitforanygirltomarry。Foronething,heusedtogoalongthehedgesmutteringtohimselflikeadam’fool;andthen,theseforeign—

  ersbehaveveryqueerlytowomensometimes。Andperhapshewouldwanttocarryheroffsomewhere——orrunoffhimself。Itwasnotsafe。Hepreachedittohisdaughterthatthefellowmightill—useherinsomeway。Shemadenoanswer。Itwas,theysaidinthevillage,asifthemanhaddonesomethingtoher。Peoplediscussedthematter。Itwasquiteanexcitement,andthetwowenton’walkingout’togetherinthefaceofopposition。

  Thensomethingunexpectedhappened。

  \"Idon’tknowwhetheroldSwaffereverunder—

  stoodhowmuchhewasregardedinthelightofafatherbyhisforeignretainer。Anywaytherela—

  tionwascuriouslyfeudal。SowhenYankoaskedformallyforaninterview——’andtheMisstoo’(hecalledthesevere,deafMissSwaffersimplyMiss)

  ——itwastoobtaintheirpermissiontomarry。

  Swafferheardhimunmoved,dismissedhimbyanod,andthenshoutedtheintelligenceintoMissSwaffer’sbestear。Sheshowednosurprise,andonlyremarkedgrimly,inaveiledblankvoice,’Hecertainlywon’tgetanyothergirltomarryhim。’

  \"ItisMissSwafferwhohasallthecreditofthemunificence:butinaveryfewdaysitcameoutthatMr。SwafferhadpresentedYankowithacot—

  tage(thecottageyou’veseenthismorning)andsomethinglikeanacreofground——hadmadeitovertohiminabsoluteproperty。Willcoxexpe—

  ditedthedeed,andIrememberhimtellingmehehadagreatpleasureinmakingitready。Itre—

  cited:’Inconsiderationofsavingthelifeofmybelovedgrandchild,BerthaWillcox。’

  \"Ofcourse,afterthatnopoweronearthcouldpreventthemfromgettingmarried。

  \"Herinfatuationendured。Peoplesawhergo—

  ingouttomeethimintheevening。Shestaredwithunblinking,fascinatedeyesuptheroadwherehewasexpectedtoappear,walkingfreely,withaswingfromthehip,andhummingoneofthelove—

  tunesofhiscountry。Whentheboywasborn,hegotelevatedatthe’CoachandHorses,’essayedagainasongandadance,andwasagainejected。

  PeopleexpressedtheircommiserationforawomanmarriedtothatJack—in—the—box。Hedidn’tcare。

  Therewasamannow(hetoldmeboastfully)towhomhecouldsingandtalkinthelanguageofhiscountry,andshowhowtodanceby—and—by。

  \"ButIdon’tknow。Tomeheappearedtohavegrownlessspringyofstep,heavierinbody,lesskeenofeye。Imagination,nodoubt;butitseemstomenowasifthenetoffatehadbeendrawncloserroundhimalready。

  \"OnedayImethimonthefootpathovertheTalfourdHill。Hetoldmethat’womenwerefun—

  ny。’Ihadheardalreadyofdomesticdifferences。

  PeopleweresayingthatAmyFosterwasbegin—

  ningtofindoutwhatsortofmanshehadmarried。

  Helookedupontheseawithindifferent,unseeingeyes。Hiswifehadsnatchedthechildoutofhisarmsonedayashesatonthedoorstepcrooningtoitasongsuchasthemotherssingtobabiesinhismountains。Sheseemedtothinkhewasdoingitsomeharm。Womenarefunny。Andshehadob—

  jectedtohimprayingaloudintheevening。Why?

  Heexpectedtheboytorepeattheprayeraloudafterhimby—and—by,asheusedtodoafterhisoldfatherwhenhewasachild——inhisowncountry。

  AndIdiscoveredhelongedfortheirboytogrowupsothathecouldhaveamantotalkwithinthatlanguagethattoourearssoundedsodisturbing,sopassionate,andsobizarre。Whyhiswifeshoulddisliketheideahecouldn’ttell。Butthatwouldpass,hesaid。Andtiltinghisheadknow—

  ingly,hetappedhisbreastbonetoindicatethatshehadagoodheart:nothard,notfierce,opentocom—

  passion,charitabletothepoor!

  \"Iwalkedawaythoughtfully;Iwonderedwhetherhisdifference,hisstrangeness,werenotpenetratingwithrepulsionthatdullnaturetheyhadbegunbyirresistiblyattracting。Iwon—

  dered……\"

  TheDoctorcametothewindowandlookedoutatthefrigidsplendourofthesea,immenseinthehaze,asifenclosingalltheearthwithalltheheartslostamongthepassionsofloveandfear。

  \"Physiologically,now,\"hesaid,turningawayabruptly,\"itwaspossible。Itwaspossible。\"

  Heremainedsilent。Thenwenton——

  \"Atallevents,thenexttimeIsawhimhewasill——lungtrouble。Hewastough,butIdaresayhewasnotacclimatisedaswellasIhadsupposed。Itwasabadwinter;and,ofcourse,thesemountain—

  eersdogetfitsofhomesickness;andastateofde—

  pressionwouldmakehimvulnerable。Hewaslyinghalfdressedonacouchdownstairs。

  \"Atablecoveredwithadarkoilclothtookupallthemiddleofthelittleroom。Therewasawickercradleonthefloor,akettlespoutingsteamonthehob,andsomechild’slinenlaydryingonthefender。Theroomwaswarm,butthedooropensrightintothegarden,asyounoticedperhaps。

  \"Hewasveryfeverish,andkeptonmutteringtohimself。Shesatonachairandlookedathimfixedlyacrossthetablewithherbrown,blurredeyes。’Whydon’tyouhavehimupstairs?’I

  asked。Withastartandaconfusedstammershesaid,’Oh!ah!Icouldn’tsitwithhimupstairs,Sir。’

  \"Igavehercertaindirections;andgoingout—

  side,Isaidagainthatheoughttobeinbedup—

  stairs。Shewrungherhands。’Icouldn’t。I

  couldn’t。Hekeepsonsayingsomething——Idon’tknowwhat。’Withthememoryofallthetalkagainstthemanthathadbeendinnedintoherears,Ilookedathernarrowly。Ilookedintohershort—

  sightedeyes,atherdumbeyesthatonceinherlifehadseenanenticingshape,butseemed,staringatme,toseenothingatallnow。ButIsawshewasuneasy。

  \"’What’sthematterwithhim?’sheaskedinasortofvacanttrepidation。’Hedoesn’tlookveryill。Ineverdidseeanybodylooklikethisbe—

  fore……’

  \"’Doyouthink,’Iaskedindignantly,’heisshamming?’

  \"’Ican’thelpit,sir,’shesaidstolidly。Andsuddenlysheclappedherhandsandlookedrightandleft。’Andthere’sthebaby。Iamsofright—

  ened。Hewantedmejustnowtogivehimthebaby。Ican’tunderstandwhathesaystoit。’

  \"’Can’tyouaskaneighbourtocomeinto—

  night?’Iasked。

  \"’Please,sir,nobodyseemstocaretocome,’shemuttered,dullyresignedallatonce。

  \"Iimpresseduponherthenecessityofthegreatestcare,andthenhadtogo。Therewasagooddealofsicknessthatwinter。’Oh,Ihopehewon’ttalk!’sheexclaimedsoftlyjustasIwasgo—

  ingaway。

  \"Idon’tknowhowitisIdidnotsee——butI

  didn’t。Andyet,turninginmytrap,Isawherlingeringbeforethedoor,verystill,andasifmed—

  itatingaflightupthemiryroad。

  \"Towardsthenighthisfeverincreased。

  \"Hetossed,moaned,andnowandthenmutteredacomplaint。Andshesatwiththetablebetweenherandthecouch,watchingeverymovementandeverysound,withtheterror,theunreasonableter—

  ror,ofthatmanshecouldnotunderstandcreepingoverher。Shehaddrawnthewickercradleclosetoherfeet。Therewasnothinginhernowbutthematernalinstinctandthatunaccountablefear。

  \"Suddenlycomingtohimself,parched,hede—

  mandedadrinkofwater。Shedidnotmove。Shehadnotunderstood,thoughhemayhavethoughthewasspeakinginEnglish。Hewaited,lookingather,burningwithfever,amazedathersilenceandimmobility,andthenheshoutedimpatiently,’Water!Givemewater!’

  \"Shejumpedtoherfeet,snatchedupthechild,andstoodstill。Hespoketoher,andhispassion—

  ateremonstrancesonlyincreasedherfearofthatstrangeman。Ibelievehespoketoherforalongtime,entreating,wondering,pleading,ordering,I

  suppose。Shesayssheboreitaslongasshecould。

  Andthenagustofragecameoverhim。

  \"Hesatupandcalledoutterriblyoneword——

  someword。Thenhegotupasthoughhehadn’tbeenillatall,shesays。Andasinfevereddismay,indignation,andwonderhetriedtogettoherroundthetable,shesimplyopenedthedoorandranoutwiththechildinherarms。Sheheardhimcalltwiceafterherdowntheroadinaterriblevoice——

  andfled……Ah!butyoushouldhaveseenstir—

  ringbehindthedull,blurredglanceoftheseeyesthespectreofthefearwhichhadhuntedheronthatnightthreemilesandahalftothedoorofFos—

  ter’scottage!Ididthenextday。

  \"AnditwasIwhofoundhimlyingfacedownandhisbodyinapuddle,justoutsidethelittlewicket—gate。

  \"Ihadbeencalledoutthatnighttoanurgentcaseinthevillage,andonmywayhomeatday—

  breakpassedbythecottage。Thedoorstoodopen。

  Mymanhelpedmetocarryhimin。Welaidhimonthecouch。Thelampsmoked,thefirewasout,thechillofthestormynightoozedfromthecheer—

  lessyellowpaperonthewall。’Amy!’Icalledaloud,andmyvoiceseemedtoloseitselfintheemptinessofthistinyhouseasifIhadcriedinadesert。Heopenedhiseyes。’Gone!’hesaiddis—

  tinctly。’Ihadonlyaskedforwater——onlyforalittlewater……’

  \"Hewasmuddy。Icoveredhimupandstoodwaitinginsilence,catchingapainfullygaspedwordnowandthen。Theywerenolongerinhisownlanguage。Thefeverhadlefthim,takingwithittheheatoflife。Andwithhispantingbreastandlustrouseyesheremindedmeagainofawildcreatureunderthenet;ofabirdcaughtinasnare。Shehadlefthim。Shehadlefthim——sick——helpless——thirsty。Thespearofthehunterhadenteredhisverysoul。’Why?’hecriedinthepen—

  etratingandindignantvoiceofamancallingtoaresponsibleMaker。Agustofwindandaswishofrainanswered。

  \"AndasIturnedawaytoshutthedoorhepro—

  nouncedtheword’Merciful!’andexpired。

  \"EventuallyIcertifiedheart—failureastheim—

  mediatecauseofdeath。Hisheartmusthavein—

  deedfailedhim,orelsehemighthavestoodthisnightofstormandexposure,too。Iclosedhiseyesanddroveaway。NotveryfarfromthecottageI

  metFosterwalkingsturdilybetweenthedrippinghedgeswithhiscollieathisheels。

  \"’Doyouknowwhereyourdaughteris?’I

  asked。

  \"’Don’tI!’hecried。’Iamgoingtotalktohimabit。Frighteningapoorwomanlikethis。’

  \"’Hewon’tfrightenheranymore,’Isaid。

  ’Heisdead。’

  \"Hestruckwithhisstickatthemud。

  \"’Andthere’sthechild。’

  \"Then,afterthinkingdeeplyforawhile——

  \"’Idon’tknowthatitisn’tforthebest。’

  \"That’swhathesaid。Andshesaysnothingatallnow。Notawordofhim。Never。Ishisim—

  ageasutterlygonefromhermindashislitheandstridingfigure,hiscarollingvoicearegonefromourfields?Heisnolongerbeforehereyestoex—

  citeherimaginationintoapassionofloveorfear;

  andhismemoryseemstohavevanishedfromherdullbrainasashadowpassesawayuponawhitescreen。ShelivesinthecottageandworksforMissSwaffer。SheisAmyFosterforeverybody,andthechildis’AmyFoster’sboy。’ShecallshimJohnny——whichmeansLittleJohn。

  \"Itisimpossibletosaywhetherthisnamere—

  callsanythingtoher。Doessheeverthinkofthepast?Ihaveseenherhangingovertheboy’scotinaverypassionofmaternaltenderness。Thelit—

  tlefellowwaslyingonhisback,alittlefrightenedatme,butverystill,withhisbigblackeyes,withhisflutteredairofabirdinasnare。AndlookingathimIseemedtoseeagaintheotherone——thefather,castoutmysteriouslybytheseatoperishinthesupremedisasteroflonelinessanddespair。\"

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