Oneofwoman’smagnanimitiesistoyield。Love,attheheightwhereitisabsolute,iscomplicatedwithsomeindescribablycelestialblindnessofmodesty。Butwhatdangersyourun,Onoblesouls!
Oftenyougivetheheart,andwetakethebody。Yourheartremainswithyou,yougazeuponitinthegloomwithashudder。Lovehasnomiddlecourse;iteitherruinsoritsaves。Allhumandestinyliesinthisdilemma。Thisdilemma,ruin,orsafety,issetforthnomoreinexorablybyanyfatalitythanbylove。Loveislife,ifitisnotdeath。Cradle;alsocoffin。Thesamesentimentsays\"yes\"and\"no\"inthehumanheart。OfallthethingsthatGodhasmade,thehumanheartistheonewhichshedsthemostlight,alas!andthemostdarkness。
GodwilledthatCosette’sloveshouldencounteroneoftheloveswhichsave。
ThroughoutthewholeofthemonthofMayofthatyear1832,therewerethere,ineverynight,inthatpoor,neglectedgarden,beneaththatthicketwhichgrewthickerandmorefragrantdaybyday,twobeingscomposedofallchastity,allinnocence,overflowingwithallthefelicityofheaven,nearertothearchangelsthantomankind,pure,honest,intoxicated,radiant,whoshoneforeachotheramidtheshadows。ItseemedtoCosettethatMariushadacrown,andtoMariusthatCosettehadanimbus。Theytouchedeachother,theygazedateachother,theyclaspedeachother’shands,theypressedclosetoeachother;buttherewasadistancewhichtheydidnotpass。
Notthattheyrespectedit;theydidnotknowofitsexistence。
Mariuswasconsciousofabarrier,Cosette’sinnocence;andCosetteofasupport,Marius’loyalty。Thefirstkisshadalsobeenthelast。Marius,sincethattime,hadnotgonefurtherthantotouchCosette’shand,orherkerchief,oralockofherhair,withhislips。
Forhim,Cosettewasaperfumeandnotawoman。Heinhaledher。
Sherefusednothing,andheaskednothing。Cosettewashappy,andMariuswassatisfied。Theylivedinthisecstaticstatewhichcanbedescribedasthedazzlingofonesoulbyanothersoul。
Itwastheineffablefirstembraceoftwomaidensoulsintheideal。
TwoswansmeetingontheJungfrau。
Atthathouroflove,anhourwhenvoluptuousnessisabsolutelymute,beneaththeomnipotenceofecstasy,Marius,thepureandseraphicMarius,wouldratherhavegonetoawomanofthetownthanhaveraisedCosette’srobetotheheightofherankle。Once,inthemoonlight,Cosettestoopedtopickupsomethingontheground,herbodicefellapartandpermittedaglimpseofthebeginningofherthroat。
Mariusturnedawayhiseyes。
Whattookplacebetweenthesetwobeings?Nothing。Theyadoredeachother。
Atnight,whentheywerethere,thatgardenseemedalivingandasacredspot。Allflowersunfoldedaroundthemandsentthemincense;
andtheyopenedtheirsoulsandscatteredthemovertheflowers。
Thewantonandvigorousvegetationquivered,fullofstrengthandintoxication,aroundthesetwoinnocents,andtheyutteredwordsoflovewhichsetthetreestotrembling。
Whatwordswerethese?Breaths。Nothingmore。Thesebreathssufficedtotroubleandtotouchallnatureroundabout。
Magicpowerwhichweshouldfinditdifficulttounderstandwerewetoreadinabooktheseconversationswhicharemadetobeborneawayanddispersedlikesmokewreathsbythebreezebeneaththeleaves。
Takefromthosemurmursoftwoloversthatmelodywhichproceedsfromthesoulandwhichaccompaniesthemlikealyre,andwhatremainsisnothingmorethanashade;yousay:\"What!isthatall!\"
eh!yes,childishprattle,repetitions,laughteratnothing,nonsense,everythingthatisdeepestandmostsublimeintheworld!
Theonlythingswhichareworththetroubleofsayingandhearing!
Themanwhohasneverheard,themanwhohasneverutteredtheseabsurdities,thesepaltryremarks,isanimbecileandamaliciousfellow。CosettesaidtoMarius:——
\"Dostthouknow?——\"
[Inallthisandathwartthiscelestialmaidenliness,andwithouteitherofthembeingabletosayhowithadcomeabout,theyhadbeguntocalleachotherthou。]
\"Dostthouknow?MynameisEuphrasie。\"
\"Euphrasie?Why,no,thynameisCosette。\"
\"Oh!CosetteisaveryuglynamethatwasgiventomewhenI
wasalittlething。ButmyrealnameisEuphrasie。Dostthoulikethatname——Euphrasie?\"
\"Yes。ButCosetteisnotugly。\"
\"DoyoulikeitbetterthanEuphrasie?\"
\"Why,yes。\"
\"ThenIlikeitbettertoo。Truly,itispretty,Cosette。
CallmeCosette。\"
Andthesmilethatsheaddedmadeofthisdialogueanidylworthyofagrovesituatedinheaven。Onanotheroccasionshegazedintentlyathimandexclaimed:——
\"Monsieur,youarehandsome,youaregood—looking,youarewitty,youarenotatallstupid,youaremuchmorelearnedthanIam,butIbidyoudefiancewiththisword:Iloveyou!\"
AndMarius,intheveryheavens,thoughtheheardastrainsungbyastar。
Orshebestowedonhimagentletapbecausehecoughed,andshesaidtohim:——
\"Don’tcough,sir;Iwillnothavepeoplecoughonmydomainwithoutmypermission。It’sverynaughtytocoughandtodisturbme。
Iwantyoutobewell,because,inthefirstplace,ifyouwerenotwell,Ishouldbeveryunhappy。WhatshouldIdothen?\"
Andthiswassimplydivine。
OnceMariussaidtoCosette:——
\"Justimagine,IthoughtatonetimethatyournamewasUrsule。\"
Thismadebothofthemlaughthewholeevening。
Inthemiddleofanotherconversation,hechancedtoexclaim:——
\"Oh!Oneday,attheLuxembourg,Ihadagoodmindtofinishbreakingupaveteran!\"Buthestoppedshort,andwentnofurther。
HewouldhavebeenobligedtospeaktoCosetteofhergarter,andthatwasimpossible。Thisborderedonastrangetheme,theflesh,beforewhichthatimmenseandinnocentloverecoiledwithasortofsacredfright。
MariuspicturedlifewithCosettetohimselflikethis,withoutanythingelse;tocomeeveryeveningtotheRuePlumet,todisplacetheoldandaccommodatingbarofthechief—justice’sgate,tositelbowtoelbowonthatbench,togazethroughthetreesatthescintillationoftheon—comingnight,tofitafoldofthekneeofhistrousersintotheamplefallofCosette’sgown,tocaressherthumb—nail,tocallherthou,tosmellofthesameflower,oneaftertheother,forever,indefinitely。Duringthistime,cloudspassedabovetheirheads。Everytimethatthewindblowsitbearswithitmoreofthedreamsofmenthanofthecloudsofheaven。
Thischaste,almostshylovewasnotdevoidofgallantry,byanymeans。Topaycomplimentstothewomanwhomamanlovesisthefirstmethodofbestowingcaresses,andheishalfaudaciouswhotriesit。Acomplimentissomethinglikeakissthroughaveil。
Voluptuousnessminglestherewithitssweettinypoint,whileithidesitself。Theheartdrawsbackbeforevoluptuousnessonlytolovethemore。Marius’blandishments,allsaturatedwithfancy,were,sotospeak,ofazurehue。Thebirdswhentheyflyupyonder,inthedirectionoftheangels,musthearsuchwords。Thereweremingledwiththem,nevertheless,life,humanity,allthepositivenessofwhichMariuswascapable。Itwaswhatissaidinthebower,apreludetowhatwillbesaidinthechamber;alyricaleffusion,stropheandsonnetintermingled,pleasinghyperbolesofcooing,alltherefinementsofadorationarrangedinabouquetandexhalingacelestialperfume,anineffabletwitterofhearttoheart。
\"Oh!\"murmuredMarius,\"howbeautifulyouare!Idarenotlookatyou。
ItisalloverwithmewhenIcontemplateyou。Youareagrace。
Iknownotwhatisthematterwithme。Thehemofyourgown,whenthetipofyourshoepeepsfrombeneath,upsetsme。Andthen,whatanenchantedgleamwhenyouopenyourthoughtevenbutalittle!
Youtalkastonishinglygoodsense。Itseemstomeattimesthatyouareadream。Speak,Ilisten,Iadmire。OhCosette!
howstrangeitisandhowcharming!Iamreallybesidemyself。
Youareadorable,Mademoiselle。Istudyyourfeetwiththemicroscopeandyoursoulwiththetelescope。\"
AndCosetteanswered:——
\"Ihavebeenlovingalittlemoreallthetimethathaspassedsincethismorning。\"
Questionsandrepliestookcareofthemselvesinthisdialogue,whichalwaysturnedwithmutualconsentuponlove,asthelittlepithfiguresalwaysturnontheirpeg。
Cosette’swholepersonwasingenuousness,ingenuity,transparency,whiteness,candor,radiance。ItmighthavebeensaidofCosettethatshewasclear。SheproducedonthosewhosawherthesensationofAprilanddawn。Therewasdewinhereyes。
Cosettewasacondensationoftheaurorallightintheformofawoman。
ItwasquitesimplethatMariusshouldadmireher,sinceheadoredher。
Butthetruthis,thatthislittleschool—girl,freshfromtheconvent,talkedwithexquisitepenetrationanduttered,attimes,allsortsoftrueanddelicatesayings。Herprattlewasconversation。
Shenevermadeamistakeaboutanything,andshesawthingsjustly。
Thewomanfeelsandspeakswiththetenderinstinctoftheheart,whichisinfallible。
Nooneunderstandssowellasawoman,howtosaythingsthatare,atonce,bothsweetanddeep。Sweetnessanddepth,theyarethewholeofwoman;inthemliesthewholeofheaven。
Inthisfullfelicity,tearswelleduptotheireyeseveryinstant。
Acrushedlady—bug,afeatherfallenfromanest,abranchofhawthornbroken,arousedtheirpity,andtheirecstasy,sweetlymingledwithmelancholy,seemedtoasknothingbetterthantoweep。
Themostsovereignsymptomofloveisatendernessthatis,attimes,almostunbearable。
And,inadditiontothis,——allthesecontradictionsarethelightningplayoflove,——theywerefondoflaughing,theylaughedreadilyandwithadeliciousfreedom,andsofamiliarlythattheysometimespresentedtheairoftwoboys。
Still,thoughunknowntoheartsintoxicatedwithpurity,natureisalwayspresentandwillnotbeforgotten。Sheistherewithherbrutalandsublimeobject;andhowevergreatmaybetheinnocenceofsouls,onefeelsinthemostmodestprivateinterview,theadorableandmysteriousshadewhichseparatesacoupleofloversfromapairoffriends。
Theyidolizedeachother。
Thepermanentandtheimmutablearepersistent。Peoplelive,theysmile,theylaugh,theymakelittlegrimaceswiththetipsoftheirlips,theyinterlacetheirfingers,theycalleachotherthou,andthatdoesnotpreventeternity。
Twolovershidethemselvesintheevening,inthetwilight,intheinvisible,withthebirds,withtheroses;theyfascinateeachotherinthedarknesswiththeirheartswhichtheythrowintotheireyes,theymurmur,theywhisper,andinthemeantime,immenselibrationsoftheplanetsfilltheinfiniteuniverse。
CHAPTERII
THEBEWILDERMENTOFPERFECTHAPPINESS
Theyexistedvaguely,frightenedattheirhappiness。TheydidnotnoticethecholerawhichdecimatedParispreciselyduringthatverymonth。
Theyhadconfidedineachotherasfaraspossible,butthishadnotextendedmuchfurtherthantheirnames。MariushadtoldCosettethathewasanorphan,thathisnamewasMariusPontmercy,thathewasalawyer,thathelivedbywritingthingsforpublishers,thathisfatherhadbeenacolonel,thatthelatterhadbeenahero,andthathe,Marius,wasonbadtermswithhisgrandfatherwhowasrich。Hehadalsohintedatbeingabaron,butthishadproducednoeffectonCosette。Shedidnotknowthemeaningoftheword。
MariuswasMarius。Onherside,shehadconfidedtohimthatshehadbeenbroughtupatthePetit—Picpusconvent,thathermother,likehisown,wasdead,thatherfather’snamewasM。Fauchelevent,thathewasverygood,thathegaveagreatdealtothepoor,butthathewaspoorhimself,andthathedeniedhimselfeverythingthoughhedeniedhernothing。
Strangetosay,inthesortofsymphonywhichMariushadlivedsincehehadbeeninthehabitofseeingCosette,thepast,eventhemostrecentpast,hadbecomesoconfusedanddistanttohim,thatwhatCosettetoldhimsatisfiedhimcompletely。
Itdidnotevenoccurtohimtotellheraboutthenocturnaladventureinthehovel,aboutThenardier,abouttheburn,andaboutthestrangeattitudeandsingularflightofherfather。
Mariushadmomentarilyforgottenallthis;intheeveninghedidnotevenknowthattherehadbeenamorning,whathehaddone,wherehehadbreakfasted,norwhohadspokentohim;hehadsongsinhisearswhichrenderedhimdeaftoeveryotherthought;
heonlyexistedatthehourswhenhesawCosette。Then,ashewasinheaven,itwasquitenaturalthatheshouldforgetearth。
Bothborelanguidlytheindefinableburdenofimmaterialpleasures。
Thuslivedthesesomnambulistswhoarecalledlovers。
Alas!Whoistherewhohasnotfeltallthesethings?Whydoestherecomeanhourwhenoneemergesfromthisazure,andwhydoeslifegoonafterwards?
Lovingalmosttakestheplaceofthinking。Loveisanardentforgetfulnessofalltherest。Thenasklogicofpassionifyouwill。
Thereisnomoreabsolutelogicalsequenceinthehumanheartthanthereisaperfectgeometricalfigureinthecelestialmechanism。
ForCosetteandMariusnothingexistedexceptMariusandCosette。
Theuniversearoundthemhadfallenintoahole。Theylivedinagoldenminute。Therewasnothingbeforethem,nothingbehind。
IthardlyoccurredtoMariusthatCosettehadafather。Hisbrainwasdazzledandobliterated。Ofwhatdidtheseloverstalkthen?
Wehaveseen,oftheflowers,andtheswallows,thesettingsunandtherisingmoon,andallsortsofimportantthings。Theyhadtoldeachothereverythingexcepteverything。Theeverythingofloversisnothing。Butthefather,therealities,thatlair,theruffians,thatadventure,towhatpurpose?Andwasheverysurethatthisnightmarehadactuallyexisted?Theyweretwo,andtheyadoredeachother,andbeyondthattherewasnothing。Nothingelseexisted。
Itisprobablethatthisvanishingofhellinourrearisinherenttothearrivalofparadise。Havewebehelddemons?Arethereany?
Havewetrembled?Havewesuffered?Wenolongerknow。Arosycloudhangsoverit。
Sothesetwobeingslivedinthismanner,highaloft,withallthatimprobabilitywhichisinnature;neitheratthenadirnoratthezenith,betweenmanandseraphim,abovethemire,belowtheether,intheclouds;hardlyfleshandblood,soulandecstasyfromheadtofoot;alreadytoosublimetowalktheearth,stilltooheavilychargedwithhumanitytodisappearintheblue,suspendedlikeatomswhicharewaitingtobeprecipitated;apparentlybeyondtheboundsofdestiny;ignorantofthatrut;yesterday,to—day,to—morrow;
amazed,rapturous,floating,soaring;attimessolightthattheycouldtaketheirflightoutintotheinfinite;almostpreparedtosoarawaytoalleternity。Theysleptwide—awake,thussweetlylulled。
Oh!splendidlethargyoftherealoverwhelmedbytheideal。
Sometimes,beautifulasCosettewas,Mariusshuthiseyesinherpresence。Thebestwaytolookatthesoulisthroughclosedeyes。
MariusandCosetteneveraskedthemselveswhitherthiswastoleadthem。
Theyconsideredthattheyhadalreadyarrived。Itisastrangeclaimonman’sparttowishthatloveshouldleadtosomething。
CHAPTERIII
THEBEGINNINGOFSHADOW
JeanValjeansuspectednothing。
Cosette,whowasratherlessdreamythanMarius,wasgay,andthatsufficedforJeanValjean’shappiness。ThethoughtswhichCosettecherished,hertenderpreoccupations,Marius’imagewhichfilledherheart,tookawaynothingfromtheincomparablepurityofherbeautiful,chaste,andsmilingbrow。Shewasattheagewhenthevirginbearsherloveastheangelhislily。SoJeanValjeanwasatease。Andthen,whentwolovershavecometoanunderstanding,thingsalwaysgowell;thethirdpartywhomightdisturbtheirloveiskeptinastateofperfectblindnessbyarestrictednumberofprecautionswhicharealwaysthesameinthecaseofalllovers。
Thus,CosetteneverobjectedtoanyofJeanValjean’sproposals。
Didshewanttotakeawalk?\"Yes,dearlittlefather。\"Didshewanttostayathome?Verygood。DidhewishtopasstheeveningwithCosette?Shewasdelighted。Ashealwayswenttobedatteno’clock,Mariusdidnotcometothegardenonsuchoccasionsuntilafterthathour,when,fromthestreet,heheardCosetteopenthelongglassdoorontheveranda。Ofcourse,nooneevermetMariusinthedaytime。JeanValjeanneverevendreamedanylongerthatMariuswasinexistence。Onlyonce,onemorning,hechancedtosaytoCosette:\"Why,youhavewhitewashonyourback!\"Onthepreviousevening,Marius,inatransport,hadpushedCosetteagainstthewall。
OldToussaint,whoretiredearly,thoughtofnothingbuthersleep,andwasasignorantofthewholematterasJeanValjean。
Mariusneversetfootinthehouse。WhenhewaswithCosette,theyhidthemselvesinarecessnearthesteps,inorderthattheymightneitherbeseennorheardfromthestreet,andtheretheysat,frequentlycontentingthemselves,bywayofconversation,withpressingeachother’shandstwentytimesaminuteastheygazedatthebranchesofthetrees。Atsuchtimes,athunderboltmighthavefallenthirtypacesfromthem,andtheywouldnothavenoticedit,sodeeplywasthereveryoftheoneabsorbedandsunkinthereveryoftheother。
Limpidpurity。Hourswhollywhite;almostallalike。Thissortofloveisarecollectionoflilypetalsandtheplumageofthedove。
Thewholeextentofthegardenlaybetweenthemandthestreet。
EverytimethatMariusenteredandleft,hecarefullyadjustedthebarofthegateinsuchamannerthatnodisplacementwasvisible。
Heusuallywentawayaboutmidnight,andreturnedtoCourfeyrac’slodgings。CourfeyracsaidtoBahorel:——
\"Wouldyoubelieveit?Mariuscomeshomenowadaysatoneo’clockinthemorning。\"
Bahorelreplied:——
\"Whatdoyouexpect?There’salwaysapetardinaseminaryfellow。\"
Attimes,Courfeyracfoldedhisarms,assumedaseriousair,andsaidtoMarius:——
\"Youaregettingirregularinyourhabits,youngman。\"
Courfeyrac,beingapracticalman,didnottakeingoodpartthisreflectionofaninvisibleparadiseuponMarius;hewasnotmuchinthehabitofconcealedpassions;itmadehimimpatient,andnowandthenhecalleduponMariustocomebacktoreality。
Onemorning,hethrewhimthisadmonition:——
\"Mydearfellow,youproduceuponmetheeffectofbeinglocatedinthemoon,therealmofdreams,theprovinceofillusions,capital,soap—bubble。Come,beagoodboy,what’shername?\"
ButnothingcouldinduceMarius\"totalk。\"Theymighthavetornouthisnailsbeforeoneofthetwosacredsyllablesofwhichthatineffablename,Cosette,wascomposed。Trueloveisasluminousasthedawnandassilentasthetomb。Only,CourfeyracsawthischangeinMarius,thathistaciturnitywasofthebeamingorder。
DuringthissweetmonthofMay,MariusandCosettelearnedtoknowtheseimmensedelights。Todisputeandtosayyouforthou,simplythattheymightsaythouthebetterafterwards。Totalkatgreatlengthwithveryminutedetails,ofpersonsinwhomtheytooknottheslightestinterestintheworld;anotherproofthatinthatravishingoperacalledlove,thelibrettocountsforalmostnothing;
ForMarius,tolistentoCosettediscussingfinery;
ForCosette,tolistentoMariustalkinpolitics;
Tolisten,kneepressedtoknee,tothecarriagesrollingalongtheRuedeBabylone;
Togazeuponthesameplanetinspace,oratthesameglowwormgleaminginthegrass;
Toholdtheirpeacetogether;astillgreaterdelightthanconversation;
Etc。,etc。
Inthemeantime,diverscomplicationswereapproaching。
Oneevening,Mariuswasonhiswaytotherendezvous,bywayoftheBoulevarddesInvalides。Hehabituallywalkedwithdroopinghead。
AshewasonthepointofturningthecorneroftheRuePlumet,heheardsomeonequiteclosetohimsay:——
\"Goodevening,MonsieurMarius。\"
HeraisedhisheadandrecognizedEponine。
Thisproducedasingulareffectuponhim。HehadnotthoughtofthatgirlasingletimesincethedaywhenshehadconductedhimtotheRuePlumet,hehadnotseenheragain,andshehadgonecompletelyoutofhismind。Hehadnoreasonsforanythingbutgratitudetowardsher,heowedherhishappiness,andyet,itwasembarrassingtohimtomeether。
Itisanerrortothinkthatpassion,whenitispureandhappy,leadsmantoastateofperfection;itsimplyleadshim,aswehavenoted,toastateofoblivion。Inthissituation,manforgetstobebad,buthealsoforgetstobegood。Gratitude,duty,mattersessentialandimportanttoberemembered,vanish。Atanyothertime,MariuswouldhavebehavedquitedifferentlytoEponine。
AbsorbedinCosette,hehadnotevenclearlyputittohimselfthatthisEponinewasnamedEponineThenardier,andthatsheborethenameinscribedinhisfather’swill,thatname,forwhich,butafewmonthsbefore,hewouldhavesoardentlysacrificedhimself。
WeshowMariusashewas。Hisfatherhimselfwasfadingoutofhissoultosomeextent,underthesplendorofhislove。
Herepliedwithsomeembarrassment:——
\"Ah!soit’syou,Eponine?\"
\"Whydoyoucallmeyou?HaveIdoneanythingtoyou?\"
\"No,\"heanswered。
Certainly,hehadnothingagainsther。Farfromit。Only,hefeltthathecouldnotdootherwise,nowthatheusedthoutoCosette,thansayyoutoEponine。
Asheremainedsilent,sheexclaimed:——
\"Say——\"
Thenshepaused。Itseemedasthoughwordsfailedthatcreatureformerlysoheedlessandsobold。Shetriedtosmileandcouldnot。
Thensheresumed:——
\"Well?\"
Thenshepausedagain,andremainedwithdowncasteyes。
\"Goodevening,Mr。Marius,\"saidshesuddenlyandabruptly;
andawayshewent。
CHAPTERIV
ACABRUNSINENGLISHANDBARKSINSLANG
Thefollowingdaywasthe3dofJune,1832,adatewhichitisnecessarytoindicateonaccountofthegraveeventswhichatthatepochhungonthehorizonofParisinthestateoflightning—chargedclouds。Marius,atnightfall,waspursuingthesameroadasontheprecedingevening,withthesamethoughtsofdelightinhisheart,whenhecaughtsightofEponineapproaching,throughthetreesoftheboulevard。Twodaysinsuccession——
thiswastoomuch。Heturnedhastilyaside,quittedtheboulevard,changedhiscourseandwenttotheRuePlumetthroughtheRueMonsieur。
ThiscausedEponinetofollowhimtotheRuePlumet,athingwhichshehadnotyetdone。Uptothattime,shehadcontentedherselfwithwatchinghimonhispassagealongtheboulevardwithouteverseekingtoencounterhim。Itwasonlyontheeveningbeforethatshehadattemptedtoaddresshim。
SoEponinefollowedhim,withouthissuspectingthefact。
Shesawhimdisplacethebarandslipintothegarden。
Sheapproachedtherailing,feltofthebarsoneaftertheother,andreadilyrecognizedtheonewhichMariushadmoved。
Shemurmuredinalowvoiceandingloomyaccents:——
\"Noneofthat,Lisette!\"
Sheseatedherselfontheunderpinningoftherailing,closebesidethebar,asthoughshewereguardingit。Itwaspreciselyatthepointwheretherailingtouchedtheneighboringwall。
Therewasadimnookthere,inwhichEponinewasentirelyconcealed。
Sheremainedthusformorethananhour,withoutstirringandwithoutbreathing,apreytoherthoughts。
Towardsteno’clockintheevening,oneofthetwoorthreepersonswhopassedthroughtheRuePlumet,anold,belatedbourgeoiswhowasmakinghastetoescapefromthisdesertedspotofevilrepute,asheskirtedthegardenrailingsandreachedtheanglewhichitmadewiththewall,heardadullandthreateningvoicesaying:——
\"I’mnolongersurprisedthathecomeshereeveryevening。\"
Thepasser—bycastaglancearoundhim,sawnoone,darednotpeerintotheblackniche,andwasgreatlyalarmed。Heredoubledhispace。
Thispasser—byhadreasontomakehaste,foraveryfewinstantslater,sixmen,whoweremarchingseparatelyandatsomedistancefromeachother,alongthewall,andwhomighthavebeentakenforagraypatrol,enteredtheRuePlumet。
Thefirsttoarriveatthegardenrailinghalted,andwaitedfortheothers;asecondlater,allsixwerereunited。
Thesemenbegantotalkinalowvoice。
\"Thisistheplace,\"saidoneofthem。
\"Isthereacab[dog]inthegarden?\"askedanother。
\"Idon’tknow。Inanycase,Ihavefetchedaballthatwe’llmakehimeat。\"
\"Haveyousomeputtytobreakthepanewith?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Therailingisold,\"interpolatedafifth,whohadthevoiceofaventriloquist。
\"Somuchthebetter,\"saidthesecondwhohadspoken。\"Itwon’tscreechunderthesaw,anditwon’tbehardtocut。\"
Thesixth,whohadnotyetopenedhislips,nowbegantoinspectthegate,asEponinehaddoneanhourearlier,graspingeachbarinsuccession,andshakingthemcautiously。
ThushecametothebarwhichMariushadloosened。Ashewasonthepointofgraspingthisbar,ahandemergedabruptlyfromthedarkness,felluponhisarm;hefelthimselfvigorouslythrustasidebyapushinthemiddleofhisbreast,andahoarsevoicesaidtohim,butnotloudly:——
\"There’sadog。\"
Atthesamemoment,heperceivedapalegirlstandingbeforehim。
Themanunderwentthatshockwhichtheunexpectedalwaysbrings。
Hebristledupinhideouswise;nothingissoformidabletobeholdasferociousbeastswhoareuneasy;theirterrifiedairevokesterror。
Herecoiledandstammered:——
\"Whatjadeisthis?\"
\"Yourdaughter。\"
Itwas,infact,Eponine,whohadaddressedThenardier。
AttheapparitionofEponine,theotherfive,thatistosay,Claquesous,Guelemer,Babet,Brujon,andMontparnassehadnoiselesslydrawnnear,withoutprecipitation,withoututteringaword,withthesinisterslownesspeculiartothesemenofthenight。
Someindescribablebuthideoustoolswerevisibleintheirhands。
Guelemerheldoneofthosepairsofcurvedpincerswhichprowlerscallfanchons。
\"Ah,seehere,whatareyouaboutthere?Whatdoyouwantwithus?
Areyoucrazy?\"exclaimedThenardier,asloudlyasonecanexclaimandstillspeaklow;\"whathaveyoucomeheretohinderourworkfor?\"
Eponineburstoutlaughing,andthrewherselfonhisneck。
\"Iamhere,littlefather,becauseIamhere。Isn’tapersonallowedtositonthestonesnowadays?It’syouwhooughtnottobehere。Whathaveyoucomeherefor,sinceit’sabiscuit?
ItoldMagnonso。There’snothingtobedonehere。Butembraceme,mygoodlittlefather!It’salongtimesinceI’veseenyou!
Soyou’reout?\"
ThenardiertriedtodisentanglehimselffromEponine’sarms,andgrumbled:——
\"That’sgood。You’veembracedme。Yes,I’mout。I’mnotin。
Now,getawaywithyou。\"
ButEponinedidnotreleaseherhold,andredoubledhercaresses。
\"Buthowdidyoumanageit,littlepa?Youmusthavebeenveryclevertogetoutofthat。Tellmeaboutit!Andmymother?
Whereismother?Tellmeaboutmamma。\"
Thenardierreplied:——
\"She’swell。Idon’tknow,letmealone,andbeoff,Itellyou。
\"Iwon’tgo,sotherenow,\"poutedEponinelikeaspoiledchild;
\"yousendmeoff,andit’sfourmonthssinceIsawyou,andI’vehardlyhadtimetokissyou。\"
Andshecaughtherfatherroundtheneckagain。
\"Come,now,thisisstupid!\"saidBabet。
\"Makehaste!\"saidGuelemer,\"thecopsmaypass。\"
Theventriloquist’svoicerepeatedhisdistich:——
\"Nousn’sommespaslejourdel’an,\"Thisisn’tNewYear’sdayAbecoterpapa,maman。\"Topeckatpaandma。\"
Eponineturnedtothefiveruffians。
\"Why,it’sMonsieurBrujon。Goodday,MonsieurBabet。Goodday,MonsieurClaquesous。Don’tyouknowme,MonsieurGuelemer?
Howgoesit,Montparnasse?\"
\"Yes,theyknowyou!\"ejaculatedThenardier。\"Butgoodday,goodevening,sheeroff!leaveusalone!\"
\"It’sthehourforfoxes,notforchickens,\"saidMontparnasse。
\"Youseethejobwehaveonhandhere,\"addedBabet。
EponinecaughtMontparnasse’shand。
\"Takecare,\"saidhe,\"you’llcutyourself,I’veaknifeopen。\"
\"MylittleMontparnasse,\"respondedEponineverygently,\"youmusthaveconfidenceinpeople。Iamthedaughterofmyfather,perhaps。
MonsieurBabet,MonsieurGuelemer,I’mthepersonwhowaschargedtoinvestigatethismatter。\"
ItisremarkablethatEponinedidnottalkslang。ThatfrightfultonguehadbecomeimpossibletohersinceshehadknownMarius。
Shepressedinherhand,small,bony,andfeebleasthatofaskeleton,Guelemer’shuge,coarsefingers,andcontinued:——
\"YouknowwellthatI’mnofool。Ordinarily,Iambelieved。
Ihaverenderedyouserviceonvariousoccasions。Well,Ihavemadeinquiries;youwillexposeyourselvestonopurpose,yousee。
Isweartoyouthatthereisnothinginthishouse。\"
\"Therearelonewomen,\"saidGuelemer。
\"No,thepersonshavemovedaway。\"
\"Thecandleshaven’t,anyway!\"ejaculatedBabet。
AndhepointedouttoEponine,acrossthetopsofthetrees,alightwhichwaswanderingaboutinthemansardroofofthepavilion。
ItwasToussaint,whohadstayeduptospreadoutsomelinentodry。
Eponinemadeafinaleffort。
\"Well,\"saidshe,\"they’reverypoorfolks,andit’sahovelwherethereisn’tasou。\"
\"Gotothedevil!\"criedThenardier。\"Whenwe’veturnedthehouseupsidedownandputthecellaratthetopandtheatticbelow,we’lltellyouwhatthereisinside,andwhetherit’sfrancsorsousorhalf—farthings。\"
Andhepushedherasidewiththeintentionofentering。
\"Mygoodfriend,Mr。Montparnasse,\"saidEponine,\"Ientreatyou,youareagoodfellow,don’tenter。\"
\"Takecare,you’llcutyourself,\"repliedMontparnasse。
Thenardierresumedinhisdecidedtone:——
\"Decamp,mygirl,andleavementotheirownaffairs!\"
EponinereleasedMontparnasse’shand,whichshehadgraspedagain,andsaid:——
\"Soyoumeantoenterthishouse?\"
\"Rather!\"grinnedtheventriloquist。
Thenshesetherbackagainstthegate,facedthesixruffianswhowerearmedtotheteeth,andtowhomthenightlentthevisagesofdemons,andsaidinafirm,lowvoice:——
\"Well,Idon’tmeanthatyoushall。\"
Theyhaltedinamazement。Theventriloquist,however,finishedhisgrin。
Shewenton:——
\"Friends!Listenwell。Thisisnotwhatyouwant。NowI’mtalking。
Inthefirstplace,ifyouenterthisgarden,ifyoulayahandonthisgate,I’llscream,I’llbeatonthedoor,I’llrouseeverybody,I’llhavethewholesixofyouseized,I’llcallthepolice。\"
\"She’ddoit,too,\"saidThenardierinalowtonetoBrujonandtheventriloquist。
Sheshookherheadandadded:——
\"Beginningwithmyfather!\"
Thenardiersteppednearer。
\"Notsoclose,mygoodman!\"saidshe。
Heretreated,growlingbetweenhisteeth:——
\"Why,what’sthematterwithher?\"
Andheadded:——
\"Bitch!\"
Shebegantolaughinaterribleway:——
\"Asyoulike,butyoushallnotenterhere。I’mnotthedaughterofadog,sinceI’mthedaughterofawolf。Therearesixofyou,whatmattersthattome?Youaremen。Well,I’mawoman。
Youdon’tfrightenme。Itellyouthatyoushan’tenterthishouse,becauseitdoesn’tsuitme。Ifyouapproach,I’llbark。Itoldyou,I’mthedog,andIdon’tcareastrawforyou。Goyourway,youboreme!Gowhereyouplease,butdon’tcomehere,Iforbidit!
Youcanuseyourknives。I’llusekicks;it’sallthesametome,comeon!\"
Sheadvancedapacenearertheruffians,shewasterrible,sheburstoutlaughing:——
\"Pardine!I’mnotafraid。Ishallbehungrythissummer,andIshallbecoldthiswinter。Aren’ttheyridiculous,theseninniesofmen,tothinktheycanscareagirl!What!Scare?Oh,yes,much!
Becauseyouhavefinicalpoppetsofmistresseswhohideunderthebedwhenyouputonabigvoice,forsooth!Iain’tafraidofanything,thatIain’t!\"
ShefastenedherintentgazeuponThenardierandsaid:——
\"Notevenofyou,father!\"
Thenshecontinued,asshecastherblood—shot,spectre—likeeyesupontheruffiansinturn:——
\"WhatdoIcareifI’mpickedupto—morrowmorningonthepavementoftheRuePlumet,killedbytheblowsofmyfather’sclub,orwhetherI’mfoundayearfromnowinthenetsatSaint—CloudortheIsleofSwansinthemidstofrottenoldcorksanddrowneddogs?\"
Shewasforcedtopause;shewasseizedbyadrycough,herbreathcamefromherweakandnarrowchestlikethedeath—rattle。
Sheresumed:——
\"Ihaveonlytocryout,andpeoplewillcome,andthenslap,bang!
Therearesixofyou;Irepresentthewholeworld。\"
Thenardiermadeamovementtowardsher。
\"Don’tapproach!\"shecried。
Hehalted,andsaidgently:——
\"Well,no;Iwon’tapproach,butdon’tspeaksoloud。Soyouintendtohinderusinourwork,mydaughter?Butwemustearnourlivingallthesame。Haveyounolongeranykindfeelingforyourfather?\"
\"Youbotherme,\"saidEponine。
\"Butwemustlive,wemusteat——\"
\"Burst!\"
Sosaying,sheseatedherselfontheunderpinningofthefenceandhummed:——
\"Monbrassidodu,\"Myarmsoplump,MajambebienfaiteMylegwellformed,Etletempsperdu。\"Andtimewasted。\"
Shehadsetherelbowonherkneeandherchininherhand,andsheswungherfootwithanairofindifference。Hertatteredgownpermittedaviewofherthinshoulder—blades。Theneighboringstreetlanternilluminatedherprofileandherattitude。
Nothingmoreresoluteandmoresurprisingcouldbeseen。
Thesixrascals,speechlessandgloomyatbeingheldincheckbyagirl,retreatedbeneaththeshadowcastbythelantern,andheldcounselwithfuriousandhumiliatedshrugs。
Inthemeantimeshestaredatthemwithasternbutpeacefulair。
\"There’ssomethingthematterwithher,\"saidBabet。\"Areason。
Issheinlovewiththedog?It’sashametomissthis,anyway。
Twowomen,anoldfellowwholodgesintheback—yard,andcurtainsthatain’tsobadatthewindows。TheoldcovemustbeaJew。
Ithinkthejob’sagoodone。\"
\"Well,goin,then,therestofyou,\"exclaimedMontparnasse。
\"Dothejob。I’llstayherewiththegirl,andifshefailsus——\"
Heflashedtheknife,whichheheldopeninhishand,inthelightofthelantern。
Thenardiersaidnotaword,andseemedreadyforwhatevertherestpleased。
Brujon,whowassomewhatofanoracle,andwhohad,asthereaderknows,\"putupthejob,\"hadnotasyetspoken。Heseemedthoughtful。
Hehadthereputationofnotstickingatanything,anditwasknownthathehadplunderedapolicepostsimplyoutofbravado。
Besidesthishemadeversesandsongs,whichgavehimgreatauthority。
Babetinterrogatedhim:——
\"Yousaynothing,Brujon?\"
Brujonremainedsilentaninstantlonger,thenheshookhisheadinvariousways,andfinallyconcludedtospeak:——
\"Seehere;thismorningIcameacrosstwosparrowsfighting,thiseveningIjostledawomanwhowasquarrelling。Allthat’sbad。
Let’squit。\"
Theywentaway。
Astheywent,Montparnassemuttered:——
\"Nevermind!iftheyhadwanted,I’dhavecutherthroat。\"
Babetresponded\"Iwouldn’t。Idon’thitalady。\"
Atthecornerofthestreettheyhaltedandexchangedthefollowingenigmaticaldialogueinalowtone:——
\"Whereshallwegotosleepto—night?\"
\"UnderPantin[Paris]。\"
\"Haveyouthekeytothegate,Thenardier?\"
\"Pardi。\"
Eponine,whonevertookhereyesoffofthem,sawthemretreatbytheroadbywhichtheyhadcome。Sheroseandbegantocreepafterthemalongthewallsandthehouses。Shefollowedthemthusasfarastheboulevard。
Theretheyparted,andshesawthesesixmenplungeintothegloom,wheretheyappearedtomeltaway。
CHAPTERV
THINGSOFTHENIGHT
Afterthedepartureoftheruffians,theRuePlumetresumeditstranquil,nocturnalaspect。Thatwhichhadjusttakenplaceinthisstreetwouldnothaveastonishedaforest。Theloftytrees,thecopses,theheaths,thebranchesrudelyinterlaced,thetallgrass,existinasombremanner;thesavageswarmingtherecatchesglimpsesofsuddenapparitionsoftheinvisible;thatwhichisbelowmandistinguishes,throughthemists,thatwhichisbeyondman;
andthethingsofwhichwelivingbeingsareignoranttheremeetfacetofaceinthenight。Nature,bristlingandwild,takesalarmatcertainapproachesinwhichshefanciesthatshefeelsthesupernatural。Theforcesofthegloomknoweachother,andarestrangelybalancedbyeachother。Teethandclawsfearwhattheycannotgrasp。Blood—drinkingbestiality,voraciousappetites,hungerinsearchofprey,thearmedinstinctsofnailsandjawswhichhaveforsourceandaimthebelly,glareandsmelloutuneasilytheimpassivespectralformsstrayingbeneathashroud,erectinitsvagueandshudderingrobe,andwhichseemtothemtolivewithadeadandterriblelife。Thesebrutalities,whichareonlymatter,entertainaconfusedfearofhavingtodealwiththeimmenseobscuritycondensedintoanunknownbeing。
Ablackfigurebarringthewaystopsthewildbeastshort。
Thatwhichemergesfromthecemeteryintimidatesanddisconcertsthatwhichemergesfromthecave;theferociousfearthesinister;
wolvesrecoilwhentheyencounteraghoul。
CHAPTERVI
MARIUSBECOMESPRACTICALONCEMORETOTHEEXTENTOFGIVINGCOSETTE
HISADDRESS
Whilethissortofadogwithahumanfacewasmountingguardoverthegate,andwhilethesixruffianswereyieldingtoagirl,MariuswasbyCosette’sside。
Neverhadtheskybeenmorestuddedwithstarsandmorecharming,thetreesmoretrembling,theodorofthegrassmorepenetrating;
neverhadthebirdsfallenasleepamongtheleaveswithasweeternoise;
neverhadalltheharmoniesofuniversalserenityrespondedmorethoroughlytotheinwardmusicoflove;neverhadMariusbeenmorecaptivated,morehappy,moreecstatic。
ButhehadfoundCosettesad;Cosettehadbeenweeping。Hereyeswerered。
Thiswasthefirstcloudinthatwonderfuldream。
Marius’firstwordhadbeen:\"Whatisthematter?\"
Andshehadreplied:\"This。\"
Thenshehadseatedherselfonthebenchnearthesteps,andwhilehetremblinglytookhisplacebesideher,shehadcontinued:——
\"Myfathertoldmethismorningtoholdmyselfinreadiness,becausehehasbusiness,andwemaygoawayfromhere。\"
Mariusshiveredfromheadtofoot。
Whenoneisattheendofone’slife,todiemeanstogoaway;
whenoneisatthebeginningofit,togoawaymeanstodie。
Forthelastsixweeks,Mariushadlittlebylittle,slowly,bydegrees,takenpossessionofCosetteeachday。Aswehavealreadyexplained,inthecaseoffirstlove,thesoulistakenlongbeforethebody;
lateron,onetakesthebodylongbeforethesoul;sometimesonedoesnottakethesoulatall;theFaublasandthePrudhommesadd:
\"Becausethereisnone\";butthesarcasmis,fortunately,ablasphemy。
SoMariuspossessedCosette,asspiritspossess,butheenvelopedherwithallhissoul,andseizedherjealouslywithincredibleconviction。
Hepossessedhersmile,herbreath,herperfume,theprofoundradianceofherblueeyes,thesweetnessofherskinwhenhetouchedherhand,thecharmingmarkwhichshehadonherneck,allherthoughts。
Therefore,hepossessedallCosette’sdreams。
Heincessantlygazedat,andhesometimestouchedlightlywithhisbreath,theshortlocksonthenapeofherneck,andhedeclaredtohimselfthattherewasnotoneofthoseshorthairswhichdidnotbelongtohim,Marius。Hegazeduponandadoredthethingsthatshewore,herknotofribbon,hergloves,hersleeves,hershoes,hercuffs,assacredobjectsofwhichhewasthemaster。
Hedreamedthathewasthelordofthoseprettyshellcombswhichsheworeinherhair,andheevensaidtohimself,inconfusedandsuppressedstammeringsofvoluptuousnesswhichdidnotmaketheirwaytothelight,thattherewasnotaribbonofhergown,notameshinherstockings,notafoldinherbodice,whichwasnothis。BesideCosettehefelthimselfbesidehisownproperty,hisownthing,hisowndespotandhisslave。Itseemedasthoughtheyhadsointermingledtheirsouls,thatitwouldhavebeenimpossibletotellthemaparthadtheywishedtotakethembackagain。——\"Thisismine。\"\"No,itismine。\"\"Iassureyouthatyouaremistaken。
Thisismyproperty。\"\"Whatyouaretakingasyourownismyself。\"——
MariuswassomethingthatmadeapartofCosette,andCosettewassomethingwhichmadeapartofMarius。MariusfeltCosettewithinhim。TohaveCosette,topossessCosette,this,tohim,wasnottobedistinguishedfrombreathing。Itwasinthemidstofthisfaith,ofthisintoxication,ofthisvirginpossession,unprecedentedandabsolute,ofthissovereignty,thatthesewords:
\"Wearegoingaway,\"fellsuddenly,atablow,andthattheharshvoiceofrealitycriedtohim:\"Cosetteisnotyours!\"
Mariusawoke。ForsixweeksMariushadbeenliving,aswehavesaid,outsideoflife;thosewords,goingaway!causedhimtore—enteritharshly。
Hefoundnotawordtosay。Cosettemerelyfeltthathishandwasverycold。Shesaidtohiminherturn:\"Whatisthematter?\"
HerepliedinsolowatonethatCosettehardlyheardhim:——
\"Ididnotunderstandwhatyousaid。\"
Shebeganagain:——
\"Thismorningmyfathertoldmetosettleallmylittleaffairsandtoholdmyselfinreadiness,thathewouldgivemehislinentoputinatrunk,thathewasobligedtogoonajourney,thatweweretogoaway,thatitisnecessarytohavealargetrunkformeandasmalloneforhim,andthatallistobereadyinaweekfromnow,andthatwemightgotoEngland。\"
\"Butthisisoutrageous!\"exclaimedMarius。
Itiscertain,that,atthatmoment,noabuseofpower,noviolence,notoneoftheabominationsoftheworsttyrants,noactionofBusiris,ofTiberius,orofHenryVIII。,couldhaveequalledthisinatrocity,intheopinionofMarius;M。FaucheleventtakinghisdaughterofftoEnglandbecausehehadbusinessthere。
Hedemandedinaweakvoice:——
\"Andwhendoyoustart?\"
\"Hedidnotsaywhen。\"
\"Andwhenshallyoureturn?\"
\"Hedidnotsaywhen。\"
Mariusroseandsaidcoldly:——
\"Cosette,shallyougo?\"
Cosetteturnedtowardhimherbeautifuleyes,allfilledwithanguish,andrepliedinasortofbewilderment:——
\"Where?\"
\"ToEngland。Shallyougo?\"
\"Whydoyousayyoutome?\"
\"Iaskyouwhetheryouwillgo?\"
\"Whatdoyouexpectmetodo?\"shesaid,claspingherhands。
\"So,youwillgo?\"
\"Ifmyfathergoes。\"
\"So,youwillgo?\"
CosettetookMarius’hand,andpresseditwithoutreplying。
\"Verywell,\"saidMarius,\"thenIwillgoelsewhere。\"
Cosettefeltratherthanunderstoodthemeaningofthesewords。
Sheturnedsopalethatherfaceshonewhitethroughthegloom。
Shestammered:——
\"Whatdoyoumean?\"
Mariuslookedather,thenraisedhiseyestoheaven,andanswered:\"Nothing。\"
Whenhiseyesfellagain,hesawCosettesmilingathim。
Thesmileofawomanwhomonelovespossessesavisibleradiance,evenatnight。
\"Howsillyweare!Marius,Ihaveanidea。\"
\"Whatisit?\"
\"Ifwegoaway,doyougotoo!Iwilltellyouwhere!ComeandjoinmewhereverIam。\"
Mariuswasnowathoroughlyrousedman。Hehadfallenbackintoreality。HecriedtoCosette:——
\"Goawaywithyou!Areyoumad?Why,Ishouldhavetohavemoney,andIhavenone!GotoEngland?ButIamindebtnow,Iowe,Idon’tknowhowmuch,morethantenlouistoCourfeyrac,oneofmyfriendswithwhomyouarenotacquainted!Ihaveanoldhatwhichisnotworththreefrancs,Ihaveacoatwhichlacksbuttonsinfront,myshirtisallragged,myelbowsaretorn,mybootsletinthewater;forthelastsixweeksIhavenotthoughtaboutit,andIhavenottoldyouaboutit。Youonlyseemeatnight,andyougivemeyourlove;ifyouweretoseemeinthedaytime,youwouldgivemeasou!GotoEngland!Eh!Ihaven’tenoughtopayforapassport!\"
Hethrewhimselfagainstatreewhichwascloseathand,erect,hisbrowpressedclosetothebark,feelingneitherthewoodwhichflayedhisskin,northefeverwhichwasthrobbinginhistemples,andtherehestoodmotionless,onthepointoffalling,likethestatueofdespair。
Heremainedalongtimethus。Onecouldremainforeternityinsuchabysses。Atlastheturnedround。Heheardbehindhimafaintstiflednoise,whichwassweetyetsad。
ItwasCosettesobbing。
ShehadbeenweepingformorethantwohoursbesideMariusashemeditated。
Hecametoher,fellatherknees,andslowlyprostratinghimself,hetookthetipofherfootwhichpeepedoutfrombeneathherrobe,andkissedit。
Shelethimhavehiswayinsilence。Therearemomentswhenawomanaccepts,likeasombreandresignedgoddess,thereligionoflove。
\"Donotweep,\"hesaid。
Shemurmured:——
\"NotwhenImaybegoingaway,andyoucannotcome!\"
Hewenton:——
\"Doyouloveme?\"
Shereplied,sobbing,bythatwordfromparadisewhichisnevermorecharmingthanamidtears:——
\"Iadoreyou!\"
Hecontinuedinatonewhichwasanindescribablecaress:——
\"Donotweep。Tellme,willyoudothisforme,andceasetoweep?\"
\"Doyouloveme?\"saidshe。
Hetookherhand。
\"Cosette,Ihavenevergivenmywordofhonortoanyone,becausemywordofhonorterrifiesme。Ifeelthatmyfatherisbymyside。Well,Igiveyoumymostsacredwordofhonor,thatifyougoawayIshalldie。\"
Inthetonewithwhichheutteredthesewordstherelayamelancholysosolemnandsotranquil,thatCosettetrembled。Shefeltthatchillwhichisproducedbyatrueandgloomythingasitpassesby。
Theshockmadeherceaseweeping。
\"Now,listen,\"saidhe,\"donotexpectmeto—morrow。\"
\"Why?\"
\"Donotexpectmeuntilthedayafterto—morrow。\"
\"Oh!Why?\"
\"Youwillsee。\"
\"Adaywithoutseeingyou!Butthatisimpossible!\"
\"Letussacrificeonedayinordertogainourwholelives,perhaps。\"
AndMariusaddedinalowtoneandinanaside:——
\"Heisamanwhoneverchangeshishabits,andhehasneverreceivedanyoneexceptintheevening。\"
\"Ofwhatmanareyouspeaking?\"askedCosette。
\"I?Isaidnothing。\"
\"Whatdoyouhope,then?\"
\"Waituntilthedayafterto—morrow。\"
\"Youwishit?\"
\"Yes,Cosette。\"
Shetookhisheadinbothherhands,raisingherselfontiptoeinordertobeonalevelwithhim,andtriedtoreadhishopeinhiseyes。
Mariusresumed:——
\"NowthatIthinkofit,yououghttoknowmyaddress:
somethingmighthappen,oneneverknows;IlivewiththatfriendnamedCourfeyrac,RuedelaVerrerie,No。16。\"
Hesearchedinhispocket,pulledouthispenknife,andwiththebladehewroteontheplasterofthewall:——
\"16RuedelaVerrerie。\"
Inthemeantime,Cosettehadbeguntogazeintohiseyesoncemore。
\"Tellmeyourthought,Marius;youhavesomeidea。Tellittome。
Oh!tellme,sothatImaypassapleasantnight。\"
\"Thisismyidea:thatitisimpossiblethatGodshouldmeantopartus。Wait;expectmethedayafterto—morrow。\"
\"WhatshallIdountilthen?\"saidCosette。
\"Youareoutside,yougo,andcome!Howhappymenare!
Ishallremainentirelyalone!Oh!HowsadIshallbe!Whatisitthatyouaregoingtodoto—morrowevening?tellme。\"
\"Iamgoingtotrysomething。\"
\"ThenIwillpraytoGodandIwillthinkofyouhere,sothatyoumaybesuccessful。Iwillquestionyounofurther,sinceyoudonotwishit。Youaremymaster。Ishallpasstheeveningto—morrowinsingingthatmusicfromEuryanthethatyoulove,andthatyoucameoneeveningtolistento,outsidemyshutters。
Butdayafterto—morrowyouwillcomeearly。Ishallexpectyouatdusk,atnineo’clockprecisely,Iwarnyou。MonDieu!
howsaditisthatthedaysaresolong!Onthestrokeofnine,doyouunderstand,Ishallbeinthegarden。\"
\"AndIalso。\"
Andwithouthavingutteredit,movedbythesamethought,impelledbythoseelectriccurrentswhichplaceloversincontinualcommunication,bothbeingintoxicatedwithdelightevenintheirsorrow,theyfellintoeachother’sarms,withoutperceivingthattheirlipsmetwhiletheirupliftedeyes,overflowingwithraptureandfulloftears,gazeduponthestars。
WhenMariuswentforth,thestreetwasdeserted。ThiswasthemomentwhenEponinewasfollowingtheruffianstotheboulevard。
WhileMariushadbeendreamingwithhisheadpressedtothetree,anideahadcrossedhismind;anidea,alas!thathehimselfjudgedtobesenselessandimpossible。Hehadcometoadesperatedecision。
CHAPTERVII
THEOLDHEARTANDTHEYOUNGHEARTINTHEPRESENCEOFEACHOTHER
Atthatepoch,FatherGillenormandwaswellpasthisninety—firstbirthday。HestilllivedwithMademoiselleGillenormandintheRuedesFilles—du—Calvaire,No。6,intheoldhousewhichheowned。
Hewas,asthereaderwillremember,oneofthoseantiqueoldmenwhoawaitdeathperfectlyerect,whomagebearsdownwithoutbending,andwhomevensorrowcannotcurve。
Still,hisdaughterhadbeensayingforsometime:\"Myfatherissinking。\"Henolongerboxedthemaids’ears;henolongerthumpedthelanding—placesovigorouslywithhiscanewhenBasquewasslowinopeningthedoor。TheRevolutionofJulyhadexasperatedhimforthespaceofbarelysixmonths。Hehadviewed,almosttranquilly,thatcouplingofwords,intheMoniteur:M。Humblot—Conte,peerofFrance。Thefactis,thattheoldmanwasdeeplydejected。
Hedidnotbend,hedidnotyield;thiswasnomoreacharacteristicofhisphysicalthanofhismoralnature,buthefelthimselfgivingwayinternally。ForfouryearshehadbeenwaitingforMarius,withhisfootfirmlyplanted,thatistheexactword,intheconvictionthatthatgood—for—nothingyoungscampwouldringathisdoorsomedayorother;nowhehadreachedthepoint,where,atcertaingloomyhours,hesaidtohimself,thatifMariusmadehimwaitmuchlonger——Itwasnotdeaththatwasinsupportabletohim;
itwastheideathatperhapsheshouldneverseeMariusagain。
TheideaofneverseeingMariusagainhadneverenteredhisbrainuntilthatday;nowthethoughtbegantorecurtohim,anditchilledhim。Absence,asisalwaysthecaseingenuineandnaturalsentiments,hadonlyservedtoaugmentthegrandfather’slovefortheungratefulchild,whohadgoneofflikeaflash。
ItisduringDecembernights,whenthecoldstandsattendegrees,thatonethinksoftenestoftheson。
M。Gillenormandwas,orthoughthimself,aboveallthings,incapableoftakingasinglestep,he——thegrandfather,towardshisgrandson;\"Iwoulddierather,\"hesaidtohimself。
Hedidnotconsiderhimselfastheleasttoblame;buthethoughtofMariusonlywithprofoundtenderness,andthemutedespairofanelderly,kindlyoldmanwhoisabouttovanishinthedark。
Hebegantolosehisteeth,whichaddedtohissadness。
M。Gillenormand,withouthoweveracknowledgingittohimself,foritwouldhaverenderedhimfuriousandashamed,hadneverlovedamistressashelovedMarius。
Hehadhadplacedinhischamber,oppositetheheadofhisbed,sothatitshouldbethefirstthingonwhichhiseyesfellonwaking,anoldportraitofhisotherdaughter,whowasdead,MadamePontmercy,aportraitwhichhadbeentakenwhenshewaseighteen。Hegazedincessantlyatthatportrait。Oneday,hehappenedtosay,ashegazeduponit:——
\"Ithinkthelikenessisstrong。\"
\"Tomysister?\"inquiredMademoiselleGillenormand。\"Yes,certainly。\"
\"Theoldmanadded:——
\"Andtohimalso。\"
Onceashesatwithhiskneespressedtogether,andhiseyesalmostclosed,inadespondentattitude,hisdaughterventuredtosaytohim:——
\"Father,areyouasangrywithhimasever?\"
Shepaused,notdaringtoproceedfurther。
\"Withwhom?\"hedemanded。
\"WiththatpoorMarius。\"
Heraisedhisagedhead,laidhiswitheredandemaciatedfistonthetable,andexclaimedinhismostirritatedandvibratingtone:——
\"PoorMarius,doyousay!Thatgentlemanisaknave,awretchedscoundrel,avainlittleingrate,aheartless,soulless,haughty,andwickedman!\"
Andheturnedawaysothathisdaughtermightnotseethetearthatstoodinhiseye。
Threedayslaterhebrokeasilencewhichhadlastedfourhours,tosaytohisdaughterpoint—blank:——
\"IhadthehonortoaskMademoiselleGillenormandnevertomentionhimtome。\"
AuntGillenormandrenouncedeveryeffort,andpronouncedthisacutediagnosis:\"Myfathernevercaredverymuchformysisterafterherfolly。ItisclearthathedetestsMarius。\"
\"Afterherfolly\"meant:\"aftershehadmarriedthecolonel。\"
However,asthereaderhasbeenabletoconjecture,MademoiselleGillenormandhadfailedinherattempttosubstituteherfavorite,theofficeroflancers,forMarius。Thesubstitute,Theodule,hadnotbeenasuccess。M。Gillenormandhadnotacceptedthequidproquo。Avacancyintheheartdoesnotaccommodateitselftoastop—gap。Theodule,onhisside,thoughhescentedtheinheritance,wasdisgustedatthetaskofpleasing。Thegoodmanboredthelancer;
andthelancershockedthegoodman。LieutenantTheodulewasgay,nodoubt,butachatter—box,frivolous,butvulgar;ahighliver,butafrequenterofbadcompany;hehadmistresses,itistrue,andhehadagreatdealtosayaboutthem,itistruealso;
buthetalkedbadly。Allhisgoodqualitieshadadefect。
M。GillenormandwaswornoutwithhearinghimtellabouttheloveaffairsthathehadinthevicinityofthebarracksintheRuedeBabylone。Andthen,LieutenantGillenormandsometimescameinhisuniform,withthetricoloredcockade。Thisrenderedhimdownrightintolerable。Finally,FatherGillenormandhadsaidtohisdaughter:\"I’vehadenoughofthatTheodule。Ihaven’tmuchtasteforwarriorsintimeofpeace。Receivehimifyouchoose。
Idon’tknowbutIpreferslasherstofellowsthatdragtheirswords。
Theclashofbladesinbattleislessdismal,afterall,thantheclankofthescabbardonthepavement。Andthen,throwingoutyourchestlikeabullyandlacingyourselflikeagirl,withstaysunderyourcuirass,isdoublyridiculous。Whenoneisaveritableman,oneholdsequallyalooffromswaggerandfromaffectedairs。Heisneitherablusterernorafinnicky—heartedman。KeepyourTheoduleforyourself。\"
Itwasinvainthathisdaughtersaidtohim:\"Butheisyourgrandnephew,nevertheless,\"——itturnedoutthatM。Gillenormand,whowasagrandfathertotheveryfinger—tips,wasnotintheleastagrand—uncle。