Itwasevidentthat,forthisenergeticandenthusiasticnature,thiscouldonlybeatransitorystate,andthat,atthefirstshockagainsttheinevitablecomplicationsofdestiny,Mariuswouldawaken。
Inthemeantime,althoughhewasalawyer,andwhateverFatherGillenormandthoughtaboutthematter,hewasnotpractising,hewasnotevenpettifogging。Meditationhadturnedhimasidefrompleading。
Tohauntattorneys,tofollowthecourt,tohuntupcases——
whatabore!Whyshouldhedoit?Hesawnoreasonforchangingthemannerofgaininghislivelihood!Theobscureandill—paidpublishingestablishmenthadcometomeanforhimasuresourceofworkwhichdidnotinvolvetoomuchlabor,aswehaveexplained,andwhichsufficedforhiswants。
Oneofthepublishersforwhomheworked,M。Magimel,Ithink,offeredtotakehimintohisownhouse,tolodgehimwell,tofurnishhimwithregularoccupation,andtogivehimfifteenhundredfrancsayear。Tobewelllodged!Fifteenhundredfrancs!Nodoubt。
Butrenouncehisliberty!Beonfixedwages!Asortofhiredmanofletters!AccordingtoMarius’opinion,ifheaccepted,hispositionwouldbecomebothbetterandworseatthesametime,heacquiredcomfort,andlosthisdignity;itwasafineandcompleteunhappinessconvertedintoarepulsiveandridiculousstateoftorture:
somethinglikethecaseofablindmanwhoshouldrecoverthesightofoneeye。Herefused。
Mariusdweltinsolitude。Owingtohistasteforremainingoutsideofeverything,andthroughhavingbeentoomuchalarmed,hehadnotentereddecidedlyintothegrouppresidedoverbyEnjolras。
Theyhadremainedgoodfriends;theywerereadytoassisteachotheronoccasionineverypossibleway;butnothingmore。
Mariushadtwofriends:oneyoung,Courfeyrac;andoneold,M。Mabeuf。Heinclinedmoretotheoldman。Inthefirstplace,heowedtohimtherevolutionwhichhadtakenplacewithinhim;
tohimhewasindebtedforhavingknownandlovedhisfather。
\"Heoperatedonmeforacataract,\"hesaid。
Thechurchwardenhadcertainlyplayedadecisivepart。
Itwasnot,however,thatM。MabeufhadbeenanythingbutthecalmandimpassiveagentofProvidenceinthisconnection。HehadenlightenedMariusbychanceandwithoutbeingawareofthefact,asdoesacandlewhichsomeonebrings;hehadbeenthecandleandnotthesomeone。
AsforMarius’inwardpoliticalrevolution,M。Mabeufwastotallyincapableofcomprehendingit,ofwillingorofdirectingit。
AsweshallseeM。Mabeufagain,lateron,afewwordswillnotbesuperfluous。
CHAPTERIV
M。MABEUF
OnthedaywhenM。MabeufsaidtoMarius:\"CertainlyIapproveofpoliticalopinions,\"heexpressedtherealstateofhismind。
Allpoliticalopinionsweremattersofindifferencetohim,andheapprovedthemall,withoutdistinction,providedtheylefthiminpeace,astheGreekscalledtheFuries\"thebeautiful,thegood,thecharming,\"theEumenides。M。Mabeuf’spoliticalopinionconsistedinapassionateloveforplants,and,aboveall,forbooks。
Likealltherestoftheworld,hepossessedtheterminationinist,withoutwhichnoonecouldexistatthattime,buthewasneitheraRoyalist,aBonapartist,aChartist,anOrleanist,noranAnarchist;
hewasabouquinist,acollectorofoldbooks。Hedidnotunderstandhowmencouldbusythemselveswithhatingeachotherbecauseofsillystufflikethecharter,democracy,legitimacy,monarchy,therepublic,etc。,whentherewereintheworldallsortsofmosses,grasses,andshrubswhichtheymightbelookingat,andheapsoffolios,andevenof32mos,whichtheymightturnover。Hetookgoodcarenottobecomeuseless;havingbooksdidnotpreventhisreading,beingabotanistdidnotpreventhisbeingagardener。WhenhemadePontmercy’sacquaintance,thissympathyhadexistedbetweenthecolonelandhimself——thatwhatthecoloneldidforflowers,hedidforfruits。M。MabeufhadsucceededinproducingseedlingpearsassavoryasthepearsofSt。Germain;itisfromoneofhiscombinations,apparently,thattheOctoberMirabelle,nowcelebratedandnolessperfumedthanthesummerMirabelle,owesitsorigin。Hewenttomassratherfromgentlenessthanfrompiety,andbecause,ashelovedthefacesofmen,buthatedtheirnoise,hefoundthemassembledandsilentonlyinchurch。
FeelingthathemustbesomethingintheState,hehadchosenthecareerofwarden。However,hehadneversucceededinlovinganywomanasmuchasatulipbulb,noranymanasmuchasanElzevir。
Hehadlongpassedsixty,when,oneday,someoneaskedhim:
\"Haveyouneverbeenmarried?\"\"Ihaveforgotten,\"saidhe。
Whenitsometimeshappenedtohim——andtowhomdoesitnothappen?——
tosay:\"Oh!ifIwereonlyrich!\"itwasnotwhenoglingaprettygirl,aswasthecasewithFatherGillenormand,butwhencontemplatinganoldbook。Helivedalonewithanoldhousekeeper。
Hewassomewhatgouty,andwhenhewasasleep,hisagedfingers,stiffenedwithrheumatism,laycrookedupinthefoldsofhissheets。
HehadcomposedandpublishedaFloraoftheEnvironsofCauteretz,withcoloredplates,aworkwhichenjoyedatolerablemeasureofesteemandwhichsoldwell。Peopleranghisbell,intheRueMesieres,twoorthreetimesaday,toaskforit。Hedrewasmuchastwothousandfrancsayearfromit;thisconstitutednearlythewholeofhisfortune。Althoughpoor,hehadhadthetalenttoformforhimself,bydintofpatience,privations,andtime,apreciouscollectionofrarecopiesofeverysort。Heneverwentoutwithoutabookunderhisarm,andheoftenreturnedwithtwo。Thesoledecorationofthefourroomsonthegroundfloor,whichcomposedhislodgings,consistedofframedherbariums,andengravingsoftheoldmasters。
Thesightofaswordoragunchilledhisblood。Hehadneverapproachedacannoninhislife,evenattheInvalides。Hehadapassablestomach,abrotherwhowasacure,perfectlywhitehair,noteeth,eitherinhismouthorhismind,atremblingineverylimb,aPicardaccent,aninfantilelaugh,theairofanoldsheep,andhewaseasilyfrightened。Addtothis,thathehadnootherfriendship,nootheracquaintanceamongtheliving,thananoldbooksellerofthePorte—Saint—Jacques,namedRoyal。HisdreamwastonaturalizeindigoinFrance。
Hisservantwasalsoasortofinnocent。Thepoorgoodoldwomanwasaspinster。Sultan,hercat,whichmighthavemewedAllegri’smiserereintheSixtineChapel,hadfilledherheartandsufficedforthequantityofpassionwhichexistedinher。Noneofherdreamshadeverproceededasfarasman。Shehadneverbeenabletogetfurtherthanhercat。Likehim,shehadamustache。Hergloryconsistedinhercaps,whichwerealwayswhite。Shepassedhertime,onSundays,aftermass,incountingoverthelineninherchest,andinspreadingoutonherbedthedressesinthepiecewhichsheboughtandneverhadmadeup。Sheknewhowtoread。M。MabeufhadnicknamedherMotherPlutarque。
M。MabeufhadtakenafancytoMarius,becauseMarius,beingyoungandgentle,warmedhisagewithoutstartlinghistimidity。
Youthcombinedwithgentlenessproducesonoldpeopletheeffectofthesunwithoutwind。WhenMariuswassaturatedwithmilitaryglory,withgunpowder,withmarchesandcountermarches,andwithallthoseprodigiousbattlesinwhichhisfatherhadgivenandreceivedsuchtremendousblowsofthesword,hewenttoseeM。Mabeuf,andM。Mabeuftalkedtohimofhisherofromthepointofviewofflowers。
Hisbrotherthecurediedabout1830,andalmostimmediately,aswhenthenightisdrawingon,thewholehorizongrewdarkforM。Mabeuf。
Anotary’sfailuredeprivedhimofthesumoftenthousandfrancs,whichwasallthathepossessedinhisbrother’srightandhisown。
TheRevolutionofJulybroughtacrisistopublishing。Inaperiodofembarrassment,thefirstthingwhichdoesnotsellisaFlora。
TheFloraoftheEnvironsofCauteretzstoppedshort。Weekspassedbywithoutasinglepurchaser。SometimesM。Mabeufstartedatthesoundofthebell。\"Monsieur,\"saidMotherPlutarquesadly,\"itisthewater—carrier。\"Inshort,oneday,M。MabeufquittedtheRueMesieres,abdicatedthefunctionsofwarden,gaveupSaint—Sulpice,soldnotapartofhisbooks,butofhisprints,——
thattowhichhewastheleastattached,——andinstalledhimselfinalittlehouseontheRueMontparnasse,where,however,heremainedbutonequarterfortworeasons:inthefirstplace,thegroundfloorandthegardencostthreehundredfrancs,andhedarednotspendmorethantwohundredfrancsonhisrent;inthesecond,beingnearFaton’sshooting—gallery,hecouldhearthepistol—shots;
whichwasintolerabletohim。
HecarriedoffhisFlora,hiscopper—plates,hisherbariums,hisportfolios,andhisbooks,andestablishedhimselfneartheSalpetriere,inasortofthatchedcottageofthevillageofAusterlitz,where,forfiftycrownsayear,hegotthreeroomsandagardenenclosedbyahedge,andcontainingawell。Hetookadvantageofthisremovaltoselloffnearlyallhisfurniture。
Onthedayofhisentranceintohisnewquarters,hewasverygay,anddrovethenailsonwhichhisengravingsandherbariumsweretohang,withhisownhands,duginhisgardentherestoftheday,andatnight,perceivingthatMotherPlutarquehadamelancholyair,andwasverythoughtful,hetappedherontheshoulderandsaidtoherwithasmile:\"Wehavetheindigo!\"
Onlytwovisitors,thebooksellerofthePorte—Saint—JacquesandMarius,wereadmittedtoviewthethatchedcottageatAusterlitz,abrawlingnamewhichwas,totellthetruth,extremelydisagreeabletohim。
However,aswehavejustpointedout,brainswhichareabsorbedinsomebitofwisdom,orfolly,or,asitoftenhappens,inbothatonce,arebutslowlyaccessibletothethingsofactuallife。
Theirowndestinyisafar—offthingtothem。Thereresultsfromsuchconcentrationapassivity,which,ifitweretheoutcomeofreasoning,wouldresemblephilosophy。Onedeclines,descends,tricklesaway,evencrumblesaway,andyetishardlyconsciousofitone’sself。
Italwaysends,itistrue,inanawakening,buttheawakeningistardy。
Inthemeantime,itseemsasthoughweheldourselvesneutralinthegamewhichisgoingonbetweenourhappinessandourunhappiness。
Wearethestake,andwelookonatthegamewithindifference。
Itisthusthat,athwartthecloudwhichformedabouthim,whenallhishopeswereextinguishedoneaftertheother,M。Mabeufremainedratherpuerilely,butprofoundlyserene。Hishabitsofmindhadtheregularswingofapendulum。Oncemountedonanillusion,hewentforaverylongtime,evenaftertheillusionhaddisappeared。
Aclockdoesnotstopshortattheprecisemomentwhenthekeyislost。
M。Mabeufhadhisinnocentpleasures。Thesepleasureswereinexpensiveandunexpected;themerestchancefurnishedthem。Oneday,MotherPlutarquewasreadingaromanceinonecorneroftheroom。
Shewasreadingaloud,findingthatsheunderstoodbetterthus。
Toreadaloudistoassureone’sselfofwhatoneisreading。
Therearepeoplewhoreadveryloud,andwhohavetheappearanceofgivingthemselvestheirwordofhonorastowhattheyareperusing。
ItwaswiththissortofenergythatMotherPlutarquewasreadingtheromancewhichshehadinhand。M。Mabeufheardherwithoutlisteningtoher。
Inthecourseofherreading,MotherPlutarquecametothisphrase。
Itwasaquestionofanofficerofdragoonsandabeauty:——
\"——Thebeautypouted,andthedragoon——\"
Heresheinterruptedherselftowipeherglasses。
\"BouddhaandtheDragon,\"struckinM。Mabeufinalowvoice。
\"Yes,itistruethattherewasadragon,which,fromthedepthsofitscave,spoutedflamethroughhismawandsettheheavensonfire。
Manystarshadalreadybeenconsumedbythismonster,which,besides,hadtheclawsofatiger。Bouddhawentintoitsdenandsucceededinconvertingthedragon。Thatisagoodbookthatyouarereading,MotherPlutarque。Thereisnomorebeautifullegendinexistence。\"
AndM。Mabeuffellintoadeliciousrevery。
CHAPTERV
POVERTYAGOODNEIGHBORFORMISERY
Mariuslikedthiscandidoldmanwhosawhimselfgraduallyfallingintotheclutchesofindigence,andwhocametofeelastonishment,littlebylittle,without,however,beingmademelancholybyit。
MariusmetCourfeyracandsoughtoutM。Mabeuf。Veryrarely,however;
twiceamonthatmost。
Marius’pleasureconsistedintakinglongwalksaloneontheouterboulevards,orintheChamps—de—Mars,orintheleastfrequentedalleysoftheLuxembourg。Heoftenspenthalfadayingazingatamarketgarden,thebedsoflettuce,thechickensonthedung—heap,thehorseturningthewater—wheel。Thepassers—bystaredathiminsurprise,andsomeofthemthoughthisattiresuspiciousandhismiensinister。
Hewasonlyapooryoungmandreaminginanobjectlessway。
ItwasduringoneofhisstrollsthathehadhitupontheGorbeauhouse,and,temptedbyitsisolationanditscheapness,hadtakenuphisabodethere。HewasknownthereonlyunderthenameofM。Marius。
Someofhisfather’soldgeneralsoroldcomradeshadinvitedhimtogoandseethem,whentheylearnedabouthim。Mariushadnotrefusedtheirinvitations。Theyaffordedopportunitiesoftalkingabouthisfather。Thushewentfromtimetotime,toComtePajol,toGeneralBellavesne,toGeneralFririon,totheInvalides。
Therewasmusicanddancingthere。Onsuchevenings,Mariusputonhisnewcoat。Butheneverwenttotheseeveningpartiesorballsexceptondayswhenitwasfreezingcold,becausehecouldnotaffordacarriage,andhedidnotwishtoarrivewithbootsotherwisethanlikemirrors。
Hesaidsometimes,butwithoutbitterness:\"Menaresomadethatinadrawing—roomyoumaybesoiledeverywhereexceptonyourshoes。
Inordertoinsureagoodreceptionthere,onlyoneirreproachablethingisaskedofyou;yourconscience?No,yourboots。\"
Allpassionsexceptthoseoftheheartaredissipatedbyrevery。
Marius’politicalfeversvanishedthus。TheRevolutionof1830
assistedintheprocess,bysatisfyingandcalminghim。
Heremainedthesame,settingasidehisfitsofwrath。
Hestillheldthesameopinions。Only,theyhadbeentempered。
Tospeakaccurately,hehadnolongeranyopinions,hehadsympathies。
Towhatpartydidhebelong?Tothepartyofhumanity。OutofhumanityhechoseFrance;outoftheNationhechosethepeople;
outofthepeoplehechosethewoman。Itwastothatpointaboveall,thathispitywasdirected。Nowhepreferredanideatoadeed,apoettoahero,andheadmiredabooklikeJobmorethananeventlikeMarengo。Andthen,when,afteradayspentinmeditation,hereturnedintheeveningthroughtheboulevards,andcaughtaglimpsethroughthebranchesofthetreesofthefathomlessspacebeyond,thenamelessgleams,theabyss,theshadow,themystery,allthatwhichisonlyhumanseemedveryprettyindeedtohim。
Hethoughtthathehad,andhereallyhad,infact,arrivedatthetruthoflifeandofhumanphilosophy,andhehadendedbygazingatnothingbutheaven,theonlythingwhichTruthcanperceivefromthebottomofherwell。
Thisdidnotpreventhimfrommultiplyinghisplans,hiscombinations,hisscaffoldings,hisprojectsforthefuture。Inthisstateofrevery,aneyewhichcouldhavecastaglanceintoMarius’
interiorwouldhavebeendazzledwiththepurityofthatsoul。
Infact,haditbeengiventooureyesofthefleshtogazeintotheconsciencesofothers,weshouldbeabletojudgeamanmuchmoresurelyaccordingtowhathedreams,thanaccordingtowhathethinks。Thereiswillinthought,thereisnoneindreams。
Revery,whichisutterlyspontaneous,takesandkeeps,eveninthegiganticandtheideal,theformofourspirit。Nothingproceedsmoredirectlyandmoresincerelyfromtheverydepthofoursoul,thanourunpremeditatedandboundlessaspirationstowardsthesplendorsofdestiny。Intheseaspirations,muchmorethanindeliberate,rationalcoordinatedideas,istherealcharacterofamantobefound。Ourchimerasarethethingswhichthemostresembleus。
Eachoneofusdreamsoftheunknownandtheimpossibleinaccordancewithhisnature。
Towardsthemiddleofthisyear1831,theoldwomanwhowaitedonMariustoldhimthathisneighbors,thewretchedJondrettefamily,hadbeenturnedoutofdoors。Marius,whopassednearlythewholeofhisdaysoutofthehouse,hardlyknewthathehadanyneighbors。
\"Whyaretheyturnedout?\"heasked。
\"Becausetheydonotpaytheirrent;theyowefortwoquarters。\"
\"Howmuchisit?\"
\"Twentyfrancs,\"saidtheoldwoman。
Mariushadthirtyfrancssavedupinadrawer。
\"Here,\"hesaidtotheoldwoman,\"takethesetwenty—fivefrancs。
Payforthepoorpeopleandgivethemfivefrancs,anddonottellthemthatitwasI。\"
CHAPTERVI
THESUBSTITUTE
ItchancedthattheregimenttowhichLieutenantTheodulebelongedcametoperformgarrisondutyinParis。ThisinspiredAuntGillenormandwithasecondidea。Shehad,onthefirstoccasion,hitupontheplanofhavingMariusspieduponbyTheodule;nowsheplottedtohaveTheoduletakeMarius’place。
Atalleventsandincasethegrandfathershouldfeelthevagueneedofayoungfaceinthehouse,——theseraysofdawnaresometimessweettoruin,——itwasexpedienttofindanotherMarius。\"Takeitasasimpleerratum,\"shethought,\"suchasoneseesinbooks。
ForMarius,readTheodule。\"
Agrandnephewisalmostthesameasagrandson;indefaultofalawyeronetakesalancer。
Onemorning,whenM。GillenormandwasabouttoreadsomethingintheQuotidienne,hisdaughterenteredandsaidtohiminhersweetestvoice;forthequestionconcernedherfavorite:——
\"Father,Theoduleiscomingtopresenthisrespectstoyouthismorning。\"
\"Who’sTheodule?\"
\"Yourgrandnephew。\"
\"Ah!\"saidthegrandfather。
Thenhewentbacktohisreading,thoughtnomoreofhisgrandnephew,whowasmerelysomeTheoduleorother,andsoonflewintoarage,whichalmostalwayshappenedwhenheread。The\"sheet\"whichheheld,althoughRoyalist,ofcourse,announcedforthefollowingday,withoutanysofteningphrases,oneoftheselittleeventswhichwereofdailyoccurrenceatthatdateinParis:\"ThatthestudentsoftheschoolsoflawandmedicineweretoassembleonthePlaceduPantheon,atmidday,——todeliberate。\"Thediscussionconcernedoneofthequestionsofthemoment,theartilleryoftheNationalGuard,andaconflictbetweentheMinisterofWarand\"thecitizen’smilitia,\"
onthesubjectofthecannonparkedinthecourtyardoftheLouvre。
Thestudentswereto\"deliberate\"overthis。ItdidnottakemuchmorethanthistoswellM。Gillenormand’srage。
HethoughtofMarius,whowasastudent,andwhowouldprobablygowiththerest,to\"deliberate,atmidday,onthePlaceduPantheon。\"
Ashewasindulginginthispainfuldream,LieutenantTheoduleenteredcladinplainclothesasabourgeois,whichwascleverofhim,andwasdiscreetlyintroducedbyMademoiselleGillenormand。
Thelancerhadreasonedasfollows:\"Theolddruidhasnotsunkallhismoneyinalifepension。Itiswelltodisguiseone’sselfasacivilianfromtimetotime。\"
MademoiselleGillenormandsaidaloudtoherfather:——
\"Theodule,yourgrandnephew。\"
Andinalowvoicetothelieutenant:——
\"Approveofeverything。\"
Andshewithdrew。
Thelieutenant,whowasbutlittleaccustomedtosuchvenerableencounters,stammeredwithsometimidity:\"Goodday,uncle,\"——
andmadeasalutecomposedoftheinvoluntaryandmechanicaloutlineofthemilitarysalutefinishedoffasabourgeoissalute。
\"Ah!soit’syou;thatiswell,sitdown,\"saidtheoldgentleman。
Thatsaid,hetotallyforgotthelancer。
Theoduleseatedhimself,andM。Gillenormandrose。
M。Gillenormandbegantopacebackandforth,hishandsinhispockets,talkingaloud,andtwitching,withhisirritatedoldfingers,atthetwowatcheswhichheworeinhistwofobs。
\"Thatpackofbrats!theyconveneonthePlaceduPantheon!
bymylife!urchinswhowerewiththeirnursesbutyesterday!
Ifoneweretosqueezetheirnoses,milkwouldburstout。
Andtheydeliberateto—morrow,atmidday。Whatarewecomingto?
Whatarewecomingto?Itisclearthatwearemakingfortheabyss。
Thatiswhatthedescamisadoshavebroughtusto!Todeliberateonthecitizenartillery!TogoandjabberintheopenairoverthejibesoftheNationalGuard!Andwithwhomaretheytomeetthere?
JustseewhitherJacobinismleads。Iwillbetanythingyoulike,amillionagainstacounter,thattherewillbenoonetherebutreturnedconvictsandreleasedgalley—slaves。TheRepublicansandthegalley—slaves,——theyformbutonenoseandonehandkerchief。
Carnotusedtosay:`Wherewouldyouhavemego,traitor?’
Fouchereplied:`Whereveryouplease,imbecile!’That’swhattheRepublicansarelike。\"
\"Thatistrue,\"saidTheodule。
M。Gillenormandhalfturnedhishead,sawTheodule,andwenton:——
\"Whenonereflectsthatthatscoundrelwassovileastoturncarbonaro!
Whydidyouleavemyhouse?TogoandbecomeaRepublican!Pssst!
Inthefirstplace,thepeoplewantnoneofyourrepublic,theyhavecommonsense,theyknowwellthattherealwayshavebeenkings,andthattherealwayswillbe;theyknowwellthatthepeopleareonlythepeople,afterall,theymakesportofit,ofyourrepublic——
doyouunderstand,idiot?Isitnotahorriblecaprice?TofallinlovewithPereDuchesne,tomakesheep’s—eyesattheguillotine,tosingromances,andplayontheguitarunderthebalconyof’93——it’senoughtomakeonespitonalltheseyoungfellows,suchfoolsarethey!Theyareallalike。Notoneescapes。
Itsufficesforthemtobreathetheairwhichblowsthroughthestreettolosetheirsenses。Thenineteenthcenturyispoison。
Thefirstscampthathappensalongletshisbeardgrowlikeagoat’s,thinkshimselfarealscoundrel,andabandonshisoldrelatives。
He’saRepublican,he’saromantic。Whatdoesthatmean,romantic?
Domethefavortotellmewhatitis。Allpossiblefollies。
Ayearago,theyrantoHernani。Now,Ijustaskyou,Hernani!
antitheses!abominationswhicharenotevenwritteninFrench!
Andthen,theyhavecannonsinthecourtyardoftheLouvre。
Sucharetherascalitiesofthisage!\"
\"Youareright,uncle,\"saidTheodule。
M。Gillenormandresumed:——
\"CannonsinthecourtyardoftheMuseum!Forwhatpurpose?
Doyouwanttofiregrape—shotattheApolloBelvedere?WhathavethosecartridgestodowiththeVenusdeMedici?Oh!theyoungmenofthepresentdayareallblackguards!WhataprettycreatureistheirBenjaminConstant!Andthosewhoarenotrascalsaresimpletons!
Theydoalltheycantomakethemselvesugly,theyarebadlydressed,theyareafraidofwomen,inthepresenceofpetticoatstheyhaveamendicantairwhichsetsthegirlsintofitsoflaughter;onmywordofhonor,onewouldsaythepoorcreatureswereashamedoflove。
Theyaredeformed,andtheycompletethemselvesbybeingstupid;
theyrepeatthepunsofTiercelinandPotier,theyhavesackcoats,stablemen’swaistcoats,shirtsofcoarselinen,trousersofcoarsecloth,bootsofcoarseleather,andtheirrigmaroleresemblestheirplumage。
Onemightmakeuseoftheirjargontoputnewsolesontheiroldshoes。
Andallthisawkwardbatchofbratshaspoliticalopinions,ifyouplease。Politicalopinionsshouldbestrictlyforbidden。
Theyfabricatesystems,theyrecastsociety,theydemolishthemonarchy,theyflingalllawstotheearth,theyputtheatticinthecellar’splaceandmyporterintheplaceoftheKing,theyturnEuropetopsy—turvy,theyreconstructtheworld,andalltheirloveaffairsconsistinstaringslilyattheanklesofthelaundressesasthesewomenclimbintotheircarts。Ah!Marius!Ah!youblackguard!togoandvociferateonthepublicplace!todiscuss,todebate,totakemeasures!Theycallthatmeasures,justGod!
Disorderhumblesitselfandbecomessilly。Ihaveseenchaos,Inowseeamess。StudentsdeliberatingontheNationalGuard,——
suchathingcouldnotbeseenamongtheOgibewasnortheCadodaches!
Savageswhogonaked,withtheirnoddlesdressedlikeashuttlecock,withaclubintheirpaws,arelessofbrutesthanthosebachelorsofarts!Thefour—pennymonkeys!Andtheysetupforjudges!
Thosecreaturesdeliberateandratiocinate!Theendoftheworldiscome!Thisisplainlytheendofthismiserableterraqueousglobe!
Afinalhiccoughwasrequired,andFrancehasemittedit。
Deliberate,myrascals!SuchthingswillhappensolongastheygoandreadthenewspapersunderthearcadesoftheOdeon。
Thatcoststhemasou,andtheirgoodsense,andtheirintelligence,andtheirheartandtheirsoul,andtheirwits。Theyemergethence,anddecampfromtheirfamilies。Allnewspapersarepests;all,eventheDrapeauBlanc!Atbottom,MartainvillewasaJacobin。Ah!justHeaven!youmayboastofhavingdrivenyourgrandfathertodespair,thatyoumay!\"
\"Thatisevident,\"saidTheodule。
AndprofitingbythefactthatM。Gillenormandwastakingbreath,thelanceraddedinamagisterialmanner:——
\"ThereshouldbenoothernewspaperthantheMoniteur,andnootherbookthantheAnnuaireMilitaire。\"
M。Gillenormandcontinued:——
\"ItisliketheirSieyes!Aregicideendinginasenator;
forthatisthewaytheyalwaysend。Theygivethemselvesascarwiththeaddressofthouascitizens,inordertogetthemselvescalled,eventually,MonsieurleComte。MonsieurleComteasbigasmyarm,assassinsofSeptember。ThephilosopherSieyes!
Iwilldomyselfthejusticetosay,thatIhaveneverhadanybetteropinionofthephilosophiesofallthosephilosophers,thanofthespectaclesofthegrimacerofTivoli!OnedayIsawtheSenatorscrosstheQuaiMalplaquetinmantlesofvioletvelvetsownwithbees,withhatsalaHenriIV。Theywerehideous。Onewouldhavepronouncedthemmonkeysfromthetiger’scourt。Citizens,Ideclaretoyou,thatyourprogressismadness,thatyourhumanityisadream,thatyourrevolutionisacrime,thatyourrepublicisamonster,thatyouryoungandvirginFrancecomesfromthebrothel,andI
maintainitagainstall,whoeveryoumaybe,whetherjournalists,economists,legists,orevenwereyoubetterjudgesofliberty,ofequality,andfraternitythantheknifeoftheguillotine!
AndthatIannouncetoyou,myflnefellows!\"
\"Parbleu!\"criedthelieutenant,\"thatiswonderfullytrue。\"
M。Gillenormandpausedinagesturewhichhehadbegun,wheeledround,staredLancerTheoduleintentlyintheeyes,andsaidtohim:——
\"Youareafool。\"
BOOKSIXTH。——THECONJUNCTIONOFTWOSTARS
CHAPTERI
THESOBRIQUET:MODEOFFORMATIONOFFAMILYNAMES
Mariuswas,atthisepoch,ahandsomeyoungman,ofmediumstature,withthickandintenselyblackhair,aloftyandintelligentbrow,well—openedandpassionatenostrils,anairofcalmnessandsincerity,andwithsomethingindescribablyproud,thoughtful,andinnocentoverhiswholecountenance。Hisprofile,allofwhoselineswererounded,withouttherebylosingtheirfirmness,hadacertainGermanicsweetness,whichhasmadeitswayintotheFrenchphysiognomybywayofAlsaceandLorraine,andthatcompleteabsenceofangleswhichrenderedtheSicambressoeasilyrecognizableamongtheRomans,andwhichdistinguishestheleoninefromtheaquilinerace。
Hewasatthatperiodoflifewhenthemindofmenwhothinkiscomposed,innearlyequalparts,ofdepthandingenuousness。
Agravesituationbeinggiven,hehadallthatisrequiredtobestupid:onemoreturnofthekey,andhemightbesublime。
Hismannerswerereserved,cold,polished,notverygenial。
Ashismouthwascharming,hislipsthereddest,andhisteeththewhitestintheworld,hissmilecorrectedtheseverityofhisface,asawhole。Atcertainmoments,thatpurebrowandthatvoluptuoussmilepresentedasingularcontrast。Hiseyesweresmall,buthisglancewaslarge。
Attheperiodofhismostabjectmisery,hehadobservedthatyounggirlsturnedroundwhenhepassedby,andhefledorhid,withdeathinhissoul。Hethoughtthattheywerestaringathimbecauseofhisoldclothes,andthattheywerelaughingatthem;
thefactis,thattheystaredathimbecauseofhisgrace,andthattheydreamedofhim。
Thismutemisunderstandingbetweenhimandtheprettypassers—byhadmadehimshy。Hechosenoneofthemfortheexcellentreasonthathefledfromallofthem。Helivedthusindefinitely,——
stupidly,asCourfeyracsaid。
Courfeyracalsosaidtohim:\"Donotaspiretobevenerable\"
[theycalledeachotherthou;itisthetendencyofyouthfulfriendshipstoslipintothismodeofaddress]。\"Letmegiveyouapieceofadvice,mydearfellow。Don’treadsomanybooks,andlookalittlemoreatthelasses。Thejadeshavesomegoodpointsaboutthem,OMarius!Bydintoffleeingandblushing,youwillbecomebrutalized。\"
Onotheroccasions,Courfeyracencounteredhimandsaid:——\"Goodmorning,Monsieurl’Abbe!\"
WhenCourfeyrachadaddressedtohimsomeremarkofthisnature,Mariusavoidedwomen,bothyoungandold,morethaneverforaweektocome,andheavoidedCourfeyractoboot。
Nevertheless,thereexistedinalltheimmensityofcreation,twowomenwhomMariusdidnotflee,andtowhomhepaidnoattentionwhatever。
Intruth,hewouldhavebeenverymuchamazedifhehadbeeninformedthattheywerewomen。Onewasthebeardedoldwomanwhosweptouthischamber,andcausedCourfeyractosay:\"Seeingthathisservantwomanwearshisbeard,Mariusdoesnotwearhisownbeard。\"
Theotherwasasortoflittlegirlwhomhesawveryoften,andwhomheneverlookedat。
Formorethanayear,MariushadnoticedinoneofthewalksoftheLuxembourg,theonewhichskirtstheparapetofthePepiniere,amanandaveryyounggirl,whowerealmostalwaysseatedsidebysideonthesamebench,atthemostsolitaryendofthealley,ontheRuedel’Ouestside。Everytimethatthatchancewhichmeddleswiththestrollsofpersonswhosegazeisturnedinwards,ledMariustothatwalk,——anditwasnearlyeveryday,——hefoundthiscouplethere。Themanappearedtobeaboutsixtyyearsofage;
heseemedsadandserious;hiswholepersonpresentedtherobustandwearyaspectpeculiartomilitarymenwhohaveretiredfromtheservice。Ifhehadwornadecoration,Mariuswouldhavesaid:
\"Heisanex—officer。\"Hehadakindlybutunapproachableair,andheneverlethisglancelingerontheeyesofanyone。
Heworebluetrousers,abluefrockcoatandabroad—brimmedhat,whichalwaysappearedtobenew,ablackcravat,aquakershirt,thatistosay,itwasdazzlinglywhite,butofcoarselinen。Agrisettewhopassednearhimoneday,said:\"Here’saverytidywidower。\"
Hishairwasverywhite。
Thefirsttimethattheyounggirlwhoaccompaniedhimcameandseatedherselfonthebenchwhichtheyseemedtohaveadopted,shewasasortofchildthirteenorfourteenyearsofage,sothinastobealmosthomely,awkward,insignificant,andwithapossiblepromiseofhandsomeeyes。Only,theywerealwaysraisedwithasortofdispleasingassurance。Herdresswasbothagedandchildish,likethedressofthescholarsinaconvent;itconsistedofabadlycutgownofblackmerino。Theyhadtheairofbeingfatheranddaughter。
Mariusscannedthisoldman,whowasnotyetaged,andthislittlegirl,whowasnotyetaperson,forafewdays,andthereafterpaidnoattentiontothem。They,ontheirside,didnotappeareventoseehim。
Theyconversedtogetherwithapeacefulandindifferentair。Thegirlchatteredincessantlyandmerrily。Theoldmantalkedbutlittle,and,attimes,hefixedonhereyesoverflowingwithanineffablepaternity。
Mariushadacquiredthemechanicalhabitofstrollinginthatwalk。
Heinvariablyfoundthemthere。
Thisisthewaythingswent:——
Mariuslikedtoarrivebytheendofthealleywhichwasfurthestfromtheirbench;hewalkedthewholelengthofthealley,passedinfrontofthem,thenreturnedtotheextremitywhencehehadcome,andbeganagain。Thishedidfiveorsixtimesinthecourseofhispromenade,andthepromenadewastakenfiveorsixtimesaweek,withoutitshavingoccurredtohimortothesepeopletoexchangeagreeting。Thatpersonage,andthatyounggirl,althoughtheyappeared,——andperhapsbecausetheyappeared,——
toshunallglances,had,naturally,causedsomeattentiononthepartofthefiveorsixstudentswhostrolledalongthePepinierefromtimetotime;thestudiousaftertheirlectures,theothersaftertheirgameofbilliards。Courfeyrac,whowasamongthelast,hadobservedthemseveraltimes,but,findingthegirlhomely,hehadspeedilyandcarefullykeptoutoftheway。Hehadfled,dischargingatthemasobriquet,likeaParthiandart。
Impressedsolelywiththechild’sgownandtheoldman’shair,hehaddubbedthedaughterMademoiselleLanoire,andthefather,MonsieurLeblanc,sothatasnooneknewthemunderanyothertitle,thisnicknamebecamealawinthedefaultofanyothername。
Thestudentssaid:\"Ah!MonsieurLeblancisonhisbench。\"
AndMarius,liketherest,hadfounditconvenienttocallthisunknowngentlemanMonsieurLeblanc。
Weshallfollowtheirexample,andweshallsayM。Leblanc,inordertofacilitatethistale。
SoMariussawthemnearlyeveryday,atthesamehour,duringthefirstyear。Hefoundthemantohistaste,butthegirlinsipid。
CHAPTERII
LUXFACTAEST
Duringthesecondyear,preciselyatthepointinthishistorywhichthereaderhasnowreached,itchancedthatthishabitoftheLuxembourgwasinterrupted,withoutMariushimselfbeingquiteawarewhy,andnearlysixmonthselapsed,duringwhichhedidnotsetfootinthealley。Oneday,atlast,hereturnedthitheroncemore;
itwasaserenesummermorning,andMariuswasinjoyousmood,asoneiswhentheweatherisfine。Itseemedtohimthathehadinhisheartallthesongsofthebirdsthathewaslisteningto,andallthebitsofblueskyofwhichhecaughtglimpsesthroughtheleavesofthetrees。
Hewentstraightto\"hisalley,\"andwhenhereachedtheendofitheperceived,stillonthesamebench,thatwell—knowncouple。
Only,whenheapproached,itcertainlywasthesameman;butitseemedtohimthatitwasnolongerthesamegirl。Thepersonwhomhenowbeheldwasatallandbeautifulcreature,possessedofallthemostcharminglinesofawomanattheprecisemomentwhentheyarestillcombinedwithallthemostingenuousgracesofthechild;apureandfugitivemoment,whichcanbeexpressedonlybythesetwowords,——
\"fifteenyears。\"Shehadwonderfulbrownhair,shadedwiththreadsofgold,abrowthatseemedmadeofmarble,cheeksthatseemedmadeofrose—leaf,apaleflush,anagitatedwhiteness,anexquisitemouth,whencesmilesdartedlikesunbeams,andwordslikemusic,aheadsuchasRaphaelwouldhavegiventoMary,setuponaneckthatJeanGoujonwouldhaveattributedtoaVenus。And,inorderthatnothingmightbelackingtothisbewitchingface,hernosewasnothandsome——
itwaspretty;neitherstraightnorcurved,neitherItaliannorGreek;
itwastheParisiannose,thatistosay,spiritual,delicate,irregular,pure,——whichdrivespainterstodespair,andcharmspoets。
WhenMariuspassednearher,hecouldnotseehereyes,whichwereconstantlylowered。Hesawonlyherlongchestnutlashes,permeatedwithshadowandmodesty。
Thisdidnotpreventthebeautifulchildfromsmilingasshelistenedtowhatthewhite—hairedoldmanwassayingtoher,andnothingcouldbemorefascinatingthanthatfreshsmile,combinedwiththosedroopingeyes。
Foramoment,Mariusthoughtthatshewasanotherdaughterofthesameman,asisteroftheformer,nodoubt。Butwhentheinvariablehabitofhisstrollbroughthim,forthesecondtime,nearthebench,andhehadexaminedherattentively,herecognizedherasthesame。
Insixmonthsthelittlegirlhadbecomeayoungmaiden;thatwasall。
Nothingismorefrequentthanthisphenomenon。Thereisamomentwhengirlsblossomoutinthetwinklingofaneye,andbecomerosesallatonce。Oneleftthemchildrenbutyesterday;today,onefindsthemdisquietingtothefeelings。
Thischildhadnotonlygrown,shehadbecomeidealized。
AsthreedaysinAprilsufficetocovercertaintreeswithflowers,sixmonthshadsufficedtoclotheherwithbeauty。HerAprilhadarrived。
Onesometimesseespeople,who,poorandmean,seemtowakeup,passsuddenlyfromindigencetoluxury,indulgeinexpendituresofallsorts,andbecomedazzling,prodigal,magnificent,allofasudden。Thatistheresultofhavingpocketedanincome;anotefelldueyesterday。Theyounggirlhadreceivedherquarterlyincome。
Andthen,shewasnolongertheschool—girlwithherfelthat,hermerinogown,herscholar’sshoes,andredhands;tastehadcometoherwithbeauty;shewasawell—dressedperson,cladwithasortofrichandsimpleelegance,andwithoutaffectation。
Sheworeadressofblackdamask,acapeofthesamematerial,andabonnetofwhitecrape。Herwhiteglovesdisplayedthedelicacyofthehandwhichtoyedwiththecarved,Chineseivoryhandleofaparasol,andhersilkenshoeoutlinedthesmallnessofherfoot。
Whenonepassednearher,herwholetoiletteexhaledayouthfulandpenetratingperfume。
Asfortheman,hewasthesameasusual。
ThesecondtimethatMariusapproachedher,theyounggirlraisedhereyelids;hereyeswereofadeep,celestialblue,butinthatveiledazure,therewas,asyet,nothingbuttheglanceofachild。
ShelookedatMariusindifferently,asshewouldhavestaredatthebratrunningbeneaththesycamores,orthemarblevasewhichcastashadowonthebench,andMarius,onhisside,continuedhispromenade,andthoughtaboutsomethingelse。
Hepassednearthebenchwheretheyounggirlsat,fiveorsixtimes,butwithouteventurninghiseyesinherdirection。
Onthefollowingdays,hereturned,aswashiswont,totheLuxembourg;
asusual,hefoundthere\"thefatheranddaughter;\"buthepaidnofurtherattentiontothem。Hethoughtnomoreaboutthegirlnowthatshewasbeautifulthanhehadwhenshewashomely。
Hepassedverynearthebenchwhereshesat,becausesuchwashishabit。
CHAPTERIII
EFFECTOFTHESPRING
Oneday,theairwaswarm,theLuxembourgwasinundatedwithlightandshade,theskywasaspureasthoughtheangelshadwasheditthatmorning,thesparrowsweregivingventtolittletwittersinthedepthsofthechestnut—trees。Mariushadthrownopenhiswholesoultonature,hewasnotthinkingofanything,hesimplylivedandbreathed,hepassednearthebench,theyounggirlraisedhereyestohim,thetwoglancesmet。
Whatwasthereintheyounggirl’sglanceonthisoccasion?
Mariuscouldnothavetold。Therewasnothingandtherewaseverything。
Itwasastrangeflash。
Shedroppedhereyes,andhepursuedhisway。
Whathehadjustseenwasnolongertheingenuousandsimpleeyeofachild;itwasamysteriousgulfwhichhadhalfopened,thenabruptlyclosedagain。
Therecomesadaywhentheyounggirlglancesinthismanner。
Woetohimwhochancestobethere!
Thatfirstgazeofasoulwhichdoesnot,asyet,knowitself,islikethedawninthesky。Itistheawakeningofsomethingradiantandstrange。Nothingcangiveanyideaofthedangerouscharmofthatunexpectedgleam,whichflashessuddenlyandvaguelyforthfromadorableshadows,andwhichiscomposedofalltheinnocenceofthepresent,andofallthepassionofthefuture。
Itisasortofundecidedtendernesswhichrevealsitselfbychance,andwhichwaits。Itisasnarewhichtheinnocentmaidensetsunknowntoherself,andinwhichshecapturesheartswithouteitherwishingorknowingit。Itisavirginlookinglikeawoman。
Itisrarethataprofoundreverydoesnotspringfromthatglance,whereitfalls。Allpuritiesandallcandorsmeetinthatcelestialandfatalgleamwhich,morethanallthebest—plannedtenderglancesofcoquettes,possessesthemagicpowerofcausingthesuddenblossoming,inthedepthsofthesoul,ofthatsombreflower,impregnatedwithperfumeandwithpoison,whichiscalledlove。
Thatevening,onhisreturntohisgarret,Mariuscasthiseyesoverhisgarments,andperceived,forthefirsttime,thathehadbeensoslovenly,indecorous,andinconceivablystupidastogoforhiswalkintheLuxembourgwithhis\"every—dayclothes,\"thatistosay,withahatbatteredneartheband,coarsecarter’sboots,blacktrouserswhichshowedwhiteattheknees,andablackcoatwhichwaspaleattheelbows。
CHAPTERIV
BEGINNINGOFAGREATMALADY
Onthefollowingday,attheaccustomedhour,Mariusdrewfromhiswardrobehisnewcoat,hisnewtrousers,hisnewhat,andhisnewboots;
heclothedhimselfinthiscompletepanoply,putonhisgloves,atremendousluxury,andsetofffortheLuxembourg。
Onthewaythither,heencounteredCourfeyrac,andpretendednottoseehim。Courfeyrac,onhisreturnhome,saidtohisfriends:——
\"IhavejustmetMarius’newhatandnewcoat,withMariusinsidethem。Hewasgoingtopassanexamination,nodoubt。
Helookedutterlystupid。\"
OnarrivingattheLuxembourg,Mariusmadethetourofthefountainbasin,andstaredattheswans;thenheremainedforalongtimeincontemplationbeforeastatuewhoseheadwasperfectlyblackwithmould,andoneofwhosehipswasmissing。Nearthebasintherewasabourgeoisfortyyearsofage,withaprominentstomach,whowasholdingbythehandalittleurchinoffive,andsayingtohim:\"Shunexcess,myson,keepatanequaldistancefromdespotismandfromanarchy。\"Mariuslistenedtothisbourgeois。
Thenhemadethecircuitofthebasinoncemore。Atlasthedirectedhiscoursetowards\"hisalley,\"slowly,andasifwithregret。
Onewouldhavesaidthathewasbothforcedtogothereandwithheldfromdoingso。Hedidnotperceiveithimself,andthoughtthathewasdoingashealwaysdid。
Onturningintothewalk,hesawM。Leblancandtheyounggirlattheotherend,\"ontheirbench。\"Hebuttonedhiscoatuptotheverytop,pulleditdownonhisbodysothattheremightbenowrinkles,examined,withacertaincomplaisance,thelustrousgleamsofhistrousers,andmarchedonthebench。Thismarchsavoredofanattack,andcertainlyofadesireforconquest。SoIsaythathemarchedonthebench,asIshouldsay:\"HannibalmarchedonRome。\"
However,allhismovementswerepurelymechanical,andhehadinterruptednoneofthehabitualpreoccupationsofhismindandlabors。Atthatmoment,hewasthinkingthattheManuelduBaccalaureatwasastupidbook,andthatitmusthavebeendrawnupbyrareidiots,toallowofthreetragediesofRacineandonlyonecomedyofMolierebeinganalyzedthereinasmasterpiecesofthehumanmind。Therewasapiercingwhistlinggoingoninhisears。
Asheapproachedthebench,heheldfasttothefoldsinhiscoat,andfixedhiseyesontheyounggirl。Itseemedtohimthatshefilledtheentireextremityofthealleywithavaguebluelight。
Inproportionashedrewnear,hispaceslackenedmoreandmore。
Onarrivingatsomelittledistancefromthebench,andlongbeforehehadreachedtheendofthewalk,hehalted,andcouldnotexplaintohimselfwhyheretracedhissteps。Hedidnotevensaytohimselfthathewouldnotgoasfarastheend。Itwasonlywithdifficultythattheyounggirlcouldhaveperceivedhiminthedistanceandnotedhisfineappearanceinhisnewclothes。Nevertheless,heheldhimselfveryerect,incaseanyoneshouldbelookingathimfrombehind。
Heattainedtheoppositeend,thencameback,andthistimeheapproachedalittlenearertothebench。Heevengottowithinthreeintervalsoftrees,buttherehefeltanindescribableimpossibilityofproceedingfurther,andhehesitated。Hethoughthesawtheyounggirl’sfacebendingtowardshim。Butheexertedamanlyandviolenteffort,subduedhishesitation,andwalkedstraightahead。Afewsecondslater,herushedinfrontofthebench,erectandfirm,reddeningtotheveryears,withoutdaringtocastaglanceeithertotherightortotheleft,withhishandthrustintohiscoatlikeastatesman。Atthemomentwhenhepassed,——
underthecannonoftheplace,——hefelthisheartbeatwildly。
Asontheprecedingday,sheworeherdamaskgownandhercrapebonnet。
Heheardanineffablevoice,whichmusthavebeen\"hervoice。\"
Shewastalkingtranquilly。Shewasverypretty。Hefeltit,althoughhemadenoattempttoseeher。\"Shecouldnot,however,\"
hethought,\"helpfeelingesteemandconsiderationforme,ifsheonlyknewthatIamtheveritableauthorofthedissertationonMarcosObregondelaRonde,whichM。FrancoisdeNeufchateauput,asthoughitwerehisown,attheheadofhiseditionofGilBlas。\"
Hewentbeyondthebenchasfarastheextremityofthewalk,whichwasverynear,thenturnedonhisheelandpassedoncemoreinfrontofthelovelygirl。Thistime,hewasverypale。
Moreover,allhisemotionsweredisagreeable。Ashewentfurtherfromthebenchandtheyounggirl,andwhilehisbackwasturnedtoher,hefanciedthatshewasgazingafterhim,andthatmadehimstumble。
Hedidnotattempttoapproachthebenchagain;hehaltednearthemiddleofthewalk,andthere,athingwhichheneverdid,hesatdown,andreflectinginthemostprofoundlyindistinctdepthsofhisspirit,thatafterall,itwashardthatpersonswhosewhitebonnetandblackgownheadmiredshouldbeabsolutelyinsensibletohissplendidtrousersandhisnewcoat。
Attheexpirationofaquarterofanhour,herose,asthoughhewereonthepointofagainbeginninghismarchtowardsthatbenchwhichwassurroundedbyanaureole。Butheremainedstandingthere,motionless。Forthefirsttimeinfifteenmonths,hesaidtohimselfthatthatgentlemanwhosatthereeverydaywithhisdaughter,had,onhisside,noticedhim,andprobablyconsideredhisassiduitysingular。
Forthefirsttime,also,hewasconsciousofsomeirreverenceindesignatingthatstranger,eveninhissecretthoughts,bythesobriquetofM。leBlanc。
Hestoodthusforseveralminutes,withdroopinghead,tracingfiguresinthesand,withthecanewhichheheldinhishand。
Thenheturnedabruptlyinthedirectionoppositetothebench,toM。Leblancandhisdaughter,andwenthome。
Thatdayheforgottodine。Ateighto’clockintheeveningheperceivedthisfact,andasitwastoolatetogodowntotheRueSaint—Jacques,hesaid:\"Nevermind!\"andateabitofbread。
Hedidnotgotobeduntilhehadbrushedhiscoatandfoldeditupwithgreatcare。
CHAPTERV
DIVRSCLAPSOFTHUNDERFALLONMA’AMBOUGON
Onthefollowingday,Ma’amBougon,asCourfeyracstyledtheoldportress—principal—tenant,housekeeperoftheGorbeauhovel,Ma’amBougon,whosenamewas,inreality,MadameBurgon,aswehavefoundout,butthisiconoclast,Courfeyrac,respectednothing,——
Ma’amBougonobserved,withstupefaction,thatM。Mariuswasgoingoutagaininhisnewcoat。
HewenttotheLuxembourgagain,buthedidnotproceedfurtherthanhisbenchmidwayofthealley。Heseatedhimselfthere,asontheprecedingday,surveyingfromadistance,andclearlymakingout,thewhitebonnet,theblackdress,andaboveall,thatbluelight。
Hedidnotstirfromit,andonlywenthomewhenthegatesoftheLuxembourgclosed。HedidnotseeM。Leblancandhisdaughterretire。
HeconcludedthattheyhadquittedthegardenbythegateontheRuedel’Ouest。Lateron,severalweeksafterwards,whenhecametothinkitover,hecouldneverrecallwherehehaddinedthatevening。
Onthefollowingday,whichwasthethird,Ma’amBougonwasthunderstruck。Mariuswentoutinhisnewcoat。
\"Threedaysinsuccession!\"sheexclaimed。
Shetriedtofollowhim,butMariuswalkedbriskly,andwithimmensestrides;itwasahippopotamusundertakingthepursuitofachamois。
Shelostsightofhimintwominutes,andreturnedbreathless,three—quarterschokedwithasthma,andfurious。\"Ifthereisanysense,\"shegrowled,\"inputtingonone’sbestclotheseveryday,andmakingpeoplerunlikethis!\"
MariusbetookhimselftotheLuxembourg。
TheyounggirlwastherewithM。Leblanc。Mariusapproachedasnearashecould,pretendingtobebusyreadingabook,buthehaltedafaroff,thenreturnedandseatedhimselfonhisbench,wherehespentfourhoursinwatchingthehouse—sparrowswhowereskippingaboutthewalk,andwhoproducedonhimtheimpressionthattheyweremakingsportofhim。
Afortnightpassedthus。MariuswenttotheLuxembourgnolongerforthesakeofstrollingthere,buttoseathimselfalwaysinthesamespot,andthatwithoutknowingwhy。Oncearrivedthere,hedidnotstir。Heputonhisnewcoateverymorning,forthepurposeofnotshowinghimself,andhebeganalloveragainonthemorrow。
Shewasdecidedlyamarvellousbeauty。Theonlyremarkapproachingacriticism,thatcouldbemade,was,thatthecontradictionbetweenhergaze,whichwasmelancholy,andhersmile,whichwasmerry,gavearatherwildeffecttoherface,whichsometimescausedthissweetcountenancetobecomestrangewithoutceasingtobecharming。
CHAPTERVI
TAKENPRISONER
Ononeofthelastdaysofthesecondweek,Mariuswasseatedonhisbench,asusual,holdinginhishandanopenbook,ofwhichhehadnotturnedapageforthelasttwohours。Allatoncehestarted。
Aneventwastakingplaceattheotherextremityofthewalk。
Leblancandhisdaughterhadjustlefttheirseat,andthedaughterhadtakenherfather’sarm,andbothwereadvancingslowly,towardsthemiddleofthealleywhereMariuswas。Mariusclosedhisbook,thenopeneditagain,thenforcedhimselftoread;hetrembled;
theaureolewascomingstraighttowardshim。\"Ah!goodHeavens!\"
thoughthe,\"Ishallnothavetimetostrikeanattitude。\"
Stillthewhite—hairedmanandthegirladvanced。Itseemedtohimthatthislastedforacentury,andthatitwasbutasecond。
\"Whataretheycominginthisdirectionfor?\"heaskedhimself。
\"What!Shewillpasshere?Herfeetwilltreadthissand,thiswalk,twopacesfromme?\"Hewasutterlyupset,hewouldhavelikedtobeveryhandsome,hewouldhavelikedtoownthecross。
Heheardthesoftandmeasuredsoundoftheirapproachingfootsteps。
HeimaginedthatM。Leblancwasdartingangryglancesathim。
\"Isthatgentlemangoingtoaddressme?\"hethoughttohimself。
Hedroppedhishead;whenheraiseditagain,theywereverynearhim。
Theyounggirlpassed,andasshepassed,sheglancedathim。
Shegazedsteadilyathim,withapensivesweetnesswhichthrilledMariusfromheadtofoot。Itseemedtohimthatshewasreproachinghimforhavingallowedsolongatimetoelapsewithoutcomingasfarasher,andthatshewassayingtohim:\"Iamcomingmyself。\"Mariuswasdazzledbythoseeyesfraughtwithraysandabysses。
Hefelthisbrainonfire。Shehadcometohim,whatjoy!
Andthen,howshehadlookedathim!Sheappearedtohimmorebeautifulthanhehadeverseenheryet。Beautifulwithabeautywhichwaswhollyfeminineandangelic,withacompletebeautywhichwouldhavemadePetrarchsingandDantekneel。Itseemedtohimthathewasfloatingfreeintheazureheavens。Atthesametime,hewashorriblyvexedbecausetherewasdustonhisboots。
Hethoughthefeltsurethatshehadlookedathisbootstoo。
Hefollowedherwithhiseyesuntilshedisappeared。ThenhestartedupandwalkedabouttheLuxembourggardenlikeamadman。
Itispossiblethat,attimes,helaughedtohimselfandtalkedaloud。
Hewassodreamywhenhecamenearthechildren’snurses,thateachoneofthemthoughthiminlovewithher。
HequittedtheLuxembourg,hopingtofindheragaininthestreet。
HeencounteredCourfeyracunderthearcadesoftheOdeon,andsaidtohim:\"Comeanddinewithme。\"TheywentofftoRousseau’sandspentsixfrancs。Mariusatelikeanogre。Hegavethewaitersixsous。
Atdessert,hesaidtoCourfeyrac。\"Haveyoureadthepaper?
WhatafinediscourseAudrydePuyraveaudelivered!\"
Hewasdesperatelyinlove。
Afterdinner,hesaidtoCourfeyrac:\"Iwilltreatyoutotheplay。\"
TheywenttothePorte—Sainte—MartintoseeFrederickinl’AubergedesAdrets。Mariuswasenormouslyamused。
Atthesametime,hehadaredoubledattackofshyness。
Onemergingfromthetheatre,herefusedtolookatthegarterofamodistewhowassteppingacrossagutter,andCourfeyrac,whosaid:\"Ishouldliketoputthatwomaninmycollection,\"
almosthorrifiedhim。
CourfeyracinvitedhimtobreakfastattheCafeVoltaireonthefollowingmorning。Mariuswentthither,andateevenmorethanontheprecedingevening。Hewasverythoughtfulandverymerry。
Onewouldhavesaidthathewastakingadvantageofeveryoccasiontolaughuproariously。Hetenderlyembracedsomemanorotherfromtheprovinces,whowaspresentedtohim。Acircleofstudentsformedroundthetable,andtheyspokeofthenonsensepaidforbytheStatewhichwasutteredfromtherostrumintheSorbonne,thentheconversationfelluponthefaultsandomissionsinGuicherat’sdictionariesandgrammars。Mariusinterruptedthediscussiontoexclaim:\"Butitisveryagreeable,allthesametohavethecross!\"
\"That’squeer!\"whisperedCourfeyractoJeanProuvaire。
\"No,\"respondedProuvaire,\"that’sserious。\"
Itwasserious;infact,Mariushadreachedthatfirstviolentandcharminghourwithwhichgrandpassionsbegin。
Aglancehadwroughtallthis。
Whenthemineischarged,whentheconflagrationisready,nothingismoresimple。Aglanceisaspark。
Itwasalloverwithhim。Mariuslovedawoman。Hisfatewasenteringtheunknown。
Theglanceofwomenresemblescertaincombinationsofwheels,whicharetranquilinappearanceyetformidable。Youpassclosetothemeveryday,peaceablyandwithimpunity,andwithoutasuspicionofanything。Amomentarriveswhenyouforgetthatthethingisthere。Yougoandcome,dream,speak,laugh。Allatonceyoufeelyourselfclutched;allisover。Thewheelsholdyoufast,theglancehasensnaredyou。Ithascaughtyou,nomatterwhereorhow,bysomeportionofyourthoughtwhichwasflutteringloose,bysomedistractionwhichhadattackedyou。Youarelost。Thewholeofyoupassesintoit。Achainofmysteriousforcestakespossessionofyou。Youstruggleinvain;nomorehumansuccorispossible。
Yougoonfallingfromgearingtogearing,fromagonytoagony,fromtorturetotorture,you,yourmind,yourfortune,yourfuture,yoursoul;and,accordingtowhetheryouareinthepowerofawickedcreature,orofanobleheart,youwillnotescapefromthisterrifyingmachineotherwisethandisfiguredwithshame,ortransfiguredbypassion。
CHAPTERVII
ADVENTURESOFTHELETTERUDELIVEREDOVERTOCONJECTURES
Isolation,detachment,fromeverything,pride,independence,thetasteofnature,theabsenceofdailyandmaterialactivity,thelifewithinhimself,thesecretconflictsofchastity,abenevolentecstasytowardsallcreation,hadpreparedMariusforthispossessionwhichiscalledpassion。Hisworshipofhisfatherhadgraduallybecomeareligion,and,likeallreligions,ithadretreatedtothedepthsofhissoul。Somethingwasrequiredintheforeground。Lovecame。
Afullmonthelapsed,duringwhichMariuswenteverydaytotheLuxembourg。Whenthehourarrived,nothingcouldholdhimback。——\"Heisonduty,\"saidCourfeyrac。Mariuslivedinastateofdelight。Itiscertainthattheyounggirldidlookathim。
Hehadfinallygrownbold,andapproachedthebench。Still,hedidnotpassinfrontofitanymore,inobediencetotheinstinctoftimidityandtotheinstinctofprudencecommontolovers。
Heconsidereditbetternottoattract\"theattentionofthefather。\"
Hecombinedhisstationsbehindthetreesandthepedestalsofthestatueswithaprofounddiplomacy,sothathemightbeseenasmuchaspossiblebytheyounggirlandaslittleaspossiblebytheoldgentleman。Sometimes,heremainedmotionlessbythehalf—hourtogetherintheshadeofaLeonidasoraSpartacus,holdinginhishandabook,abovewhichhiseyes,gentlyraised,soughtthebeautifulgirl,andshe,onherside,turnedhercharmingprofiletowardshimwithavaguesmile。Whileconversinginthemostnaturalandtranquilmannerintheworldwiththewhite—hairedman,shebentuponMariusallthereveriesofavirginalandpassionateeye。
Ancientandtime—honoredmanoeuvrewhichEveunderstoodfromtheveryfirstdayoftheworld,andwhicheverywomanunderstandsfromtheveryfirstdayofherlife!hermouthrepliedtoone,andherglancerepliedtoanother。
Itmustbesupposed,thatM。Leblancfinallynoticedsomething,foroften,whenMariusarrived,heroseandbegantowalkabout。
HehadabandonedtheiraccustomedplaceandhadadoptedthebenchbytheGladiator,neartheotherendofthewalk,asthoughwiththeobjectofseeingwhetherMariuswouldpursuethemthither。
Mariusdidnotunderstand,andcommittedthiserror。\"Thefather\"
begantogrowinexact,andnolongerbrought\"hisdaughter\"
everyday。Sometimes,hecamealone。ThenMariusdidnotstay。
Anotherblunder。
Mariuspaidnoheedtothesesymptoms。Fromthephaseoftimidity,hehadpassed,byanaturalandfatalprogress,tothephaseofblindness。Hisloveincreased。Hedreamedofiteverynight。
Andthen,anunexpectedblisshadhappenedtohim,oilonthefire,aredoublingoftheshadowsoverhiseyes。Oneevening,atdusk,hehadfound,onthebenchwhich\"M。Leblancandhisdaughter\"
hadjustquitted,ahandkerchief,averysimplehandkerchief,withoutembroidery,butwhite,andfine,andwhichseemedtohimtoexhaleineffableperfume。Heseizeditwithrapture。
ThishandkerchiefwasmarkedwiththelettersU。F。Mariusknewnothingaboutthisbeautifulchild,——neitherherfamilyname,herChristiannamenorherabode;thesetwoletterswerethefirstthingofherthathehadgainedpossessionof,adorableinitials,uponwhichheimmediatelybegantoconstructhisscaffolding。
UwasevidentlytheChristianname。\"Ursule!\"hethought,\"whatadeliciousname!\"Hekissedthehandkerchief,drankitin,placeditonhisheart,onhisflesh,duringtheday,andatnight,laiditbeneathhislipsthathemightfallasleeponit。
\"Ifeelthatherwholesoullieswithinit!\"heexclaimed。
Thishandkerchiefbelongedtotheoldgentleman,whohadsimplyletitfallfromhispocket。
Inthedayswhichfollowedthefindingofthistreasure,heonlydisplayedhimselfattheLuxembourgintheactofkissingthehandkerchiefandlayingitonhisheart。Thebeautifulchildunderstoodnothingofallthis,andsignifiedittohimbyimperceptiblesigns。
\"Omodesty!\"saidMarius。
CHAPTERVIII
THEVETERANSTHEMSELVESCANBEHAPPY
Sincewehavepronouncedthewordmodesty,andsinceweconcealnothing,weoughttosaythatonce,nevertheless,inspiteofhisecstasies,\"hisUrsule\"causedhimveryseriousgrief。ItwasononeofthedayswhenshepersuadedM。Leblanctoleavethebenchandstrollalongthewalk。AbriskMaybreezewasblowing,whichswayedthecrestsoftheplaintain—trees。Thefatheranddaughter,arminarm,hadjustpassedMarius’bench。Mariushadrisentohisfeetbehindthem,andwasfollowingthemwithhiseyes,aswasfittinginthedesperatesituationofhissoul。
Allatonce,agustofwind,moremerrythantherest,andprobablychargedwithperformingtheaffairsofSpringtime,sweptdownfromthenursery,flungitselfonthealley,envelopedtheyounggirlinadeliciousshiver,worthyofVirgil’snymphs,andthefawnsofTheocritus,andliftedherdress,therobemoresacredthanthatofIsis,almosttotheheightofhergarter。Alegofexquisiteshapeappeared。Mariussawit。Hewasexasperatedandfurious。
Theyounggirlhadhastilythrustdownherdress,withadivinelytroubledmotion,buthewasnonethelessangryforallthat。Hewasaloneinthealley,itistrue。Buttheremighthavebeensomeonethere。
Andwhatiftherehadbeensomeonethere!Cananyonecomprehendsuchathing?Whatshehadjustdoneishorrible!——Alas,thepoorchildhaddonenothing;therehadbeenbutoneculprit,thewind;
butMarius,inwhomquiveredtheBartholowhoexistsinCherubin,wasdeterminedtobevexed,andwasjealousofhisownshadow。
Itisthus,infact,thattheharshandcapriciousjealousyofthefleshawakensinthehumanheart,andtakespossessionofit,evenwithoutanyright。Moreover,settingasideeventhatjealousy,thesightofthatcharmingleghadcontainednothingagreeableforhim;
thewhitestockingofthefirstwomanhechancedtomeetwouldhaveaffordedhimmorepleasure。