\"AndwhyIwas,\"addedLaigledeMeaux。
\"Idonotunderstandyou,\"saidMarius。
Laigleresumed:——
\"Nothingismoresimple。Iwasclosetothedesktoreply,andclosetothedoorforthepurposeofflight。Theprofessorgazedatmewithacertainintensity。Allofasudden,Blondeau,whomustbethemaliciousnosealludedtobyBoileau,skippedtotheletterL。Lismyletter。IamfromMeaux,andmynameisLesgle。\"
\"L’Aigle!\"interruptedMarius,\"whatfinename!\"
\"Monsieur,Blondeaucametothisfinename,andcalled:
`Laigle!’Ireply:`Present!’ThenBlondeaugazesatme,withthegentlenessofatiger,andsaystome:`lfyouarePontmercy,youarenotLaigle。’Aphrasewhichhasadisobligingairforyou,butwhichwaslugubriousonlyforme。Thatsaid,hecrossedmeoff。\"
Mariusexclaimed:——
\"Iammortified,sir——\"
\"Firstofall,\"interposedLaigle,\"IdemandpermissiontoembalmBlondeauinafewphrasesofdeeplyfelteulogium。Iwillassumethatheisdead。Therewillbenogreatchangerequiredinhisgauntness,inhispallor,inhiscoldness,andinhissmell。
AndIsay:`Erudiminiquijudicatisterram。HereliesBlondeau,BlondeautheNose,BlondeauNasica,theoxofdiscipline,bosdisciplinae,thebloodhoundofthepassword,theangeloftheroll—call,whowasupright,squareexact,rigid,honest,andhideous。
Godcrossedhimoffashecrossedmeoff。’\"
Mariusresumed:——
\"Iamverysorry——\"
\"Youngman,\"saidLaigledeMeaux,\"letthisserveyouasalesson。
Infuture,beexact。\"
\"Ireallybegyouathousandpardons。\"
\"Donotexposeyourneighbortothedangerofhavinghisnameerasedagain。\"
\"Iamextremelysorry——\"
Laigleburstoutlaughing。
\"AndIamdelighted。Iwasonthebrinkofbecomingalawyer。
Thiserasuresavesme。Irenouncethetriumphsofthebar。
Ishallnotdefendthewidow,andIshallnotattacktheorphan。
Nomoretoga,nomorestage。Hereismyerasureallreadyforme。
ItistoyouthatIamindebtedforit,MonsieurPontmercy。
Iintendtopayasolemncallofthanksuponyou。Wheredoyoulive?\"
\"Inthiscab,\"saidMarius。
\"Asignofopulence,\"retortedLaiglecalmly。\"Icongratulateyou。
Youhavetherearentofninethousandfrancsperannum。\"
Atthatmoment,Courfeyracemergedfromthecafe。
Mariussmiledsadly。
\"Ihavepaidthisrentforthelasttwohours,andIaspiretogetridofit;butthereisasortofhistoryattachedtoit,andIdon’tknowwheretogo。\"
\"Cometomyplace,sir,\"saidCourfeyrac。
\"Ihavethepriority,\"observedLaigle,\"butIhavenohome。\"
\"Holdyourtongue,Bossuet,\"saidCourfeyrac。
\"Bossuet,\"saidMarius,\"butIthoughtthatyournamewasLaigle。\"
\"DeMeaux,\"repliedLaigle;\"bymetaphor,Bossuet。\"
Courfeyracenteredthecab。
\"Coachman,\"saidhe,\"hoteldelaPorte—Saint—Jacques。\"
Andthatveryevening,MariusfoundhimselfinstalledinachamberofthehoteldelaPorte—Saint—JacquessidebysidewithCourfeyrac。
CHAPTERIII
MARIUS’ASTONISHMENTS
Inafewdays,MariushadbecomeCourfeyrac’sfriend。Youthistheseasonforpromptweldingandtherapidhealingofscars。
MariusbreathedfreelyinCourfeyrac’ssociety,adecidedlynewthingforhim。Courfeyracputnoquestionstohim。Hedidnoteventhinkofsuchathing。Atthatage,facesdiscloseeverythingonthespot。Wordsaresuperfluous。Thereareyoungmenofwhomitcanbesaidthattheircountenanceschatter。Onelooksatthemandoneknowsthem。
Onemorning,however,Courfeyracabruptlyaddressedthisinterrogationtohim:——
\"Bytheway,haveyouanypoliticalopinions?\"
\"Theidea!\"saidMarius,almostaffrontedbythequestion。
\"Whatareyou?\"
\"Ademocrat—Bonapartist。\"
\"Thegrayhueofareassuredrat,\"saidCourfeyrac。
Onthefollowingday,CourfeyracintroducedMariusattheCafeMusain。
Thenhewhisperedinhisear,withasmile:\"Imustgiveyouyourentrytotherevolution。\"AndheledhimtothehalloftheFriendsoftheABC。Hepresentedhimtotheothercomrades,sayingthissimplewordwhichMariusdidnotunderstand:\"Apupil。\"
Mariushadfallenintoawasps’—nestofwits。However,althoughhewassilentandgrave,hewas,nonetheless,bothwingedandarmed。
Marius,uptothattimesolitaryandinclinedtosoliloquy,andtoasides,bothbyhabitandbytaste,wasalittleflutteredbythiscoveyofyoungmenaroundhim。Allthesevariousinitiativessolicitedhisattentionatonce,andpulledhimabout。
Thetumultuousmovementsofthesemindsatlibertyandatworksethisideasinawhirl。Sometimes,inhistrouble,theyfledsofarfromhim,thathehaddifficultyinrecoveringthem。
Heheardthemtalkofphilosophy,ofliterature,ofart,ofhistory,ofreligion,inunexpectedfashion。Hecaughtglimpsesofstrangeaspects;and,ashedidnotplacetheminproperperspective,hewasnotaltogethersurethatitwasnotchaosthathegrasped。
Onabandoninghisgrandfather’sopinionsfortheopinionsofhisfather,hehadsupposedhimselffixed;henowsuspected,withuneasiness,andwithoutdaringtoavowittohimself,thathewasnot。
Theangleatwhichhesaweverythingbegantobedisplacedanew。
Acertainoscillationsetallthehorizonsofhisbrainsinmotion。
Anoddinternalupsetting。Healmostsufferedfromit。
Itseemedasthoughtherewereno\"consecratedthings\"
forthoseyoungmen。Mariusheardsingularpropositionsoneverysortofsubject,whichembarrassedhisstilltimidmind。
Atheatreposterpresenteditself,adornedwiththetitleofatragedyfromtheancientrepertorycalledclassic:\"Downwithtragedydeartothebourgeois!\"criedBahorel。AndMariusheardCombeferrereply:——
\"Youarewrong,Bahorel。Thebourgeoisielovestragedy,andthebourgeoisiemustbeleftatpeaceonthatscore。
Bewiggedtragedyhasareasonforitsexistence,andIamnotoneofthosewho,byorderofAEschylus,contestitsrighttoexistence。
Thereareroughoutlinesinnature;thereare,increation,ready—madeparodies;abeakwhichisnotabeak,wingswhicharenotwings,gillswhicharenotgills,pawswhicharenotpaws,acryofpainwhicharousesadesiretolaugh,thereistheduck。
Now,sincepoultryexistsbythesideofthebird,Idonotseewhyclassictragedyshouldnotexistinthefaceofantiquetragedy。\"
OrchancedecreedthatMariusshouldtraverseRueJean—JacquesRousseaubetweenEnjolrasandCourfeyrac。
Courfeyractookhisarm:——
\"Payattention。ThisistheRuePlatriere,nowcalledRueJean—JacquesRousseau,onaccountofasingularhouseholdwhichlivedinitsixtyyearsago。ThisconsistedofJean—JacquesandTherese。
Fromtimetotime,littlebeingswerebornthere。Theresegavebirthtothem,Jean—Jacquesrepresentedthemasfoundlings。\"
AndEnjolrasaddressedCourfeyracroughly:——
\"SilenceinthepresenceofJean—Jacques!Iadmirethatman。
Hedeniedhisownchildren,thatmaybe;butheadoptedthepeople。\"
Notoneoftheseyoungmenarticulatedtheword:TheEmperor。
JeanProuvairealonesometimessaidNapoleon;alltheotherssaid\"Bonaparte。\"Enjolraspronouncedit\"Buonaparte。\"
Mariuswasvaguelysurprised。Initiumsapientiae。
CHAPTERIV
THEBACKROOMOFTHECAFEMUSAIN
Oneoftheconversationsamongtheyoungmen,atwhichMariuswaspresentandinwhichhesometimesjoined,wasaveritableshocktohismind。
ThistookplaceinthebackroomoftheCafeMusain。NearlyalltheFriendsoftheABChadconvenedthatevening。Theargandlampwassolemnlylighted。Theytalkedofonethingandanother,withoutpassionandwithnoise。WiththeexceptionofEnjolrasandMarius,whoheldtheirpeace,allwereharanguingratherathap—hazard。Conversationsbetweencomradessometimesaresubjecttothesepeaceabletumults。Itwasagameandanuproarasmuchasaconversation。Theytossedwordstoeachotherandcaughtthemupinturn。Theywerechatteringinallquarters。
Nowomanwasadmittedtothisbackroom,exceptLouison,thedish—washerofthecafe,whopassedthroughitfromtimetotime,togotoherwashinginthe\"lavatory。\"
Grantaire,thoroughlydrunk,wasdeafeningthecornerofwhichhehadtakenpossession,reasoningandcontradictingatthetopofhislungs,andshouting:——
\"Iamthirsty。Mortals,Iamdreaming:thatthetunofHeidelberghasanattackofapoplexy,andthatIamoneofthedozenleecheswhichwillbeappliedtoit。Iwantadrink。Idesiretoforgetlife。
LifeisahideousinventionofIknownotwhom。Itlastsnotimeatall,andisworthnothing。Onebreaksone’sneckinliving。
Lifeisatheatresetinwhichtherearebutfewpracticableentrances。
Happinessisanantiquereliquarypaintedononesideonly。
Ecclesiastessays:`Allisvanity。’Iagreewiththatgoodman,whoneverexisted,perhaps。Zeronotwishingtogostarknaked,clothedhimselfinvanity。Ovanity!Thepatchingupofeverythingwithbigwords!akitchenisalaboratory,adancerisaprofessor,anacrobatisagymnast,aboxerisapugilist,anapothecaryisachemist,awigmakerisanartist,ahodmanisanarchitect,ajockeyisasportsman,awood—louseisapterigybranche。Vanityhasarightandawrongside;therightsideisstupid,itisthenegrowithhisglassbeads;thewrongsideisfoolish,itisthephilosopherwithhisrags。IweepovertheoneandIlaughovertheother。
Whatarecalledhonorsanddignities,andevendignityandhonor,aregenerallyofpinchbeck。Kingsmakeplaythingsofhumanpride。
Caligulamadeahorseaconsul;CharlesII。madeaknightofasirloin。Wrapyourselfupnow,then,betweenConsulIncitatusandBaronetRoastbeef。Asfortheintrinsicvalueofpeople,itisnolongerrespectableintheleast。Listentothepanegyricwhichneighbormakesofneighbor。Whiteonwhiteisferocious;
ifthelilycouldspeak,whatasettingdownitwouldgivethedove!
Abigotedwomanpratingofadevoutwomanismorevenomousthantheaspandthecobra。ItisashamethatIamignorant,otherwiseIwouldquotetoyouamassofthings;butIknownothing。
Forinstance,Ihavealwaysbeenwitty;whenIwasapupilofGros,insteadofdaubingwretchedlittlepictures,Ipassedmytimeinpilferingapples;rapin[24]isthemasculineofrapine。Somuchformyself;asfortherestofyou,youareworthnomorethanIam。
Iscoffatyourperfections,excellencies,andqualities。
Everygoodqualitytendstowardsadefect;economybordersonavarice,thegenerousmanisnextdoortotheprodigal,thebravemanrubselbowswiththebraggart;hewhosaysverypioussaysatriflebigoted;
therearejustasmanyvicesinvirtueasthereareholesinDiogenes’cloak。Whomdoyouadmire,theslainortheslayer,CaesarorBrutus?Generallymenareinfavoroftheslayer。
LongliveBrutus,hehasslain!Thereliesthevirtue。Virtue,granted,butmadnessalso。Therearequeerspotsonthosegreatmen。
TheBrutuswhokilledCaesarwasinlovewiththestatueofalittleboy。
ThisstatuewasfromthehandoftheGreeksculptorStrongylion,whoalsocarvedthatfigureofanAmazonknownastheBeautifulLeg,Eucnemos,whichNerocarriedwithhiminhistravels。ThisStrongylionleftbuttwostatueswhichplacedNeroandBrutusinaccord。
Brutuswasinlovewiththeone,Nerowiththeother。Allhistoryisnothingbutwearisomerepetition。Onecenturyistheplagiaristoftheother。ThebattleofMarengocopiesthebattleofPydna;
theTolbiacofClovisandtheAusterlitzofNapoleonareaslikeeachotherastwodropsofwater。Idon’tattachmuchimportancetovictory。
Nothingissostupidastoconquer;truegloryliesinconvincing。
Buttrytoprovesomething!Ifyouarecontentwithsuccess,whatmediocrity,andwithconquering,whatwretchedness!Alas,vanityandcowardiceeverywhere。Everythingobeyssuccess,evengrammar。
Sivoletusus,saysHorace。ThereforeIdisdainthehumanrace。
Shallwedescendtothepartyatall?Doyouwishmetobeginadmiringthepeoples?Whatpeople,ifyouplease?ShallitbeGreece?
TheAthenians,thoseParisiansofdaysgoneby,slewPhocion,aswemightsayColigny,andfawnedupontyrantstosuchanextentthatAnacephorussaidofPisistratus:\"Hisurineattractsthebees。\"
ThemostprominentmaninGreeceforfiftyyearswasthatgrammarianPhiletas,whowassosmallandsothinthathewasobligedtoloadhisshoeswithleadinordernottobeblownawaybythewind。
TherestoodonthegreatsquareinCorinthastatuecarvedbySilanionandcataloguedbyPliny;thisstatuerepresentedEpisthates。
WhatdidEpisthatesdo?Heinventedatrip。ThatsumsupGreeceandglory。Letuspassontoothers。ShallIadmireEngland?
ShallIadmireFrance?France?Why?BecauseofParis?IhavejusttoldyoumyopinionofAthens。England?Why?BecauseofLondon?
IhateCarthage。Andthen,London,themetropolisofluxury,istheheadquartersofwretchedness。ThereareahundreddeathsayearofhungerintheparishofCharing—Crossalone。SuchisAlbion。
Iadd,astheclimax,thatIhaveseenanEnglishwomandancinginawreathofrosesandbluespectacles。AfigthenforEngland!
IfIdonotadmireJohnBull,shallIadmireBrotherJonathan?
Ihavebutlittletasteforthatslave—holdingbrother。TakeawayTimeismoney,whatremainsofEngland?TakeawayCottonisking,whatremainsofAmerica?Germanyisthelymph,Italyisthebile。
ShallwegointoecstasiesoverRussia?Voltaireadmiredit。HealsoadmiredChina。IadmitthatRussiahasitsbeauties,amongothers,astoutdespotism;butIpitythedespots。Theirhealthisdelicate。
AdecapitatedAlexis,apoignardedPeter,astrangledPaul,anotherPaulcrushedflatwithkicks,diversIvansstrangled,withtheirthroatscut,numerousNicholasesandBasilspoisoned,allthisindicatesthatthepalaceoftheEmperorsofRussiaisinaconditionofflagrantinsalubrity。Allcivilizedpeoplesofferthisdetailtotheadmirationofthethinker;war;now,war,civilizedwar,exhaustsandsumsupalltheformsofruffianism,fromthebrigandageoftheTrabucerosinthegorgesofMontJaxatothemaraudingoftheComancheIndiansintheDoubtfulPass。
`Bah!’youwillsaytome,`butEuropeiscertainlybetterthanAsia?’
IadmitthatAsiaisafarce;butIdonotpreciselyseewhatyoufindtolaughatintheGrandLama,youpeoplesofthewest,whohavemingledwithyourfashionsandyourelegancesallthecomplicatedfilthofmajesty,fromthedirtychemiseofQueenIsabellatothechamber—chairoftheDauphin。Gentlemenofthehumanrace,Itellyou,notabitofit!ItisatBrusselsthatthemostbeerisconsumed,atStockholmthemostbrandy,atMadridthemostchocolate,atAmsterdamthemostgin,atLondonthemostwine,atConstantinoplethemostcoffee,atParisthemostabsinthe;
therearealltheusefulnotions。Pariscarriestheday,inshort。
InParis,eventherag—pickersaresybarites;Diogeneswouldhavelovedtobearag—pickerofthePlaceMaubertbetterthantobeaphilosopheratthePiraeus。Learnthisinaddition;thewineshopsoftheragpickersarecalledbibines;themostcelebratedaretheSaucepanandTheSlaughter—House。Hence,tea—gardens,goguettes,caboulots,bouibuis,mastroquets,bastringues,manezingues,bibinesoftherag—pickers,caravanseriesofthecaliphs,Icertifytoyou,Iamavoluptuary,IeatatRichard’satfortysousahead,ImusthavePersiancarpetstorollnakedCleopatrain!WhereisCleopatra?Ah!Soitisyou,Louison。Goodday。\"
[24]Theslangtermforapainter’sassistant。
ThusdidGrantaire,morethanintoxicated,launchintospeech,catchingatthedish—washerinherpassage,fromhiscornerinthebackroomoftheCafeMusain。
Bossuet,extendinghishandtowardshim,triedtoimposesilenceonhim,andGrantairebeganagainworsethanever:——
\"AigledeMeaux,downwithyourpaws。YouproduceonmenoeffectwithyourgestureofHippocratesrefusingArtaxerxes’bric—a—brac。I
excuseyoufromthetaskofsoothingme。Moreover,Iamsad。
Whatdoyouwishmetosaytoyou?Manisevil,manisdeformed;
thebutterflyisasuccess,manisafailure。Godmadeamistakewiththatanimal。Acrowdoffersachoiceofugliness。
Thefirstcomerisawretch,Femme——woman——rhymeswithinfame,——
infamous。Yes,Ihavethespleen,complicatedwithmelancholy,withhomesickness,plushypochondria,andIamvexedandIrage,andIyawn,andIambored,andIamtiredtodeath,andIamstupid!
LetGodgotothedevil!\"
\"Silencethen,capitalR!\"resumedBossuet,whowasdiscussingapointoflawbehindthescenes,andwhowasplungedmorethanwaisthighinaphraseofjudicialslang,ofwhichthisistheconclusion:——
\"——Andasforme,althoughIamhardlyalegist,andatthemost,anamateurattorney,Imaintainthis:that,inaccordancewiththetermsofthecustomsofNormandy,atSaint—Michel,andforeachyear,anequivalentmustbepaidtotheprofitofthelordofthemanor,savingtherightsofothers,andbyallandseveral,theproprietorsaswellasthoseseizedwithinheritance,andthat,forallemphyteuses,leases,freeholds,contractsofdomain,mortgages——\"
\"Echo,plaintivenymph,\"hummedGrantaire。
NearGrantaire,analmostsilenttable,asheetofpaper,aninkstandandapenbetweentwoglassesofbrandy,announcedthatavaudevillewasbeingsketchedout。
Thisgreataffairwasbeingdiscussedinalowvoice,andthetwoheadsatworktouchedeachother:\"Letusbeginbyfindingnames。
Whenonehasthenames,onefindsthesubject。\"
\"Thatistrue。Dictate。Iwillwrite。\"
\"MonsieurDorimon。\"
\"Anindependentgentleman?\"
\"Ofcourse。\"
\"Hisdaughter,Celestine。\"
\"——tine。Whatnext?\"
\"ColonelSainval。\"
\"Sainvalisstale。IshouldsayValsin。\"
Besidethevaudevilleaspirants,anothergroup,whichwasalsotakingadvantageoftheuproartotalklow,wasdiscussingaduel。
Anoldfellowofthirtywascounsellingayoungoneofeighteen,andexplainingtohimwhatsortofanadversaryhehadtodealwith。
\"Thedeuce!Lookoutforyourself。Heisafineswordsman。Hisplayisneat。Hehastheattack,nowastedfeints,wrist,dash,lightning,ajustparade,mathematicalparries,bigre!andheisleft—handed。\"
IntheangleoppositeGrantaire,JolyandBahorelwereplayingdominoes,andtalkingoflove。
\"Youareinluck,thatyouare,\"Jolywassaying。\"Youhaveamistresswhoisalwayslaughing。\"
\"Thatisafaultofhers,\"returnedBahorel。\"One’smistressdoeswrongtolaugh。Thatencouragesonetodeceiveher。Toseehergayremovesyourremorse;ifyouseehersad,yourconsciencepricksyou。\"
\"Ingrate!awomanwholaughsissuchagoodthing!Andyouneverquarrel!\"
\"Thatisbecauseofthetreatywhichwehavemade。OnformingourlittleHolyAllianceweassignedourselveseachourfrontier,whichwenevercross。WhatissituatedonthesideofwinterbelongstoVaud,onthesideofthewindtoGex。Hencethepeace。\"
\"Peaceishappinessdigesting。\"
\"Andyou,Jolllly,wheredoyoustandinyourentanglementwithMamselle——
youknowwhomImean?\"
\"Shesulksatmewithcruelpatience。\"
\"Yetyouarealovertosoftentheheartwithgauntness。\"
\"Alas!\"
\"Inyourplace,Iwouldletheralone。\"
\"Thatiseasyenoughtosay。\"
\"Andtodo。IsnothernameMusichetta?\"
\"Yes。Ah!mypoorBahorel,sheisasuperbgirl,veryliterary,withtinyfeet,littlehands,shedresseswell,andiswhiteanddimpled,withtheeyesofafortune—teller。Iamwildoverher。\"
\"Mydearfellow,theninordertopleaseher,youmustbeelegant,andproduceeffectswithyourknees。Buyagoodpairoftrousersofdouble—milledclothatStaub’s。Thatwillassist。\"
\"Atwhatprice?\"shoutedGrantaire。
Thethirdcornerwasdelivereduptoapoeticaldiscussion。
PaganmythologywasgivingbattletoChristianmythology。
ThequestionwasaboutOlympus,whosepartwastakenbyJeanProuvaire,outofpureromanticism。
JeanProuvairewastimidonlyinrepose。Onceexcited,heburstforth,asortofmirthaccentuatedhisenthusiasm,andhewasatoncebothlaughingandlyric。
\"Letusnotinsultthegods,\"saidhe。\"Thegodsmaynothavetakentheirdeparture。Jupiterdoesnotimpressmeasdead。
Thegodsaredreams,yousay。Well,eveninnature,suchasitisto—day,aftertheflightofthesedreams,westillfindallthegrandoldpaganmyths。Suchandsuchamountainwiththeprofileofacitadel,liketheVignemale,forexample,isstilltometheheaddressofCybele;ithasnotbeenprovedtomethatPandoesnotcomeatnighttobreatheintothehollowtrunksofthewillows,stoppinguptheholesinturnwithhisfingers,andIhavealwaysbelievedthatIohadsomethingtodowiththecascadeofPissevache。\"
Inthelastcorner,theyweretalkingpolitics。TheCharterwhichhadbeengrantedwasgettingroughlyhandled。Combeferrewasupholdingitweakly。Courfeyracwasenergeticallymakingabreachinit。
OnthetablelayanunfortunatecopyofthefamousTouquetCharter。
Courfeyrachadseizedit,andwasbrandishingit,minglingwithhisargumentstherattlingofthissheetofpaper。
\"Inthefirstplace,Iwon’thaveanykings;ifitwereonlyfromaneconomicalpointofview,Idon’twantany;akingisaparasite。Onedoesnothavekingsgratis。Listentothis:
thedearnessofkings。AtthedeathofFrancoisI。,thenationaldebtofFranceamountedtoanincomeofthirtythousandlivres;
atthedeathofLouisXIV。itwastwomilliards,sixhundredmillions,attwenty—eightlivresthemark,whichwasequivalentin1760,accordingtoDesmarets,tofourmilliards,fivehundredmillions,whichwouldto—daybeequivalenttotwelvemilliards。Inthesecondplace,andnooffencetoCombeferre,achartergrantedisbutapoorexpedientofcivilization。Tosavethetransition,tosoftenthepassage,todeadentheshock,tocausethenationtopassinsensiblyfromthemonarchytodemocracybythepracticeofconstitutionalfictions,——whatdetestablereasonsallthoseare!
No!no!letusneverenlightenthepeoplewithfalsedaylight。
Principlesdwindleandpaleinyourconstitutionalcellar。
Noillegitimacy,nocompromise,nograntfromthekingtothepeople。
InallsuchgrantsthereisanArticle14。Bythesideofthehandwhichgivesthereistheclawwhichsnatchesback。Irefuseyourcharterpoint—blank。Acharterisamask;thelielurksbeneathit。
Apeoplewhichacceptsacharterabdicates。Thelawisonlythelawwhenentire。No!nocharter!\"
Itwaswinter;acoupleoffagotswerecracklinginthefireplace。
Thiswastempting,andCourfeyraccouldnotresist。HecrumpledthepoorTouquetCharterinhisfist,andflungitinthefire。
Thepaperflashedup。CombeferrewatchedthemasterpieceofLouisXVIII。
burnphilosophically,andcontentedhimselfwithsaying:——
\"Thechartermetamorphosedintoflame。\"
Andsarcasms,sallies,jests,thatFrenchthingwhichiscalledentrain,andthatEnglishthingwhichiscalledhumor,goodandbadtaste,goodandbadreasons,allthewildpyrotechnicsofdialogue,mountingtogetherandcrossingfromallpointsoftheroom,producedasortofmerrybombardmentovertheirheads。
CHAPTERV
ENLARGEMENTOFHORIZON
Theshocksofyouthfulmindsamongthemselveshavethisadmirableproperty,thatonecanneverforeseethespark,nordivinethelightningflash。Whatwilldartoutpresently?Nooneknows。
Theburstoflaughterstartsfromatenderfeeling。
Atthemomentofjest,theseriousmakesitsentry。Impulsesdependonthefirstchanceword。Thespiritofeachissovereign,jestsufficestoopenthefieldtotheunexpected。Theseareconversationswithabruptturns,inwhichtheperspectivechangessuddenly。
Chanceisthestage—managerofsuchconversations。
Aseverethought,startingoddlyfromaclashofwords,suddenlytraversedtheconflictofquipsinwhichGrantaire,Bahorel,Prouvaire,Bossuet,Combeferre,andCourfeyracwereconfusedlyfencing。
Howdoesaphrasecropupinadialogue?Whencecomesitthatitsuddenlyimpressesitselfontheattentionofthosewhohearit?
Wehavejustsaid,thatnooneknowsanythingaboutit。Inthemidstoftheuproar,BossuetallatonceterminatedsomeapostrophetoCombeferre,withthisdate:——
\"June18th,1815,Waterloo。\"
AtthisnameofWaterloo,Marius,whowasleaninghiselbowsonatable,besideaglassofwater,removedhiswristfrombeneathhischin,andbegantogazefixedlyattheaudience。
\"Pardieu!\"exclaimedCourfeyrac(\"Parbleu\"wasfallingintodisuseatthisperiod),\"thatnumber18isstrangeandstrikesme。ItisBonaparte’sfatalnumber。PlaceLouisinfrontandBrumairebehind,youhavethewholedestinyoftheman,withthissignificantpeculiarity,thattheendtreadscloseontheheelsofthecommencement。\"
Enjolras,whohadremainedmuteuptothatpoint,brokethesilenceandaddressedthisremarktoCombeferre:——
\"Youmeantosay,thecrimeandtheexpiation。\"
ThiswordcrimeoverpassedthemeasureofwhatMarius,whowasalreadygreatlyagitatedbytheabruptevocationofWaterloo,couldaccept。
Herose,walkedslowlytothemapofFrancespreadoutonthewall,andatwhosebaseanislandwasvisibleinaseparatecompartment,laidhisfingeronthiscompartmentandsaid:——
\"Corsica,alittleislandwhichhasrenderedFranceverygreat。\"
Thiswaslikeabreathoficyair。Allceasedtalking。Theyfeltthatsomethingwasonthepointofoccurring。
Bahorel,replyingtoBossuet,wasjustassuminganattitudeofthetorsotowhichhewasaddicted。Hegaveituptolisten。
Enjolras,whoseblueeyewasnotfixedonanyone,andwhoseemedtobegazingatspace,replied,withoutglancingatMarius:——
\"FranceneedsnoCorsicatobegreat。FranceisgreatbecausesheisFrance。Quianominaleo。\"
Mariusfeltnodesiretoretreat;heturnedtowardsEnjolras,andhisvoiceburstforthwithavibrationwhichcamefromaquiverofhisverybeing:——
\"GodforbidthatIshoulddiminishFrance!ButamalgamatingNapoleonwithherisnotdiminishingher。Come!letusarguethequestion。
Iamanewcomeramongyou,butIwillconfessthatyouamazeme。
Wheredowestand?Whoarewe?Whoareyou?WhoamI?LetuscometoanexplanationabouttheEmperor。IhearyousayBuonaparte,accentingtheuliketheRoyalists。Iwarnyouthatmygrandfatherdoesbetterstill;hesaysBuonaparte’。Ithoughtyouwereyoungmen。Where,then,isyourenthusiasm?Andwhatareyoudoingwithit?Whomdoyouadmire,ifyoudonotadmiretheEmperor?
Andwhatmoredoyouwant?Ifyouwillhavenoneofthatgreatman,whatgreatmenwouldyoulike?Hehadeverything。Hewascomplete。
Hehadinhisbrainthesumofhumanfaculties。HemadecodeslikeJustinian,hedictatedlikeCaesar,hisconversationwasmingledwiththelightning—flashofPascal,withthethunderclapofTacitus,hemadehistoryandhewroteit,hisbulletinsareIliads,hecombinedthecipherofNewtonwiththemetaphorofMahomet,heleftbehindhimintheEastwordsasgreatasthepyramids,atTilsithetaughtEmperorsmajesty,attheAcademyofSciencesherepliedtoLaplace,intheCouncilofStatebeheldhisownagainstMerlin,hegaveasoultothegeometryofthefirst,andtothechicaneryofthelast,hewasalegistwiththeattorneysandsiderealwiththeastronomers;
likeCromwellblowingoutoneoftwocandles,hewenttotheTempletobargainforacurtaintassel;hesaweverything;hekneweverything;
whichdidnotpreventhimfromlaughinggood—naturedlybesidethecradleofhislittlechild;andallatonce,frightenedEuropelentanear,armiesputthemselvesinmotion,parksofartilleryrumbled,pontoonsstretchedovertherivers,cloudsofcavalrygallopedinthestorm,cries,trumpets,atremblingofthronesineverydirection,thefrontiersofkingdomsoscillatedonthemap,thesoundofasuperhumanswordwasheard,asitwasdrawnfromitssheath;
theybeheldhim,him,riseerectonthehorizonwithablazingbrandinhishand,andaglowinhiseyes,unfoldingamidthethunder,histwowings,thegrandarmyandtheoldguard,andhewasthearchangelofwar!\"
Allheldtheirpeace,andEnjolrasbowedhishead。Silencealwaysproducessomewhattheeffectofacquiescence,oftheenemybeingdriventothewall。Mariuscontinuedwithincreasedenthusiasm,andalmostwithoutpausingforbreath:——
\"Letusbejust,myfriends!WhatasplendiddestinyforanationtobetheEmpireofsuchanEmperor,whenthatnationisFranceandwhenitaddsitsowngeniustothegeniusofthatman!Toappearandtoreign,tomarchandtotriumph,tohaveforhalting—placesallcapitals,totakehisgrenadiersandtomakekingsofthem,todecreethefallsofdynasties,andtotransfigureEuropeatthepaceofacharge;tomakeyoufeelthatwhenyouthreatenyoulayyourhandonthehiltoftheswordofGod;tofollowinasingleman,Hannibal,Caesar,Charlemagne;tobethepeopleofsomeonewhomingleswithyourdawnsthestartlingannouncementofabattlewon,tohavethecannonoftheInvalidestorouseyouinthemorning,tohurlintoabyssesoflightprodigiouswordswhichflameforever,Marengo,Arcola,Austerlitz,Jena,Wagram!
Tocauseconstellationsofvictoriestoflashforthateachinstantfromthezenithofthecenturies,tomaketheFrenchEmpireapendanttotheRomanEmpire,tobethegreatnationandtogivebirthtothegrandarmy,tomakeitslegionsflyforthoveralltheearth,asamountainsendsoutitseaglesonallsidestoconquer,todominate,tostrikewithlightning,tobeinEuropeasortofnationgildedthroughglory,tosoundathwartthecenturiesatrumpet—blastofTitans,toconquertheworldtwice,byconquestandbydazzling,thatissublime;andwhatgreaterthingisthere?\"
\"Tobefree,\"saidCombeferre。
Mariusloweredhisheadinhisturn;thatcoldandsimplewordhadtraversedhisepiceffusionlikeabladeofsteel,andhefeltitvanishingwithinhim。Whenheraisedhiseyes,Combeferrewasnolongerthere。Probablysatisfiedwithhisreplytotheapotheosis,hehadjusttakenhisdeparture,andall,withtheexceptionofEnjolras,hadfollowedhim。Theroomhadbeenemptied。Enjolras,leftalonewithMarius,wasgazinggravelyathim。Marius,however,havingralliedhisideastosomeextent,didnotconsiderhimselfbeaten;therelingeredinhimatraceofinwardfermentationwhichwasonthepoint,nodoubt,oftranslatingitselfintosyllogismsarrayedagainstEnjolras,whenallofasudden,theyheardsomeonesingingonthestairsashewent。ItwasCombeferre,andthisiswhathewassinging:——
\"SiCesarm’avaitdonne[25]
Lagloireetlaguerre,Etqu’ilmefallaitquitterL’amourdemamere,JediraisaugrandCesar:
Reprendstonsceptreettonchar,J’aimemieuxmamere,ogue!
J’aimemieuxmamere!\"
[25]IfCesarhadgivenmegloryandwar,andIwereobligedtoquitmymother’slove,IwouldsaytogreatCaesar,\"Takebackthysceptreandthychariot;Iprefertheloveofmymother。\"
ThewildandtenderaccentswithwhichCombeferresangcommunicatedtothiscoupletasortofstrangegrandeur。Marius,thoughtfully,andwithhiseyesdikedontheceiling,repeatedalmostmechanically:
\"Mymother?——\"
Atthatmoment,hefeltEnjolras’handonhisshoulder。
\"Citizen,\"saidEnjolrastohim,\"mymotheristheRepublic。\"
CHAPTERVI
RESANGUSTA
ThateveningleftMariusprofoundlyshaken,andwithamelancholyshadowinhissoul。Hefeltwhattheearthmaypossiblyfeel,atthemomentwhenitistornopenwiththeiron,inorderthatgrainmaybedepositedwithinit;itfeelsonlythewound;
thequiverofthegermandthejoyofthefruitonlyarrivelater。
Mariuswasgloomy。Hehadbutjustacquiredafaith;musthethenrejectitalready?Heaffirmedtohimselfthathewouldnot。
Hedeclaredtohimselfthathewouldnotdoubt,andhebegantodoubtinspiteofhimself。Tostandbetweentworeligions,fromoneofwhichyouhavenotasyetemerged,andanotherintowhichyouhavenotyetentered,isintolerable;andtwilightispleasingonlytobat—likesouls。Mariuswasclear—eyed,andherequiredthetruelight。Thehalf—lightsofdoubtpainedhim。
Whatevermayhavebeenhisdesiretoremainwherehewas,hecouldnothaltthere,hewasirresistiblyconstrainedtocontinue,toadvance,toexamine,tothink,tomarchfurther。Whitherwouldthisleadhim?
Hefeared,afterhavingtakensomanystepswhichhadbroughthimnearertohisfather,tonowtakeastepwhichshouldestrangehimfromthatfather。Hisdiscomfortwasaugmentedbyallthereflectionswhichoccurredtohim。Anescarpmentrosearoundhim。
Hewasinaccordneitherwithhisgrandfathernorwithhisfriends;
daringintheeyesoftheone,hewasbehindthetimesintheeyesoftheothers,andherecognizedthefactthathewasdoublyisolated,onthesideofageandonthesideofyouth。HeceasedtogototheCafeMusain。
Inthetroubledstateofhisconscience,henolongerthoughtofcertainserioussidesofexistence。Therealitiesoflifedonotallowthemselvestobeforgotten。Theysoonelbowedhimabruptly。
Onemorning,theproprietorofthehotelenteredMarius’roomandsaidtohim:——
\"MonsieurCourfeyracansweredforyou。\"
\"Yes。\"
\"ButImusthavemymoney。\"
\"RequestCourfeyractocomeandtalkwithme,\"saidMarius。
Courfeyrachavingmadehisappearance,thehostleftthem。
Mariusthentoldhimwhatithadnotbeforeoccurredtohimtorelate,thathewasthesameasaloneintheworld,andhadnorelatives。
\"Whatistobecomeofyou?\"saidCourfeyrac。
\"Idonotknowintheleast,\"repliedMarius。
\"Whatareyougoingtodo?\"
\"Idonotknow。\"
\"Haveyouanymoney?\"
\"Fifteenfrancs。\"
\"Doyouwantmetolendyousome?\"
\"Never。\"
\"Haveyouclothes?\"
\"HereiswhatIhave。\"
\"Haveyoutrinkets?\"
\"Awatch。\"
\"Silver?\"
\"Gold;hereitis。\"
\"Iknowaclothes—dealerwhowilltakeyourfrock—coatandapairoftrousers。\"
\"Thatisgood。\"
\"Youwillthenhaveonlyapairoftrousers,awaistcoat,ahatandacoat。\"
\"Andmyboots。\"
\"What!youwillnotgobarefoot?Whatopulence!\"
\"Thatwillbeenough。\"
\"Iknowawatchmakerwhowillbuyyourwatch。\"
\"Thatisgood。\"
\"No;itisnotgood。Whatwillyoudoafterthat?\"
\"Whateverisnecessary。Anythinghonest,thatistosay。\"
\"DoyouknowEnglish?\"
\"No。\"
\"DoyouknowGerman?\"
\"No。\"
\"Somuchtheworse。\"
\"Why?\"
\"Becauseoneofmyfriends,apublisher,isgettingupasortofanencyclopaedia,forwhichyoumighthavetranslatedEnglishorGermanarticles。Itisbadlypaidwork,butonecanlivebyit。\"
\"IwilllearnEnglishandGerman。\"
\"Andinthemeanwhile?\"
\"InthemeanwhileIwillliveonmyclothesandmywatch。\"
Theclothes—dealerwassentfor。Hepaidtwentyfrancsforthecast—offgarments。Theywenttothewatchmaker’s。Heboughtthewatchforforty—fivefrancs。
\"Thatisnotbad,\"saidMariustoCourfeyrac,ontheirreturntothehotel,\"withmyfifteenfrancs,thatmakeseighty。\"
\"Andthehotelbill?\"observedCourfeyrac。
\"Hello,Ihadforgottenthat,\"saidMarius。
Thelandlordpresentedhisbill,whichhadtobepaidonthespot。
Itamountedtoseventyfrancs。
\"Ihavetenfrancsleft,\"saidMarius。
\"Thedeuce,\"exclaimedCourfeyrac,\"youwilleatupfivefrancswhileyouarelearningEnglish,andfivewhilelearningGerman。
Thatwillbeswallowingatongueveryfast,orahundredsousveryslowly。\"
InthemeantimeAuntGillenormand,arathergood—heartedpersonatbottomindifficulties,hadfinallyhuntedupMarius’abode。
Onemorning,onhisreturnfromthelaw—school,Mariusfoundaletterfromhisaunt,andthesixtypistoles,thatistosay,sixhundredfrancsingold,inasealedbox。
Mariussentbackthethirtylouistohisaunt,witharespectfulletter,inwhichhestatedthathehadsufficientmeansofsubsistenceandthatheshouldbeablethenceforthtosupplyallhisneeds。
Atthatmoment,hehadthreefrancsleft。
Hisauntdidnotinformhisgrandfatherofthisrefusalforfearofexasperatinghim。Besides,hadhenotsaid:\"Letmeneverhearthenameofthatblood—drinkeragain!\"
MariusleftthehoteldelaPorteSaint—Jacques,ashedidnotwishtorunindebtthere。
BOOKFIFTH。——THEEXCELLENCEOFMISFORTUNE
CHAPTERI
MARIUSINDIGENT
LifebecamehardforMarius。Itwasnothingtoeathisclothesandhiswatch。Heateofthatterrible,inexpressiblethingthatiscalleddelavacheenrage;thatistosay,heenduredgreathardshipsandprivations。Aterriblethingitis,containingdayswithoutbread,nightswithoutsleep,eveningswithoutacandle,ahearthwithoutafire,weekswithoutwork,afuturewithouthope,acoatoutattheelbows,anoldhatwhichevokesthelaughterofyounggirls,adoorwhichonefindslockedononeatnightbecauseone’srentisnotpaid,theinsolenceoftheporterandthecook—shopman,thesneersofneighbors,humiliations,dignitytrampledon,workofwhatevernatureaccepted,disgusts,bitterness,despondency。Mariuslearnedhowallthisiseaten,andhowsuchareoftentheonlythingswhichonehastodevour。Atthatmomentofhisexistencewhenamanneedshispride,becauseheneedslove,hefeltthathewasjeeredatbecausehewasbadlydressed,andridiculousbecausehewaspoor。
Attheagewhenyouthswellstheheartwithimperialpride,hedroppedhiseyesmorethanonceonhisdilapidatedboots,andheknewtheunjustshameandthepoignantblushesofwretchedness。
Admirableandterribletrialfromwhichthefeebleemergebase,fromwhichthestrongemergesublime。Acrucibleintowhichdestinycastsaman,wheneveritdesiresascoundrelorademi—god。
Formanygreatdeedsareperformedinpettycombats。Thereareinstancesofbraveryignoredandobstinate,whichdefendthemselvesstepbystepinthatfatalonslaughtofnecessitiesandturpitudes。
Nobleandmysterioustriumphswhichnoeyebeholds,whicharerequitedwithnorenown,whicharesalutedwithnotrumpetblast。
Life,misfortune,isolation,abandonment,poverty,arethefieldsofbattlewhichhavetheirheroes;obscureheroes,whoare,sometimes,granderthantheheroeswhowinrenown。
Firmandrarenaturesarethuscreated;misery,almostalwaysastep—mother,issometimesamother;destitutiongivesbirthtomightofsoulandspirit;distressisthenurseofpride;
unhappinessisagoodmilkforthemagnanimous。
TherecameamomentinMarius’life,whenheswepthisownlanding,whenheboughthissou’sworthofBriecheeseatthefruiterer’s,whenhewaiteduntiltwilighthadfallentoslipintothebaker’sandpurchasealoaf,whichhecarriedofffurtivelytohisatticasthoughhehadstolenit。Sometimestherecouldbeseenglidingintothebutcher’sshoponthecorner,inthemidstofthebanteringcookswhoelbowedhim,anawkwardyoungman,carryingbigbooksunderhisarm,whohadatimidyetangryair,who,onentering,removedhishatfromabrowwhereonstooddropsofperspiration,madeaprofoundbowtothebutcher’sastonishedwife,askedforamuttoncutlet,paidsixorsevensousforit,wrappeditupinapaper,putitunderhisarm,betweentwobooks,andwentaway。
ItwasMarius。Onthiscutlet,whichhecookedforhimself,helivedforthreedays。
Onthefirstdayheatethemeat,onthesecondheatethefat,onthethirdhegnawedthebone。AuntGillenormandmaderepeatedattempts,andsenthimthesixtypistolesseveraltimes。
Mariusreturnedthemoneveryoccasion,sayingthatheneedednothing。
Hewasstillinmourningforhisfatherwhentherevolutionwhichwehavejustdescribedwaseffectedwithinhim。Fromthattimeforth,hehadnotputoffhisblackgarments。Buthisgarmentswerequittinghim。Thedaycamewhenhehadnolongeracoat。
Thetrouserswouldgonext。Whatwastobedone?Courfeyrac,towhomhehad,onhisside,donesomegoodturns,gavehimanoldcoat。
Forthirtysous,Mariusgotitturnedbysomeporterorother,anditwasanewcoat。Butthiscoatwasgreen。ThenMariusceasedtogooutuntilafternightfall。Thismadehiscoatblack。
Ashewishedalwaystoappearinmourning,heclothedhimselfwiththenight。
Inspiteofallthis,hegotadmittedtopracticeasalawyer。
HewassupposedtoliveinCourfeyrac’sroom,whichwasdecent,andwhereacertainnumberoflaw—booksbackedupandcompletedbyseveraldilapidatedvolumesofromance,passedasthelibraryrequiredbytheregulations。HehadhislettersaddressedtoCourfeyrac’squarters。
WhenMariusbecamealawyer,heinformedhisgrandfatherofthefactinaletterwhichwascoldbutfullofsubmissionandrespect。
M。Gillenormandtrembledashetooktheletter,readit,toreitinfourpieces,andthrewitintothewaste—basket。Twoorthreedayslater,MademoiselleGillenormandheardherfather,whowasaloneinhisroom,talkingaloudtohimself。Healwaysdidthiswheneverhewasgreatlyagitated。Shelistened,andtheoldmanwassaying:
\"Ifyouwerenotafool,youwouldknowthatonecannotbeabaronandalawyeratthesametime。\"
CHAPTERII
MARIUSPOOR
Itisthesamewithwretchednessaswitheverythingelse。Itendsbybecomingbearable。Itfinallyassumesaform,andadjustsitself。
Onevegetates,thatistosay,onedevelopsinacertainmeagrefashion,whichis,however,sufficientforlife。ThisisthemodeinwhichtheexistenceofMariusPontmercywasarranged:
Hehadpassedtheworststraits;thenarrowpasswasopeningoutalittleinfrontofhim。Bydintoftoil,perseverance,courage,andwill,hehadmanagedtodrawfromhisworkaboutsevenhundredfrancsayear。
HehadlearnedGermanandEnglish;thankstoCourfeyrac,whohadputhimincommunicationwithhisfriendthepublisher,Mariusfilledthemodestpostofutilitymanintheliteratureofthepublishinghouse。
Hedrewupprospectuses,translatednewspapers,annotatededitions,compiledbiographies,etc。;netproduct,yearinandyearout,sevenhundredfrancs。Helivedonit。How?Notsobadly。
Wewillexplain。
MariusoccupiedintheGorbeauhouse,foranannualsumofthirtyfrancs,adenminusafireplace,calledacabinet,whichcontainedonlythemostindispensablearticlesoffurniture。Thisfurniturebelongedtohim。Hegavethreefrancsamonthtotheoldprincipaltenanttocomeandsweephishole,andtobringhimalittlehotwatereverymorning,afreshegg,andapennyroll。Hebreakfastedonthiseggandroll。Hisbreakfastvariedincostfromtwotofoursous,accordingaseggsweredearorcheap。Atsixo’clockintheeveninghedescendedtheRueSaint—JacquestodineatRousseau’s,oppositeBasset’s,thestamp—dealer’s,onthecorneroftheRuedesMathurins。Heatenosoup。Hetookasix—souplateofmeat,ahalf—portionofvegetablesforthreesous,andathree—soudessert。
Forthreesoushegotasmuchbreadashewished。Asforwine,hedrankwater。WhenhepaidatthedeskwhereMadamRousseau,atthatperiodstillplumpandrosymajesticallypresided,hegaveasoutothewaiter,andMadamRousseaugavehimasmile。
Thenhewentaway。Forsixteensoushehadasmileandadinner。
ThisRestaurantRousseau,wheresofewbottlesandsomanywatercarafeswereemptied,wasacalmingpotionratherthanarestaurant。
Itnolongerexists。Theproprietorhadafinenickname:hewascalledRousseautheAquatic。
Thus,breakfastfoursous,dinnersixteensous;hisfoodcosthimtwentysousaday;whichmadethreehundredandsixty—fivefrancsayear。Addthethirtyfrancsforrent,andthethirty—sixfrancstotheoldwoman,plusafewtriflingexpenses;forfourhundredandfiftyfrancs,Mariuswasfed,lodged,andwaitedon。
Hisclothingcosthimahundredfrancs,hislinenfiftyfrancs,hiswashingfiftyfrancs;thewholedidnotexceedsixhundredandfiftyfrancs。Hewasrich。Hesometimeslenttenfrancstoafriend。
Courfeyrachadoncebeenabletoborrowsixtyfrancsofhim。
Asfarasfirewasconcerned,asMariushadnofireplace,hehad\"simplifiedmatters。\"
Mariusalwayshadtwocompletesuitsofclothes,theoneold,\"foreveryday\";theother,brandnewforspecialoccasions。
Bothwereblack。Hehadbutthreeshirts,oneonhisperson,thesecondinthecommode,andthethirdinthewasherwoman’shands。
Herenewedthemastheyworeout。Theywerealwaysragged,whichcausedhimtobuttonhiscoattothechin。
IthadrequiredyearsforMariustoattaintothisflourishingcondition。
Hardyears;difficult,someofthem,totraverse,otherstoclimb。
Mariushadnotfailedforasingleday。Hehadenduredeverythinginthewayofdestitution;hehaddoneeverythingexceptcontractdebts。
Hedidhimselfthejusticetosaythathehadneverowedanyoneasou。
Adebtwas,tohim,thebeginningofslavery。Heevensaidtohimself,thatacreditorisworsethanamaster;forthemasterpossessesonlyyourperson,acreditorpossessesyourdignityandcanadministertoitaboxontheear。Ratherthanborrow,hewentwithoutfood。
Hehadpassedmanyadayfasting。Feelingthatallextremesmeet,andthat,ifoneisnotonone’sguard,loweredfortunesmayleadtobasenessofsoul,hekeptajealouswatchonhispride。
Suchandsuchaformalityoraction,which,inanyothersituationwouldhaveappearedmerelyadeferencetohim,nowseemedinsipidity,andhenervedhimselfagainstit。Hisfaceworeasortofsevereflush。
Hewastimideventorudeness。
Duringallthesetrialshehadfelthimselfencouragedandevenuplifted,attimes,byasecretforcethathepossessedwithinhimself。
Thesoulaidsthebody,andatcertainmoments,raisesit。
Itistheonlybirdwhichbearsupitsowncage。
Besideshisfather’sname,anothernamewasgraveninMarius’heart,thenameofThenardier。Marius,withhisgraveandenthusiasticnature,surroundedwithasortofaureolethemantowhom,inhisthoughts,heowedhisfather’slife,——thatintrepidsergeantwhohadsavedthecolonelamidthebulletsandthecannon—ballsofWaterloo。
Heneverseparatedthememoryofthismanfromthememoryofhisfather,andheassociatedtheminhisveneration。Itwasasortofworshipintwosteps,withthegrandaltarforthecolonelandthelesseroneforThenardier。WhatredoubledthetendernessofhisgratitudetowardsThenardier,wastheideaofthedistressintowhichheknewthatThenardierhadfallen,andwhichhadengulfedthelatter。
MariushadlearnedatMontfermeiloftheruinandbankruptcyoftheunfortunateinn—keeper。Sincethattime,hehadmadeunheard—ofeffortstofindtracesofhimandtoreachhiminthatdarkabyssofmiseryinwhichThenardierhaddisappeared。Mariushadbeatenthewholecountry;
hehadgonetoChelles,toBondy,toGourney,toNogent,toLagny。
Hehadpersistedforthreeyears,expendingintheseexplorationsthelittlemoneywhichhehadlaidby。NoonehadbeenabletogivehimanynewsofThenardier:hewassupposedtohavegoneabroad。
Hiscreditorshadalsosoughthim,withlesslovethanMarius,butwithasmuchassiduity,andhadnotbeenabletolaytheirhandsonhim。Mariusblamedhimself,andwasalmostangrywithhimselfforhislackofsuccessinhisresearches。Itwastheonlydebtlefthimbythecolonel,andMariusmadeitamatterofhonortopayit。
\"What,\"hethought,\"whenmyfatherlaydyingonthefieldofbattle,didThenardiercontrivetofindhimamidthesmokeandthegrape—shot,andbearhimoffonhisshoulders,andyetheowedhimnothing,andI,whoowesomuchtoThenardier,cannotjoinhiminthisshadowwhereheislyinginthepangsofdeath,andinmyturnbringhimbackfromdeathtolife!Oh!Iwillfindhim!\"
TofindThenardier,infact,Mariuswouldhavegivenoneofhisarms,torescuehimfromhismisery,hewouldhavesacrificedallhisblood。
ToseeThenardier,torenderThenardiersomeservice,tosaytohim:
\"Youdonotknowme;well,Idoknowyou!HereIam。Disposeofme!\"
ThiswasMarius’sweetestandmostmagnificentdream。
CHAPTERIII
MARIUSGROWNUP
Atthisepoch,Mariuswastwentyyearsofage。Itwasthreeyearssincehehadlefthisgrandfather。Bothpartieshadremainedonthesameterms,withoutattemptingtoapproacheachother,andwithoutseekingtoseeeachother。Besides,whatwastheuseofseeingeachother?Mariuswasthebrassvase,whileFatherGillenormandwastheironpot。
WeadmitthatMariuswasmistakenastohisgrandfather’sheart。
HehadimaginedthatM。Gillenormandhadneverlovedhim,andthatthatcrusty,harsh,andsmilingoldfellowwhocursed,shouted,andstormedandbrandishedhiscane,cherishedforhim,atthemost,onlythataffection,whichisatonceslightandsevere,ofthedotardsofcomedy。Mariuswasinerror。
Therearefatherswhodonotlovetheirchildren;thereexistsnograndfatherwhodoesnotadorehisgrandson。Atbottom,aswehavesaid,M。GillenormandidolizedMarius。Heidolizedhimafterhisownfashion,withanaccompanimentofsnappishnessandboxesontheear;but,thischildoncegone,hefeltablackvoidinhisheart;hewouldallownoonetomentionthechildtohim,andallthewhilesecretlyregrettedthathewassowellobeyed。
Atfirst,hehopedthatthisBuonapartist,thisJacobin,thisterrorist,thisSeptembrist,wouldreturn。Buttheweekspassedby,yearspassed;
toM。Gillenormand’sgreatdespair,the\"blood—drinker\"didnotmakehisappearance。\"Icouldnotdootherwisethanturnhimout,\"saidthegrandfathertohimself,andheaskedhimself:
\"Ifthethingweretodooveragain,wouldIdoit?\"Hisprideinstantlyanswered\"yes,\"buthisagedhead,whichheshookinsilence,repliedsadly\"no。\"Hehadhishoursofdepression。
HemissedMarius。Oldmenneedaffectionastheyneedthesun。
Itiswarmth。Strongashisnaturewas,theabsenceofMariushadwroughtsomechangeinhim。Nothingintheworldcouldhaveinducedhimtotakeasteptowards\"thatrogue\";buthesuffered。
Heneverinquiredabouthim,buthethoughtofhimincessantly。
HelivedintheMaraisinamoreandmoreretiredmanner;
hewasstillmerryandviolentasofold,buthismerrimenthadaconvulsiveharshness,andhisviolencesalwaysterminatedinasortofgentleandgloomydejection。Hesometimessaid:
\"Oh!ifheonlywouldreturn,whatagoodboxontheearIwouldgivehim!\"
Asforhisaunt,shethoughttoolittletolovemuch;Mariuswasnolongerforhermuchmorethanavagueblackform;andsheeventuallycametooccupyherselfwithhimmuchlessthanwiththecatortheparoquetwhichsheprobablyhad。WhataugmentedFatherGillenormand’ssecretsufferingwas,thathelockeditallupwithinhisbreast,anddidnotallowitsexistencetobedivined。
Hissorrowwaslikethoserecentlyinventedfurnaceswhichconsumetheirownsmoke。ItsometimeshappenedthatofficiousbusybodiesspoketohimofMarius,andaskedhim:\"Whatisyourgrandsondoing?\"
\"Whathasbecomeofhim?\"Theoldbourgeoisrepliedwithasigh,thathewasasadcase,andgivingafilliptohiscuff,ifhewishedtoappeargay:\"MonsieurleBarondePontmercyispractisingpettifogginginsomecornerorother。\"
Whiletheoldmanregretted,Mariusapplaudedhimself。
Asisthecasewithallgood—heartedpeople,misfortunehaderadicatedhisbitterness。HeonlythoughtofM。Gillenormandinanamiablelight,buthehadsethismindonnotreceivinganythingmorefromthemanwhohadbeenunkindtohisfather。
Thiswasthemitigatedtranslationofhisfirstindignation。
Moreover,hewashappyathavingsuffered,andatsufferingstill。
Itwasforhisfather’ssake。Thehardnessofhislifesatisfiedandpleasedhim。Hesaidtohimselfwithasortofjoythat——
itwascertainlytheleasthecoulddo;thatitwasanexpiation;——
that,haditnotbeenforthat,hewouldhavebeenpunishedinsomeotherwayandlateronforhisimpiousindifferencetowardshisfather,andsuchafather!thatitwouldnothavebeenjustthathisfathershouldhaveallthesuffering,andhenoneofit;andthat,inanycase,whatwerehistoilsandhisdestitutioncomparedwiththecolonel’sheroiclife?that,inshort,theonlywayforhimtoapproachhisfatherandresemblehim,wastobebraveinthefaceofindigence,astheotherhadbeenvaliantbeforetheenemy;andthatthatwas,nodoubt,whatthecolonelhadmeanttoimplybythewords:
\"Hewillbeworthyofit。\"WordswhichMariuscontinuedtowear,notonhisbreast,sincethecolonel’swritinghaddisappeared,butinhisheart。
Andthen,onthedaywhenhisgrandfatherhadturnedhimoutofdoors,hehadbeenonlyachild,nowhewasaman。Hefeltit。Misery,werepeat,hadbeengoodforhim。Povertyinyouth,whenitsucceeds,hasthismagnificentpropertyaboutit,thatitturnsthewholewilltowardseffort,andthewholesoultowardsaspiration。
Povertyinstantlylaysmateriallifebareandrendersithideous;
henceinexpressibleboundstowardstheideallife。Thewealthyyoungmanhasahundredcoarseandbrilliantdistractions,horseraces,hunting,dogs,tobacco,gaming,goodrepasts,andalltherestofit;
occupationsforthebasersideofthesoul,attheexpenseoftheloftierandmoredelicatesides。Thepooryoungmanwinshisbreadwithdifficulty;heeats;whenhehaseaten,hehasnothingmorebutmeditation。HegoestothespectacleswhichGodfurnishesgratis;
hegazesatthesky,space,thestars,flowers,children,thehumanityamongwhichheissuffering,thecreationamidwhichhebeams。
Hegazessomuchonhumanitythatheperceivesitssoul,hegazesuponcreationtosuchanextentthathebeholdsGod。Hedreams,hefeelshimselfgreat;hedreamson,andfeelshimselftender。
Fromtheegotismofthemanwhosuffershepassestothecompassionofthemanwhomeditates。Anadmirablesentimentbreaksforthinhim,forgetfulnessofselfandpityforall。
Ashethinksoftheinnumerableenjoymentswhichnatureoffers,gives,andlavishestosoulswhichstandopen,andrefusestosoulsthatareclosed,hecomestopity,hethemillionnaireofthemind,themillionnaireofmoney。Allhatreddepartsfromhisheart,inproportionaslightpenetrateshisspirit。Andisheunhappy?
No。Themiseryofayoungmanisnevermiserable。Thefirstyoungladwhocomestohand,howeverpoorhemaybe,withhisstrength,hishealth,hisrapidwalk,hisbrillianteyes,hiswarmlycirculatingblood,hisblackhair,hisredlips,hiswhiteteeth,hispurebreath,willalwaysarousetheenvyofanagedemperor。
Andthen,everymorning,hesetshimselfafreshtothetaskofearninghisbread;andwhilehishandsearnhisbread,hisdorsalcolumngainspride,hisbraingathersideas。Histaskfinished,hereturnstoineffableecstasies,tocontemplation,tojoys;
hebeholdshisfeetsetinafflictions,inobstacles,onthepavement,inthenettles,sometimesinthemire;hisheadinthelight。Heisfirmserene,gentle,peaceful,attentive,serious,contentwithlittle,kindly;andhethanksGodforhavingbestowedonhimthosetwoformsofricheswhichmanyarichmanlacks:work,whichmakeshimfree;
andthought,whichmakeshimdignified。
ThisiswhathadhappenedwithMarius。Totellthetruth,heinclinedalittletoomuchtothesideofcontemplation。Fromthedaywhenhehadsucceededinearninghislivingwithsomeapproachtocertainty,hehadstopped,thinkingitgoodtobepoor,andretrenchingtimefromhisworktogivetothought;thatistosay,hesometimespassedentiredaysinmeditation,absorbed,engulfed,likeavisionary,inthemutevoluptuousnessofecstasyandinwardradiance。
Hehadthuspropoundedtheproblemofhislife:totoilaslittleaspossibleatmateriallabor,inordertotoilasmuchaspossibleatthelaborwhichisimpalpable;inotherwords,tobestowafewhoursonreallife,andtocasttheresttotheinfinite。Ashebelievedthathelackednothing,hedidnotperceivethatcontemplation,thusunderstood,endsbybecomingoneoftheformsofidleness;
thathewascontentinghimselfwithconqueringthefirstnecessitiesoflife,andthathewasrestingfromhislaborstoosoon。