Hefumbledinhispocket,drewouthispurse,openedit,andtookoutasmallkey;heinsertedthekeyinalockwhoseaperturecouldhardlybeseen,sohiddenwasitinthemostsombretonesofthedesignwhichcoveredthewall—paper;asecretreceptacleopened,asortoffalsecupboardconstructedintheanglebetweenthewallandthechimney—piece;inthishiding—placethereweresomerags——
abluelinenblouse,anoldpairoftrousers,anoldknapsack,andahugethorncudgelshodwithironatbothends。ThosewhohadseenJeanValjeanattheepochwhenhepassedthroughD————
inOctober,1815,couldeasilyhaverecognizedallthepiecesofthismiserableoutfit。
Hehadpreservedthemashehadpreservedthesilvercandlesticks,inordertoremindhimselfcontinuallyofhisstarting—point,buthehadconcealedallthatcamefromthegalleys,andhehadallowedthecandlestickswhichcamefromtheBishoptobeseen。
Hecastafurtiveglancetowardsthedoor,asthoughhefearedthatitwouldopeninspiteoftheboltwhichfastenedit;then,withaquickandabruptmovement,hetookthewholeinhisarmsatonce,withoutbestowingsomuchasaglanceonthethingswhichhehadsoreligiouslyandsoperilouslypreservedforsomanyyears,andflungthemall,rags,cudgel,knapsack,intothefire。
Heclosedthefalsecupboardagain,andwithredoubledprecautions,henceforthunnecessary,sinceitwasnowempty,heconcealedthedoorbehindaheavypieceoffurniture,whichhepushedinfrontofit。
Afterthelapseofafewseconds,theroomandtheoppositewallwerelightedupwithafierce,red,tremulousglow。Everythingwasonfire;thethorncudgelsnappedandthrewoutsparkstothemiddleofthechamber。
Astheknapsackwasconsumed,togetherwiththehideousragswhichitcontained,itrevealedsomethingwhichsparkledintheashes。
Bybendingover,onecouldhavereadilyrecognizedacoin,——nodoubttheforty—soupiecestolenfromthelittleSavoyard。
Hedidnotlookatthefire,butpacedbackandforthwiththesamestep。
Allatoncehiseyefellonthetwosilvercandlesticks,whichshonevaguelyonthechimney—piece,throughtheglow。
\"Hold!\"hethought;\"thewholeofJeanValjeanisstillinthem。
Theymustbedestroyedalso。\"
Heseizedthetwocandlesticks。
Therewasstillfireenoughtoallowoftheirbeingputoutofshape,andconvertedintoasortofunrecognizablebarofmetal。
Hebentoverthehearthandwarmedhimselfforamoment。Hefeltasenseofrealcomfort。\"Howgoodwarmthis!\"saidhe。
Hestirredthelivecoalswithoneofthecandlesticks。
Aminutemore,andtheywerebothinthefire。
Atthatmomentitseemedtohimthatheheardavoicewithinhimshouting:\"JeanValjean!JeanValjean!\"
Hishairroseupright:hebecamelikeamanwhoislisteningtosometerriblething。
\"Yes,that’sit!finish!\"saidthevoice。\"Completewhatyouareabout!Destroythesecandlesticks!Annihilatethissouvenir!
ForgettheBishop!Forgeteverything!DestroythisChampmathieu,do!
Thatisright!Applaudyourself!Soitissettled,resolved,fixed,agreed:hereisanoldmanwhodoesnotknowwhatiswantedofhim,whohas,perhaps,donenothing,aninnocentman,whosewholemisfortuneliesinyourname,uponwhomyournameweighslikeacrime,whoisabouttobetakenforyou,whowillbecondemned,whowillfinishhisdaysinabjectnessandhorror。Thatisgood!
Beanhonestmanyourself;remainMonsieurleMaire;remainhonorableandhonored;enrichthetown;nourishtheindigent;reartheorphan;
livehappy,virtuous,andadmired;and,duringthistime,whileyouarehereinthemidstofjoyandlight,therewillbeamanwhowillwearyourredblouse,whowillbearyournameinignominy,andwhowilldragyourchaininthegalleys。Yes,itiswellarrangedthus。Ah,wretch!\"
Theperspirationstreamedfromhisbrow。Hefixedahaggardeyeonthecandlesticks。Butthatwithinhimwhichhadspokenhadnotfinished。Thevoicecontinued:——
\"JeanValjean,therewillbearoundyoumanyvoices,whichwillmakeagreatnoise,whichwilltalkveryloud,andwhichwillblessyou,andonlyonewhichnoonewillhear,andwhichwillcurseyouinthedark。Well!listen,infamousman!Allthosebenedictionswillfallbackbeforetheyreachheaven,andonlythemaledictionwillascendtoGod。\"
Thisvoice,feebleatfirst,andwhichhadproceededfromthemostobscuredepthsofhisconscience,hadgraduallybecomestartlingandformidable,andhenowhearditinhisveryear。Itseemedtohimthatithaddetacheditselffromhim,andthatitwasnowspeakingoutsideofhim。Hethoughtthatheheardthelastwordssodistinctly,thatheglancedaroundtheroominasortofterror。
\"Isthereanyonehere?\"hedemandedaloud,inutterbewilderment。
Thenheresumed,withalaughwhichresembledthatofanidiot:——
\"HowstupidIam!Therecanbenoone!\"
Therewassomeone;butthepersonwhowastherewasofthosewhomthehumaneyecannotsee。
Heplacedthecandlesticksonthechimney—piece。
Thenheresumedhismonotonousandlugubrioustramp,whichtroubledthedreamsofthesleepingmanbeneathhim,andawokehimwithastart。
Thistrampingtoandfrosoothedandatthesametimeintoxicatedhim。
Itsometimesseems,onsupremeoccasions,asthoughpeoplemovedaboutforthepurposeofaskingadviceofeverythingthattheymayencounterbychangeofplace。Afterthelapseofafewminuteshenolongerknewhisposition。
Henowrecoiledinequalterrorbeforeboththeresolutionsatwhichhehadarrivedinturn。Thetwoideaswhichcounselledhimappearedtohimequallyfatal。Whatafatality!WhatconjunctionthatthatChampmathieushouldhavebeentakenforhim;tobeoverwhelmedbypreciselythemeanswhichProvidenceseemedtohaveemployed,atfirst,tostrengthenhisposition!
Therewasamomentwhenhereflectedonthefuture。Denouncehimself,greatGod!Deliverhimselfup!Withimmensedespairhefacedallthatheshouldbeobligedtoleave,allthatheshouldbeobligedtotakeuponcemore。Heshouldhavetobidfarewelltothatexistencewhichwassogood,sopure,soradiant,totherespectofall,tohonor,toliberty。Heshouldnevermorestrollinthefields;
heshouldnevermorehearthebirdssinginthemonthofMay;
heshouldnevermorebestowalmsonthelittlechildren;
heshouldnevermoreexperiencethesweetnessofhavingglancesofgratitudeandlovefixeduponhim;heshouldquitthathousewhichhehadbuilt,thatlittlechamber!Everythingseemedcharmingtohimatthatmoment。Neveragainshouldhereadthosebooks;
nevermoreshouldhewriteonthatlittletableofwhitewood;
hisoldportress,theonlyservantwhomhekept,wouldnevermorebringhimhiscoffeeinthemorning。GreatGod!insteadofthat,theconvictgang,theironnecklet,theredwaistcoat,thechainonhisankle,fatigue,thecell,thecampbedallthosehorrorswhichheknewsowell!Athisage,afterhavingbeenwhathewas!
Ifhewereonlyyoungagain!buttobeaddressedinhisoldageas\"thou\"byanyonewhopleased;tobesearchedbytheconvict—guard;
toreceivethegalley—sergeant’scudgellings;toweariron—boundshoesonhisbarefeet;tohavetostretchouthislegnightandmorningtothehammeroftheroundsmanwhovisitsthegang;
tosubmittothecuriosityofstrangers,whowouldbetold:\"ThatmanyonderisthefamousJeanValjean,whowasmayorofM。surM。\";
andatnight,drippingwithperspiration,overwhelmedwithlassitude,theirgreencapsdrawnovertheireyes,toremount,twobytwo,theladderstaircaseofthegalleysbeneaththesergeant’swhip。
Oh,whatmisery!Candestiny,then,beasmaliciousasanintelligentbeing,andbecomeasmonstrousasthehumanheart?
Anddowhathewould,healwaysfellbackupontheheartrendingdilemmawhichlayatthefoundationofhisrevery:\"Shouldheremaininparadiseandbecomeademon?Shouldhereturntohellandbecomeanangel?\"
Whatwastobedone?GreatGod!whatwastobedone?
Thetormentfromwhichhehadescapedwithsomuchdifficultywasunchainedafreshwithinhim。Hisideasbegantogrowconfusedoncemore;theyassumedakindofstupefiedandmechanicalqualitywhichispeculiartodespair。ThenameofRomainvillerecurredincessantlytohismind,withthetwoversesofasongwhichhehadheardinthepast。HethoughtthatRomainvillewasalittlegrovenearParis,whereyoungloversgotoplucklilacsinthemonthofApril。
Hewaveredoutwardlyaswellasinwardly。Hewalkedlikealittlechildwhoispermittedtotoddlealone。
Atintervals,ashecombatedhislassitude,hemadeanefforttorecoverthemasteryofhismind。Hetriedtoputtohimself,forthelasttime,anddefinitely,theproblemoverwhichhehad,inamanner,fallenprostratewithfatigue:Oughthetodenouncehimself?Oughthetoholdhispeace?Hecouldnotmanagetoseeanythingdistinctly。Thevagueaspectsofallthecoursesofreasoningwhichhadbeensketchedoutbyhismeditationsquiveredandvanished,oneaftertheother,intosmoke。Heonlyfeltthat,towhatevercourseofactionhemadeuphismind,somethinginhimmustdie,andthatofnecessity,andwithouthisbeingabletoescapethefact;thathewasenteringasepulchreontherighthandasmuchasontheleft;thathewaspassingthroughadeathagony,——
theagonyofhishappiness,ortheagonyofhisvirtue。
Alas!allhisresolutionhadagaintakenpossessionofhim。
Hewasnofurtheradvancedthanatthebeginning。
Thusdidthisunhappysoulstruggleinitsanguish。
Eighteenhundredyearsbeforethisunfortunateman,themysteriousBeinginwhomaresummedupallthesanctitiesandallthesufferingsofhumanityhadalsolongthrustasidewithhishand,whiletheolive—treesquiveredinthewildwindoftheinfinite,theterriblecupwhichappearedtoHimdrippingwithdarknessandoverflowingwithshadowsinthedepthsallstuddedwithstars。
CHAPTERIV
FORMSASSUMEDBYSUFFERINGDURINGSLEEP
Threeo’clockinthemorninghadjuststruck,andhehadbeenwalkingthusforfivehours,almostuninterruptedly,whenheatlengthallowedhimselftodropintohischair。
Therehefellasleepandhadadream。
Thisdream,likethemajorityofdreams,borenorelationtothesituation,exceptbyitspainfulandheart—rendingcharacter,butitmadeanimpressiononhim。Thisnightmarestruckhimsoforciblythathewroteitdownlateron。Itisoneofthepapersinhisownhandwritingwhichhehasbequeathedtous。Wethinkthatwehaveherereproducedthethinginstrictaccordancewiththetext。
Ofwhatevernaturethisdreammaybe,thehistoryofthisnightwouldbeincompleteifweweretoomitit:itisthegloomyadventureofanailingsoul。
Hereitis。Ontheenvelopewefindthislineinscribed,\"TheDreamIhadthatNight。\"
\"Iwasinaplain;avast,gloomyplain,wheretherewasnograss。
Itdidnotseemtometobedaylightnoryetnight。
\"Iwaswalkingwithmybrother,thebrotherofmychildishyears,thebrotherofwhom,Imustsay,Ineverthink,andwhomInowhardlyremember。
\"Wewereconversingandwemetsomepassers—by。Weweretalkingofaneighborofoursinformerdays,whohadalwaysworkedwithherwindowopenfromthetimewhenshecametoliveonthestreet。
Aswetalkedwefeltcoldbecauseofthatopenwindow。
\"Therewerenotreesintheplain。Wesawamanpassingclosetous。
Hewasentirelynude,ofthehueofashes,andmountedonahorsewhichwasearthcolor。Themanhadnohair;wecouldseehisskullandtheveinsonit。Inhishandheheldaswitchwhichwasassuppleasavine—shootandasheavyasiron。Thishorsemanpassedandsaidnothingtous。
\"Mybrothersaidtome,`Letustaketothehollowroad。’
\"Thereexistedahollowwaywhereinonesawneitherasingleshrubnoraspearofmoss。Everythingwasdirt—colored,eventhesky。
Afterproceedingafewpaces,IreceivednoreplywhenIspoke:
Iperceivedthatmybrotherwasnolongerwithme。
\"IenteredavillagewhichIespied。IreflectedthatitmustbeRomainville。(WhyRomainville?)[5]
[5]ThisparenthesisisduetoJeanValjean。
\"ThefirststreetthatIenteredwasdeserted。Ienteredasecondstreet。Behindtheangleformedbythetwostreets,amanwasstandingerectagainstthewall。IsaidtothisMan:——
\"`Whatcountryisthis?WhereamI?’Themanmadenoreply。
Isawthedoorofahouseopen,andIentered。
\"Thefirstchamberwasdeserted。Ienteredthesecond。Behindthedoorofthischamberamanwasstandingerectagainstthewall。
Iinquiredofthisman,`Whosehouseisthis?WhereamI?’
Themanrepliednot。
\"Thehousehadagarden。Iquittedthehouseandenteredthegarden。
Thegardenwasdeserted。BehindthefirsttreeIfoundamanstandingupright。Isaidtothisman,`Whatgardenisthis?
WhereamI?’Themandidnotanswer。
\"Istrolledintothevillage,andperceivedthatitwasatown。
Allthestreetsweredeserted,allthedoorswereopen。Notasinglelivingbeingwaspassinginthestreets,walkingthroughthechambersorstrollinginthegardens。Butbehindeachangleofthewalls,behindeachdoor,behindeachtree,stoodasilentman。Onlyonewastobeseenatatime。Thesemenwatchedmepass。
\"Ileftthetownandbegantorambleaboutthefields。
\"AfterthelapseofsometimeIturnedbackandsawagreatcrowdcomingupbehindme。IrecognizedallthemenwhomIhadseeninthattown。
Theyhadstrangeheads。Theydidnotseemtobeinahurry,yettheywalkedfasterthanIdid。Theymadenonoiseastheywalked。
Inaninstantthiscrowdhadovertakenandsurroundedme。
Thefacesofthesemenwereeartheninhue。
\"ThenthefirstonewhomIhadseenandquestionedonenteringthetownsaidtome:——
\"`Whitherareyougoing!Doyounotknowthatyouhavebeendeadthislongtime?’
\"Iopenedmymouthtoreply,andIperceivedthattherewasnoonenearme。\"
Hewoke。Hewasicycold。Awindwhichwaschilllikethebreezeofdawnwasrattlingtheleavesofthewindow,whichhadbeenleftopenontheirhinges。Thefirewasout。Thecandlewasnearingitsend。Itwasstillblacknight。
Herose,hewenttothewindow。Therewerenostarsintheskyevenyet。
Fromhiswindowtheyardofthehouseandthestreetwerevisible。
Asharp,harshnoise,whichmadehimdrophiseyes,resoundedfromtheearth。
Belowhimheperceivedtworedstars,whoserayslengthenedandshortenedinasingularmannerthroughthedarkness。
Ashisthoughtswerestillhalfimmersedinthemistsofsleep,\"Hold!\"saidhe,\"therearenostarsinthesky。Theyareonearthnow。\"
Butthisconfusionvanished;asecondsoundsimilartothefirstrousedhimthoroughly;helookedandrecognizedthefactthatthesetwostarswerethelanternsofacarriage。Bythelightwhichtheycasthewasabletodistinguishtheformofthisvehicle。
Itwasatilburyharnessedtoasmallwhitehorse。Thenoisewhichhehadheardwasthetramplingofthehorse’shoofsonthepavement。
\"Whatvehicleisthis?\"hesaidtohimself。\"Whoiscomingheresoearlyinthemorning?\"
Atthatmomenttherecamealighttaponthedoorofhischamber。
Heshudderedfromheadtofoot,andcriedinaterriblevoice:——
\"Whoisthere?\"
Someonesaid:——
\"I,MonsieurleMaire。\"
Herecognizedthevoiceoftheoldwomanwhowashisportress。
\"Well!\"hereplied,\"whatisit?\"
\"MonsieurleMaire,itisjustfiveo’clockinthemorning。\"
\"Whatisthattome?\"
\"Thecabrioletishere,MonsieurleMaire。\"
\"Whatcabriolet?\"
\"Thetilbury。\"
\"Whattilbury?\"
\"DidnotMonsieurleMaireorderatilbury?\"
\"No,\"saidhe。
\"ThecoachmansaysthathehascomeforMonsieurleMaire。\"
\"Whatcoachman?\"
\"M。Scaufflaire’scoachman。\"
\"M。Scaufflaire?\"
Thatnamesentashudderoverhim,asthoughaflashoflightninghadpassedinfrontofhisface。
\"Ah!yes,\"heresumed;\"M。Scaufflaire!\"
Iftheoldwomancouldhaveseenhimatthatmoment,shewouldhavebeenfrightened。
Atolerablylongsilenceensued。Heexaminedtheflameofthecandlewithastupidair,andfromaroundthewickhetooksomeoftheburningwax,whichherolledbetweenhisfingers。Theoldwomanwaitedforhim。Sheevenventuredtouplifthervoiceoncemore:——
\"WhatamItosay,MonsieurleMaire?\"
\"Saythatitiswell,andthatIamcomingdown。\"
CHAPTERV
HINDRANCES
ThepostingservicefromArrastoM。surM。wasstilloperatedatthisperiodbysmallmail—wagonsofthetimeoftheEmpire。
Thesemail—wagonsweretwo—wheeledcabriolets,upholsteredinsidewithfawn—coloredleather,hungonsprings,andhavingbuttwoseats,oneforthepostboy,theotherforthetraveller。Thewheelswerearmedwiththoselong,offensiveaxleswhichkeepothervehiclesatadistance,andwhichmaystillbeseenontheroadinGermany。
Thedespatchbox,animmenseoblongcoffer,wasplacedbehindthevehicleandformedapartofit。Thiscofferwaspaintedblack,andthecabrioletyellow。
Thesevehicles,whichhavenocounterpartsnowadays,hadsomethingdistortedandhunchbackedaboutthem;andwhenonesawthempassinginthedistance,andclimbingupsomeroadtothehorizon,theyresembledtheinsectswhicharecalled,Ithink,termites,andwhich,thoughwithbutlittlecorselet,dragagreattrainbehindthem。
Buttheytravelledataveryrapidrate。Thepost—wagonwhichsetoutfromArrasatoneo’clockeverynight,afterthemailfromParishadpassed,arrivedatM。surM。alittlebeforefiveo’clockinthemorning。
ThatnightthewagonwhichwasdescendingtoM。surM。bytheHesdinroad,collidedatthecornerofastreet,justasitwasenteringthetown,withalittletilburyharnessedtoawhitehorse,whichwasgoingintheoppositedirection,andinwhichtherewasbutoneperson,amanenvelopedinamantle。Thewheelofthetilburyreceivedquiteaviolentshock。Thepostmanshoutedtothemantostop,butthetravellerpaidnoheedandpursuedhisroadatfullgallop。
\"Thatmanisinadevilishhurry!\"saidthepostman。
Themanthushasteningonwastheonewhomwehavejustseenstrugglinginconvulsionswhicharecertainlydeservingofpity。
Whitherwashegoing?Hecouldnothavetold。Whywashehastening?
Hedidnotknow。Hewasdrivingatrandom,straightahead。Whither?
ToArras,nodoubt;buthemighthavebeengoingelsewhereaswell。
Attimeshewasconsciousofit,andheshuddered。Heplungedintothenightasintoagulf。Somethingurgedhimforward;somethingdrewhimon。Noonecouldhavetoldwhatwastakingplacewithinhim;
everyonewillunderstandit。Whatmanistherewhohasnotentered,atleastonceinhislife,intothatobscurecavernoftheunknown?
However,hehadresolvedonnothing,decidednothing,formednoplan,donenothing。Noneoftheactionsofhisconsciencehadbeendecisive。
Hewas,morethanever,ashehadbeenatthefirstmoment。
WhywashegoingtoArras?
HerepeatedwhathehadalreadysaidtohimselfwhenhehadhiredScaufflaire’scabriolet:that,whatevertheresultwastobe,therewasnoreasonwhyheshouldnotseewithhisowneyes,andjudgeofmattersforhimself;thatthiswasevenprudent;
thathemustknowwhattookplace;thatnodecisioncouldbearrivedatwithouthavingobservedandscrutinized;thatonemademountainsoutofeverythingfromadistance;that,atanyrate,whenheshouldhaveseenthatChampmathieu,somewretch,hisconsciencewouldprobablybegreatlyrelievedtoallowhimtogotothegalleysinhisstead;thatJavertwouldindeedbethere;andthatBrevet,thatChenildieu,thatCochepaille,oldconvictswhohadknownhim;
buttheycertainlywouldnotrecognizehim;——bah!whatanidea!
thatJavertwasahundredleaguesfromsuspectingthetruth;
thatallconjecturesandallsuppositionswerefixedonChampmathieu,andthatthereisnothingsoheadstrongassuppositionsandconjectures;
thataccordinglytherewasnodanger。
Thatitwas,nodoubt,adarkmoment,butthatheshouldemergefromit;that,afterall,heheldhisdestiny,howeverbaditmightbe,inhisownhand;thathewasmasterofit。Heclungtothisthought。
Atbottom,totellthewholetruth,hewouldhavepreferrednottogotoArras。
Nevertheless,hewasgoingthither。
Ashemeditated,hewhippeduphishorse,whichwasproceedingatthatfine,regular,andeventrotwhichaccomplishestwoleaguesandahalfanhour。
Inproportionasthecabrioletadvanced,hefeltsomethingwithinhimdrawback。
Atdaybreakhewasintheopencountry;thetownofM。surM。layfarbehindhim。Hewatchedthehorizongrowwhite;hestaredatallthechillyfiguresofawinter’sdawnastheypassedbeforehiseyes,butwithoutseeingthem。Themorninghasitsspectresaswellastheevening。Hedidnotseethem;butwithouthisbeingawareofit,andbymeansofasortofpenetrationwhichwasalmostphysical,theseblacksilhouettesoftreesandofhillsaddedsomegloomyandsinisterqualitytotheviolentstateofhissoul。
Eachtimethathepassedoneofthoseisolateddwellingswhichsometimesborderonthehighway,hesaidtohimself,\"Andyettherearepeopletherewithinwhoaresleeping!\"
Thetrotofthehorse,thebellsontheharness,thewheelsontheroad,producedagentle,monotonousnoise。Thesethingsarecharmingwhenoneisjoyous,andlugubriouswhenoneissad。
ItwasbroaddaylightwhenhearrivedatHesdin。Hehaltedinfrontoftheinn,toallowthehorseabreathingspell,andtohavehimgivensomeoats。
Thehorsebelonged,asScaufflairehadsaid,tothatsmallraceoftheBoulonnais,whichhastoomuchhead,toomuchbelly,andnotenoughneckandshoulders,butwhichhasabroadchest,alargecrupper,thin,finelegs,andsolidhoofs——ahomely,butarobustandhealthyrace。Theexcellentbeasthadtravelledfiveleaguesintwohours,andhadnotadropofsweatonhisloins。
Hedidnotgetoutofthetilbury。Thestablemanwhobroughttheoatssuddenlybentdownandexaminedtheleftwheel。
\"Areyougoingfarinthiscondition?\"saidtheman。
Hereplied,withanairofnothavingrousedhimselffromhisrevery:——
\"Why?\"
\"Haveyoucomefromagreatdistance?\"wentontheman。
\"Fiveleagues。\"
\"Ah!\"
\"Whydoyousay,`Ah?’\"
Themanbentdownoncemore,wassilentforamoment,withhiseyesfixedonthewheel;thenheroseerectandsaid:——
\"Because,thoughthiswheelhastravelledfiveleagues,itcertainlywillnottravelanotherquarterofaleague。\"
Hesprangoutofthetilbury。
\"Whatisthatyousay,myfriend?\"
\"Isaythatitisamiraclethatyoushouldhavetravelledfiveleagueswithoutyouandyourhorserollingintosomeditchonthehighway。
Justseehere!\"
Thewheelreallyhadsufferedseriousdamage。Theshockadministeredbythemail—wagonhadsplittwospokesandstrainedthehub,sothatthenutnolongerheldfirm。
\"Myfriend,\"hesaidtothestableman,\"isthereawheelwrighthere?\"
\"Certainly,sir。\"
\"Dometheservicetogoandfetchhim。\"
\"Heisonlyastepfromhere。Hey!MasterBourgaillard!\"
MasterBourgaillard,thewheelwright,wasstandingonhisownthreshold。
Hecame,examinedthewheelandmadeagrimacelikeasurgeonwhenthelatterthinksalimbisbroken。
\"Canyourepairthiswheelimmediately?\"
\"Yes,sir。\"
\"WhencanIsetoutagain?\"
\"To—morrow。\"
\"To—morrow!\"
\"Thereisalongday’sworkonit。Areyouinahurry,sir?\"
\"Inaverygreathurry。Imustsetoutagaininanhouratthelatest。\"
\"Impossible,sir。\"
\"Iwillpaywhateveryouask。\"
\"Impossible。\"
\"Well,intwohours,then。\"
\"Impossibleto—day。Twonewspokesandahubmustbemade。
Monsieurwillnotbeabletostartbeforeto—morrowmorning。\"
\"Themattercannotwaituntilto—morrow。Whatifyouweretoreplacethiswheelinsteadofrepairingit?\"
\"Howso?\"
\"Youareawheelwright?\"
\"Certainly,sir。\"
\"Haveyounotawheelthatyoucansellme?ThenIcouldstartagainatonce。\"
\"Asparewheel?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Ihavenowheelonhandthatwouldfityourcabriolet。Twowheelsmakeapair。Twowheelscannotbeputtogetherhap—hazard。\"
\"Inthatcase,sellmeapairofwheels。\"
\"Notallwheelsfitallaxles,sir。\"
\"Try,nevertheless。\"
\"Itisuseless,sir。Ihavenothingtosellbutcart—wheels。Wearebutapoorcountryhere。\"
\"Haveyouacabrioletthatyoucanletmehave?\"
Thewheelwrighthadseenatthefirstglancethatthetilburywasahiredvehicle。Heshruggedhisshoulders。
\"Youtreatthecabrioletsthatpeopleletyousowell!IfIhadone,Iwouldnotletittoyou!\"
\"Well,sellittome,then。\"
\"Ihavenone。\"
\"What!notevenaspring—cart?Iamnothardtoplease,asyousee。\"
\"Weliveinapoorcountry。Thereis,intruth,\"addedthewheelwright,\"anoldcalashundertheshedyonder,whichbelongstoabourgeoisofthetown,whogaveittometotakecareof,andwhoonlyusesitonthethirty—sixthofthemonth——never,thatistosay。Imightletthattoyou,forwhatmattersittome?Butthebourgeoismustnotseeitpass——andthen,itisacalash;itwouldrequiretwohorses。\"
\"Iwilltaketwopost—horses。\"
\"WhereisMonsieurgoing?\"
\"ToArras。\"
\"AndMonsieurwishestoreachthereto—day?\"
\"Yes,ofcourse。\"
\"Bytakingtwopost—horses?\"
\"Whynot?\"
\"DoesitmakeanydifferencewhetherMonsieurarrivesatfouro’clockto—morrowmorning?\"
\"Certainlynot。\"
\"Thereisonethingtobesaidaboutthat,yousee,bytakingpost—horses——
Monsieurhashispassport?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Well,bytakingpost—horses,MonsieurcannotreachArrasbeforeto—morrow。Weareonacross—road。Therelaysarebadlyserved,thehorsesareinthefields。Theseasonforploughingisjustbeginning;heavyteamsarerequired,andhorsesareseizeduponeverywhere,fromthepostaswellaselsewhere。Monsieurwillhavetowaitthreeorfourhoursattheleastateveryrelay。
And,then,theydriveatawalk。Therearemanyhillstoascend。\"
\"Comethen,Iwillgoonhorseback。Unharnessthecabriolet。
Someonecansurelysellmeasaddleintheneighborhood。\"
\"Withoutdoubt。Butwillthishorsebearthesaddle?\"
\"Thatistrue;youremindmeofthat;hewillnotbearit。\"
\"Then——\"
\"ButIcansurelyhireahorseinthevillage?\"
\"AhorsetotraveltoArrasatonestretch?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Thatwouldrequiresuchahorseasdoesnotexistintheseparts。
Youwouldhavetobuyittobeginwith,becausenooneknowsyou。
Butyouwillnotfindoneforsalenortolet,forfivehundredfrancs,orforathousand。\"
\"WhatamItodo?\"
\"Thebestthingistoletmerepairthewheellikeanhonestman,andsetoutonyourjourneyto—morrow。\"
\"To—morrowwillbetoolate。\"
\"Thedeuce!\"
\"Istherenotamail—wagonwhichrunstoArras?Whenwillitpass?\"
\"To—night。Boththepostspassatnight;theonegoingaswellastheonecoming。\"
\"What!Itwilltakeyouadaytomendthiswheel?\"
\"Aday,andagoodlongone。\"
\"Ifyousettwomentowork?\"
\"IfIsettenmentowork。\"
\"Whatifthespokesweretobetiedtogetherwithropes?\"
\"Thatcouldbedonewiththespokes,notwiththehub;andthefellyisinabadstate,too。\"
\"Isthereanyoneinthisvillagewholetsoutteams?\"
\"No。\"
\"Isthereanotherwheelwright?\"
Thestablemanandthewheelwrightrepliedinconcert,withatossofthehead\"No。\"
Hefeltanimmensejoy。
ItwasevidentthatProvidencewasintervening。Thatitwasitwhohadbrokenthewheelofthetilburyandwhowasstoppinghimontheroad。Hehadnotyieldedtothissortoffirstsummons;
hehadjustmadeeverypossibleefforttocontinuethejourney;
hehadloyallyandscrupulouslyexhaustedallmeans;hehadbeendeterredneitherbytheseason,norfatigue,norbytheexpense;
hehadnothingwithwhichtoreproachhimself。Ifhewentnofurther,thatwasnofaultofhis。Itdidnotconcernhimfurther。
Itwasnolongerhisfault。Itwasnottheactofhisownconscience,buttheactofProvidence。
Hebreathedagain。HebreathedfreelyandtothefullextentofhislungsforthefirsttimesinceJavert’svisit。Itseemedtohimthatthehandofironwhichhadheldhisheartinitsgraspforthelasttwentyhourshadjustreleasedhim。
ItseemedtohimthatGodwasforhimnow,andwasmanifestingHimself。
Hesaidhimselfthathehaddoneallhecould,andthatnowhehadnothingtodobutretracehisstepsquietly。
Ifhisconversationwiththewheelwrighthadtakenplaceinachamberoftheinn,itwouldhavehadnowitnesses,noonewouldhaveheardhim,thingswouldhaverestedthere,anditisprobablethatweshouldnothavehadtorelateanyoftheoccurrenceswhichthereaderisabouttoperuse;butthisconversationhadtakenplaceinthestreet。
Anycolloquyinthestreetinevitablyattractsacrowd。Therearealwayspeoplewhoasknothingbetterthantobecomespectators。
Whilehewasquestioningthewheelwright,somepeoplewhowerepassingbackandforthhaltedaroundthem。Afterlisteningforafewminutes,ayounglad,towhomnoonehadpaidanyheed,detachedhimselffromthegroupandranoff。
Atthemomentwhenthetraveller,aftertheinwarddeliberationwhichwehavejustdescribed,resolvedtoretracehissteps,thischildreturned。Hewasaccompaniedbyanoldwoman。
\"Monsieur,\"saidthewoman,\"myboytellsmethatyouwishtohireacabriolet。\"
Thesesimplewordsutteredbyanoldwomanledbyachildmadetheperspirationtrickledownhislimbs。Hethoughtthathebeheldthehandwhichhadrelaxeditsgraspreappearinthedarknessbehindhim,readytoseizehimoncemore。
Heanswered:——
\"Yes,mygoodwoman;IaminsearchofacabrioletwhichIcanhire。\"
Andhehastenedtoadd:——
\"Butthereisnoneintheplace。\"
\"Certainlythereis,\"saidtheoldwoman。
\"Where?\"interpolatedthewheelwright。
\"Atmyhouse,\"repliedtheoldwoman。
Heshuddered。Thefatalhandhadgraspedhimagain。
Theoldwomanreallyhadinhershedasortofbasketspring—cart。
Thewheelwrightandthestable—man,indespairattheprospectofthetravellerescapingtheirclutches,interfered。
\"Itwasafrightfuloldtrap;itrestsflatontheaxle;itisanactualfactthattheseatsweresuspendedinsideitbyleatherthongs;
theraincameintoit;thewheelswererustedandeatenwithmoisture;
itwouldnotgomuchfurtherthanthetilbury;aregularramshackleoldstage—wagon;thegentlemanwouldmakeagreatmistakeifhetrustedhimselftoit,\"etc。,etc。
Allthiswastrue;butthistrap,thisramshackleoldvehicle,thisthing,whateveritwas,ranonitstwowheelsandcouldgotoArras。
Hepaidwhatwasasked,leftthetilburywiththewheelwrighttoberepaired,intendingtoreclaimitonhisreturn,hadthewhitehorseputtothecart,climbedintoit,andresumedtheroadwhichhehadbeentravellingsincemorning。
Atthemomentwhenthecartmovedoff,headmittedthathehadfelt,amomentpreviously,acertainjoyinthethoughtthatheshouldnotgowhitherhewasnowproceeding。Heexaminedthisjoywithasortofwrath,andfounditabsurd。Whyshouldhefeeljoyatturningback?
Afterall,hewastakingthistripofhisownfreewill。
Noonewasforcinghimtoit。
Andassuredlynothingwouldhappenexceptwhatheshouldchoose。
AsheleftHesdin,heheardavoiceshoutingtohim:\"Stop!Stop!\"
Hehaltedthecartwithavigorousmovementwhichcontainedafeverishandconvulsiveelementresemblinghope。
Itwastheoldwoman’slittleboy。
\"Monsieur,\"saidthelatter,\"itwasIwhogotthecartforyou。\"
\"Well?\"
\"Youhavenotgivenmeanything。\"
Hewhogavetoallsoreadilythoughtthisdemandexorbitantandalmostodious。
\"Ah!it’syou,youscamp?\"saidhe;\"youshallhavenothing。\"
Hewhippeduphishorseandsetoffatfullspeed。
HehadlostagreatdealoftimeatHesdin。Hewantedtomakeitgood。
Thelittlehorsewascourageous,andpulledfortwo;butitwasthemonthofFebruary,therehadbeenrain;theroadswerebad。
Andthen,itwasnolongerthetilbury。Thecartwasveryheavy,andinaddition,thereweremanyascents。
HetooknearlyfourhourstogofromHesdintoSaint—Pol;fourhoursforfiveleagues。
AtSaint—Polhehadthehorseunharnessedatthefirstinnhecametoandledtothestable;ashehadpromisedScaufflaire,hestoodbesidethemangerwhilethehorsewaseating;hethoughtofsadandconfusingthings。
Theinn—keeper’swifecametothestable。
\"DoesnotMonsieurwishtobreakfast?\"
\"Come,thatistrue;Ievenhaveagoodappetite。\"
Hefollowedthewoman,whohadarosy,cheerfulface;sheledhimtothepublicroomwherethereweretablescoveredwithwaxedcloth。
\"Makehaste!\"saidhe;\"Imuststartagain;Iaminahurry。\"
AbigFlemishservant—maidplacedhisknifeandforkinallhaste;
helookedatthegirlwithasensationofcomfort。
\"Thatiswhatailedme,\"hethought;\"Ihadnotbreakfasted。\"
Hisbreakfastwasserved;heseizedthebread,tookamouthful,andthenslowlyreplaceditonthetable,anddidnottouchitagain。
Acarterwaseatingatanothertable;hesaidtothisman:——
\"Whyistheirbreadsobitterhere?\"
ThecarterwasaGermananddidnotunderstandhim。
Hereturnedtothestableandremainednearthehorse。
AnhourlaterhehadquittedSaint—PolandwasdirectinghiscoursetowardsTinques,whichisonlyfiveleaguesfromArras。
Whatdidhedoduringthisjourney?Ofwhatwashethinking?
Asinthemorning,hewatchedthetrees,thethatchedroofs,thetilledfieldspassby,andthewayinwhichthelandscape,brokenateveryturnoftheroad,vanished;thisisasortofcontemplationwhichsometimessufficestothesoul,andalmostrelievesitfromthought。Whatismoremelancholyandmoreprofoundthantoseeathousandobjectsforthefirstandthelasttime?
Totravelistobebornandtodieateveryinstant;perhaps,inthevaguestregionofhismind,bedidmakecomparisonsbetweentheshiftinghorizonandourhumanexistence:allthethingsoflifeareperpetuallyfleeingbeforeus;thedarkandbrightintervalsareintermingled;afteradazzlingmoment,aneclipse;welook,wehasten,westretchoutourhandstograspwhatispassing;
eacheventisaturnintheroad,and,allatonce,weareold;
wefeelashock;allisblack;wedistinguishanobscuredoor;
thegloomyhorseoflife,whichhasbeendrawingushalts,andweseeaveiledandunknownpersonunharnessingamidtheshadows。
TwilightwasfallingwhenthechildrenwhowerecomingoutofschoolbeheldthistravellerenterTinques;itistruethatthedayswerestillshort;hedidnothaltatTinques;asheemergedfromthevillage,alaborer,whowasmendingtheroadwithstones,raisedhisheadandsaidtohim:——
\"Thathorseisverymuchfatigued。\"
Thepoorbeastwas,infact,goingatawalk。
\"AreyougoingtoArras?\"addedtheroad—mender。
\"Yes。\"
\"Ifyougoonatthatrateyouwillnotarriveveryearly。\"
Hestoppedhishorse,andaskedthelaborer:——
\"HowfarisitfromheretoArras?\"
\"Nearlysevengoodleagues。\"
\"Howisthat?thepostingguideonlysaysfiveleaguesandaquarter。\"
\"Ah!\"returnedtheroad—mender,\"soyoudon’tknowthattheroadisunderrepair?Youwillfinditbarredaquarterofanhourfurtheron;thereisnowaytoproceedfurther。\"
\"Really?\"
\"Youwilltaketheroadontheleft,leadingtoCarency;youwillcrosstheriver;whenyoureachCamblin,youwillturntotheright;
thatistheroadtoMont—Saint—EloywhichleadstoArras。\"
\"Butitisnight,andIshalllosemyway。\"
\"Youdonotbelongintheseparts?\"
\"No。\"
\"And,besides,itisallcross—roads;stop!sir,\"resumedtheroad—mender;
\"shallIgiveyouapieceofadvice?yourhorseistired;
returntoTinques;thereisagoodinnthere;sleepthere;
youcanreachArrasto—morrow。\"
\"Imustbetherethisevening。\"
\"Thatisdifferent;butgototheinnallthesame,andgetanextrahorse;thestable—boywillguideyouthroughthecross—roads。\"
Hefollowedtheroad—mender’sadvice,retracedhissteps,and,halfanhourlater,hepassedthesamespotagain,butthistimeatfullspeed,withagoodhorsetoaid;astable—boy,whocalledhimselfapostilion,wasseatedontheshaftofthecariole。
Still,hefeltthathehadlosttime。
Nighthadfullycome。
Theyturnedintothecross—road;thewaybecamefrightfullybad;
thecartlurchedfromoneruttotheother;hesaidtothepostilion:——
\"Keepatatrot,andyoushallhaveadoublefee。\"
Inoneofthejolts,thewhiffle—treebroke。
\"There’sthewhiffle—treebroken,sir,\"saidthepostilion;\"Idon’tknowhowtoharnessmyhorsenow;thisroadisverybadatnight;
ifyouwishtoreturnandsleepatTinques,wecouldbeinArrasearlyto—morrowmorning。\"
Hereplied,\"Haveyouabitofropeandaknife?\"
\"Yes,sir。\"
Hecutabranchfromatreeandmadeawhiffle—treeofit。
Thiscausedanotherlossoftwentyminutes;buttheysetoutagainatagallop。
Theplainwasgloomy;low—hanging,black,crispfogscreptoverthehillsandwrenchedthemselvesawaylikesmoke:therewerewhitishgleamsintheclouds;astrongbreezewhichblewinfromtheseaproducedasoundinallquartersofthehorizon,asofsomeonemovingfurniture;
everythingthatcouldbeseenassumedattitudesofterror。
Howmanythingsshiverbeneaththesevastbreathsofthenight!
Hewasstiffwithcold;hehadeatennothingsincethenightbefore;
hevaguelyrecalledhisothernocturnaltripinthevastplainintheneighborhoodofD————,eightyearspreviously,anditseemedbutyesterday。
Thehourstruckfromadistanttower;heaskedtheboy:——
\"Whattimeisit?\"
\"Seveno’clock,sir;weshallreachArrasateight;wehavebutthreeleaguesstilltogo。\"
Atthatmoment,heforthefirsttimeindulgedinthisreflection,thinkingitoddthewhilethatithadnotoccurredtohimsooner:
thatallthistroublewhichhewastakingwas,perhaps,useless;
thathedidnotknowsomuchasthehourofthetrial;thatheshould,atleast,haveinformedhimselfofthat;thathewasfoolishtogothusstraightaheadwithoutknowingwhetherhewouldbeofanyserviceornot;thenhesketchedoutsomecalculationsinhismind:
that,ordinarily,thesittingsoftheCourtofAssizesbeganatnineo’clockinthemorning;thatitcouldnotbealongaffair;
thatthetheftoftheappleswouldbeverybrief;thattherewouldthenremainonlyaquestionofidentity,fourorfivedepositions,andverylittleforthelawyerstosay;thatheshouldarriveafterallwasover。
Thepostilionwhippedupthehorses;theyhadcrossedtheriverandleftMont—Saint—Eloybehindthem。
Thenightgrewmoreprofound。
CHAPTERVI
SISTERSIMPLICEPUTTOTHEPROOF
ButatthatmomentFantinewasjoyous。
Shehadpassedaverybadnight;hercoughwasfrightful;herfeverhaddoubledinintensity;shehadhaddreams:inthemorning,whenthedoctorpaidhisvisit,shewasdelirious;heassumedanalarmedlook,andorderedthatheshouldbeinformedassoonasM。Madeleinearrived。
Allthemorningshewasmelancholy,saidbutlittle,andlaidplaitsinhersheets,murmuringthewhile,inalowvoice,calculationswhichseemedtobecalculationsofdistances。
Hereyeswerehollowandstaring。Theyseemedalmostextinguishedatintervals,thenlightedupagainandshonelikestars。
Itseemsasthough,attheapproachofacertaindarkhour,thelightofheavenfillsthosewhoarequittingthelightofearth。
EachtimethatSisterSimpliceaskedherhowshefelt,sherepliedinvariably,\"Well。IshouldliketoseeM。Madeleine。\"
Somemonthsbeforethis,atthemomentwhenFantinehadjustlostherlastmodesty,herlastshame,andherlastjoy,shewastheshadowofherself;nowshewasthespectreofherself。Physicalsufferinghadcompletedtheworkofmoralsuffering。Thiscreatureoffiveandtwentyhadawrinkledbrow,flabbycheeks,pinchednostrils,teethfromwhichthegumshadreceded,aleadencomplexion,abonyneck,prominentshoulder—blades,fraillimbs,aclayeyskin,andhergoldenhairwasgrowingoutsprinkledwithgray。
Alas!howillnessimprovisesold—age!
Atmid—daythephysicianreturned,gavesomedirections,inquiredwhetherthemayorhadmadehisappearanceattheinfirmary,andshookhishead。
M。Madeleineusuallycametoseetheinvalidatthreeo’clock。Asexactnessiskindness,hewasexact。
Abouthalf—pasttwo,Fantinebegantoberestless。Inthecourseoftwentyminutes,sheaskedthenunmorethantentimes,\"Whattimeisit,sister?\"
Threeo’clockstruck。Atthethirdstroke,Fantinesatupinbed;
shewhocould,ingeneral,hardlyturnover,joinedheryellow,fleshlesshandsinasortofconvulsiveclasp,andthenunheardherutteroneofthoseprofoundsighswhichseemtothrowoffdejection。
ThenFantineturnedandlookedatthedoor。
Nooneentered;thedoordidnotopen。
Sheremainedthusforaquarterofanhour,hereyesrivetedonthedoor,motionlessandapparentlyholdingherbreath。Thesisterdarednotspeaktoher。Theclockstruckaquarterpastthree。
Fantinefellbackonherpillow。
Shesaidnothing,butbegantoplaitthesheetsoncemore。
Halfanhourpassed,thenanhour,noonecame;everytimetheclockstruck,Fantinestartedupandlookedtowardsthedoor,thenfellbackagain。
Herthoughtwasclearlyperceptible,butsheutterednoname,shemadenocomplaint,sheblamednoone。Butshecoughedinamelancholyway。
Onewouldhavesaidthatsomethingdarkwasdescendinguponher。
Shewaslividandherlipswereblue。Shesmilednowandthen。
Fiveo’clockstruck。Thenthesisterheardhersay,verylowandgently,\"Heiswrongnottocometo—day,sinceIamgoingawayto—morrow。\"
SisterSimpliceherselfwassurprisedatM。Madeleine’sdelay。
Inthemeantime,Fantinewasstaringatthetesterofherbed。
Sheseemedtobeendeavoringtorecallsomething。Allatonceshebegantosinginavoiceasfeebleasabreath。Thenunlistened。
ThisiswhatFantinewassinging:——
\"LovelythingswewillbuyAswestrollthefaubourgsthrough。
Rosesarepink,corn—flowersareblue,Ilovemylove,corn—flowersareblue。
\"Yestere’entheVirginMarycamenearmystove,inabroideredmantleclad,andsaidtome,`Here,hide’neathmyveilthechildwhomyouonedaybeggedfromme。Hastetothecity,buylinen,buyaneedle,buythread。’
\"LovelythingswewillbuyAswestrollthefaubourgsthrough。
\"DearHolyVirgin,besidemystoveIhavesetacradlewithribbonsdecked。Godmaygivemehislovelieststar;
Ipreferthechildthouhastgrantedme。`Madame,whatshallIdowiththislinenfine?’——`Makeofitclothesforthynew—bornbabe。’
\"Rosesarepinkandcorn—flowersareblue,Ilovemylove,andcorn—flowersareblue。
\"`Washthislinen。’——`Where?’——`Inthestream。Makeofit,soilingnot,spoilingnot,apetticoatfairwithitsbodicefine,whichIwillembroiderandfillwithflowers。’——`Madame,thechildisnolongerhere;whatistobedone?’——`Thenmakeofitawinding—sheetinwhichtoburyme。’
\"LovelythingswewillbuyAswestrollthefaubourgsthrough,Rosesarepink,corn—flowersareblue,Ilovemylove,corn—flowersareblue。\"
Thissongwasanoldcradleromancewithwhichshehad,informerdays,lulledherlittleCosettetosleep,andwhichhadneverrecurredtohermindinallthefiveyearsduringwhichshehadbeenpartedfromherchild。Shesangitinsosadavoice,andtososweetanair,thatitwasenoughtomakeanyone,evenanun,weep。Thesister,accustomedasshewastoausterities,feltatearspringtohereyes。
Theclockstrucksix。Fantinedidnotseemtohearit。Shenolongerseemedtopayattentiontoanythingabouther。
SisterSimplicesentaserving—maidtoinquireoftheportressofthefactory,whetherthemayorhadreturned,andifhewouldnotcometotheinfirmarysoon。Thegirlreturnedinafewminutes。
Fantinewasstillmotionlessandseemedabsorbedinherownthoughts。
TheservantinformedSisterSimpliceinaverylowtone,thatthemayorhadsetoutthatmorningbeforesixo’clock,inalittletilburyharnessedtoawhitehorse,coldastheweatherwas;thathehadgonealone,withoutevenadriver;thatnooneknewwhatroadhehadtaken;
thatpeoplesaidhehadbeenseentoturnintotheroadtoArras;
thatothersassertedthattheyhadmethimontheroadtoParis。
Thatwhenhewentawayhehadbeenverygentle,asusual,andthathehadmerelytoldtheportressnottoexpecthimthatnight。
Whilethetwowomenwerewhisperingtogether,withtheirbacksturnedtoFantine’sbed,thesisterinterrogating,theservantconjecturing,Fantine,withthefeverishvivacityofcertainorganicmaladies,whichunitethefreemovementsofhealthwiththefrightfulemaciationofdeath,hadraisedherselftoherkneesinbed,withhershrivelledhandsrestingonthebolster,andherheadthrustthroughtheopeningofthecurtains,andwaslistening。
Allatonceshecried:——
\"YouarespeakingofM。Madeleine!Whyareyoutalkingsolow?
Whatishedoing?Whydoeshenotcome?\"
Hervoicewassoabruptandhoarsethatthetwowomenthoughttheyheardthevoiceofaman;theywheeledroundinaffright。
\"Answerme!\"criedFantine。
Theservantstammered:——
\"Theportresstoldmethathecouldnotcometo—day。\"
\"Becalm,mychild,\"saidthesister;\"liedownagain。\"
Fantine,withoutchangingherattitude,continuedinaloudvoice,andwithanaccentthatwasbothimperiousandheart—rending:——
\"Hecannotcome?Whynot?Youknowthereason。Youarewhisperingittoeachotherthere。Iwanttoknowit。\"
Theservant—maidhastenedtosayinthenun’sear,\"Saythatheisbusywiththecitycouncil。\"
SisterSimpliceblushedfaintly,foritwasaliethatthemaidhadproposedtoher。
Ontheotherhand,itseemedtoherthatthemerecommunicationofthetruthtotheinvalidwould,withoutdoubt,dealheraterribleblow,andthatthiswasaseriousmatterinFantine’spresentstate。
Herflushdidnotlastlong;thesisterraisedhercalm,sadeyestoFantine,andsaid,\"MonsieurleMairehasgoneaway。\"
Fantineraisedherselfandcrouchedonherheelsinthebed:
hereyessparkled;indescribablejoybeamedfromthatmelancholyface。
\"Gone!\"shecried;\"hehasgonetogetCosette。\"
Thensheraisedherarmstoheaven,andherwhitefacebecameineffable;
herlipsmoved;shewasprayinginalowvoice。
Whenherprayerwasfinished,\"Sister,\"shesaid,\"Iamwillingtoliedownagain;Iwilldoanythingyouwish;Iwasnaughtyjustnow;
Ibegyourpardonforhavingspokensoloud;itisverywrongtotalkloudly;Iknowthatwell,mygoodsister,but,yousee,Iamveryhappy:thegoodGodisgood;M。Madeleineisgood;
justthink!hehasgonetoMontfermeiltogetmylittleCosette。\"
Shelaydownagain,withthenun’sassistance,helpedthenuntoarrangeherpillow,andkissedthelittlesilvercrosswhichsheworeonherneck,andwhichSisterSimplicehadgivenher。
\"Mychild,\"saidthesister,\"trytorestnow,anddonottalkanymore。\"
Fantinetookthesister’shandinhermoisthands,andthelatterwaspainedtofeelthatperspiration。
\"HesetoutthismorningforParis;infact,heneednotevengothroughParis;Montfermeilisalittletotheleftasyoucomethence。
Doyourememberhowhesaidtomeyesterday,whenIspoketohimofCosette,Soon,soon?Hewantstogivemeasurprise,youknow!hemademesignalettersothatshecouldbetakenfromtheThenardiers;theycannotsayanything,canthey?theywillgivebackCosette,fortheyhavebeenpaid;theauthoritieswillnotallowthemtokeepthechildsincetheyhavereceivedtheirpay。
DonotmakesignstomethatImustnottalk,sister!Iamextremelyhappy;Iamdoingwell;Iamnotillatallanymore;
IamgoingtoseeCosetteagain;Iamevenquitehungry;itisnearlyfiveyearssinceIsawherlast;youcannotimaginehowmuchattachedonegetstochildren,andthen,shewillbesopretty;
youwillsee!Ifyouonlyknewwhatprettylittlerosyfingersshehad!Inthefirstplace,shewillhaveverybeautifulhands;
shehadridiculoushandswhenshewasonlyayearold;likethis!
shemustbeabiggirlnow;sheissevenyearsold;sheisquiteayounglady;IcallherCosette,buthernameisreallyEuphrasie。
Stop!thismorningIwaslookingatthedustonthechimney—piece,andIhadasortofideacomeacrossme,likethat,thatIshouldseeCosetteagainsoon。MonDieu!howwrongitisnottoseeone’schildrenforyears!Oneoughttoreflectthatlifeisnoteternal。
Oh,howgoodM。leMaireistogo!itisverycold!itistrue;
hehadonhiscloak,atleast?hewillbehereto—morrow,willhenot?to—morrowwillbeafestivalday;to—morrowmorning,sister,youmustremindmetoputonmylittlecapthathaslaceonit。