AsterlinggooddaughterwasGertyjustlikeasecondmotherinthehouse,aministeringangeltoowithalittleheartworthitsweightingold。AndwhenhermotherhadthoseragingsplittingheadacheswhowasitrubbedonthementholconeonherforeheadbutGertythoughshedidn’tlikehermothertakingpinchesofsnuffandthatwastheonlysinglethingtheyeverhadwordsabout,takingsnuff。Everyonethoughttheworldofherforhergentleways。ItwasGertywhoturnedoffthegasatthemaineverynightanditwasGertywhotackeduponthewallofthatplacewheresheneverforgoteveryfortnightthechlorateoflimeMrTunneythegrocer’schristmasalmanacthepictureofhalcyondayswhereayounggentlemaninthecostumetheyusedtowearthenwithathreecorneredhatwasofferingabunchofflowerstohisladylovewitholdtimechivalrythroughherlatticewindow。Youcouldseetherewasastorybehindit。Thecoloursweredonesomethinglovely。Shewasinasoftclingingwhiteinastudiedattitudeandthegentlemanwasinchocolateandhelookedathorougharistocrat。
SheoftenlookedatthemdreamilywhenthereforacertainpurposeandfeltherownarmsthatwerewhiteandsoftjustlikeherswiththesleevesbackandthoughtaboutthosetimesbecauseshehadfoundoutinWalker’spronouncingdictionarythatbelongedtograndpapaGiltrapaboutthehalcyondayswhattheymeant。
Thetwinswerenowplayinginthemostapprovedbrotherlyfashion,tillatlastMasterJackywhowasreallyasboldasbrasstherewasnogettingbehindthatdeliberatelykickedtheballashardaseverhecoulddowntowardstheseaweedyrocks。NeedlesstosaypoorTommywasnotslowtovoicehisdismaybutluckilythegentlemaninblackwhowassittingtherebyhimselfcamegallantlytotherescueandinterceptedtheball。OurtwochampionsclaimedtheirplaythingwithlustycriesandtoavoidtroubleCissyCaffreycalledtothegentlemantothrowittoherplease。ThegentlemanaimedtheballonceortwiceandthenthrewitupthestrandtowardsCissyCaffreybutitrolleddowntheslopeandstoppedrightunderGerty’sskirtnearthelittlepoolbytherock。ThetwinsclamouredagainforitandCissytoldhertokickitawayandletthemfightforitsoGertydrewbackherfootbutshewishedtheirstupidballhadn’tcomerollingdowntoherandshegaveakickbutshemissedandEdyandCissylaughed。
Ifyoufailtryagain,EdyBoardmansaid。
Gertysmiledassentandbitherlip。Adelicatepinkcreptintoherprettycheekbutshewasdeterminedtoletthemseesoshejustliftedherskirtalittlebutjustenoughandtookgoodaimandgavetheballajollygoodkickanditwenteversofarandthetwotwinsafteritdowntowardstheshingle。Purejealousyofcourseitwasnothingelsetodrawattentiononaccountofthegentlemanoppositelooking。Shefeltthewarmflush,adangersignalalwayswithGertyMacDowell,surgingandflamingintohercheeks。Tillthentheyhadonlyexchangedglancesofthemostcasualbutnowunderthebrimofhernewhatsheventuredalookathimandthefacethatmethergazethereinthetwilight,wanandstrangelydrawn,seemedtoherthesaddestshehadeverseen。
Throughtheopenwindowofthechurchthefragrantincensewaswaftedandwithitthefragrantnamesofherwhowasconceivedwithoutstainoforiginalsin,spiritualvessel,prayforus,honourablevessel,prayforus,vesselofsingulardevotion,prayforus,mysticalrose。Andcarewornheartswerethereandtoilersfortheirdailybreadandmanywhohaderredandwandered,theireyeswetwithcontritionbutforallthatbrightwithhopeforthereverendfatherHugheshadtoldthemwhatthegreatsaintBernardsaidinhisfamousprayerofMary,themostpiousVirgin’sintercessorypowerthatitwasnotrecordedinanyagethatthosewhoimploredherpowerfulprotectionwereeverabandonedbyher。
Thetwinswerenowplayingagainrightmerrilyforthetroublesofchildhoodarebutasfleetingsummershowers。CissyplayedwithbabyBoardmantillhecrowedwithglee,clappingbabyhandsinair。PeepshecriedbehindthehoodofthepushcarandEdyaskedwherewasCissygoneandthenCissypoppedupherheadandcriedah!and,myword,didn’tthelittlechapenjoythat!Andthenshetoldhimtosaypapa。
Saypapa,baby。Saypapapapapapapa。
Andbabydidhislevelbesttosayitforhewasveryintelligentforelevenmonthseveryonesaidandbigforhisageandthepictureofhealth,aperfectlittlebunchoflove,andhewouldcertainlyturnouttobesomethinggreat,theysaid。
Hajajajahaja。
Cissywipedhislittlemouthwiththedribblingbibandwantedhimtositupproperly,andsaypapapabutwhensheundidthestrapshecriedout,holysaintDenis,thathewaspossingwetandtodoublethehalfblankettheotherwayunderhim。Ofcoursehisinfantmajestywasmostobstreperousatsuchtoiletformalitiesandheleteveryoneknowit:
Habaabaaaahabaaabaaaa。
Andtwogreatbiglovelybigtearscoursingdownhischeeks。Itwasallnousesootheringhimwithno,nono,baby,noandtellinghimaboutthegeegeeandwherewasthepuffpuffbutCiss,alwaysreadywitted,gavehiminhismouththeteatofthesuckingbottleandtheyoungheathenwasquicklyappeased。
Gertywishedtogoodnesstheywouldtaketheirsquallingbabyhomeoutofthatandnotgetonhernervesnohourtobeoutandthelittlebratsoftwins。Shegazedouttowardsthedistantsea。Itwaslikethepaintingsthatmanusedtodoonthepavementwithallthecolouredchalksandsuchapitytooleavingthemtheretobeallblottedout,theeveningandthecloudscomingoutandtheBaileylightonHowthandtohearthemusiclikethatandtheperfumeofthoseincensetheyburnedinthechurchlikeakindofwaft。Andwhileshegazedherheartwentpitapat。Yes,itwasherhewaslookingatandtherewasmeaninginhislook。Hiseyesburnedintoherasthoughtheywouldsearchherthroughandthrough,readherverysoul。Wonderfuleyestheywere,superblyexpressive,butcouldyoutrustthem?Peopleweresoqueer。Shecouldseeatoncebyhisdarkeyesandhispaleintellectualfacethathewasaforeigner,theimageofthephotoshehadofMartinHarvey,thematiné;eidol,onlyforthemoustachewhichshepreferredbecauseshewasn’tstagestrucklikeWinnyRippinghamthatwantedtheytwotoalwaysdressthesameonaccountofaplaybutshecouldnotseewhetherhehadanaquilinenoseoraslightlyretmussé;fromwherehewassitting。Hewasindeepmourning,shecouldseethat,andthestoryofahauntingsorrowwaswrittenonhisface。Shewouldhavegivenworldstoknowwhatitwas。Hewaslookingupsointently,sostillandhesawherkicktheballandperhapshecouldseethebrightsteelbucklesofhershoesifsheswungthemlikethatthoughtfullywiththetoesdown。ShewasgladthatsomethingtoldhertoputonthetransparentstockingsthinkingReggyWyliemightbeoutbutthatwasfaraway。Herewasthatofwhichshehadsooftendreamed。Itwashewhomatteredandtherewasjoyonherfacebecauseshewantedhimbecauseshefeltinstinctivelythathewaslikeno-oneelse。Theveryheartofthegirlwomanwentouttohim,herdreamhusband,becausesheknewontheinstantitwashim。Ifhehadsuffered,moresinnedagainstthansinning,oreven,even,ifhehadbeenhimselfasinner,awickedman,shecarednot。Evenifhewasaprotestantormethodistshecouldconverthimeasilyifhetrulylovedher。Therewerewoundsthatwantedhealingwithheartbalm。Shewasawomanlywomannotlikeotherflightygirls,unfeminine,hehadknown,thosecyclistsshowingoffwhattheyhadn’tgotandshejustyearnedtoknowall,toforgiveallifshecouldmakehimfallinlovewithher,makehimforgetthememoryofthepast。Thenmayhaphewouldembracehergently,likearealman,crushinghersoftbodytohim,andloveher,hisownestgirlie,forherselfalone。
Refugeofsinners。Comfortressoftheafflicted。Orapronobis。
Wellhasitbeensaidthatwhosoeverpraystoherwithfaithandconstancycanneverbelostorcastaway:andfitlyisshetooahavenofrefugefortheafflictedbecauseofthesevendolourswhichtranspiercedherownheart。Gertycouldpicturethewholesceneinthechurch,thestainedglasswindowslightedup,thecandles,theflowersandthebluebannersoftheblessedVirgin’ssodalityandFatherConroywashelpingCanonO’Hanlonatthealtar,carryingthingsinandoutwithhiseyescastdown。Helookedalmostasaintandhisconfession-boxwassoquietandcleananddarkandhishandswerejustlikewhitewaxandifevershebecameaDominicannunintheirwhitehabitperhapshemightcometotheconventforthenovenaofSaintDominic。Hetoldherthattimewhenshetoldhimaboutthatinconfessioncrimsoninguptotherootsofherhairforfearhecouldsee,nottobetroubledbecausethatwasonlythevoiceofnatureandwewereallsubjecttonatureslaws,hesaid,inthislifeandthatthatwasnosinbecausethatcamefromthenatureofwomaninstitutedbyGod,hesaid,andthatOurBlessedLadyherselfsaidtothearchangelGabrielbeitdoneuntomeaccordingtoThyWord。Hewassokindandholyandoftenandoftenshethoughtandthoughtcouldsheworkaruchedteacosywithembroideredfloraldesignforhimasapresentoraclockbuttheyhadaclockshenoticedonthemantelpiecewhiteandgoldwithacanarybirdthatcameoutofalittlehousetotellthetimethedayshewentthereabouttheflowersforthefortyhours’adorationbecauseitwashardtoknowwhatsortofapresenttogiveorperhapsanalbumofilluminatedviewsofDublinorsomeplace。
TheexasperatinglittlebratsoftwinsbegantoquarrelagainandJackythrewtheballouttowardstheseaandtheybothranafterit。Littlemonkeyscommonasditchwater。Someoneoughttotakethemandgivethemagoodhidingforthemselvestokeepthemintheirplaces,thebothofthem。AndCissyandEdyshoutedafterthemtocomebackbecausetheywereafraidthetidemightcomeinonthemandbedrowned。
Jacky!Tommy!
Notthey!Whatagreatnotiontheyhad!SoCissysaiditwastheverylasttimeshe’deverbringthemout。Shejumpedupandcalledthemandsherandowntheslopepasthim,tossingherhairbehindherwhichhadagoodenoughcolouriftherehadbeenmoreofitbutwithallthethingamerryshewasalwaysrubbingintoitshecouldn’tgetittogrowlongbecauseitwasn’tnaturalsoshecouldjustgoandthrowherhatatit。Sheranwithlongganderystridesitwasawondershedidn’tripupherskirtatthesidethatwastootightonherbecausetherewasalotofthetomboyaboutCissyCaffreyandshewasaforwardpiecewhenevershethoughtshehadagoodopportunitytoshowoffandjustbecauseshewasagoodrunnersheranlikethatsothathecouldseealltheendofherpetticoatrunningandherskinnyshanksupasfaraspossible。ItwouldhaveservedherjustrightifshehadtrippedupoversomethingaccidentallyonpurposewithherhighcrookedFrenchheelsonhertomakeherlooktallandgotafinetumble。Tableau!Thatwouldhavebeenaverycharmingexposé;
foragentlemanlikethattowitness。
Queenofangels,queenofpatriarchs,queenofprophets,ofallsaints,theyprayed,queenofthemostholyrosaryandthenFatherConroyhandedthethuribletoCanonO’HanlonandheputintheincenseandcensedtheBlessedSacramentandCissyCaffreycaughtthetwotwinsandshewasitchingtogivethemaringinggoodclipontheearbutshedidn’tbecauseshethoughthemightbewatchingbutshenevermadeabiggermistakeinallherlifebecauseGertycouldseewithoutlookingthathenevertookhiseyesoffofherandthenCanonO’HanlonhandedthethuriblebacktoFatherConroyandkneltdownlookingupattheBlessedSacramentandthechoirbegantosingTantumegoandshejustswungherfootinandoutintimeasthemusicroseandfelltotheTantumergosacramentum。
ThreeandelevenshepaidforthosestockingsinSparrow’sofGeorge’sstreetontheTuesday,notheMondaybeforeEasterandtherewasn’tabrackonthemandthatwaswhathewaslookingat,transparent,andnotatherinsignificantonesthathadneithershapenorformthecheekofher!
becausehehadeyesinhisheadtoseethedifferenceforhimself。
Cissycameupalongthestrandwiththetwotwinsandtheirballwithherhatanyhowonhertoonesideafterherrunandshedidlookastreeltuggingthetwokidsalongwiththeflimsyblousesheboughtonlyafortnightbeforelikearagonherbackandbitofherpetticoathanginglikeacaricature。
Gertyjusttookoffherhatforamomenttosettleherhairandaprettier,adaintierheadofnutbrowntresseswasneverseenonagirl’sshoulders,aradiantlittlevision,insooth,almostmaddeninginitssweetness。Youwouldhavetotravelmanyalongmilebeforeyoufoundaheadofhairthelikeofthat。Shecouldalmostseetheswiftansweringflushofadmirationinhiseyesthatsethertinglingineverynerve。Sheputonherhatsothatshecouldseefromunderneaththebrimandswungherbuckledshoefasterforherbreathcaughtasshecaughttheexpressioninhiseyes。
Hewaseyeingherasasnakeeyesitsprey。Herwoman’sinstincttoldherthatshehadraisedthedevilinhimandatthethoughtaburningscarletsweptfromthroattobrowtillthelovelycolourofherfacebecameagloriousrose。
EdyBoardmanwasnoticingittoobecauseshewassquintingatGerty,halfsmiling,withherspecs,likeanoldmaid,pretendingtonursethebaby。Irritablelittlegnatshewasandalwayswouldbeandthatwaswhyno-onecouldgetonwithher,pokinghernoseintowhatwasnoconcernofhers。AndshesaidtoGerty: