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  “No,no,Georgiana!”saidAylmerimpatiently,“itmustnotbe。”

  “Isubmit。”repliedshecalmly。“And,Aylmer,Ishallquaff

  whateverdraughtyoubringme;butitwillbeonthesameprinciple

  thatwouldinducemetotakeadoseofpoison,ifofferedbyyour

  hand。”

  “Mynoblewife。”saidAylmer,deeplymoved,“Iknewnottheheight

  anddepthofyournature,untilnow。Nothingshallbeconcealed。

  Know,then,thatthisCrimsonHand,superficialasitseems,has

  clutcheditsgraspintoyourbeing,withastrengthofwhichIhadno

  previousconception。Ihavealreadyadministeredagentspowerful

  enoughtodoaughtexcepttochangeyourentirephysicalsystem。Only

  onethingremainstobetried。Ifthatfailus,weareruined!”

  “Whydidyouhesitatetotellmethis?”askedshe。

  “Because,Georgiana。”saidAylmer,inalowvoice,“thereis

  danger!”

  “Danger?Thereisbutonedanger-thatthishorriblestigmashall

  beleftuponmycheek!”criedGeorgiana。“Removeit!removeit!-

  whateverbethecost-orweshallbothgomad!”

  “Heavenknows,yourwordsaretootrue。”saidAylmer,sadly。“And

  now,dearest,returntoyourboudoir。Inalittlewhile,allwillbe

  tested。”

  Heconductedherback,andtookleaveofherwithasolemn

  tenderness,whichspokefarmorethanhiswordshowmuchwasnowat

  stake。Afterhisdeparture,Georgianabecamewraptinmusings。She

  consideredthecharacterofAylmer,anddiditcompleterjustice

  thanatanypreviousmoment。Herheartexulted,whileittrembled,

  athishonorablelove,sopureandloftythatitwouldaccept

  nothinglessthanperfection,normiserablymakeitselfcontentedwith

  anearthliernaturethanhehaddreamedof。Shefelthowmuchmore

  preciouswassuchasentiment,thanthatmeanerkindwhichwould

  havebornewiththeimperfectionforhersake,andhavebeenguiltyof

  treasontoholylove,bydegradingitsperfectideatothelevelof

  theactual。And,withherwholespirit,sheprayed,that,forasingle

  moment,shemightsatisfyhishighestanddeepestconception。Longer

  thanonemoment,shewellknew,itcouldnotbe;forhisspiritwas

  everonthemarch-everascending-andeachinstantrequiredsomething

  thatwasbeyondthescopeoftheinstantbefore。

  Thesoundofherhusband’sfootstepsarousedher。Heboreacrystal

  goblet,containingaliquorcolorlessaswater,butbrightenoughto

  bethedraughtofimmortality。Aylmerwaspale;butitseemedrather

  theconsequenceofahighlywroughtstateofmind,andtensionof

  spirit,thanoffearordoubt。

  “Theconcoctionofthedraughthasbeenperfect。”saidhe,in

  answertoGeorgiana’slook。“Unlessallmysciencehavedeceivedme,

  itcannotfail。”

  “Saveonyouraccount,mydearestAylmer。”observedhiswife,“I

  mightwishtoputoffthisbirthmarkofmortalitybyrelinquishing

  mortalityitself,inpreferencetoanyothermode。Lifeisbutasad

  possessiontothosewhohaveattainedpreciselythedegreeofmoral

  advancementatwhichIstand。WereIweakerandblinder,itmightbe

  happiness。WereIstronger,itmightbeenduredhopefully。But,being

  whatIfindmyself,methinksIamofallmortalsthemostfittodie。”

  “Youarefitforheavenwithouttastingdeath!”repliedher

  husband。“Butwhydowespeakofdying?Thedraughtcannotfail。

  Beholditseffectuponthisplant!”

  Onthewindow-seattherestoodageranium,diseasedwithyellow

  blotches,whichhadoverspreadallitsleaves。Aylmerpouredasmall

  quantityoftheliquiduponthesoilinwhichitgrew。Inalittle

  time,whentherootsoftheplanthadtakenupthemoisture,the

  unsightlyblotchesbegantobeextinguishedinalivingverdure。

  “Thereneedednoproof。”saidGeorgiana,quietly。“Givemethe

  goblet。Ijoyfullystakealluponyourword。”

  “Drink,then,thouloftycreature!”exclaimedAylmer,withfervid

  admiration。“Thereisnotaintofimperfectiononthyspirit。Thy

  sensibleframe,too,shallsoonbeallperfect!”

  Shequaffedtheliquid,andreturnedthegoblettohishand。

  “Itisgrateful。”saidshe,withaplacidsmile。“Methinksitis

  likewaterfromaheavenlyfountain;foritcontainsIknownotwhat

  ofunobtrusivefragranceanddeliciousness。Itallaysafeverish

  thirst,thathadparchedmeformanydays。Now,dearest,letmesleep。

  Myearthlysensesareclosingovermyspirit,liketheleavesaround

  theheartofarose,atsunset。”

  Shespokethelastwordswithagentlereluctance,asifit

  requiredalmostmoreenergythanshecouldcommandtopronouncethe

  faintandlingeringsyllables。Scarcelyhadtheyloiteredthrough

  herlips,ereshewaslostinslumber。Aylmersatbyherside,

  watchingheraspectwiththeemotionspropertoaman,thewholevalue

  ofwhoseexistencewasinvolvedintheprocessnowtobetested。

  Mingledwiththismood,however,wasthephilosophicinvestigation,

  characteristicofthemanofscience。Nottheminutestsymptomescaped

  him。Aheightenedflushofthecheek-aslightirregularityofbreath-

  aquiveroftheeyelid-ahardlyperceptibletremorthroughtheframe-

  suchwerethedetailswhich,asthemomentspassed,hewrotedownin

  hisfoliovolume。Intensethoughthadsetitsstampuponevery

  previouspageofthatvolume;butthethoughtsofyearswereall

  concentrateduponthelast。

  Whilethusemployed,hefailednottogazeoftenatthefatalHand,

  andnotwithoutashudder。Yetonce,byastrangeandunaccountable

  impulse,hepresseditwithhislips。Hisspiritrecoiled,however,in

  theveryact,andGeorgiana,outofthemidstofherdeepsleep,moved

  uneasilyandmurmured,asifinremonstrance。Again,Aylmerresumed

  hiswatch。Norwasitwithoutavail。TheCrimsonHand,whichat

  firsthadbeenstronglyvisibleuponthemarblepalenessof

  Georgiana’scheeknowgrewmorefaintlyoutlined。Sheremainednot

  lesspalethanever;butthebirthmark,witheverybreaththatcame

  andwent,lostsomewhatofitsformerdistinctness。Itspresencehad

  beenawful;itsdeparturewasmoreawfulstill。Watchthestainofthe

  rainbowfadingoutofthesky;andyouwillknowhowthatmysterious

  symbolpassedaway。

  “ByHeaven,itiswell-nighgone!”saidAylmertohimself,in

  almostirrepressibleecstasy。“Icanscarcelytraceitnow。Success!

  Success!Andnowitislikethefaintestrose-color。Theslightest

  flushofbloodacrosshercheekwouldovercomeit。Butsheisso

  pale!”

  Hedrewasidethewindow-curtain,andsufferedthelightofnatural

  daytofallintotheroom,andrestuponhercheek。Atthesame

  time,heheardagross,hoarsechuckle,whichhehadlongknownashis

  servantAminadab’sexpressionofdelight。

  “Ah,clod!Ah,earthlymass!”criedAylmer,laughinginasortof

  frenzy。“Youhaveservedmewell!MasterandSpirit-EarthandHeaven-

  havebothdonetheirpartinthis!Laugh,thingofthesenses!You

  haveearnedtherighttolaugh。”

  TheseexclamationsbrokeGeorgiana’ssleep。Sheslowlyunclosedher

  eyes,andgazedintothemirror,whichherhusbandhadarrangedfor

  thatpurpose。Afaintsmileflittedoverherlips,whensherecognized

  howbarelyperceptiblewasnowthatCrimsonHand,whichhadonce

  blazedforthwithsuchdisastrousbrilliancyastoscareawayall

  theirhappiness。ButthenhereyessoughtAylmer’sface,witha

  troubleandanxietythathecouldbynomeansaccountfor。

  “MypoorAylmer!”murmuredshe。

  “Poor?Nay,richest!Happiest!Mostfavored!”exclaimedhe。“My

  peerlessbride,itissuccessful!Youareperfect!”

  “MypoorAylmer!”sherepeated,withamorethanhuman

  tenderness。“Youhaveaimedloftily!youhavedonenobly!Donot

  repent,that,withsohighandpureafeeling,youhaverejectedthe

  besttheearthcouldoffer。Aylmer-dearestAylmer,Iamdying!”

  Alas,itwastootrue!ThefatalHandhadgrappledwiththemystery

  oflife,andwasthebondbywhichanangelicspiritkeptitselfin

  unionwithamortalframe。Asthelastcrimsontintofthebirthmark-

  thatsoletokenofhumanimperfection-fadedfromhercheek,the

  partingbreathofthenowperfectwomanpassedintotheatmosphere,

  andhersoul,lingeringamomentnearherhusband,tookitsheavenward

  flight。Thenahoarse,chucklinglaughwasheardagain!Thuseverdoes

  thegrossFatalityofEarthexultinitsinvariabletriumphoverthe

  immortalessence,which,inthisdimsphereofhalf-development,

  demandsthecompletenessofahigherstate。Yet,hadAylmerreacheda

  profounderwisdom,heneednotthushaveflungawaythehappiness,

  whichwouldhavewovenhismortallifeoftheself-sametexturewith

  thecelestial。Themomentarycircumstancewastoostrongforhim;he

  failedtolookbeyondtheshadowyscopeofTime,andlivingoncefor

  allinEternity,tofindtheperfectFutureinthepresent。

  byNathanielHawthorne

  NOTAGREATWHILEAGO,passingthroughthegateofdreams,I

  visitedthatregionoftheearthinwhichliesthefamouscityof

  Destruction。Itinterestedmemuchtolearnthat,bythepublicspirit

  ofsomeoftheinhabitants,arailroadhasrecentlybeenestablished

  betweenthispopulousandflourishingtown,andtheCelestialCity。

  Havingalittletimeuponmyhands,Iresolvedtogratifyaliberal

  curiositytomakeatripthither。Accordingly,onefinemorning,after

  payingmybillatthehotel,anddirectingtheportertostowmy

  luggagebehindacoach,Itookmyseatinthevehicleandsetout

  fortheStation-house。Itwasmygoodfortunetoenjoythecompanyof

  agentleman-oneMr。Smooth-it-away-who,thoughhehadneveractually

  visitedtheCelestialCity,yetseemedaswellacquaintedwithits

  laws,customs,policy,andstatistics,aswiththoseofthecityof

  Destruction,ofwhichhewasanativetownsman。Being,moreover,a

  Directoroftherailroadcorporation,andoneofitslargest

  stockholders,hehaditinhispowertogivemealldesirable

  informationrespectingthatpraiseworthyenterprise。

  Ourcoachrattledoutofthecity,and,atashortdistancefrom

  itsoutskirts,passedoverabridge,ofelegantconstruction,but

  somewhattooslight,asIimagined,tosustainanyconsiderable

  weight。Onbothsideslayanextensivequagmire,whichcouldnot

  havebeenmoredisagreeableeithertosightorsmell,hadallthe

  kennelsoftheearthemptiedtheirpollutionthere。

  “This。”remarkedMr。Smooth-it-away,“isthefamousSloughof

  Despond-adisgracetoalltheneighborhood;andthegreater,that

  itmightsoeasilybeconvertedintofirmground。”

  “Ihaveunderstood,saidI,“thateffortshavebeenmadeforthat

  purpose,fromtimeimmemorial。Bunyanmentionsthatabovetwenty

  thousandcart-loadsofwholesomeinstructionshadbeenthrowninhere,

  withouteffect。”

  “Veryprobably!andwhateffectcouldbeanticipatedfromsuch

  unsubstantialstuff?”criedMr。Smooth-it-away。“Youobservethis

  convenientbridge。Weobtainedasufficientfoundationforitby

  throwingintotheSloughsomeeditionsofbooksofmorality,volumes

  ofFrenchphilosophyandGermanrationalism,tracts,sermons,and

  essaysofmodernclergymen,extractsfromPlato,Confucius,and

  variousHindoosages,togetherwithafewingeniouscommentaries

  upontextsofScripture-allofwhich,bysomescientificprocess,

  havebeenconvertedintoamasslikegranite。Thewholebogmightbe

  filledupwithsimilarmatter。”

  Itreallyseemedtome,however,thatthebridgevibratedand

  heavedupanddowninaveryformidablemanner;and,spiteofMr。

  Smooth-it-away’stestimonytothesolidityofitsfoundation,Ishould

  belothtocrossitinacrowdedomnibus;especially,ifeach

  passengerwereencumberedwithasheavyluggageasthatgentleman

  andmyself。Nevertheless,wegotoverwithoutaccident,andsoonfound

  ourselvesattheStation-house。Thisveryneatandspaciousedificeis

  erectedonthesiteofthelittleWicket-Gate,whichformerly,as

  alloldpilgrimswillrecollect,stooddirectlyacrossthehighway,

  and,byitsinconvenientnarrowness,wasagreatobstructiontothe

  travellerofliberalmindandexpansivestomach。ThereaderofJohn

  Bunyanwillbegladtoknow,thatChristian’soldfriendEvangelist,

  whowasaccustomedtosupplyeachpilgrimwithamysticroll,now

  presidesattheticketoffice。Somemaliciouspersons,itistrue,

  denytheidentityofthisreputablecharacterwiththeEvangelistof

  oldtimes,andevenpretendtobringcompetentevidenceofan

  imposture。Withoutinvolvingmyselfinadispute,Ishallmerely

  observe,that,sofarasmyexperiencegoes,thesquarepiecesof

  pasteboard,nowdeliveredtopassengers,aremuchmoreconvenient

  andusefulalongtheroad,thantheantiquerollofparchment。Whether

  theywillbeasreadilyreceivedatthegateoftheCelestialCity,

  Ideclinegivinganopinion。

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