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  invariably,andwithoutintendingit-nay,inspiteofapurposeto

  thecontrary-revertedtothisonedisastroustopic。Triflingasitat

  firstappeared,itsoconnecteditselfwithinnumerabletrainsof

  thought,andmodesoffeeling,thatitbecamethecentralpointof

  all。Withthemorningtwilight,Aylmeropenedhiseyesuponhiswife’s

  face,andrecognizedthesymbolofimperfection;andwhentheysat

  togetherattheeveninghearth,hiseyeswanderedstealthilytoher

  cheek,andbeheld,flickeringwiththeblazeofthewoodfire,the

  spectralHandthatwrotemortalitywherehewouldfainhave

  worshipped。Georgianasoonlearnedtoshudderathisgaze。Itneeded

  butaglance,withthepeculiarexpressionthathisfaceoftenwore,

  tochangetherosesofhercheekintoadeath-likepaleness,amid

  whichtheCrimsonHandwasbroughtstronglyout,likeabas-relief

  ofrubyonthewhitestmarble。

  Late,onenight,whenthelightsweregrowingdim,soashardly

  tobetraythestainonthepoorwife’scheek,sheherself,forthe

  firsttime,voluntarilytookupthesubject。

  “Doyouremember,mydearAylmer。”saidshe,withafeeble

  attemptatasmile-“haveyouanyrecollectionofadream,lastnight,

  aboutthisodiousHand?”

  “None!nonewhatever!”repliedAylmer,starting;butthenhe

  addedinadry,coldtone,affectedforthesakeofconcealingthe

  realdepthofhisemotion:“Imightwelldreamofit;for,beforeI

  fellasleep,ithadtakenaprettyfirmholdofmyfancy。”

  “Andyoudiddreamofit。”continuedGeorgiana,hastily;forshe

  dreadedlestagushoftearsshouldinterruptwhatshehadtosay-

  “Aterribledream!Iwonderthatyoucanforgetit。Isitpossible

  toforgetthisoneexpression?’Itisinherheartnow-wemusthave

  itout!’Reflect,myhusband;forbyallmeansIwouldhaveyourecall

  thatdream。”

  Themindisinasadstate,whenSleep,theall-involving,cannot

  confineherspectreswithinthedimregionofhersway,butsuffers

  themtobreakforth,affrightingthisactuallifewithsecretsthat

  perchancebelongtoadeeperone。Aylmernowrememberedhisdream。

  Hehadfanciedhimself,withhisservantAminadab,attemptingan

  operationfortheremovalofthebirthmark。Butthedeeperwentthe

  knife,thedeepersanktheHand,untilatlengthitstinygrasp

  appearedtohavecaughtholdofGeorgiana’sheart;whence,however,

  herhusbandwasinexorablyresolvedtocutorwrenchitaway。

  Whenthedreamhadshapeditselfperfectlyinhismemory,Aylmer

  satinhiswife’spresencewithaguiltyfeeling。Truthoftenfinds

  itswaytothemindclose-muffledinrobesofsleep,andthenspeaks

  withuncompromisingdirectnessofmattersinregardtowhichwe

  practiseanunconsciousself-deception,duringourwakingmoments。

  Untilnow,hehadnotbeenawareofthetyrannizinginfluenceacquired

  byoneideaoverhismind,andofthelengthswhichhemightfindin

  hishearttogo,forthesakeofgivinghimselfpeace。

  “Aylmer。”resumedGeorgiana,solemnly,“Iknownotwhatmaybe

  thecosttobothofus,toridmeofthisfatalbirthmark。Perhapsits

  removalmaycausecurelessdeformity。Or,itmaybe,thestaingoesas

  deepaslifeitself。Again,doweknowthatthereisapossibility,on

  anyterms,ofunclaspingthefirmgripeofthislittleHand,whichwas

  laiduponmebeforeIcameintotheworld?”

  “DearestGeorgiana,Ihavespentmuchthoughtuponthesubject。”

  hastilyinterruptedAylmer-“Iamconvincedoftheperfect

  practicabilityofitsremoval。”

  “Iftherebetheremotestpossibilityofit。”continued

  Georgiana,“lettheattemptbemade,atwhateverrisk。Dangeris

  nothingtome;forlife-whilethishatefulmarkmakesmetheobject

  ofyourhorroranddisgust-lifeisaburthenwhichIwouldflingdown

  withjoy。EitherremovethisdreadfulHand,ortakemywretched

  life!Youhavedeepscience!Alltheworldbearswitnessofit。You

  haveachievedgreatwonders!Cannotyouremovethislittle,little

  mark,whichIcoverwiththetipsoftwosmallfingers!Isthisbeyond

  yourpower,forthesakeofyourownpeace,andtosaveyourpoorwife

  frommadness?”

  “Noblest-dearest-tenderestwife!”criedAylmer,rapturously。

  “Doubtnotmypower。Ihavealreadygiventhismatterthedeepest

  thought-thoughtwhichmightalmosthaveenlightenedmetocreatea

  beinglessperfectthanyourself。Georgiana,youhaveledmedeeper

  thaneverintotheheartofscience。Ifeelmyselffullycompetent

  torenderthisdearcheekasfaultlessasitsfellow;andthen,most

  beloved,whatwillbemytriumph,whenIshallhavecorrectedwhat

  Natureleftimperfect,inherfairestwork!EvenPygmalion,whenhis

  sculpturedwomanassumedlife,feltnotgreaterecstasythanminewill

  be。”

  “Itisresolved,then。”saidGeorgiana,faintlysmiling-“And,

  Aylmer,sparemenot,thoughyoushouldfindthebirthmarktakerefuge

  inmyheartatlast。”

  Herhusbandtenderlykissedhercheek-herrightcheek-notthat

  whichboretheimpressoftheCrimsonHand。

  Thenextday,Aylmerapprisedhiswifeofaplanthathehad

  formed,wherebyhemighthaveopportunityfortheintensethought

  andconstantwatchfulnesswhichtheproposedoperationwould

  require;whileGeorgiana,likewise,wouldenjoytheperfectrepose

  essentialtoitssuccess。Theyweretosecludethemselvesinthe

  extensiveapartmentsoccupiedbyAylmerasalaboratory,andwhere,

  duringhistoilsomeyouth,hehadmadediscoveriesintheelemental

  powersofNature,thathadrousedtheadmirationofallthelearned

  societiesinEurope。Seatedcalmlyinthislaboratory,thepale

  philosopherhadinvestigatedthesecretsofthehighest

  cloud-region,andoftheprofoundestmines;hehadsatisfiedhimself

  ofthecausesthatkindledandkeptalivethefiresofthevolcano;

  andhadexplainedthemysteryoffountains,andhowitisthatthey

  gushforth,somesobrightandpure,andotherswithsuchrich

  medicinalvirtues,fromthedarkbosomoftheearth。Here,too,at

  anearlierperiod,hehadstudiedthewondersofthehumanframe,

  andattemptedtofathomtheveryprocessbywhichNatureassimilates

  allherpreciousinfluencesfromearthandair,andfromthespiritual

  world,tocreateandfosterMan,hermasterpiece。Thelatter

  pursuit,however,Aylmerhadlonglaidaside,inunwillingrecognition

  ofthetruth,againstwhichallseekerssoonerorlaterstumble,

  thatourgreatcreativeMother,whilesheamusesuswithapparently

  workinginthebroadestsunshine,isyetseverelycarefultokeep

  herownsecrets,and,inspiteofherpretendedopenness,showsus

  nothingbutresults。Shepermitsusindeedtomar,butseldomtomend,

  and,likeajealouspatentee,onnoaccounttomake。Now,however,

  Aylmerresumedthesehalf-forgotteninvestigations;not,ofcourse,

  withsuchhopesorwishesasfirstsuggestedthem;butbecausethey

  involvedmuchphysiologicaltruth,andlayinthepathofhisproposed

  schemeforthetreatmentofGeorgiana。

  Asheledheroverthethresholdofthelaboratory,Georgianawas

  coldandtremulous。Aylmerlookedcheerfullyintoherface,with

  intenttoreassureher,butwassostartledwiththeintenseglowof

  thebirthmarkuponthewhitenessofhercheek,thathecouldnot

  restrainastrongconvulsiveshudder。Hiswifefainted。

  “Aminadab!Aminadab!”shoutedAylmer,stampingviolentlyonthe

  floor。

  Forthwith,thereissuedfromaninnerapartmentamanoflow

  stature,butbulkyframe,withshaggyhairhangingabouthisvisage,

  whichwasgrimedwiththevaporsofthefurnace。Thispersonagehad

  beenAylmer’sunder-workerduringhiswholescientificcareer,andwas

  admirablyfittedforthatofficebyhisgreatmechanicalreadiness,

  andtheskillwithwhich,whileincapableofcomprehendingasingle

  principle,heexecutedallthepracticaldetailsofhismaster’s

  experiments。Withhisvaststrength,hisshaggyhair,hissmoky

  aspect,andtheindescribableearthinessthatencrustedhim,heseemed

  torepresentman’sphysicalnature;whileAylmer’sslenderfigure,and

  pale,intellectualface,werenolessaptatypeofthespiritual

  element。

  “Throwopenthedooroftheboudoir,Aminadab。”saidAylmer,“and

  burnapastille。”

  “Yes,master。”answeredAminadab,lookingintentlyatthe

  lifelessformofGeorgiana;andthenhemutteredtohimself:“Ifshe

  weremywife,I’dneverpartwiththatbirthmark。”

  WhenGeorgianarecoveredconsciousness,shefoundherselfbreathing

  anatmosphereofpenetratingfragrance,thegentlepotencyofwhich

  hadrecalledherfromherdeath-likefaintness。Thescenearoundher

  lookedlikeenchantment。Aylmerhadconvertedthosesmoky,dingy,

  sombrerooms,wherehehadspenthisbrightestyearsinrecondite

  pursuits,intoaseriesofbeautifulapartments,notunfittobethe

  secludedabodeofalovelywoman。Thewallswerehungwithgorgeous

  curtains,whichimpartedthecombinationofgrandeurandgrace,that

  nootherspeciesofadornmentcanachieve;andastheyfellfromthe

  ceilingtothefloor,theirrichandponderousfolds,concealingall

  anglesandstraightlines,appearedtoshutinthescenefrominfinite

  space。ForaughtGeorgianaknew,itmightbeapavilionamongthe

  clouds。AndAylmer,excludingthesunshine,whichwouldhave

  interferedwithhischemicalprocesses,hadsupplieditsplacewith

  perfumedlamps,emittingflamesofvarioushue,butallunitingina

  soft,empurpledradiance。Henowkneltbyhiswife’sside,watching

  herearnestly,butwithoutalarm;forhewasconfidentinhisscience,

  andfeltthathecoulddrawamagiccircleroundher,withinwhich

  noevilmightintrude。

  “WhereamI?Ah,Iremember!”saidGeorgiana,faintly;andshe

  placedherhandoverhercheek,tohidetheterriblemarkfromher

  husband’seyes。

  “Fearnot,dearest!”exclaimedhe。“Donotshrinkfromme!

  Believeme,Georgiana,Ievenrejoiceinthissingleimperfection,

  sinceitwillbesucharapturetoremoveit。”

  “Oh,spareme!”sadlyrepliedhiswife。“Praydonotlookatit

  again。Inevercanforgetthatconvulsiveshudder。”

  InordertosootheGeorgiana,and,asitwere,toreleaseher

  mindfromtheburthenofactualthings,Aylmernowputinpractice

  someofthelightandplayfulsecretswhichsciencehadtaughthim

  amongitsprofounderlore。Airyfigures,absolutelybodilessideas,

  andformsofunsubstantialbeauty,cameanddancedbeforeher,

  imprintingtheirmomentaryfootstepsonbeamsoflight。Thoughshehad

  someindistinctideaofthemethodoftheseopticalphenomena,still

  theillusionwasalmostperfectenoughtowarrantthebeliefthat

  herhusbandpossessedswayoverthespiritualworld。Thenagain,

  whenshefeltawishtolookforthfromherseclusion,immediately,as

  ifherthoughtswereanswered,theprocessionofexternalexistence

  flittedacrossascreen。Thesceneryandthefiguresofactuallife

  wereperfectlyrepresented,butwiththatbewitching,yet

  indescribabledifference,whichalwaysmakesapicture,animage,ora

  shadow,somuchmoreattractivethantheoriginal。Whenweariedof

  this,Aylmerbadehercasthereyesuponavessel,containinga

  quantityofearth。Shedidso,withlittleinterestatfirst,but

  wassoonstartled,toperceivethegermofaplant,shootingupward

  fromthesoil。Thencametheslenderstalk-theleavesgradually

  unfoldedthemselves-andamidthemwasaperfectandlovelyflower。

  “Itismagical!”criedGeorgiana,“Idarenottouchit。”

  “Nay,pluckit。”answeredAylmer,“pluckit,andinhaleitsbrief

  perfumewhileyoumay。Theflowerwillwitherinafewmoments,and

  leavenothingsaveitsbrownseed-vessels-butthencemaybe

  perpetuatedaraceasephemeralasitself。”

  ButGeorgianahadnosoonertouchedtheflowerthanthewholeplant

  sufferedablight,itsleavesturningcoal-black,asifbythe

  agencyoffire。

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