第7章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"TWICE-TOLD TALES",免费读到尾

  ShortlyafterElliston’sseparationfromhiswife-nownearly

  fouryearsago-hisassociateshadobservedasingulargloomspreading

  overhisdailylife,likethosechill,graymiststhatsometimessteal

  awaythesunshinefromasummer’smorning。Thesymptomscausedthem

  endlessperplexity。Theyknewnotwhetherillhealthwererobbing

  hisspiritsofelasticity;orwhetheracankerofthemindwas

  graduallyeating,assuchcankersdo,fromhismoralsystemintothe

  physicalframe,whichisbuttheshadowoftheformer。Theylookedfor

  therootofthistroubleinhisshatteredschemesofdomesticbliss-

  wilfullyshatteredbyhimself-butcouldnotbesatisfiedofits

  existencethere。Somethoughtthattheironcebrilliantfriendwas

  inanincipientstageofinsanity,ofwhichhispassionateimpulses

  hadperhapsbeentheforerunners;othersprognosticatedageneral

  blightandgradualdecline。FromRoderick’sownlips,theycouldlearn

  nothing。Morethanonce,itistrue,hehadbeenheardtosay,

  clutchinghishandsconvulsivelyuponhisbreast-“Itgnawsme!It

  gnawsme!”-but,bydifferentauditors,agreatdiversityof

  explanationwasassignedtothisominousexpression。Whatcoulditbe,

  thatgnawedthebreastofRoderickElliston?Wasitsorrow?Wasit

  merelythetoothofphysicaldisease?Or,inhisrecklesscourse,

  oftenverginguponprofligacy,ifnotplungingintoitsdepths,hadhe

  beenguiltyofsomedeed,whichmadehisbosomapreytothe

  deadlierfangsofremorse?Therewasplausiblegroundforeachof

  theseconjectures;butitmustnotbeconcealedthatmorethanone

  elderlygentleman,thevictimofgoodcheerandslothfulhabits,

  magisteriallypronouncedthesecretofthewholemattertobe

  Dyspepsia!

  Meanwhile,Roderickseemedawarehowgenerallyhehadbecomethe

  subjectofcuriosityandconjecture,and,withamorbidrepugnance

  tosuchnotice,ortoanynoticewhatsoever,estrangedhimselffrom

  allcompanionship。Notmerelytheeyeofmanwasahorrortohim;

  notmerelythelightofafriend’scountenance;buteventheblessed

  sunshine,likewise,which,initsuniversalbeneficence,typifies

  theradianceoftheCreator’sface,expressinghisloveforallthe

  creaturesofhishand。Theduskytwilightwasnowtootransparent

  forRoderickElliston;theblackestmidnightwashischosenhourto

  stealabroad;andifeverhewereseen,itwaswhenthewatchman’s

  lanterngleameduponhisfigure,glidingalongthestreetwithhis

  handsclutcheduponhisbosom,stillmuttering:“Itgnawsme!Itgnaws

  me!”Whatcoulditbethatgnawedhim?

  Afteratime,itbecameknownthatEllistonwasinthehabitof

  resortingtoallthenotedquacksthatinfestedthecity,orwhom

  moneywouldtempttojourneythitherfromadistance。Byoneof

  thesepersons,intheexultationofasupposedcure,itwasproclaimed

  farandwide,bydintofhand-billsandlittlepamphletsondingy

  paper,thatadistinguishedgentleman,RoderickElliston,Esq。,had

  beenrelievedofaSNAKEinhisstomach!Soherewasthemonstrous

  secret,ejectedfromitslurking-placeintopublicview,inallits

  horribledeformity。Themysterywasout;butnotsothebosomserpent。

  He,ifitwereanythingbutadelusion,stilllaycoiledinhisliving

  den。Theempiric’scurehadbeenasham,theeffectitwassupposed,

  ofsomestupefyingdrug,whichmorenearlycausedthedeathofthe

  patientthanoftheodiousreptilethatpossessedhim。WhenRoderick

  Ellistonregainedentiresensibility,itwastofindhismisfortune

  thetowntalk-themorethanninedays’wonderandhorror-while,at

  hisbosom,hefeltthesickeningmotionofathingalive,andthe

  gnawingofthatrestlessfang,whichseemedtogratifyatoncea

  physicalappetiteandafiendishspite。

  Hesummonedtheoldblackservant,whohadbeenbredupinhis

  father’shouse,andwasamiddle-agedmanwhileRodericklayinhis

  cradle。

  “Scipio!”hebegan;andthenpaused,withhisarmsfoldedover

  hisheart。“Whatdopeoplesayofme,Scipio?”

  “Sir!mypoormaster!thatyouhadaserpentinyourbosom。”

  answeredtheservant,withhesitation。

  “Andwhatelse?”askedRoderick,withaghastlylookattheman。

  “Nothingelse,dearmaster。”repliedScipio;“onlythatthe

  Doctorgaveyouapowder,andthatthesnakeleaptoutuponthe

  floor。”

  “No,no!”mutteredRodericktohimself,asheshookhishead,and

  pressedhishandswithamoreconvulsiveforceuponhisbreast-“I

  feelhimstill。Itgnawsme!Itgnawsme!”

  Fromthistime,themiserablesuffererceasedtoshuntheworld,

  butrathersolicitedandforcedhimselfuponthenoticeof

  acquaintancesandstrangers。Itwaspartlytheresultof

  desperation,onfindingthatthecavernofhisownbosomhadnot

  proveddeepanddarkenoughtohidethesecret,evenwhileitwasso

  secureafortressfortheloathsomefiendthathadcreptintoit。

  Butstillmore,thiscravingfornotorietywasasymptomofthe

  intensemorbidnesswhichnowpervadedhisnature。Allpersons,

  chronicallydiseased,areegotists,whetherthediseasebeofthemind

  orbody;whethersin,sorrow,ormerelythemoretolerablecalamityof

  someendlesspain,ormischiefamongthecordsofmortallife。Such

  individualsaremadeacutelyconsciousofaself,bythetorturein

  whichitdwells。Self,therefore,growstobesoprominentanobject

  withthem,thattheycannotbutpresentittothefaceofeverycasual

  passer-by。Thereisapleasure-perhapsthegreatestofwhichthe

  suffererissusceptible-indisplayingthewastedorulceratedlimb,

  orthecancerinthebreast;andthefoulerthecrime,withsomuch

  themoredifficultydoestheperpetratorpreventitfromthrusting

  upitssnake-likeheadtofrightentheworld;foritisthatcancer,

  orthatcrime,whichconstitutestheirrespectiveindividuality。

  RoderickElliston,who,alittlewhilebeforehadheldhimselfso

  scornfullyabovethecommonlotofmen,nowpaidfullallegianceto

  thishumiliatinglaw。Thesnakeinhisbosomseemedthesymbolofa

  monstrousegotism,towhicheverythingwasreferred,andwhichhe

  pampered,nightandday,withacontinualandexclusivesacrificeof

  devil-worship。

  Hesoonexhibitedwhatmostpeopleconsideredindubitabletokensof

  insanity。Insomeofhismoods,strangetosay,hepridedand

  gloriedhimselfonbeingmarkedoutfromtheordinaryexperienceof

  mankind,bythepossessionofadoublenature,andalifewithina

  life。Heappearedtoimaginethatthesnakewasadivinity-not

  celestial,itistrue,butdarklyinfernal-andthathethencederived

  aneminenceandasanctity,horrid,indeed,yetmoredesirablethan

  whateverambitionaimsat。Thushedrewhismiseryaroundhimlikea

  regalmantle,andlookeddowntriumphantlyuponthosewhosevitals

  nourishednodeadlymonster。Oftener,however,hishumannature

  asserteditsempireoverhim,intheshapeofayearningfor

  fellowship。Itgrewtobehiscustomtospendthewholedayin

  wanderingaboutthestreets,aimlessly,unlessitmightbecalledan

  aimtoestablishaspeciesofbrotherhoodbetweenhimselfandthe

  world。Withcankeredingenuity,hesoughtouthisowndiseaseinevery

  breast。Whetherinsaneornot,heshowedsokeenaperceptionof

  frailty,error,andvice,thatmanypersonsgavehimcreditfor

  beingpossessednotmerelywithaserpent,butwithanactualfiend,

  whoimpartedthisevilfacultyofrecognizingwhateverwasugliest

  inman’sheart。

  Forinstance,hemetanindividual,who,forthirtyyears,had

  cherishedahatredagainsthisownbrother。Roderick,amidstthe

  throngofthestreet,laidhishandonthisman’schest,andlooking

  fullintohisforbiddingface,

  “Howisthesnaketoday?”-heinquired,withamockexpressionof

  sympathy。

  “Thesnake!”exclaimedthebrother-hater-“Whatdoyoumean?”

  “Thesnake!Thesnake!Doeshegnawyou?”persistedRoderick。

  “Didyoutakecounselwithhimthismorning,whenyoushouldhavebeen

  sayingyourprayers?Didhesting,whenyouthoughtofyour

  brother’shealth,wealth,andgoodrepute?Didhecaperforjoy,

  whenyourememberedtheprofligacyofhisonlyson?Andwhetherhe

  stung,orwhetherhefrolicked,didyoufeelhispoisonthroughout

  yourbodyandsoul,convertingeverythingtosournessand

  bitterness?Thatisthewayofsuchserpents。Ihavelearnedthewhole

  natureofthemfrommyown!”

  “Whereisthepolice?”roaredtheobjectofRoderick’spersecution,

  atthesametimegivinganinstinctiveclutchtohisbreast。“Whyis

  thislunaticallowedtogoatlarge?”

  “Ha,ha!”chuckledRoderick,releasinghisgraspoftheman。“His

  bosomserpenthasstunghimthen!”

  Often,itpleasedtheunfortunateyoungmantovexpeoplewitha

  lightersatire,yetstillcharacterizedbysomewhatofsnake-like

  virulence。Onedayheencounteredanambitiousstatesman,and

  gravelyinquiredafterthewelfareofhisboa-constrictor;forofthat

  species,Roderickaffirmed,thisgentleman’sserpentmustneedsbe,

  sinceitsappetitewasenormousenoughtodevourthewholecountryand

  constitution。Atanothertime,hestoppedaclose-fistedoldfellow,

  ofgreatwealth,butwhoskulkedaboutthecityintheguiseofa

  scare-crow,withapatchedbluesurtout,brownhat,andmouldy

  boots,scrapingpencetogether,andpickinguprustynails。Pretending

  tolookearnestlyatthisrespectableperson’sstomach,Roderick

  assuredhimthathissnakewasacopper-head,andhadbeengenerated

  bytheimmensequantitiesofthatbasemetal,withwhichhedaily

  defiledhisfingers。Again,heassaultedamanofrubicundvisage,and

  toldhimthatfewbosomserpentshadmoreofthedevilinthem,than

  thosethatbreedinthevatsofadistillery。ThenextwhomRoderick

  honoredwithhisattentionwasadistinguishedclergyman,whohappened

  justthentobeengagedinatheologicalcontroversy,wherehuman

  wrathwasmoreperceptiblethandivineinspiration。

  “Youhaveswallowedasnake,inacupofsacramentalwine。”quoth

  he。

  “Profanewretch!”exclaimedthedivine;but,nevertheless,hishand

  stoletohisbreast。

  Hemetapersonofsicklysensibility,who,onsomeearly

  disappointment,hadretiredfromtheworld,andthereafterheldno

  intercoursewithhisfellow-men,butbroodedsullenlyor

  passionatelyovertheirrevocablepast。Thisman’sveryheart,if

  Roderickmightbebelieved,hadbeenchangedintoaserpent,which

  wouldfinallytormentbothhimanditselftodeath。Observinga

  marriedcouple,whosedomestictroubleswerematterofnotoriety,he

  condoledwithbothonhavingmutuallytakenahouse-addertotheir

  bosoms。Toanenviousauthor,whodeprecatedworkswhichhecould

  neverequal,hesaidthathissnakewastheslimiestandfilthiest

  ofallthereptiletribe,butwasfortunatelywithoutasting。Aman

  ofimpurelife,andabrazenface,askingRoderickiftherewereany

  serpentinhisbreast,hetoldhimthattherewas,andofthesame

  speciesthatoncetorturedDonRodrigo,theGoth。Hetookafairyoung

  girlbythehand,andgazingsadlyintohereyes,warnedherthat

  shecherishedaserpentofthedeadliestkindwithinhergentle

  breast;andtheworldfoundthetruthofthoseominouswords,when,

  afewmonthsafterwards,thepoorgirldiedofloveandshame。Two

  ladies,rivalsinfashionablelife,whotormentedoneanotherwitha

  thousandlittlestingsofwomanishspite,weregiventounderstand,

  thateachoftheirheartswasanestofdiminutivesnakes,whichdid

  quiteasmuchmischiefasonegreatone。

  ButnothingseemedtopleaseRoderickbetterthantolayholdof

  apersoninfectedwithjealousy,whichherepresentedasanenormous

  greenreptile,withanice-coldlengthofbody,andthesharpeststing

  ofanysnakesaveone。

点击下载App,搜索"TWICE-TOLD TALES",免费读到尾