Butthegliderbroughtmeupsmartly。Ihadtofindouthowthesethingswentdowntheair,andtheonlywaytofindoutistogodownwithone。AndforatimeIwouldn’tfaceit。
Thereissomethingimpersonalaboutabook,Isuppose。AtanyrateIfindmyselfabletowritedownherejusttheconfessionI’veneverbeenabletomaketoanyonefacetoface,thefrightfultroubleitwastometobringmyselftodowhatI
supposeeveryothercolouredboyintheWestIndiescoulddowithoutturningahair,andthatistoflingmyselfoffformyfirstsoardownthewind。Thefirsttrialwasboundtobetheworst;itwasanexperimentImadewithlife,andthechanceofdeathorinjurywas,Isupposed,aboutequaltothechanceofsuccess。Ibelievedthatwithadawn-likelucidity。IhadbegunwithagliderthatIimaginedwasonthelinesoftheWrightbrothers’aeroplane,butIcouldnotbesure。Itmightturnover。Imightupsetit。Itmightburrowitsnoseattheendandsmashitselfandme。Theconditionsoftheflightnecessitatedalertattention;itwasn’tathingtobedonebyjumpingoffandshuttingone’seyesorgettingangryordrunktodoit。Onehadtouseone’sweighttobalance。AndwhenatlastIdidititwashorrible——fortenseconds。Fortensecondsorso,asIsweptdowntheairflattenedonmyinfernalframeworkandwiththewindinmyeyes,therushofthegroundbeneathmefilledmewithsickandhelplessterror;Ifeltasthoughsomeviolentoscillatorycurrentwasthrobbinginbrainandbackbone,andIgroanedaloud。Isetmyteethandgroaned。Itwasagroanwrungoutofmeinspiteofmyself。Mysensationsofterrorswoopedtoaclimax。Andthen,youknow,theyended!
Suddenlymyterrorwasoveranddonewith。Iwassoaringthroughtheairrightwayup,steadily,andnomischancehadhappened。I
feltintenselyaliveandmynerveswerestrunglikeabow。I
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