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  `IownIcannot;butweknownotthatitwillbeso;——andIdoknowthattoregrettheexchangeofearthlypleasuresforthejoysofHeaven,isasifthegrovellingcaterpillarshouldlamentthatitmustonedayquitthenibbledleaftosoaraloftandflutterthroughtheair,rovingatwillfromflowertoflower,sippingsweethoneyfromtheircupsorbaskingintheirsunnypetals。Iftheselittlecreaturesknewhowgreatachangeawaitedthem,nodoubttheywouldregretit;butwouldnotallsuchsorrowbemisplaced?Andifthatillustrationwillnotmoveyou,hereisanother:——Wearechildrennow;wefeelaschildren,andweunderstandaschildren;andwhenwearetoldthatmenandwomendonotplaywithtoys,andthatourcompanionswillonedaywearyofthetrivialsportsandoccupationsthatinterestthemandussodeeplynow,wecannothelpbeingsaddenedatthethoughtsofsuchanalteration,becausewecannotconceivethataswegrowup,ourownmindswillbecomesoenlargedandelevatedthatweourselvesshallthenregardastriflingthoseobjectsandpursuitswenowsofondlycherish,andthat,thoughourcompanionswillnolongerjoinusinthosechildishpastimes,theywilldrinkwithusatotherfountainsofdelight,andmingletheirsoulswithoursinhigheraimsandnobleroccupationsbeyondourpresentcomprehension,butnotlessdeeplyrelishedorlesstrulygoodforthat,——whileyetbothweandtheyremainessentiallythesameindividualsasbefore。ButGilbert,canyoureallyderivenoconsolationfromthethoughtthatwemaymeettogetherwherethereisnomorepainandsorrow,nomorestrivingagainstsin,andstrugglingofthespiritagainsttheflesh;wherebothwillbeholdthesameglorioustruths,anddrinkexaltedandsupremefelicityfromthesamefountainoflightandgoodness——thatBeingwhombothwillworshipwiththesameintensityofholyardour,andwhosepureandhappycreaturesbothwilllovewiththesamedivineaffection?Ifyoucannot,neverwritetome!’

  `Helen,Ican,iffaithwouldneverfail。’

  `Now,then,’exclaimedshe,`whilethishopeisstrongwithinus——’

  `Wewillpart,’Icried。`Youshallnothavethepainofanotherefforttodismissme:Iwillgoatonce;but——’

  Ididnotputmyrequestinwords:sheunderstooditinstinctivelyandthistimesheyieldedtoo——orrather,therewasnothingsodeliberateasrequestingoryieldinginthematter:therewasasuddenimpulsethatneithercouldresist。OnemomentIstoodandlookedintoherface,thenextIheldhertomyheart,andweseemedtogrowtogetherinacloseembracefromwhichnophysicalormentalforcecouldrendus。Awhispered`Godblessyou!’and`Go——go!’wasallshesaid;butwhileshespoke,sheheldmesofastthat,withoutviolence,Icouldnothaveobeyedher。Atlength,however,bysomeheroiceffort,wetoreourselvesapart,andI

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