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  “Ontheshelf。”

  ItseemedalongtimebeforeBurnamysaidwithalongsigh,asoffinalrecollection,“Oh,yes。”andthenhesaidnothing;andtheydidnotsitdown,butstoodlookingateachother。

  “Wasitsomethingyougotforme,andforgottogiveme?”sheaskedinavoicewhichwouldnothavemisledawoman,butwhichdiditsworkwiththeyoungman。

  Helaughedandsaid,“Well,hardly!Thegeneralhasbeenintheroomeversinceyoucame。”

  “Oh,yes。Thenperhapssomebodyleftittherebeforeyouhadtheroom?”

  Burnamywassilentagain,butatlasthesaid,“No,IflungitupthereI

  hadforgottenallaboutit。”

  “Andyouwishmetoforgetaboutit,too?”Agathaaskedinagayetyoftonethatstilldeceivedhim。

  “Itwouldonlybefair。Youmademe。”herejoined,andtherewassomethingsocharminginhiswordsandway,thatshewouldhavebeengladtodoit。

  Butshegovernedherselfagainstthetemptationandsaid,“Womenarenotgoodatforgetting,atleasttilltheyknowwhat。”

  “Oh,I’lltellyou,ifyouwanttoknow。”hesaidwithalaugh,andatthewordsshe——sankprovisionallyintheiraccustomedseat。Hesatdownbesideher,butnotsonearasusual,andhewaitedsolongbeforehebeganthatitseemedasifhehadforgottenagain。“Why,it’snothing。

  MissEtkinsandhermotherwereherebeforeyoucame,andthisisabouquetthatImeanttogiveheratthetrainwhensheleft。ButI

  decidedIwouldn’t,andIthrewitontotheshelfinthecloset。”

  “MayIaskwhyyouthoughtoftakingabouquettoheratthetrain?”

  “Well,sheandhermother——Ihadbeenwiththemagooddeal,andI

  thoughtitwouldbecivil。”

  “Andwhydidyoudecidenottobecivil?”

  “Ididn’twantittolooklikemorethancivility。”

  “Weretheyherelong?”

  “Aboutaweek。TheyleftjustaftertheMarchescame。”

  Agathaseemednottoheedtheanswershehadexacted。Shesatreclinedinthecorneroftheseat,withherheaddrooping。AfteranintervalwhichwaslongtoBurnamyshebegantopullataringonthethirdfingerofherlefthand,absently,asifshedidnotknowwhatshewasdoing;

  butwhenshehadgotitoffsheheldittowardsBurnamyandsaidquietly,“Ithinkyouhadbetterhavethisagain。”andthensheroseandmovedslowlyandweaklyaway。

  Hehadtakentheringmechanicallyfromher,andhestoodamomentbewildered;thenhepressedafterher。

  “Agatha,doyou——youdon’tmean——“

  “Yes。”shesaid,withoutlookingroundathisface,whichsheknewwasclosetohershoulder。“It’sover。Itisn’twhatyou’vedone。It’swhatyouare。Ibelievedinyou,inspiteofwhatyoudidtothatman——

  andyourcomingbackwhenyousaidyouwouldn’t——and——ButIseenowthatwhatyoudidwasyou;itwasyournature;andIcan’tbelieveinyouanymore。”

  “Agatha!”heimplored。“You’renotgoingtobesounjust!Therewasnothingbetweenyouandmewhenthatgirlwashere!Ihadarightto——“

  “Notifyoureallycaredforme!DoyouthinkIwouldhaveflirtedwithanyonesosoon,ifIhadcaredforyouasyoupretendedyoudidformethatnightinCarlsbad?Oh,Idon’tsayyou’refalse。Butyou’refickle——“

  “ButI’mnotfickle!FromthefirstmomentIsawyou,Inevercaredforanyonebutyou!”

  “Youhavestrangewaysofshowingyourdevotion。Well,sayyouarenotfickle。Say,thatI’mfickle。Iam。Ihavechangedmymind。Iseethatitwouldneverdo。Ileaveyoufreetofollowalltheturningandtwistingofyourfancy。”Shespokerapidly,almostbreathlessly,andshegavehimnochancetogetoutthewordsthatseemedtochokehim。Shebegantorun,butatthedoorofthehotelshestoppedandwaitedtillhecamestupidlyup。“Ihaveafavortoask,Mr。Burnamy。Ibegyouwillnotseemeagain,ifyoucanhelpitbeforewegoto-morrow。MyfatherandIareindebtedtoyoufortoomanykindnesses,andyoumustn’ttakeanymoretroubleonouraccount。Augustcanseeusoffinthemorning。”

  Shenoddedquickly,andwasgonein-doorswhilehewasyetstrugglingwithhisdoubtoftherealityofwhathadallsoswiftlyhappened。

  GeneralTriscoewasstillignorantofanychangeinthestatustowhichhehadreconciledhimselfwithsomuchdifficulty,whenhecamedowntogetintotheomnibusforthetrain。TillthenhehadbeentooproudtoaskwhathadbecomeofBurnamy,thoughhehadwondered,butnowhelookedaboutandsaidimpatiently,“Ihopethatyoungmanisn’tgoingtokeepuswaiting。”

  Agathawaspaleandwornwithsleeplessness,butshesaidfirmly,“Heisn’tgoing,papa。Iwilltellyouinthetrain。Augustwillseetotheticketsandthebaggage。”

  Augustconspiredwiththetraegertogetthemafirst-classcompartmenttothemselves。ButevenwiththeadvantagesofthisseclusionAgatha’sconfidencestoherfatherwerenotfull。ShetoldherfatherthatherengagementwasbrokenforreasonsthatdidnotmeananythingverywronginMr。Burnamybutthatconvincedhertheycouldneverbehappytogether。

  Asshedidnotgivethereasons,hefoundanaturaldifficultyinacceptingthem,andtherewassomethinginthesituationwhichappealedstronglytohiscontrary-mindedness。Partlyfromthis,partlyfromhissenseofinjuryinbeingobligedsosoontoadjusthimselftonewconditions,andpartlyfromhiscomfortablefeelingofsecurityfromanengagementtowhichhisassenthadbeenforced,hesaid,“Ihopeyou’renotmakingamistake。”

  “Oh,no。”sheanswered,andsheattestedherconvictionbyaburstofsobbingthatlastedwellonthewaytothefirststopofthetrain。

  ItwouldhavebeenalwaystwiceaseasytogodirectfromBerlintotheHaguethroughHanover;buttheMarchesdecidedtogobyFrankfortandtheRhine,becausetheywishedtorevisitthefamousriver,whichtheyrememberedfromtheiryouth,andbecausetheywishedtostopatDusseldorf,whereHeinrichHeinewasborn。WithoutthisMrs。March,whokeptherhusbanduptohisearlypassionforthepoetwithafeelingthatshewasdefendinghimfromageinit,saidthattheirsilverweddingjourneywouldnotbecomplete;andhebeganhimselftothinkthatitwouldbeinteresting。

  Theytookasleeping-carforFrankfortandtheywokeearlyaspeopledoinsleeping-carseverywhere。Marchdressedandwentoutforacupofthesamecoffeeofwhichsleeping-carbuffetshavetheawfulsecretinEuropeaswellasAmerica,andforaglimpseofthetwilightlandscape。Onegraylittletown,toweredandsteepledandred-roofedwithinitsmediaevalwalls,lookedasifitwouldhavebeenwarmerinsomethingmore。Therewasaheavydew,ifnotalightfrost,overall,andinplacesapalefogbegantoliftfromthelowhills。Thenthesunrosewithoutdispersingthecold,whichwasafterwardssosevereintheirroomattheRussischerHofinFrankfortthatinspiteofthesteam-radiatorstheysatshiveringinalltheirwrapstillbreakfast-time。

  Therewasnosteamonintheradiators,ofcourse;whentheyimploredtheportierforatleastalamptowarmtheirhandsbyheturnedonalltheelectriclightswithoutraisingthetemperatureintheslightestdegree。

  Amidstthesemoderncomfortstheyweresomiserablethattheyvowedeachothertoshun,aslongastheywereinGermany,oratleastwhilethesummerlasted,allhotelswhichweresteam-heatedandelectric-lighted。

  Theyheatedthemselvessomewhatwiththeirwrath,andovertheirbreakfasttheyrelentedsofarastosufferthemselvesacertaininterestinthetroopsofallarmsbeginningtopassthehotel。Theywerefragmentsofthegreatparade,whichhadendedthedaybefore,andtheywerenowdriftingbacktotheirseveralquartersoftheempire。Manyofthemwereverypicturesque,andtheyhadfortheboysandgirlsrunningbeforeandbesidethem,thecharmwhicharmiesandcircusprocessionshaveforchildreneverywhere。Buttheirpassagefilledwithcruelanxietyalargeolddogwhomhismasterhadleftharnessedtoamilk-cartbeforethehoteldoor;fromtimetotimehelifteduphisvoice,andcalledtotheabsenteewithhoarse,deepbarksthatalmostshookhimfromhisfeet。

  Thedaycontinuedblueandbrightandcold,andtheMarchesgavethemorningtoarapidsurveyofthecity,gladthatitwasatleastnotwet。

  WhatafterwardschieflyremainedtothemwastheimpressionofanoldtownasquaintalmostandasGothicasoldHamburg,andanewtown,handsomeandregular,and,inthesuddenarrestofsomestreets,apparentlyoverbuilt。ThemodernarchitecturaltastewasofcourseParisian;thereisnoothertastefortheGermans;butintheprevailingabsenceofstatuestherewasarelieffromthemostoppressivecharacteristicoftheimperialcapitalwhichwasapositivedelight。

  SomesortofmonumenttothenationalvictoryoverFrancetheremusthavebeen;butitmusthavebeenunusuallyinoffensive,foritleftnorecordofitselfinthetravellers’consciousness。Theywereawareofgardenedsquaresandavenues,borderedbystatelydwellings,ofdignifiedcivicedifices,andofavastaridsplendidrailroadstation,suchasthestatebuildseveninminorEuropeancities,butsuchasourpaternalcorporationshavenotyetgivenusanywhereinAmerica。TheywenttotheZoologicalGarden,wheretheyheardthecustomaryKalmucksattheirpublicprayersbehindahighboardfence;andaspilgrimsfromthemostplutrocraticcountryintheworldMarchinsistedthattheymustpaytheirdevoirsattheshrineoftheRothschilds,whosenatalbanking-housetheyreveredfromtheoutside。

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