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  TheyagreedthattheymustwritetoMr。andMrs。Marchatonce;oratleast,Agathasaid,assoonasshehadspokentoherfather。Athermentionofherfathershewasawareofadoubt,afear,inBurnamywhichexpresseditselfbyscarcelymorethanaspiritualconsciousnessfromhisarmtothehandswhichshehadclaspedwithinit。“Hehasalwaysappreciatedyou。”shesaidcourageously,“andIknowhewillseeitintherightlight。”

  Sheprobablymeantnomorethantoaffirmherfaithinherownabilityfinallytobringherfathertoajustmindconcerningit;butBurnamyacceptedherassurancewithbuoyanthopefulness,andsaidhewouldseeGeneralTriscoethefirstthinginthemorning。

  “No,Iwillseehim。”shesaid,“Iwishtoseehimfirst;hewillexpectitofme。Wehadbettergoin,now。”sheadded,butneithermadeanymotionforthepresenttodoso。Onthecontrary,theywalkedintheotherdirection,anditwasanhourafterAgathadeclaredtheirdutyinthematterbeforetheytriedtofulfilit。

  Then,indeed,aftertheyreturnedtothehotel,shelostnotimeingoingtoherfatherbeyondthatwhichmustbegiventoalonghand-pressureunderthefrescoofthefivepoetsonthestairslanding,whereherwaysandBurnamy’sparted。Shewentintoherownroom,andsoftlyopenedthedoorintoherfather’sandlistened。

  “Well?”hesaidinasortofchallengingvoice。

  “Haveyoubeenasleep?”sheasked。

  “I’vejustblownoutmylight。Whathaskeptyou?”

  Shedidnotreplycategorically。Standingthereintheshelteringdark,shesaid,“Papa,Iwasn’tverycandidwithyou,thisafternoon。IamengagedtoMr。Burnamy。”

  “Lightthecandle。”saidherfather。“Orno。”headdedbeforeshecoulddoso。“Isitquitesettled?”

  “Quite。”sheansweredinavoicethatadmittedofnodoubt。“Thatis,asfarasitcanbe,withoutyou。”

  “Don’tbeahypocrite,Agatha。”saidthegeneral。“Andletmetrytogettosleep。YouknowIdon’tlikeit,andyouknowIcan’thelpit。”

  “Yes。”thegirlassented。

  “Thengotobed。”saidthegeneralconcisely。

  Agathadidnotobeyherfather。Shethoughtsheoughttokisshim,butshedecidedthatshehadbetterpostponethis;soshemerelygavehimatendergoodnight,towhichhemadenoresponse,andshutherselfintoherownroom,wheresheremainedsittingandstaringoutintothemoonlight,withasmilethatneverleftherlips。

  Whenthemoonsankbelowthehorizon,theskywaspalewiththecomingday,butbeforeitwasfairlydawn,shesawsomethingwhite,notmuchgreaterthansomemoths,movingbeforeherwindow。Shepulledthevalvesopenandfounditabitofpaperattachedtoathreaddanglingfromabove。Shebrokeitlooseandinthemorningtwilightshereadthegreatcentraltruthoftheuniverse:

  “Iloveyou。L。J。B。”

  Shewroteunderthetremendousinspiration:

  “SodoI。Don’tbesilly。A。T。”

  Shefastenedthepapertothethreadagain,andgaveitalittletwitch。

  Shewaitedforthelownoteoflaughterwhichdidnotfailtoflutterdownfromabove;thenshethrewherselfuponthebed,andfellasleep。

  Itwasnotsolateasshethoughtwhenshewoke,anditseemed,atbreakfast,thatBurnamyhadbeenupstillearlier。OfthethreeinvolvedintheanxietyofthenightbeforeGeneralTriscoewasstillrespitedfromitbysleep,buthewokemuchmorehaggardthaneitheroftheyoungpeople。They,infact,werenotatallhaggard;theworstwasover,ifbringingtheirengagementtohisknowledgewastheworst;theformalityofaskinghisconsentwhichBurnamystillhadtogothroughwasunpleasant,butafterallitwasaformality。Agathatoldhimeverythingthathadpassedbetweenherselfandherfather,andifithadnotthatcordialityonhispartwhichtheycouldhavewisheditwascertainlynothopelesslydiscouraging。

  TheyagreedatbreakfastthatBurnamyhadbetterhaveitoverasquicklyaspossible,andhewaitedonlytillAugustcamedownwiththegeneral’straybeforegoinguptohisroom。Theyoungfellowdidnotfeelmoreathiseasethantheeldermeantheshouldintakingthechairtowhichthegeneralwavedhimfromwherehelayinbed;andtherewasnotalkwastedupontheweatherbetweenthem。

  “IsupposeIknowwhatyouhavecomefor,Mr。Burnamy。”saidGeneralTriscoeinatonewhichwasratherjudicialthanotherwise,“andI

  supposeyouknowwhyyouhavecome。”ThewordscertainlyopenedthewayforBurnamy,buthehesitatedsolongtotakeitthatthegeneralhadabundanttimetoadd,“Idon’tpretendthatthiseventisunexpected,butIshouldliketoknowwhatreasonyouhaveforthinkingIshouldwishyoutomarrymydaughter。Itakeitforgrantedthatyouareattachedtoeachother,andwewon’twastetimeonthatpoint。Nottobeataboutthebush,onthenextpoint,letmeaskatoncewhatyourmeansofsupportingherare。HowmuchdidyouearnonthatnewspaperinChicago?”

  “Fifteenhundreddollars。”Burnamyanswered,promptlyenough。

  “Didyouearnanythingmore,saywithinthelastyear?”

  “IgotthreehundreddollarsadvancecopyrightforabookIsoldtoapublisher。”ThegloryhadnotyetfadedfromthefactinBurnamy’smind。

  “Eighteenhundred。WhatdidyougetforyourpoeminMarch’sbook?”

  “That’saverytriflingmatter:fifteendollars。”

  “AndyoursalaryasprivatesecretarytothatmanStoller?”

  “Thirtydollarsaweek,andmyexpenses。ButIwouldn’ttakethat,GeneralTriscoe。”saidBurnamy。

  GeneralTriscoe,fromhis’litdejustice’,passedthispointinsilence。

  “Haveyouanyonedependentonyou?”

  “Mymother;Itakecareofmymother。”answeredBurnamy,proudly。

  “SinceyouhavebrokenwithStoller,whatareyourprospects?”

  “Ihavenone。”

  “Thenyoudon’texpecttosupportmydaughter;youexpecttoliveuponhermeans。”

  “Iexpecttodonothingofthekind!“criedBurnamy。“Ishouldbeashamed——Ishouldfeeldisgraced——Ishould——Idon’taskyou——Idon’taskhertillIhavethemeanstosupporther——“

  “Ifyouwereveryfortunate。”continuedthegeneral,unmovedbytheyoungfellow’spain,andunperturbedbythefactthathehadhimselfliveduponhiswife’smeansaslongasshelived,andthenuponhisdaughter’s,“ifyouwentbacktoStoller——“

  “Iwouldn’tgobacktohim。Idon’tsayhe’sknowinglyarascal,buthe’signorantlyarascal,andheproposedarascallythingtome。I

  behavedbadlytohim,andI’dgiveanythingtoundothewrongIlethimdohimself;butI’llnevergobacktohim。”

  “Ifyouwentback,onyouroldsalary。”thegeneralpersistedpitilessly,“youwouldbeveryfortunateifyoubroughtyourearningsuptotwenty-

  fivehundredayear。”

  “Yes——“

  “Andhowfardoyouthinkthatwouldgoinsupportingmydaughteronthescalesheisusedto?Idon’tspeakofyourmother,whohasthefirstclaimuponyou。”

  Burnamysatdumb;andhisheadwhichhehadliftedindignantlywhenthequestionwasofStoller,begantosink。

  Thegeneralwenton。“Youaskmetogiveyoumydaughterwhenyouhaven’tmoneyenoughtokeepheringowns;youaskmetogivehertoastranger——“

  “Notquiteastranger,GeneralTriscoe。”Burnamyprotested。“Youhaveknownmeforthreemonthsatleast,andanyonewhoknowsmeinChicagowilltellyou——“

  “Astranger,andworsethanastranger。”thegeneralcontinued,sopleasedwiththelogicalperfectionofhispositionthathealmostsmiled,andcertainlysoftenedtowardBurnamy。“Itisn’taquestionoflikingyou,Mr。Burnamy,butofknowingyou;mydaughterlikesyou;sodotheMarches;sodoeseverybodywhohasmetyou。Ilikeyoumyself。

  You’vedonemepersonallyathousandkindnesses。ButIknowverylittleofyou,inspiteofourthreemonths’acquaintance;andthatlittleis——

  Butyoushalljudgeforyourself!Youwereintheconfidentialemployofamanwhotrustedyou,andyoulethimbetrayhimself。”

  “Idid。Idon’texcuseit。Thethoughtofitburnslikefire。Butitwasn’tdonemaliciously;itwasn’tdonefalsely;itwasdoneinconsiderately;andwhenitwasdone,itseemedirrevocable。Butitwasn’t;Icouldhaveprevented,Icouldhavestoopedthemischief;andI

  didn’t!Icanneveroutlivethat。”

  “Iknow。”saidthegeneralrelentlessly,“thatyouhaveneverattemptedanydefence。Thathasbeentoyourcreditwithme。Itinclinedmetooverlookyourunwarrantedcourseinwritingtomydaughter,whenyoutoldheryouwouldneverseeheragain。Whatdidyouexpectmetothink,afterthat,ofyourcomingbacktoseeher?Ordidn’tyouexpectmetoknowit?”

  “Iexpectedyoutoknowit;Iknewshewouldtellyou。ButIdon’texcusethat,either。Itwasactingalietocomeback。AllIcansayisthatIhadtoseeheragainforonelasttime。”

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